Gu Xueqiao was so young at that time that he acted irrationally under the sadness and despair of being bullied.

She gave up on herself, and made extreme choices to degenerate.

She wanted to take revenge on her husband in this way. Didn't that man force her to this kind of place because he wanted to see her infidelity and debauchery?

It was not until a long time later that she realized that even if she died and rotted in the mud, that man would not be injured.

He no longer took her and their children seriously.

But it was too late.

The people in the slums had acquiesced to some facts, but any man who had some spare money but couldn't control his lower body would go to her.

She has no one to rely on, and she has a half-grown child with her, so she can only rely on pretending to be a veteran of the romantic scene, with a mature and sophisticated look, and try her best not to take advantage of being bullied by those bastards.

One prostitute and the other sells, "money and goods get paid".

But she has selfish intentions, intentionally or unintentionally, she lets those bed guests take care of her son.

The slums are notoriously dirty and messy, and the law and order are tantamount to nothing, like a place outside the law. Obviously, a backer in this kind of place can live better.

But Gu Ye still often came back with injuries.

Until one day, she heard an "old customer" ask her with a smile while putting on his trousers if his son was about to divide, he must be an Omega if he looks so beautiful, she was startled, and realized that so many years had passed , and what he did may bring an indelible psychological shadow to his son.

Probably more and more worried about something.

A few days after that incident, someone came to her door cursing and demanding to pay for the medical expenses, saying that her life was almost kicked out by her son.

Why was it almost kicked out?

The man attempted to molested her son.

At that time, she was holding the scissors in her hand, but she was not sure whether she could pierce the throat of that dead fat pig at once. She didn't have the courage, and she didn't dare to gamble.

There is no turning back.

She lived in self-blame and regret every night, and had to cheer up to deal with those stinking bastards when it was dawn.

Day after day, year after year.

Exhausted.

But she didn't dare to show it. She had been dressed domineeringly and beautifully for several years, holding on to the shell, for fear that the shell would break and the lining would be gone.

But when she looked at her son's cold and alienated eyes, she was also sad, and she also thought about how long it had been since he called her "Mom". With the change of school, the mother and son could not see each other several times a day.

Sometimes I can't think about it, and I don't understand why I am living like this.

When I want to die, I think of my son again.

If she left by herself, her A Ye was still so young. In this ghost place, a lonely person could only be bullied and slaughtered by others.

She couldn't bear it, and she couldn't.

So she knew that her son looked down on her, loathed and even hated herself more and more after he understood the truth, she gritted her teeth and said casual words with an ordinary smile, as if she was born heartless and didn't care about everything.

On the day when Gu Ye's split report came out, she was so excited!

As long as it is divided into Alpha, it will be a person with great ability!She couldn't let her son die with her in the slums, so she lowered her face and took Gu Ye to beg that man, hoping that he would give her son a hand because of the old couple's love.

But it was shut down all day.

The man didn't show up, and only asked the housekeeper to send them away.

It was she who ruined her son.

Gu Xueqiao felt like the sky was falling.

Gu Ye became more and more silent and withdrawn, and the time he stayed in the "home" became shorter and shorter. When they were under the same roof, as long as she didn't speak, he could keep silent for a month.

Gu Xueqiao has already given up.

But suddenly one day, her son had other, vivid emotions.

Irritable, annoyed, as if seeing nothing pleasing to the eye.

But at that time, his strength was enough for him to grab the collar of the person who had bullied him and smash them to the ground. It was impossible for someone to provoke him but not be beaten by him, and let him be sulky all by himself.

He seemed to be making trouble with himself.

In the middle of the night, she secretly pushed open the door of her son's room.

Under the dim moonlight, a thick stack of completed homework was vaguely visible on the table. Her grown-up son was sleeping on the narrow single bed that could no longer accommodate him, frowning and talking. Dream talk: "Jiang Baochen, stay away from me."

Jiang Baochen.

That was the first time she heard the name.

Afterwards, she heard this name many times from her son's dream talk. When he said this name, her son's expressions were always varied, sometimes disgusted, impatient, sometimes helpless, sometimes like incompetent anger, and sometimes giving up struggling. The straight lips were as cold and distant as usual.

She later met that Omega named Jiang Baochen.

He is cute, flamboyant, and beautiful, with a pair of beautiful and clear big eyes, a crooked smile, and a nice voice, polite and well-behaved, as if all the filth in the world would be ashamed in front of him.

She suddenly understood why her son was afraid and resisted this person.

People who have lived in the dark for a long time are afraid of seeing the light.

Because the sun makes all the dirt on their bodies invisible.

Her son is feeling inferior.

The more you like, the more inferior you are, the more you resist.

The shackles of inferiority were put on her son herself.

Perhaps, it will never be taken down.

She ran away.

The "dumb woman" is not very old, but she has spent too much mental energy these years, and the hardships and sufferings she has experienced have been faithfully implemented in her body. She cried for a while and then talked to Jiang Baochen for a long time. Those words It has been suppressed in her heart for 20 years, and it has caused her to suppress and suffer for 20 years.

Now that I have said it, it seems that my wish has been fulfilled, and I finally fell into a deep sleep.

Jiang Baochen tucked the corner of the quilt for her, even though the quilt was as cold as a decoration.

He walked out of the cabin.

There was a gust of cool wind outside, and the throbbing heartbeat in his chest calmed down a bit.

