Cannon fodder beauty master awakens

The man seemed to have exhausted all his strength to touch him, and then his hand hung down feebly.

Jiang Yi turned around and saw Pei Xiangyun's deep black eyes looking at him quietly.

I don't know if it was his illusion, but the violence between the wolf cub's eyebrows and eyes seemed to be much less, replaced by a strange kind of gentleness.

Is it because the Gu worms were expelled?

Jiang Yi moved her lips, but she didn't know what to say to him.

The atmosphere between the two was eerily quiet.

Jiang Yi didn't know what attitude he should use to face this traitor who crawled out of the underworld.

Hate is not as hated as before, but more is still puzzled.He became more and more confused about what was going on in Pei Xiangyun's head.

Seeing that he didn't say a word, Pei Xiangyun raised his hand again and touched his fingertips as if he was a little scared.

Jiang Yi looked at his puppy-like behavior to please people, and suddenly felt a little funny.

Pei Xiangyun was a little overwhelmed by his smile, his lips moved, and his voice was hoarse as if he was scratching it with an iron piece: "Your complexion is not good."

Jiang Yi was originally waiting for the survivor to say something, but after waiting for a long time, he finally said this, a little inconceivably, "You just want to tell me this?"

He thought that Pei Xiangyun would talk about why he lost his life to defend Yuzhou City, or something else, but he never expected that the first thing this wolf cub asked him was this.

Pei Xiangyun blinked, a little confused: "Then... what did I say?"

Jiang Yi glanced at him: "If you don't know what to say, don't say it."

Before he finished speaking, he waved his sleeves and wanted to leave, but the man touched his fingertips again.

"Don't go..." Pei Xiangyun said softly, "I was wrong, don't go."

His voice was still hoarse, but it was not as calm as before. Instead, there was a hint of crying, as if he was afraid of something.

It was rare for Jiang Yi to see him so scared, so he was a little surprised for a while, leaned over to look at him, and said softly, "What are you afraid of?"

Pei Xiangyun shook his head lightly, but fear was still in his eyes: "I'm not afraid..."

"I'm leaving."

Seeing that he was not telling the truth again, Jiang Yi simply wanted to leave again, but hearing that Pei Xiangyun seemed to be struggling to sit up behind him, but the wound was involved, and he groaned in pain.

"Master, don't go."

Pei Xiangyun said in a hoarse voice: "I dreamed about what happened in my previous life. I dreamed that you died in my arms. I couldn't stop it from happening. I..."

Jiang Yi understood...

This is probably some kind of punishment method used by the underworld to make people repeat the most terrifying memories in their lives, torturing people into madness like Ling Chi.

The dust on Pei Xiangyun's face was wiped clean by Xie Bian, and he looked much more pleasing to the eye than the lifeless look before.

Jiang Yi simply sat down beside his bed: "Thirsty?"

Pei Xiangyun looked at him quietly, and finally shook his head.

"Die twice and come back to life, you are probably the only one in the world..." Jiang Yi asked him softly, "Tell me, how does it feel to walk through the underworld?"

How do you feel?

I don't know if it was because he died in the blazing flames, Pei Xiangyun still feels like a fire is burning in his throat, and it hurts when he speaks, which even makes him feel like he is about to bleed.

But if I don't speak, will the teacher leave?

I have seen countless farewell scenes with Jiang Yi in the underworld, and now he is like a snake pinched seven inches. Whenever the teacher is not within his sight range, he will start to panic.

This is the exact opposite of the anxiety in the previous life.

It seemed that I had died once, and I saw a lot of myself with him, and understood the endless inferiority complex under that terrible paranoia.

Very humble, looking at the teacher so dazzling, he should be favored by the world, but he can't escape the fear in his heart.

He not only wants the teacher to live in his own way, but also fears that such a teacher will get farther and farther away from him until the two of them part ways completely.

Afraid of being abandoned, afraid of being left behind, he scrambled and followed Jiang Yi for two lifetimes, but for the entire two lifetimes he couldn't love him, which made him burn inside, and he didn't even do a few good things when he fell asleep every night. Dream.

