Boss Lin's spring

When he was let go, Ning Xia was already gasping for breath. He was covering his chest with his right hand, propped his left hand on the desk, and lowered his head slightly. The bangs on his forehead were trembling. Picking it up, it was placed on the table the next moment.

When Ning Xia came back to his senses, Lin Jinghao was already standing in front of him, looking at him awe-inspiringly, as if trying to suppress the emotions in his heart.

Ningxia's lips were slightly red and swollen, and the rosiness on his cheeks slowly faded and turned pale. He raised his head stubbornly, and clutched the edge of the desk with both hands: "I don't have so much for you, you should know, if not As a last resort, I will never come to see you in my life."

His breath still lingered on the end of his nose, and his taste was also in his mouth. His heart seemed to come alive, beating violently, and his mind was a little dazed. Lin Jinghao suppressed himself, but the one in his mind The voice became louder and louder, he wanted him, wanted him badly.

How many nights, he often dreamed that he pressed him down and caressed him wantonly, often woke up in the dream, stretched out his hand to touch, and there was nothing around him, only then did he realize that it was just a dream, but how much he wished never to wake up .

But when the person you miss all the time is right in front of your eyes, you feel so far away, and the person you can clearly touch with your hand seems to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.

Lin Jinghao took a deep breath, restrained his emotions, raised the corners of his mouth, and said with a smile: "Many things are unpredictable, just like when you left here, you swore you would never come back, but you are still back now , Ningning, many things happen beyond your control."

What a familiar title, Ningxia's heart was shocked. He stared at him coldly, and said firmly: "But I can still control my own heart."

Lin Jinghao hated his cold and arrogant look to death, hated his affirmative tone, he said impatiently: "Forget it, I don't want to discuss this issue with you, let time tell everything!"

Seeing him like this, Ningxia breathed a sigh of relief for no reason. In fact, he didn't want to get entangled in this issue, he was afraid to talk to him, just like before, he would never be able to talk to him.

The two of them fell silent for a while. There was a small balcony in the study room, with soft moonlight shining on the floor, and the sound of cicadas outside could be vaguely heard, which seemed pleasant to the ear in the silent night.

Lin Jinghao stood in front of Ningxia, his eyes were full of Ningxia's shadow, with his drooping head and soft hair, he couldn't help but stroked Ningxia's head, the soft hair brought an excellent touch, smooth He stroked his hair, and moved his hands to Ning Xia's cheeks, a burst of warmth made his heart jump for no reason, and his heart that had just calmed down became agitated again. He squeezed Ning Xia's chin, forcing him to look up at him.

Ningxia's eyes were suddenly bewildered, and there was no expression on his cold face. Lin Jinghao looked at him for a while, then couldn't help wrapping his other hand around his waist, and kissed him eagerly and domineeringly.

Ning Xia didn't struggle, his whole body was as stiff as a log, his eyes were empty and lifeless, he was pressed on the desk by Lin Jinghao, and kissed fiercely, for a moment, he felt as if he was going to die from lack of oxygen, after knowing After realizing that his clothes had been unbuttoned, Lin Jinghao's hands were scorching hot, stroking every part of his body.

He suddenly became frightened, and struggled to push away the person on his body, but he lost the slightest bit of strength, and couldn't push away no matter what, the scene of that year suddenly appeared in his mind.

"No, don't, let me go..." Ning Xia screamed in fear, kicking the person in front of her with both feet, trying to escape from here.

Lin Jinghao was taken aback by his appearance, panicked for a moment, he stopped, hugged Ning Xia, and hugged him into his arms, his voice softened, and he comforted softly: "Ning Ning, it's okay, Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I won't touch you anymore."

Lin Jinghao hugged Ningxia, and clearly felt Ningxia trembling all over. He sighed secretly, blaming himself for being too impulsive.

After a long time, Ningxia calmed down slowly, realizing that she was still being hugged by Lin Jinghao, and her hands were still tightly hugging his waist, so she quickly let go and said lightly: "I'm fine now. .”

Lin Jinghao understood what he meant, and let go of him. After such a toss, he naturally didn't dare to do anything more, and his interest just lost, so he said: "It's getting late, let's go to bed early!"

Ningxia didn't respond, and Lin Jinghao said again: "Come with me."

Ningxia was still motionless, and Lin Jinghao was not angry. He turned and walked out, saying as he walked, "Did you bring any clothes? If you didn't bring them, I'll bring them to you."

