First Love[BTS]

Min Qianjie and Min Yoongi had a quarrel, and it was a bit loud.

When they were young, they often quarreled, but this was the first time they had quarreled on the phone, so this was really a very novel experience for the two of them.After all, BTS has debuted for eight years, and it will be nine years in three months. They have known each other for 12 years, and there has never been a single quarrel that was just a verbal battle.

After all, the time when the quarrel was the most fierce, Min Qianjie directly moved his hand and punched Min Yoongi in the face.

At the end of 2021, Min Qianjie happened to be in Xi'an.At that time, he was running the last itinerary, but the epidemic broke out, so he didn't go to the LA concert.

Now, not only Ami was dumbfounded, but BTS was also dumbfounded.

Because this is the first time in the eight years since debut, there are no members from the beginning to the end of the concert.

But thanks to modern technology, there was a holographic projection of Min Qianjie on the scene, and the members also called him on the spot on the stage.When singing Chuan Shao, what the members held was not a hand-held camera but a video call interface with Min Qianjie, like a concert specially held for him.

When his isolation period expired and was about to pass, Min Yoongi tested positive for nucleic acid.Then Kim Seokjin, Kim Namjoon, Park Jimin, and Kim Taehyung had accidents one after another, and one after another when they got better, the time for Min Qianyu to return to the team was infinitely prolonged.The Winter Olympics started and the Winter Olympics ended, and it seemed that it was already March, and his concert in Seoul would fail if he didn’t go to Seoul—everything was ready, and he could leave after packing up, but Min Yoongi called him again to tell him not to went.

Rationally, he understood that Min Yoongi was worried about the more and more bloody epidemic in South Korea, but emotionally, Min Qianjie was still angry and had a fight with him on the phone.

This is the first fight they have had in 2022.

With a mother who is a doctor, Min Qianjie understands how terrifying the daily increase in South Korea is.But this may be the last concert of his members before enlisting in the army, and he has been preparing for the comeback since last year, so he doesn't want to be absent.

What's more, Min Yoongi's birthday is coming soon.According to Korean calculations, he will be 30 years old this year.

After the quarrel, Min Qianjie put down the phone and poured a glass of ice water to put out the fire.He walked towards the bedroom while drinking, and simply replied to Kim Namjoon's message.

He was going to have a chat with Fang PD, first cut and then played.

Min Qianjie didn't expect that he could fall asleep while sober and angry.

He knew he was dreaming, but he couldn't wake up.After understanding these two points, Min Qianjie gave up forcibly waking up from the dream, and instead looked at his dream seriously.

He went back many years ago.In fact, it is not appropriate to say this, because this "many years ago" is somewhat different from Min Qianjie's memory.

He watched from 2013 to 2020, and made sure that he was not in this dream.

Min Qianjie has read many people's evaluations of her.Some people say that he was born to stand on the stage, some people say that he is the only one who is so strong that he can't even hide his beauty, some people say that although he is not a star chaser, he has a good impression of him, after all, as long as the aesthetics are normal, there is no way How bad is that face.

There are also people who hate him. After all, some people love to live and others hate to die, but no matter how much you hate him, you can't blacken this face.The ugliest photo of him is the hideous appearance of a high-intensity dance that the sunspots took painstakingly to capture.

But even so, when that photo was hacked and trending, it could still attract him.

He never showed off wantonly because of the face given by his parents, but he would never underestimate himself—with this face alone, even if he was a waste, he would not be without a little splash.

So Min Qianjie can be sure that he has not debuted when he did not find his information.

"Why wasn't Brother Zhen born one month later?" A familiar voice came into his ears, Min Qianjie turned his head, and saw 20-year-old Min Yoongi propping his head, with an expressionless expression on his face that was hard to see Expressing the grievance he had hoped for, "Or I was born ten days earlier."

His lips didn't move, Min Qianjie realized that this was his mental activity.

"Actually, Ho Seok is my relative," Min Yoongi lowered his head and straightened his neckline, "Unfortunately, Nam Joon is also from [-]."

Min Qianjie looked at the thin and frail young man, and remembered the difference between Min Yoongi who had just watched the past to Kim Seokjin and Jung Hoseok, and felt sore in his heart.