But he still refused to give up, so that he lost his life.

If he exchanged this for that person to see him, he thought it was worth it.After all, he is worth a little bit of money, and it's a cheap life, even if it is worth a little bit of pity for Jiang Yi, it's good.

Jiang Yi raised his eyebrows and waved his hand in front of his eyes: "What are you thinking about?"

Pei Xiangyun was awakened from his thoughts suddenly, and wanted to speak in a panic, but just when he was about to speak, he coughed a few times, and then coughed heart-piercingly.

He didn't feel wrong before.

The throat is like a chimney that has been smoked for a long time. It looks intact on the outside, but it is already charred and black inside. It may be that he has lost the basic ability to swallow. With his coughing/wheezing, a streak of blood seeped from the corner of his lips. .

Jiang Yi got up to pour him a glass of water, but someone grabbed his sleeve tightly.

"Don't go crazy..." He frowned, "Let me go..."

"Don't go..."

Pei Xiangyun seemed eager to talk to him, his voice was intermittent, accompanied by a frightening "cluck" sound in his chest, like an old bellows in a blacksmith's shop.

"I'll go get you some water."

Jiang Yi gave a "tsk" look: "Look at your current appearance, are you still considered a human being?"

Hearing what he said, Pei Xiangyun froze for a moment. He didn't know how to answer, so he slowly let go of his sleeve.

Jiang Yi opened the door and went out, only to find a cup of remnant tea on the table in the outside room.Now that it was late at night, it would be inappropriate to call someone to pour water, so he just drank this cup of tea.

"I'll find a doctor for you tomorrow to take a look at your body..." Jiang Yi sat beside him and said, "So as not to cause any trouble."

Pei Xiangyun drank the tea, and slowly raised his head after hearing his words: "Are you feeling sorry for me?"

"What can I feel sorry for you?"

Jiang Yi felt amused when he heard his question: "It's just that I'm afraid of missing a handy knife, don't think too much about it."

Pei Xiangyun let out a soft "Oh", and the light in his eyes went out visibly to the naked eye.

"What's the matter with you?" Jiang Yi looked at his abandoned appearance and said with a headache, "I haven't had time to ask you, why did you stop the Us people from outside the city without your life? You were not like this before."

Pei Xiangyun raised his eyes and glanced at him, then said softly, "Didn't I promise you?"

I promise you that I will defend the city until the end, and when you come back, I will definitely not run away without any backbone.

"I promised you to defend the city and wait for your return..." He said cautiously, "I don't want to break my promise. Look, I did it."

Jiang Yi sighed lightly: "Then why bother?"

"I don't want everything to be like my previous life."

Pei Xiangyun seemed a little embarrassed to confess his heart, and he faltered: "That... a bit too scary."

He didn't want to see his family ruined and his family destroyed, his wife and children separated, and the walls and buildings destroyed. It seemed that as long as he saw all this, the nightmare that repeated itself in the underworld would happen again.

Jiang Yi looked at him quietly, and found that the wolf cub was in better spirits at this time, as if the lingering violence in his eyebrows and eyes had indeed dissipated, replaced by a gentle and careful flattery that he had never seen before.

It seems that it has become no different from ordinary people.

"Do you feel that there is something wrong with your body?" Jiang Yi asked him, "Compared with before, is there any change?"

Pei Xiangyun shook his head in confusion.

still stupid...

Jiang Yi knew that he couldn't ask any other useful words from him, so he got up and prepared to leave: "Okay, you can continue to sleep."

"Where are you going?"

As soon as he made a move, he heard the wolf cub ask him this question again in a low voice behind him.

"Go and rest..." Jiang Yi turned to look at him inexplicably, "Why, don't you let me rest?"

"Don't go."

Pei Xiangyun's face was flushed red.

It seemed that he had just drank a glass of water, and even his speech became quicker, and the terrifying voice in his throat became much quieter. He licked his lips and said softly, "I don't want to be alone, I'm afraid."

"How old are you?"