Ning Xia took a deep breath and jumped down from the table. The buttons of his shirt were unbuttoned just now, and the front was exposed when he moved now. Lin Jinghao saw the snow-white skin when he turned his head, and remembered touching it just now. Feeling the touch, my heart fluttered, and I hurriedly turned around.

Ning Xia buttoned up and followed behind Lin Jinghao.

He is still familiar with the Lin family's mansion, and it hasn't changed much over the years.

When he came to the corner, he stopped suddenly.

Lin Jinghao didn't hear footsteps, turned around and saw Ning Xia standing in front of a room.

"Do you want to go in and have a look?" Lin Jinghao walked back a few steps and walked to him.

Ning Xia regained consciousness in a daze, and shook her head.

"That's your room, if you want to see it, just go in and have a look," Lin Jinghao said in a rare gentle way.

"No need," Ning Xia said flatly.

Lin Jinghao didn't say much, and led him straight to his room.

In fact, he didn't like this mansion. It was too big and there were few people, so it often seemed deserted.People are so strange. When there are many people, they feel annoying. When there are few people, they feel deserted and lonely.

Lin Jinghao is not a person who can't stand loneliness, nor is he afraid of desertion, but staying here, he often thinks of the past, too many things, which make him feel uncomfortable, especially thinking of him , My heart will ache.

He couldn't remember exactly when the heartache started, but he only knew that when he thought of him, the pain would spread from the bottom of his heart to his limbs, and then he felt guilty and blamed himself deeply. tortured him.

"Let's move to the house in the central area tomorrow, I think you may not like living here," Lin Jinghao said after thinking for a while.

Ning Xia didn't object, but nodded lightly: "You can do as you see."

He doesn't like this place. There are too many memories here, and those memories are often painful, which he doesn't want to touch. It doesn't matter if he leaves. It's better to forget about those things.

Two people don't talk much together, more often they don't know what to say, and they don't know what to call their current relationship, a little awkward, a little at a loss, but the only difference is that Lin Jinghao There is a touch of joy in my heart.

Lin Jinghao brought a set of pajamas to Ning Xia, even the underwear was ready, Ning Xia took it silently, Lin Jinghao brought him a new towel, and told him that there was a new toothbrush in the bathroom, and that's it. Let him in.

As soon as the bathroom door was closed and the two of them were isolated in two spaces, Ning Xia slowly relaxed. He looked at the person in the mirror with a pale face, and sighed softly. What happened just now left him with lingering fears, but luckily Lin Jinghao still had a sliver of reason to let him go, but in the days to come, such things will still happen!

Lin Jinghao was standing on the balcony smoking a cigarette. The sky was full of stars and the moonlight was perfect. In the quiet night, there was the sound of cicadas singing, and the night wind was mixed with the fragrance of flowers. He took a puff of cigarette and exhaled slowly, feeling calm.

When he heard the noise and entered the room, he saw that Ning Xia had finished washing and came out of the bathroom. He was a head taller than Ning Xia, and his clothes were too big for Ning Xia, so Ning Xia rolled up his sleeves and trouser legs. Part of it got up, but it was still loose.

He remembered the feeling of touching him just now, the skin was smooth, but he was so thin that he could touch the bones, thinking of this, he couldn't help frowning: "Didn't you pay attention to your body, why are you so thin? "

When Ning Xia faced him, he was always on guard, and said lightly: "The clothes are too big."

Lin Jinghao blurted out: "It's not that I haven't touched it just now, it's all bones."

Ning Xia froze, staring at him with wide eyes.

Lin Jinghao actually felt a little embarrassed, turned his eyes away, and said calmly, "It's getting late, go to bed early!"

Ning Xia withdrew his eyes, walked slowly to the bed, lifted the quilt and lay down on it, he turned sideways, motionless, Lin Jinghao glanced at him, and went into the bathroom.

After washing and coming out, he lay down on the other side, turned off the light, turned sideways and looked at the person whose back was facing him, feeling an urge to hug him into his arms.

Lin Jinghao just looked at each other like that, struggling in his heart, it wasn't like him at all, he wanted to do it but didn't dare to do it, hesitated, he just thought of Ning Xia's desperately resisting screams just now, and he felt lingering fear. It looked too scary.

It was because he was too hasty, everyone had already returned, so what was he afraid of.

As a result, Lin Jinghao suffered from insomnia again.

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