Cannon fodder beauty master awakens

Pei Xiangyun lowered his head and said in a low voice, "Let Mr. Jiang dispose of me, and I won't have any complaints."

Jiang Yi grasped the whip, and slapped him on the back mercilessly: "In your previous life, you leaked the military situation in Longxi and wiped out tens of thousands of soldiers. When you were reborn and looked at their faces, you didn't feel ashamed at all." ?"

In fact, Pei Xiangyun didn't have a good impression of these people in his previous life.

At first he concealed his mixed-race identity, but later when his identity was revealed, everyone avoided him like a snake and scorpion, saying behind his back that he was a spy, a low breed, an orphan whom no one wanted.

In other words, in his previous life, he had no feelings for the Longxi Military Camp.

"I……"

Pei Xiangyun couldn't catch his breath from the pain, he coughed violently, his face flushed red: "I'm not ashamed, because they treated me badly."

Hearing what he said, Jiang Yi smiled instead of anger: "Okay, what about Lu Yifeng?"

Lu Yifeng?

Pei Xiangyun was stunned for a moment, not knowing what it had to do with Lu Yifeng.

"Because you betrayed the military situation, I was captured by the Uz people and taken into the city. It was Lu Yifeng who came to rescue me."

Jiang Yi calmed down his disordered breathing, and whispered word by word, "But he didn't survive. The Uz people hung his body on the city wall as a banner of victory in the war. It was frozen stiff in the new wind in Longxi, and it could even kill him. The copper bell on one side rang out."

"Do you still have a clear conscience when you see him now?"

Jiang Yi's words fell into Pei Xiangyun's ears, making him feel as if he had been hit on the head.

In his previous life, Pei Xiangyun had never met the fifteenth prince of Dayan. If Jiang Yi had asked him if he had a clear conscience at that time, he would have stuck his neck and answered that he had a clear conscience.

But it's different now.

He drank wine with Lu Yifeng, went shopping, and even met the fifteenth princess by mistake. These people are no longer "irrelevant people" in his memory, but have more looks and demeanor. Come alive in the narrative.

Will Mei Yanran feel sad when Lu Yifeng in her previous life dies?

Pei Xiangyun bit his lip, but he could no longer say "not ashamed" as he did just now.

That little girl wanted so much to marry the person she loved, but in her previous life, it was herself who cut off her dream with her own hands.

What's the difference between him and the person who killed Mei Yanran in this life?What qualifications do you have to be the one who seeks justice for her?

"What about you?"

Jiang Yi pulled his hair and forced him to look up: "Tell me, aren't you very reasonable? Aren't you going to come and explain to me about these old sesame seeds and rotten millet?"

Pei Xiangyun suddenly bumped into the grief in his eyes, and his heart suddenly ached.

After several years, he realized with hindsight——

It turns out that I really don't care about others at all.

Jiang Yi didn't hear his answer, and whipped the whip in his hand mercilessly again.

There was already blood on Pei Xiangyun's back, his clothes were completely unwearable, and the welts were intertwined, making him look particularly horrifying.

But Jiang Yi didn't feel any pity in his eyes, and even hated that he couldn't kill the wolf cub directly.

"Don't talk, are you?" he said softly.

"Said."

The wound on Pei Xiangyun's back was oozing blood, and he didn't need to do anything, even breathing was painful.

"I'm sorry for him..." Pei Xiangyun avoided his gaze, gritted his teeth and said slowly, "Master Jiang taught you a lesson."

Jiang Yi turned his face: "Why are you hiding? Don't you dare to look at me? What have you been doing?"

Pei Xiangyun snorted, his lower lip was bitten, and the smell of blood poured into his mouth, making him even more uncomfortable.

"And Li Youchuan, you watched him fall from the city wall into the sea of ​​fire in your last life. Now he is still persuading me to treat you better, are you worthy of his concern for you?"

Pei Xiangyun shook his head, feeling a dull pain in his heart: "I don't deserve it, I'm sorry for him."

"What about me?" Jiang Yi looked into his eyes, and his voice gradually became shockingly calm, "Do you have a clear conscience for me?"

"No, I..."

Pei Xiangyun's tone suddenly became hasty, as if he was afraid that he would be misunderstood if he said it late: "I'm sorry for you, and you are the one I'm most sorry for. I shouldn't..."

I shouldn't lock you up by my side, treat you self-righteously, make you feel embarrassed and painful, and finally leave in such a tragic way.

Or maybe you shouldn’t have kept your mixed-blood identity from your back, shouldn’t have listened to you and not studied hard, and you shouldn’t have just left and defected to the enemy’s country, leaving only a devastated place.

He didn't know what was choking his throat, and tears rolled down his cheeks uncontrollably. He tried several times but couldn't say what he was thinking in his heart. In the end, there was only a weak "I'm sorry".

"Sorry it's useless."

Jiang Yi's eyes couldn't tell what kind of emotion it was, it was complicatedly mixed, perhaps it was heartbreak and disappointment that were the most: "Even if you say sorry, those who died because of you can't come back, you know? You don't care at all These, you only care about yourself."