Is this the reason?

Min Qianjie watched him go to class and leave school alone, sitting in the dormitory on the third floor of Nonhyeon-dong, seeing off one roommate after another.Under the company's arrangement, he went underground with Kim Nam Joon, and sometimes he would bring Jung Ho Seok with him.

On the day of the car accident, he cut his wrist with a knife, and blood continued to flow.Min Qianjie knelt beside him, trying to cover the wound with his hands, but it was no use after trying for a long time.Through tears, Min Qianjie saw that he had woken up and dialed 119, then found a bandage to cover the wound, and tied a silk scarf to cover it up.

Before the ambulance came, he cleaned the kitchen, went downstairs to the address he reported, and went to the hospital alone without disturbing anyone.

Min Yoongi was afraid that he would be abandoned by the company because of his shoulder injury, so he tried his best to cover it up and danced despite the pain.

He endured his debut, endured his ascension to the top, and endured until he couldn't even hold a drink when shooting commercials.

He endured it for eight years before being declared absent from most official events when BE returned.

Min Yoongi said something in the group, and then went for the operation by himself.He was no longer that defensive young man, but he was still used to being alone.The members are nice, but he knows he's never anyone's first choice, everyone has a favorite before they like him.

He no longer thinks that it would be nice if he had a relative, because he has long been used to it, so Min Yoongi who has left the identity of SUGA is always alone.

Although he couldn't touch it, Min Qianjie stretched out his hand to cover Min Yoongi's left shoulder.

They once talked about how they would choose if they did it all over again. Min Qianjie said that he would not debut because he wanted to leave his love to a specific person in a specific time and space.

So this is the result?

Min Qianjie looked at this Min Yoongi who would not cry or cry, and heard him laughing and saying that he was used to laughing more and more when he was in pain, and burst into tears in his dream.

Tears slid down and hit the sheets, then vanished into nothingness.If Min Yoongi felt something, he reached out and touched the bed sheet that should have been wet, feeling a little puzzled.

But he didn't think too much, just closed his eyes silently.

He wanted to sleep.

It took four years for Min Qianjie to realize how brazen he was back then.Now he regrets it, and he feels that his love can be a little more.Compared to being free from illness and disaster for a lifetime, Min Qianjie found that he would rather have Min Yoongi be safe and happy.

He reached out and hugged the pale young man lying on the hospital bed, and said "I'm sorry" to him for the first time.

"Every time I see Namjoon and Hoseok, Taehyung and Jimin, I feel a little envious." Through the dream, Min Qianjie watched Min Yoongi confess with a smile after listening to Kim Taehyung's letter to Park Jimin , "Because I was born in [-] and I have no friends in the team, so every time I look at the four of them, I often have the idea of ​​'It would be great if I have a friend of the same age', so I will be very envious of you guys. "

Min Qianjie almost forced himself to listen, he had never had such a strong desire, and hoped that this was just a dream.

But he vaguely knew that this was not just a dream.

The boat was still rocking, Min Yoongi in black clothes and black trousers was wearing a black peaked cap, and his expression was almost yearning: "But no matter what, we get along very well...but what about sharing emotions as friends? How about having a friend?"

Min Qianjie was startled awake.He often forgot his dreams when he woke up, but this time he remembered them clearly, every detail was there—too fine to be a dream.

South Korea's strict age system once made Min Qianjie secretly happy, but now he can be said to hate this "friends of the same age" culture.When Min Yoongi carefully hinted at Kim Seok Jin, everyone was laughing, only Min Qianjie burst into tears across the screen.

He remembered the letter Min Yoongi wrote to himself.The letter was full of sincerity, hot and heavy.He said that he could not describe himself as "soulmate" enough. He said that Min Qianjie made his dream come within reach. He also said that he wanted to make a calendar, starting from the moment of rebirth and ending on the day of meeting in 2010.

This is the Min Yoongi that Min Qianjie is familiar with, Min Yoongi who lacks a sense of security but can't restrain his possessive desire, just like Min Qianjie.Because he knew that he was Min Yoongi's first choice, he could lose his temper without any scruples when he didn't choose to go into the water with him during the Nordic trip.

