your name

After Ji Jue finished speaking, Zuo Zhengyi didn't respond for a long time.

His tears stopped, there was a little bit of surprise in his eyes, a little bit of understanding, and before he had time to distinguish the rest, he quickly lowered his eyes, broke away from Ji Jue's shackles, and moved away a little.

Ji Jue stared at him closely, as if he was afraid that he would escape.

Zuo Zhengyi didn't escape, he lowered his head, silently wiped his face dry, and rubbed the slightly red skin on his jaw.

Ji Jue was taken aback when he saw this: "Did I hurt you?"

He reached out to touch, but was slapped away by Zuo Zhengyi: "Get lost, don't be hypocritical."

"..."

Zuo Zhengyi was not calm, but he didn't lose his temper anymore. He took a deep breath, with a look of patience on his face.The sweetness not long ago has not faded away, fresh hugs and kisses are in my mind, Ji Jue clings to him tightly every day, like a fish out of water, unable to breathe without him.It turns out that such a strong love is nothing more than that, as long as Ji Jue can keep him, he doesn't care whether he is crying or laughing, whether he is dead or alive.

This is not difficult to understand, Zuo Zhengyi is a reasonable person - although he always acts as if he is unreasonable.He admits that he can't give selfless love himself, so when he thinks about it carefully, it's normal for Ji Jue to be selfish, it's human nature.

Since everyone is like this, it's better to settle the accounts and don't owe anyone else.

"I understand what you said, and you want to settle the score with me, right?" Zuo Zhengyi suppressed the erupting volcano in his heart, and said as calmly as possible, "I transferred to Scorpion, and you begged your parents. I'm sorry , I really don’t know about this matter, I blame me for being too slow, I didn’t react when the scorpion raised his salary. It’s easy to say, isn’t it just two thousand to two thousand five, I only take what I deserve, and the extra 500 million Transfer it to you—Scorpion will pay me monthly, and I will pay you monthly too, don’t worry, you won’t lose a penny. I’ll add some interest myself, will that be enough?”

Zuo Zhengyi stood two steps away from Ji Jue, with a numb expression and a soft voice: "You don't care about your relationship with your parents, do you? I don't understand what you think, forget it, it doesn't matter, since you Said that I forbid you to have close contact..."

"That was not what I meant--"

Ji Jue defended anxiously, but Zuo Zhengyi interrupted him, "Listen to me. Let me apologize for you, give me your mother's phone number, and I'll clarify my words in front of you, and tell her, I It will no longer hinder her from holding a grandson, are you satisfied?"

"..."

Ji Jue's expression was difficult to find a word to describe even after searching the sea of ​​dictionaries.

"Is there any more?" Zuo Zhengyi asked him, "What have you done for me, don't hide it, big lover, tell me quickly."

Speaking of this, Zuo Zhengyi's calmness was on the verge of collapse, and his voice trembled again.

He relies on Ji Jue for a big reason because Ji Jue is the one who loves him the most. Zuo Zhengyi's need to be loved is satisfied, and he is willing to gradually open up his heart and put Ji Jue into his world.

Of course, Ji Jue was already there, and they had a friendship growing up together, otherwise he wouldn't have accepted Ji Jue's almost sexual harassment behaviors well.

The relationship between them is inherently complicated. Family, friendship and love influence each other and integrate with each other. Whether it is more dependence or more love, they are the most special people to each other.

What made Zuo Zhengyi the most unacceptable was that he admitted that he was a little immature emotionally, and sometimes he couldn't take Ji Jue's feelings into account, but he would never intentionally do anything that would actually hurt Ji Jue.

Ke Ji will definitely hurt him.

He acted decisively, without mercy, kept it a secret for many years, and did not repent when exposed.

how so?Zuo Zhengyi couldn't figure it out, what is love?Ji Jue kept saying that he loved him, but broke his heart many times. Seeing him crying so hard that he was about to collapse, he didn't even offer a sincere apology.

——I still have to settle accounts with him.

