Cannon fodder beauty master awakens

Pei Xiangyun's hand holding his wrist trembled slightly, and said in a low voice, "I didn't say anything."

"You didn't say anything?"

Jiang Yi was indeed suffering from the cold, and he didn't even bother to scold him, he just thought it was a little funny.

The corners of his lips were slightly raised, and he quietly looked at himself as a traitor, until Pei Xiangyun slowly let go of his hand with guilt.

"Pei Xiangyun, I'm tired."

He said softly, "I'll ask you one last time, what did you say just now?"

"I do not……"

Pei Xiangyun subconsciously wanted to deny it, but when he touched his eyes, he swallowed the second half of the sentence back.

He couldn't describe the way Jiang Yi looked at him, but his heart skipped half a beat because of the cold eyes.

"You're fine?" Jiang Yi's voice was faint, unable to distinguish between joy and sorrow, "Say it, why don't you say it?"

Pei Xiangyun bit his lip and lowered his head, deeply regretful.

He has endured it for so many years, but is it still not enough for a "concern leads to chaos"?

Teacher Mingming's attitude towards him has eased too much now. Mingming sees that he is only one step away from success, but why let all his previous efforts go to waste at this time?

Pei Xiangyun wished he could slap the impulsive self just now, and looked at Jiang Yi anxiously, only to find that the man's eyes had already fallen on the scenery outside the car, and he didn't even look at him.

He wanted the teacher to scold him.

No matter how fierce the scolding, no matter how hard the beating, he can bear it, it's better than being so indifferent to himself now.

The calmer Jiang Yi behaved, the more uncertain he felt, and said in a low voice panicked: "Master, I just said something wrong, sorry."

He lowered his head, waited for a long time but did not get the man's answer, and licked his lips: "Master, please punish me, don't..."

don't ignore me...

"I punish you?"

Jiang Yi looked away: "Punish you, I'm the one who gets angry and uncomfortable, I don't make money-losing business."

"then you……"

Pei Xiangyun panicked even more, stood up in the bumpy carriage, swayed as if he was going to sit beside him, but he heard the man whisper: "When the car stops, you go away."

He looked relaxed, as if he was talking about something as trivial as asking about the weather, but suddenly it hit Pei Xiangyun's heart, making his ears buzzing.

Pei Xiangyun subconsciously tried to grab his wrist again, but was avoided by raising his hand.

"Don't touch me..." Jiang Yi whispered, "Disgusting..."

"Master, don't want me."

In a daze, Pei Xiangyun felt as if he had returned to the rainy day when the teacher in his previous life was buried.

He numbly followed behind the crowd, the sound of the suona piercing through the disgustingly false mourning, blasting in his ears.

He looked around, these people were so unfamiliar that he was terrified, and he never wanted to listen to the teacher again.

So the notorious King Dingxi knelt in front of Jiang Yi's coffin, trying his best to stop the men who specialize in funeral rituals, asking them not to bury the coffin in the soil first.

He knelt like this madly, whispering to the person sleeping in the coffin——

"Master, don't want me."

The carriage stopped steadily in front of Jiangfu.Jiang Yi really didn't want to be in the same room with him, so he got up abruptly to leave, but felt dizzy for a while, and almost staggered and fell.

Pei Xiangyun quickly supported him from behind, but someone pushed his hand away.

"Go away..." Jiang Yi said softly, "I don't have the strength to be angry with you anymore."

After he finished speaking, he helped the carriage down, and slowly walked towards the gate of the mansion, leaving Pei Xiangyun alone beside the carriage, at a loss.

Li Youchuan didn't know how long he had been guarding the door. When he saw Jiang Yi, his eyes lit up, and he quickly stuffed the prepared Mrs. Tang into his hands: "Master, you scared me to death. If something happens to you, how can I explain to the master? "

Jiang Yi only felt that his whole body was as cold as falling into an ice cellar, but his forehead was getting hotter and hotter. He said absently, "He won't blame you."

"But I didn't take good care of the young master."

Li Youchuan couldn't see his tired expression hidden behind his collar, so he muttered in a low voice: "I didn't keep an eye on Brother Pei either. When he heard that something happened to you, his expression changed, and he ran away without saying hello." Went to Yan Palace. What if he offends the official and is blamed?"

Hearing him mention Pei Xiangyun, Jiang Yi stroked Mrs. Tang's fingertips and paused, frowned slightly in pain, and said softly after a while, "I'm feeling a little uncomfortable, you should go back and rest, I'll stay by myself for a while."

Hearing that his voice was indeed weak, Li Youchuan worriedly hesitated to speak, and finally took back all his concerns: "Then if you have something to do, young master, you must call me."

Jiang Yi nodded lightly and went back to his room.

The snow that fell on his body had already turned into water, soaking the fabric of his clothes, making him uncomfortably sticky.

Jiang Yi numbly took off the cloak, and then the outer robe inside. When the long sleeves were removed, the red string on his wrist was exposed.

It was the security buckle that Pei Xiangyun gave him.

His rationality, which had been on the verge of collapse, suddenly collapsed at this moment, and the high dam built in his heart suddenly collapsed, making him trembling and stretching out his hand, wanting to tear off the dazzling red rope.

But the red rope was braided with three strands, and it was tough. It could not be pulled apart with bare hands, but a deep red mark was left on the wrist.

Jiang Yi suppressed his anger, and directly took a short knife that was placed by the table, and tried to break the knot of the safety buckle, but the door was suddenly knocked open.

Pei Xiangyun stood at the door in a cold air. When he saw the dagger in Jiang Yi's hand pointing to his wrist, his eyes almost split open. He rushed forward to grab his hand and snatched the dagger away.