"... That man ran away by himself in the end. At that time, his nose was bruised and his face was bleeding, and his broken tooth fell to the ground. I was flustered, afraid that he would come back one day to take revenge, but that The man never appeared again, not only in front of me, but in the slums, he was never seen again."

"It was also from that day that I noticed that Ah Ye obviously began to resist being touched by others. When I touched him, he would avoid it, and even use Alpha's pheromone to warn him in advance."

He said: "Gu Ye said that he has no pheromones and no susceptibility period."

"Yes, Ah Ye's pheromone smells like flowers and irises." The dumb woman asked, "You are at the same table with him, and they are also Omega, can't you smell it?"

Of course Jiang Baochen could smell it.

He just didn't know what kind of fragrance it was, because from the first time he saw the boy Alpha, he could smell the pheromone smell on Gu Ye's body, it was slightly sweet, and it floated in the air leisurely when he didn't smell it. , When I tried to smell it, it seemed to be put away deliberately.

Gu Xueqiao still hid some things and didn't say anything.

She didn't ask Omega if she was with her son.

She has experienced many, many, including inhuman encounters, but she should bear it all on her own.She encountered injustice at a very young age, paid a heavy price for her willfulness, and did not have time to look at the world with the purest and simplest eyes.

But deep down in her heart she still kept the purest and simplest naive thoughts.

She wants her son to be happy.

I hope her only son can love with the one he loves and stay with him until he grows old.

Don't be like her, make troubles in the world, and have a bad life.

In that way, she is willing to use the misfortune of her life to repay the mistakes she made.

She is not fantasy.

Didn't classmate Jiang Xiao say that?Ah Ye has now become very powerful and promising, he is very busy with work every day, he even bought a car and can drive, so he is very rich.

In that case...

He just has enough ability to stand beside the Omega he likes.

He returned home with success and fame.

It must be to return to the country to pursue people who were afraid to touch before.

Ah Ye took off the shackles she was handcuffed on.

very nice.

Really...

Great.

Is Gu Ye in the hotel?

Jiang Baochen sat on the fireworks tube, resting his chin on both hands.

Originally, he wanted Gu Ye to go back to Biyu, remembering all the things he experienced in the slums, and it would be better to think of those feelings that he once hated Omega. It would be a disappointment, and he would give up the idea of ​​entanglement with himself.

But now let's see...

The person who felt sorry inexplicably became himself instead.

Gu Ye is so pitiful.

Jiang Baochen glanced at his hand, the slap was really hot and painful.

His hands are in pain, Gu Yelian will definitely not be in pain.

At that time, he scolded too much, and he didn't know how Gu Ye felt after hearing it.

Aunt Gu said that everything was her fault, she was the one who harmed Gu Ye.

Does Gu Ye think so too?

But he didn't seem to have time to resent Aunt Gu, he didn't even complain, instead, he learned to endure at a young age.

In fact, think about it, did Gu Ye cheat the opportunity to go abroad from himself?

No.

It is obvious that he is stalking and stalking, and he will not give up until he achieves his goal.

The first time he took the initiative to show his favor, Gu Ye responded politely.

When he was about to post it, Gu Ye shook off his hand directly, frowning with displeasure.

Afterwards, Gu Ye simply stopped pretending, and directly spoke sarcastically to each other.

Gu Ye has a contact barrier.

He has experienced very bad things, which became his childhood shadow, making him instinctively resist other people's physical contact.

But I couldn't understand the face, so I insisted on posting it.

How could you be so thick-skinned?

Grievances are grievances, anger is anger, and when I see the young Alpha, everything seems to be insignificant, and I think that as long as I have perseverance, I can catch up with people.

Therefore, in the face of himself who "absolutely wants to catch up", Gu Ye, who has been repeatedly offended and helpless, wants to get back some corresponding "remuneration" from the other side...

Is it wrong?

Jiang Baochen couldn't figure it out.

However, when I was a child, my heart was full of spring, and I was so inexperienced, why did I have to use the current logic to split it carefully and talk about one, two, three, four, five?

It was unnecessary.

But who told Gu Ye to hide it and not say it once.

If he did, he wouldn't post it so capriciously.

Is pride at work?

Ouch.

It's the same until now, even if I mention it, I only pick insignificant things.

The scars were exposed, and when asked, he said lightly that he didn't remember how it hurt, how he hurt, how sad he was, lonely, hopeless and helpless.

If it was the past, Jiang Baochen, who was proud and doted on, would never understand Gu Ye, and would never understand what the experience of those ten years was to Gu Ye.

Now he understands.

There is no empathy in the world, unless the needle is stuck in yourself.

Jiang Baochen still rested his chin, brushing away the tears that flowed down with his fingers.

Can't cry anymore.

Why are you crying so much today?

There was the sound of firecrackers in the distance, Jiang Baochen sniffed coldly, rubbed his arms, and took out his phone to watch.

It was only after ten o'clock in the evening.

Someone set off fireworks here?

He got up and walked across the bridge.

Unconsciously glanced to the right side of the path.

Looking around, the end of the road is empty.

A gust of wind blows, and the cool air is filled with the smell of fireworks and firecrackers.

no one.

Jiang Baochen shook his head, to prevent himself from hurting the spring and autumn, took a deep breath, smiled on his face, and strode towards the big drying field alone!

Jiang Baochen really hasn't seen fireworks for many years, family accidents, national policies, all kinds of things lead to the fact that there are now electronic fireworks in H City.

But after many years, he still remembers the tension and excitement when he ignited the fuse.

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