"I have raised you for two lifetimes, but you are still an unfamiliar wolf. How can I trust you?"

Jiang Yi slowly loosened his grip on his chin, and threw the blood-stained whip into Pei Xiangyun's arms: "Let's go, I don't want to see you again."

Pei Xiangyunfu grabbed his clothes again, put his forehead on the ground, and begged with the most humble gesture: "Please don't drive me away, don't you want a knife and a dog? I can do anything for you , but don't drive me away, please..."

Jiang Yi seemed to smile, and gently separated the fingers he was clutching at the corner of his clothes one by one: "I don't want a knife that will strike at me at any time, and I don't want a dog that can bite my neck off in my sleep .”

"I won't hurt you, can you trust me once?"

"not good."

Jiang Yi saw that he was still tugging on his clothes, so he unceremoniously stepped on his hand under his feet.

The wolf cub was so painful that his chest let out a cry of despair, and his black eyes, which were somewhat ruthless, were now filled with sadness.

He fell on the ground and murmured: "Master, don't want me."

"It's not that I don't want you, I gave you a chance..." Jiang Yi sighed softly, "Think about it for yourself, how many times have I given you a chance to confess in the past life or in this life, how many times did you want to be right? be honest?"

He is used to being strict with others, but he has always been willing to make countless concessions for his only student, but what he got in return was betrayal again and again.

There is only one lie and countless times. Since he chooses to lie, he will subconsciously want to lie to himself no matter the big or small things in the future.

It is indeed a hidden danger, and it must not be kept by your side.

Pei Xiangyun choked out a sob and moved his lips, but he didn't know what to say.It seems that in the current situation, everything seems so flimsy and unworthy of being trusted.

In fact, I had the idea of ​​confessing.

In his previous life, he was brought back from the wind and snow by Jiang Yi, and he finally saw a glimmer of hope to survive, but he didn't know whether this person like a banishment would care about his identity.

He coveted the bowl of hot porridge that Jiang Yi handed over, coveted the second kindness he received besides his father since he was a child, and chose to swallow that confession back, praying that this secret would never be discovered.

And in this life, he discovered that there might be a possibility of doing it all over again. He couldn't help but become more greedy, wanting to get closer to that person again and again, never satisfied, always wanting more.

Even on an unknown night, he crossed the taboo line called master and apprentice, leaned over and pressed a kiss on each other's lips.

But the result was a messy ending in his previous life, and his qualification to stand behind him in this life was ruined together.

The master of Hongqing Temple was right.

He has already planted the evil fruit, so why is the Buddha willing to save him?

Pei Xiangyun coughed suddenly, a thread of blood slowly flowed down the corner of his lips, and his eyes were red.

Jiang Yi slowly let go of the hand he was stepping on: "Let's go, I don't want to see you anymore, I feel sick."

As he spoke, he passed by Pei Xiangyun without looking at him again.Pei Xiangyun subconsciously reached out to hold him back, but only a piece of clothes slipped through his palm.

"Master..."

Pei Xiangyun called him hoarsely: "I know I was wrong, I'm sorry."

"Do you know you're wrong, or are you afraid of being beaten by me?"

Jiang Yi looked back at him: "Does it hurt? It hurts so much that you don't have to be stubborn anymore. Are you willing to talk to me?"

Pei Xiangyun didn't shake his head or nod, he still looked at him with that stubborn gaze: "It's not because of the pain."

I really knew I was wrong.

In his previous life, he never cared about other people, he was withdrawn and closed, he disliked everyone except Jiang Yi, and he only kept that person in his heart, but the irony was that the "love" he thought was just a joke.

He doesn't even know how to love someone.

But this life is different.

He felt that he could do it all over again, but why didn't Jiang Yi forgive himself?

"I'm sorry..." he said softly, "I just don't understand why you don't want to forgive me when it can be regarded as a new start? Nothing has happened in this life, I..."

"Then the mistake you made doesn't exist?"

Jiang Yi stood in the shadow where the light could not reach, his hands hanging by his side slightly curled up, only hating himself for throwing away the whip too soon.

Really stubborn enough to fight.

"If you don't have a chance to do it again, those who don't deserve to die will die because of your fault..." He whispered, "They really don't know what happened, but I do. I will always remember the mountain of corpses and sea of ​​blood, I also remember everything you did to me, why should I forgive you?"

He closed his eyes slightly, and there was an imperceptible tremor in his voice: "I forgive you, who will forgive me?"

Hearing that his tone was wrong, Pei Xiangyun got up in a panic: "I was wrong, don't..."

"That doesn't matter anymore."

Jiang Yi's gaffe seemed only for a moment, and his voice returned to the previous inhuman coldness: "I don't care whether you really think you are wrong or you are lying to me again, it has nothing to do with me."

"I'll say it again for the last time, our master-student relationship has been broken. From now on, whether you live or die, has nothing to do with me."

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