Zuo Zhengyi was full of incomprehension in his heart, but all he could say was "understand".

He said: "Since you don't open your mouth, let me help you. Money is a small thing, and the most valuable thing is company. From WSND to Scorpion, I had a period of low tide. During that time, you have been with me, if not You, I may... Maybe it will be very difficult. Although you have also obtained satisfaction from me, I don’t care about these, just treat it as everything you have paid for me, and I am grateful for everything you have done. Unfortunately, the feelings cannot be expressed Two catties, I don’t know how many catties these companionships are worth. Is there any harm you gave me? Let’s take it as it is. I have nothing to lose. Everyone has to pay for their own choices. Push it on you. Blame only myself for being blind, with you."

"...What do you mean?" Ji Jue tensed his hands, his eyes were a little red.

"Are you deaf? Can't you understand?" Zuo Zhengyi said, "Since you feel that you have paid so much for me, I will give you a clear account! Do you hear me clearly now? - It's cleared up! We both canceled ! If you still don’t think it’s enough, how about I transfer you an extra million?”

Zuo Zhengyi sneered: "I'm sorry I forgot, you go to inherit your parents' company, you have plenty of money. What is 100 million? It's not enough to fit your teeth."

After finishing speaking, he agreed with himself deeply: "No wonder you are upset that I stopped you from interacting with your parents. I really messed up a big deal..."

These words are obviously angry words, unreasonable but effective.It was as if Ji Jue had been stabbed in the chest, and blood was about to flow from his eyes.He pressed Zuo Zhengyi's hand, and Zuo Zhengyi struggled to wave it away, and the two of them were gesticulating and almost wrestling.

Ji Jue suddenly picked up Zuo Zhengyi and pushed him onto the bed.

Some people couldn't keep their mouths open, so Ji Jue put one hand in front of Zuo Zhengyi and pressed his shoulder, and the other pinched Zuo Zhengyi's chin to force him to kiss.

But not all the contact between lips can be called a "kiss". Zuo Zhengyi's expression seemed to be bitten by a dog. He kicked Ji Jue with his feet, but he struggled desperately to lift his hand from Ji Jue's grip , slapped him.

With a loud bang, Ji Jue's face was deflected, but his movements became more ferocious.

He tore off Zuo Zhengyi's clothes, but the next move was not to untie his belt, but seemed to want to use his sleeves as a rope to tie Zuo Zhengyi to the bed.

"Are you crazy?!" Zuo Zhengyi pulled his wrist back vigorously, "If you dare to touch my hand, I will kill you."

"..."

Ji Jue paused, he struggled for a while, and chose to let go.

The army was defeated like a mountain, Ji Jue had scruples and did not dare to do everything completely - Zuo Zhengyi's hand is more important than his life.

But these scruples are tantamount to timidity, Ji Jue is stern on the inside, strong on the outside but hard on the inside, without Zuo Zhengyi's ridicule, his own spiritual defense line will collapse first.

He couldn't speak, and fell on Zuo Zhengyi's body, his disordered breathing showed that his emotions were abnormal.

"Why did you stop?" Zuo Zhengyi asked, "Are you sad? Feeling uncomfortable? Do you want me to love you?"

"..."

Ji Jue remained silent, Zuo Zhengyi's tears flowed from the corners of his eyes into his hair, and he said in a low voice, "Have you ever cared about me? Have you ever cared about my grandma? Have you ever thought about what she was like before she died? We’ve told so many folk tales, but you haven’t remembered them. She said that ghosts with worries can’t go far, only if they have wishes...”

Zuo Zhengyi cried until his chest heaved, and sobbed, "Has she gone away? Who helped her get her wish? How can I forgive you? Am I qualified to forgive you for her?"

"Why do you like to hurt me so much, Ji Jue!" Zuo Zhengyi pushed him away with a look of resentment.