Min Yoon should be unscrupulous, so Min Qianjie couldn't see him being cautious.

Some people always say that Min Qianjie gave up too much for Min Yoongi.They said that Min Qianjie gave up the opportunity to become the top of domestic entertainment because of Min Yoongi, they said that Min Qianjie fell ill because of Min Yoongi, they said that Min Qianjie had been away from home for a long time because of Min Yoongi.

But aren't these his own choices?You can't have your cake and eat it too, Min Qianjie just chose bulletproof which is more important to him, and all the unwillingness can be let go first.

If it wasn't for this dream, Min Qianjie, who had read too much of those words, would have a feeling that she was great.

But what did Min Yoongi give up?

He is willing to let what is at his fingertips become a dream for Min Qianjie's safety.

In that letter, he said that he understood the reason for Min Qianjie's choice, and secretly rejoiced that the self in this time and space could completely have his undisguised preference, even if he didn't want to experience the exhaustion and pain again during that time. blank.

A void of weary pain.

When Min Qianjie heard this letter back then, he burst into tears, but after all, his experience was different, so he couldn't empathize with Min Yoongi, and he didn't know how painful those days were for him.

But now he knows.

There is no one to help him with his homework, and he will not take the initiative to borrow other people's homework to copy, studying and working part-time at the same time, which makes his stomach hurt.He went to the hospital with no one to accompany him, and suffered eight years of shoulder injuries alone. When the car accident was revealed, the members didn't dare to scold him, because no one knew the truth except Min Yoongi.

The company didn't want his songs, so Min Yoongi sang them by himself; no one taught him to sing, so Min Yoongi learned them by himself.His relatives who are so proud will also envy others, and after the turmoil of people, they will be lonely and deserted.

There are also similarities, for example, Min Yoongi still does more than he says.But he would never seem to casually mention that he had a basketball game in the afternoon, implying that someone was there on time.

Min Qianjie did not contact Fang Shihyuk, and flew to South Korea alone on the evening of March [-]th.

No matter what, he wanted to see Min Yoongi for the possible absence of himself for these 12 years, even if it was just to hug him.

When he arrived at the company, Min Yoongi had already started a live broadcast for half an hour in the studio.There was a time difference between China and South Korea, and before Min Qianjie could adjust, he forgot to say happy birthday to him on time.

Another reason is that Min Qianjie went to buy him a cake.The birthday cake that the company gave Min Yoongi was like stepping on his thunder. Min Yoongi would put any fruit on the cake if he didn't like any fruit, which made Min Qianjie's heart ache.

So ARMYs all over the world saw SUGA kept looking at his phone at 00:01 Korean time.

"Nai, I'm waiting for Qianjie's call," Min Yoongi admitted generously, "But it's because I had a fight with him, so there is a high probability that I won't receive the blessing."

"Why did you quarrel?" Min Yoongi laughed after reading this comment, "Forget it, you don't want to know the reason."

Min Yoongi really wants that if I tell you that it is because Min Qianjie wants to come back for a concert and I refuse to let you, you will quarrel with me like him.

Min Yoongi scraped some cream to eat symbolically, and then put the cake aside.He picked a comment to reply, and then played the guitar at ARMY's request.

At 00:20, the door of his studio rang.

"Maybe it's Jimin or Jungkook," Min Yoongi didn't want to talk about it, because he was about to download it, "then I—"

The door rang twice again symbolically, seeing that the person inside had no intention of opening the door, five seconds later two beeps prompted the password to be entered correctly.

Min Yoongi: "..."

The door opened.

The moment Min Qianjie, who was dragging a suitcase and carrying a cake box, appeared in front of the camera, the comments flicked up like crazy. After 1 minute, the screen started to froze, showing faint signs of collapse.

Before Min Yoongi could react, he was hugged.

Min Qianjie's heart that had been hanging for two days settled down the moment he touched Min Yoongi.

This is the real Min Yoongi, he won't walk past him when he wants to hug him.

Min Qianjie was crying.

This realization made Min Yoongi's scalp explode, and he was at a loss.He was sitting on a chair, and Min Qianjie knelt between his legs on one knee, tears wet the fabric of his shoulder.

He cried so that his whole body was trembling, sorrow and joy mixed together, and lost and found.

