I became my own mistress [Main Hokage]

She hung her head absently.The light reflected the pale profile.

Don't know what she's planning, but it's definitely the opposite of what he's been expecting.What he was looking forward to, what he imagined and her future, she was unwilling.

she doesn't want to...

There was another throbbing pain in my heart.

Sasuke lifted her chin, forcing her to look at him.Since she could understand the temptation just now, she might as well make it clear.Whether she is willing or not, he only needs a clear answer.

Even if it would make him extremely painful.

He stared into her eyes and said in a deep voice, "Han, let me ask you, if I want to..."

"Sasuke..." Zhao Han interrupted him softly, "Do you really think I can stay here forever?"

He froze for a moment, and even forgot what he was going to say.

She knew what he was going to say, and in order to stop him, she actually raised the question he was least willing to touch.She made it clear that she forced him to face it head-on.It is no longer possible to turn a blind eye and lie to yourself.

If she had to use this method...would she be so unwilling to marry him?

Her voice was low and soft: "For my family and friends, I seem to have evaporated, as if I died, and then I will stay here for the rest of my life. Do you think it is possible?"

"How is it impossible?" His tone was suddenly cold, "As long as you want, there is nothing wrong with it."

Zhao Han was noncommittal, but just smiled lightly: "Sasuke, do you still remember what you said before? You said that your method is not stable, but you will find a suitable way to let me go back as soon as possible. Do you remember?"

He clenched and loosened his fists, and said indifferently, "Why?"

"So... did you find it?"

Feeling guilty for a moment, he almost blurted out: "No."

"Okay," she nodded, "I see, thank you."

She was too calm to discern any emotion.But this is even more unacceptable to him.

If he said he found it, would she not care about anything and pull him desperately, asking him to let her go back now.

Even if the price is never seeing each other, does she not care?

……

"What if I say I found it?" He forced himself to say every word, "If I say I found it, do you want to leave now?"

But she immediately asked him back: "Will you let me go?" After pausing for a moment, she said, "Actually, it doesn't matter whether I want to or not, what matters is whether you will let me go, isn't it?"

He sneered: "Han, you are really... able to grasp the key points."

Or in other words, it can poke at his sore spot.Very precise, straight to the point of blood.

His heart throbbed to the extreme, but on the surface he was extremely indifferent: "What about your own thoughts? Or, what do you want me to answer? Yes, or not?"

Zhao Han was speechless.

She doesn't know this question herself.

Sasuke insisted on her answering: "What do you want me to say? Yes, or not?"

"Yes, or not?"

"Answer me, yes, or no?"

He pressed the question over and over again, forcing her hands to tremble uncontrollably.

"I don't know..." Her voice began to tremble, "I don't know, I... Sasuke, stop asking."

But he still refused to let go: "Well, let me ask another way. If you choose by yourself, don't worry too much, will you definitely leave?"

Will she leave, leave him... go back... the more she thinks about it, the more she feels suffocated, her heart hurts so much that she can hardly breathe.

She looked at him for a long time.

"……Yes."

After speaking, the vision instantly became blurred.She choked and held his hand: "I'm sorry I'm sorry, I don't want to lie to you."

His breathing stopped suddenly.He had already guessed the answer.It's just that when I hear it with my own ears, I still can't avoid the pain.

"It's better for you to lie to me." He said coldly, "I don't like it when you say it so bluntly. I hope you can lie to me."

"...I'm sorry," her eyes were hot and wet, "for making me give up my family and friends, I can't do it, I really can't do it."

She held Sasuke's hand so tightly that his knuckles turned white.

But he couldn't feel the pain, he just felt that his heart was getting heavier and heavier.

"You can't give up your family and your friends, so you can give up other things, can you?" He even had a hard time opening his mouth. "The other things are not important to you, are they?"

She suddenly panicked: "No, Sasuke, listen to me..."

"Is there anything else to say?" He shook off her hand, "There is nothing to say."

"Sasuke..."

He stopped talking, just stared at his name she just wrote, his eyes were extremely cold.

Zhao Han became more and more frightened.She didn't understand what he was thinking, angry?sad?No matter what it was, she hoped that he could vent it, blame her, or quarrel with her, but don't be so calm and say nothing.

"Sasuke..." She said tentatively, "Don't..."

"Han, should I say you are affectionate or unfeeling?" He suddenly looked at her, "You can be ruthless, but you are much more decisive than I thought."

He said word by word: "You... are really good."

His eyes were extremely cold.It was the first time Zhao Han saw him looking at her like this.She didn't dare to think how angry or disappointed he was.

After all, it meant that she would abandon him.

She took a deep breath: "Sasuke, it's not what you think..."

"Liu Dao once said before that I am the reincarnation of Indra," he whispered close to her ear, "I was obsessed with power, and under the instigation of others, I fought a long battle with my younger brother, which caused my life to die. scoff at that notion.”

"Looking at it now, he's right. Maybe I really had a sinful past life, maybe."

So now there is karma.

Let him get everything, and then take everything away from him.Close relatives, beloved, all of them were like this, even though he knew there would be such consequences, he was still powerless and could only watch them flow from his hands.

This punishment is really powerful.

"Sasuke..." Her heart hurt even more, tears fell out, "I didn't... no... right..."

"Well……"

The mouth was suddenly sealed.He turned her face and held her tightly in his arms.

She didn't protest at all.He just closed his eyes and let him kiss his lips heavily, which was painful and numb.It seemed that all the anger, pain, and despair were poured into this kiss.

When they parted, she had already cried badly, but she still tried her best not to make a sound.

Family and friends naturally couldn't let go, but Sasuke, she couldn't let go either.There had to be a choice between the two, and she really didn't know what to do.At that point, what should she do so that it won't be so painful.

She finally couldn't help it, and cried on his shoulder.

Seeing her crying so hard that he couldn't help himself, Sasuke felt distressed and relieved.After all, she can empathize with her. The pain and entanglement in her heart are no less than his.

He gradually calmed down, and gently helped her up: "Han, don't cry." Wiping the tears on her face with his fingers, "Don't cry, it was my fault just now."

"Don't talk about it until you reach that point. Maybe there's a way to get the best of both worlds."

She still couldn't help shedding tears: "The way to have both... is it true?"

"Really." He said softly.

But he doesn't even know

He became more and more sympathetic, and the soft eyes finally made Zhao Han calm down.There is a way to get the best of both worlds... Maybe there is... She believes that there is.

"Stop talking about this, come on, I'll teach you again."

Sasuke picked up the pen and held her hand again: "Teach you to write my last name again, okay?"

The author has something to say:

The first few chapters are boring every day, and I am afraid that the little fairies will not digest it. This chapter is a different taste, emmmm, and suddenly I am not used to it. Let me take a break and continue tomorrow.

Speaking of it, a question like "your mother and your wife fell into the river at the same time, who do you choose to save" is really a big problem for thousands of years.