"...I'm sorry." Ji Jue finally apologized, his voice hoarse, "but I really love you, what I said just now is not to settle accounts with you, I just want you to know that I am not selfish, I am willing to do things for you , do anything. Brother, I love you—"

"Stop talking, it's disgusting." Zuo Zhengyi interrupted him, "If I'm soft, you'll be tough. If I'm tough, you'll pretend to be pitiful. You can change your face faster than turning the pages of a book. Who are you going to show?"

Zuo Zhengyi sat up from the bed and put on his clothes again.

He lowered his head, tears were still streaming down, it was unstoppable sadness.

Love is nothing more than that, ten years of relationship is nothing more than that.

"Let's break up." Zuo Zhengyi said without raising his head, "It doesn't matter if you don't agree, anyway, I won't continue to love you. Do whatever you want, tie me up and kill me if you can."

He got up and went to the bathroom, turned on the tap, and washed away the traces of crying.

When he came out, Ji Jue was still in his original position, untouched.

Zuo Zhengyi didn't look at him carefully, afraid that his freshly washed and dried eyes would get wet again, so he said softly, "This is the last time, don't come to my room from now on."

……

In the evening, Park Yecheng, the coach invited by Scorpions from South Korea, arrived at the base.

Pu Yecheng couldn't speak Chinese, Xie Zi hired a translator, she was a young girl, about 25 years old, named Song Yan, she didn't live in the base like Coach Park, she only came to work on time every day.

Coach Park is not too old, 29 years old, younger than Sun Chunyu.

He didn't talk much, and he didn't talk too deeply when meeting the management and team members for the first time.According to the original plan, the Scorpion team will start special training tomorrow to prepare for the World Championship.Discussions about tactics and guidelines should be reserved for formal discussions tomorrow.

Park Yecheng is very concerned about Zuo Zhengyi. He bluntly said that one of the reasons for coaching Scorpion is to cooperate with End and experience this legendary "world-class genius".

I don't know if Pu Yecheng's original words were too straightforward or the translation was straightforward. Zuo Zhengyi, who had been absent-minded all along, was also drawn back to his attention. He smiled at the coach and exchanged a few simple greetings with him.

Ji Jue didn't say a word the whole time, not knowing what he was thinking.

After nine o'clock in the evening, the dinner party broke up.

Ji Jue immediately went back to the room and closed the door.He seems to need to think alone and doesn't want to be disturbed by his teammates.

But 10 minutes later, Zuo Zhengyi knocked on his door.

Ji Jue was a little surprised when he opened the door. Before he could speak, Zuo Zhengyi said first, "Bring your mobile phone, let me use it."

"What are you doing?" Ji Jue took out his mobile phone and handed it over, "You want to call my mother? No need..."

He drew back again, but Zuo Zhengyi snatched the phone away and unlocked it with his fingerprint.

——They have been together for so long, and they have already recorded each other's fingerprints into each other's mobile phones.

Ji Jue looked at Zuo Zhengyi silently. It was less than a night since they broke up, and they still hadn't calmed down, and they couldn't guess what the other was planning and what they were going to do tomorrow.

But Ji Jue was quite vigilant by nature. Zuo Zhengyi came to him suddenly, it could not be because of repentance——

"What are you going to do?" Ji Jue asked.

Zuo Zhengyi didn't answer, he acted very quickly. When Ji Jue was in doubt, he opened the phone's photo album, found the category of "Baby Brother", selected all, and deleted it with one click.Then open the album trash and empty it.Make sure to delete it cleanly and it cannot be retrieved.

This series of operations took no more than three seconds, and by the time Ji Jue reacted to stop it, it was too late.

Zuo Zhengyi's bed photos, daily photos, group photos with a kitten in his arms, sweet photos of eating ice cream and cotton candy, and even photos of smiling faces when leaning on Ji Jue's shoulder and acting like a spoiled child... One-click to clear, permanently delete from the cloud, all disappeared from the device.

It even included those that Ji Jue secretly took when they were on Tanzhou Island many years ago.

"Two Qings." Zuo Zhengyi returned the phone to Ji Jue, turned and left.