Min Yoongi's scalp was numb.

The price of arguing so fiercely with him last time was that he lost his appearance, this time he simply reconciled in live broadcast in front of tens of millions of people.

Min Yoongi thought to himself, who the hell would dare to quarrel with this ancestor in the future.

About a minute later, Min Qianjie stood up straight, her eyes were red, and her voice was still a little choked up: "Happy birthday."

Min Yoongi: "..."

Don't dare to be, people who don't know still think you are crying.

Min Qianjie might have realized that his tone was inappropriate, and pinched the bridge of his nose to calm himself down.

He didn't speak, and Min Yoongi didn't dare to speak, he sat on the chair and stared at him stiffly.

Min Qianjie calmed down: "Do you want to eat cake?"

One minute later, Min Yoongi, who said that he didn't eat cakes 1 minutes ago because he wanted to lose weight, stood up holding the single-serve orange cream cake that Min Qianjie specially bought for him, and gave the chair to Min Qianjie, and stood up by himself. Eat it bite by bite on the side.

Min Qianjie glanced around: "Where's your chair?"

Min Yoongi swallowed a mouthful of the cake: "There are not enough chairs in the reception room, I forgot to take them back after I took them."

Min Qianjie nodded and started chatting with Ami.

"I didn't cry because of the quarrel," Min Qianjie smiled, "I just had a nightmare."

Min Yoongi asked Ami, "What nightmare did you have?"

Min Qianjie: "I just dreamed that you were not doing well, and I suddenly wanted to see you."

Min Yoongi choked on a mouthful of cake and reached for water to drink.

After barely swallowing the cake, Min Yoongi took another sip of water to moisten it: "How bad was my life?" Is it worth you to fly directly from China to South Korea?

Min Qianjie didn't want to talk too much, and didn't want to make himself feel bad on Min Yoongi's birthday, so he briefly summed it up: "Dream that you don't have me by your side, don't ask."

Min Yoongi: "..."

This time it was water.

Ami is crazy.

【Fuck! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !Fuck me ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! 】

【I knew it! ! ! ! ! !When Qianjie didn't call, I wondered if he was still on the way! ! ! ! ! !My ninety-three ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah】

【You are not doing well = there is no me by your side】

[Nightmare = dreaming that you are not around me]

[All 93ers will recite the full text of this live broadcast for me!Damn ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ! ! ! ! 】

[You two will sweeten me to death! 】

[Min Qianjie, it’s okay to kill me, anyway, I was killed by you two 800 years ago, but please be careful when you say these things that your boyfriend is still eating cake and drinking water]

【Min Yoongi is about to choke to death hahahahahahahahahahahahaha】

[myg (pupil quake): Did he forget that we haven't made it public yet? 】

[One second before: I don't eat cake because I have a concert and I have to lose weight]

[Next second: Delicious, um, orange cream is the best, no, no, I'm not afraid of getting fat, I'll lose weight after dancing "IDOL" a few times for a single person]

【Min Yoongi ah ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha】

[Pure passerby, is this person so double-standard? 】

【Yongqi took his own chair to the reception room!He didn't budge!I didn't get it back after I used it up, but secretly sat with my boyfriend!What the hell is this!This is fucking love! ! ! ! ! ! 】

[That's right, this live broadcast is so sweet that we have no time to pay attention to such a little candy]

[Wine Umbrella Powder: What kind of broken candy has to be deducted by yourself, my old lady will not serve you anymore]

【Fuck ah ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha】

【Thank you, I can't sleep at all tonight】

【What are you sleeping on? Get up and sleep!The four of us in the dormitory are all ARMYs, and they are screaming silently together now! ! !Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ! ! !Obviously, what we mainly drink is not Jiusan! ! ! ! ! 】

[Ami is very tolerant of Jiusan, ten thousand years of life and ten thousand family walls hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha)

[Help, it’s great that the whole dormitory is full of ARMYs, nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!]

[Jiu San is not true, I am false! ! ! ! !Damn, it’s too talkative, because a dream came to you from a long distance to confirm your existence, my tears are worthless wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooofs exists]]

[You will be together forever, dreams are reversed, Min Qianjie, do you know that!Don't cry! 】