With coldness in Jiang Yi's eyes, he slapped him unceremoniously: "What are you going crazy again?"

Pei Xiangyun felt a sudden pain in his cheek, slowly let go of his hand, and said in a low voice, "I thought you were going to..."

"You can rest assured."

Jiang Yi looked into his deep black eyes, and seemed to know what to say to make him want to die: "I won't die before I kill you."

As expected, Pei Xiangyun's face was a little more painful, but he didn't flinch, and closed the door with his backhand, trapping him between his arms and the table.

"Master, the student thought a lot just now..." Pei Xiangyun took advantage of Jiang Yi's failure to let him go, so he simply said everything he wanted to say, "Student knows his mistake, shouldn't Talk to the master like that."

Jiang Yi looked at him quietly for a long time, his eyes cruising over his high browbones and bridge of nose, Pei Xiangyun felt uncomfortable seeing him again, and all the words he had thought up outside the door and the courage he mustered just now were all thrown out of the sky .

"Am I angry because you talked to me like that?" After a while, Jiang Yi asked him.

Pei Xiangyun avoided his gaze: "What the student said back then was really inappropriate, I..."

"Pei Xiangyun..."

Jiang Yi suddenly called his name, and the three words hit his eardrums with hatred.

"You've been like this since you were a kid."

His throat was itchy, he coughed a few times uncontrollably, and then said in that hoarse voice: "Whether it is in the previous life or in this life, you will only run away when you encounter problems. I thought you are a blank sheet of paper in this life. There is room for salvation, but I don’t want you to lie to me.”

Pei Xiangyun moved his lips, and the panic in his eyes overflowed, turning into sadness and helplessness, as if he was about to drown him slowly.

"You acted really well..." Jiang Yiwen smiled at him softly, her brows and eyes glistened, but it seemed like she was soaked in poison, "I almost thought you had really changed, but I didn't expect that your body was younger, but the inside was still the dirty one." Ugly soul, nothing has changed."

Actually it has changed.

He no longer insists on his teacher's love, nor regards ordinary human lives as worthless, and is even willing to protect those he once ignored.

But Pei Xiangyun couldn't tell what had changed in him, so he could only listen to Jiang Yi's heartbreaking trial in a daze.

After Jiang Yi finished speaking, he seemed to realize that it was useless to talk to him, shook his head and sighed: "I told you not to come back with me, you insist on coming back. I really don't have the energy to be angry with you today, if you want me to live a few more years , just get out of here."

As he spoke, he pushed Pei Xiangyun, but he couldn't use his strength to clasp the wolf cub's muscular arm limply.

Enduring the pain in his heart, Pei Xiangyun took a few steps back, bent his knees, and knelt straight in front of him.

Jiang Yi looked down at him with a headache, as if waiting to hear what kind of ivory he could spit out from his dog's mouth.

But before Pei Xiangyun could speak, his eyes turned red, and a stream of tears rolled down his cheeks.

"Master, I'm actually changing..." His voice was choked up, "I remember what you taught me, and I also corrected the mistakes you asked me to correct. Why don't you believe me? Even if you... "

Just trust me once?

Jiang Yi almost laughed angrily at him, twisted his chin suddenly and lifted his head up: "You lied, now it's my fault that I didn't believe you?"

"I don't mean to blame you, it's just..."

"Since you insist on pestering me, then I will have a good talk with you."

Jiang Yi only felt that the breath he exhaled was hot, which made him irritable, and occasionally felt dizzy before his eyes, and he couldn't stand without propping up on the table.

"When we met for the first time in this life, I asked you why you insisted on me, what did you say?"

Pei Xiangyun moved his lips, as if he wanted to refute, but Jiang Yi didn't give him a chance to refute, and counted down one by one: "When you wanted to ask me to be your teacher, how did you lie? Let me test whether you are the same How did you tell me when you were reborn?"

"I……"

"Pei Xiangyun, I rarely regret anything I do, but I only regret two things."

Jiang Yi's heart was beating so fast, and he suspected that if he got angry again, he might be angry to death, so he managed to suppress his hatred: "The first is that I didn't see the faces of those rats in the court clearly in my previous life. The second is to rescue them." about you."

"I shouldn't have saved you, I should have let you freeze to death in Longxi."

After he finished speaking, he was about to pull his hand away, but he was grabbed by someone violently, and his wrist bones suddenly felt sore.

"Master, you can't say that about me..." Pei Xiangyun choked up in a low voice, "I won't be like before, I'm really changing, can you believe me once?"

"Lie only once and countless times."

Jiang Yi couldn't break free from his hand, so he picked up the short knife that he had just snatched from the table and stabbed at the back of his hand.

Pei Xiangyun didn't even hide.

His eyes were dark and deep, and he looked at the teacher without blinking, letting the scalding blood slowly flow out from the wound, dyeing his hands a hideous red.

Don't dare to let go.

He suspected that if he let go, the person in front of him would disappear like smoke.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

Jiang Yi was tortured by the fluctuating cold and hot illness, and the words he said became more and more hurtful: "Do you still want to lock me up like in the previous life, and then try to humiliate me?"

"When I beat and scolded you in this life, what were you thinking? Did you think that one day you could lock this hateful person in front of you and torture him in every possible way, and watch him being humiliated, accused by thousands of people, and scolded to death with his spine poked? ?”

"How could I be willing to give you—"

"But you did."

Pei Xiangyun's throat choked up, knowing that he was at fault, he bit his lip and looked at the teacher with eyes full of tears: "Master, I'm sorry."

"I do not need."

Jiang Yi closed his eyes slightly, and when he opened them again, there was nothing but coldness in them.

"Pei Xiangyun..." he said softly, "The relationship between you and me as a master and apprentice will be exhausted today."

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