Jiang Yi was almost laughed angrily by him: "Pei Xiangyun, are you finished?"

He originally thought that this traitor finally crawled back from the underworld, and he was a sacrificed defender, so he should treat him better.But he didn't want Pei Xiangyun to be so aggressive that he dared to pester him.

"No, I really..."

Pei Xiangyun took a deep breath, and the burning pain appeared in his throat again, which made him cough, and his face flushed unhealthily.

He stayed in the underworld for a long time, Daoshan Youpan and Ten Thousand Ghosts Crying together left a deep impression on him, so that as soon as he closes his eyes, there will be ferocious ghosts crying in front of him, accusing him of Sin will tear him apart until it is beyond redemption.

"never mind……"

Pei Xiangyun lowered his eyes to hide the disappointment in his eyes, and said with a forced smile: "Master is right, I am already this old, so I shouldn't be afraid."

Jiang Yi choked up when he heard his words against his will, knowing that he felt wronged again.

Wronged, wronged every day, what is there to be wronged?

He hated his teeth so much that he wanted to leave with a wave of his sleeves, but in the end he still rubbed the head of the rebel: "I think about things every day, so I'm not afraid."

Pei Xiangyun was suddenly a little dazed and looked at him in a daze.

"Look at what I do?"

Jiang Yi said angrily, "Hurry up and sleep, there are still a lot of things waiting for you in Longxi."

"Is it still useful for Master to keep me?"

As if hearing some great event, Pei Xiangyun's eyes that were full of grievances lit up again.

Jiang Yi said "hmm": "Why? Do you like being a dog to do things for others so much?"

Pei Xiangyun didn't care about the word "becoming a dog" in his words at all, the corners of his lips were slightly raised, and he replied without hesitation: "I like it..."

"idiot."

Jiang Yi avoided his overly hot eyes, turned and left.

It wasn't until the door separated the two that Pei Xiangyun reluctantly withdrew his gaze from the man's back.

In fact, I don't like being a dog.

It's just that if it's still useful for you to keep me by your side, won't you drive me away?

The author says:

I thought it would be very awkward to write a small composition for my own article, but I saw a student in the comment area who seemed to have doubts about the plot all the time, so I had to explain it;

The first is the issue of the crematorium.

What happened to Jiang Jiang in his previous life:

Betrayed, captured, country ruined, imprisoned/imprisoned, and finally chose to commit suicide;

The treatment of dogs in this life:

Suspicious, questioned, beaten and scolded by people he likes, watching people he likes accept others as students, being lynched by an old eunuch and almost losing one hand, being dragged by a carriage and almost being run over to death, and being burned to death with an arrow pierced through the heart.If there is no accident later, I will personally take care of that, but not to spoiler is my last stubbornness;

The second is the transformation of Gouzi.

Focus on making meritorious service.

Jiang Jiang is not a person who only cares about hatred in his heart. Before the hatred, what he cares about in this life is whether the tragedy of the previous life will not repeat itself.

And after discovering that the traitor in the Longxi military camp didn't seem to be a dog, he realized that the dog might be the enemy's knife because of General Zhang's words, so why couldn't he use it for himself and turn it into a good knife for himself.Coupled with Gougouzi's meritorious service, he began to consider whether this person is hopeless.

This is the first turning point.

He is the prime minister of a country, not only has to be confined in the hatred of love, but also has to look far away to see what his decision will bring.

You cannot indulge your hatred in this uncertain situation.Since Gouzi has no problems, instead of letting him become a time bomb, it is better to tie him to him and transform him, and kill him immediately if there is a problem;

Then there is Gouzi's painful learning career.

In my study life, I met Zhang Su, a junior brother. Zhang Su was the first person to wake him up, intending to explain one thing-a problem that children understand, but Gouzi does not.

Gouzi felt ashamed because of this, and slowly restrained his arrogant and unreasonable character, and began to learn to bow his head to admit his mistakes and apologize.

And when the colleagues in the cooking class acted privately, they followed them in time to save them, but all this was based on one reason——

He felt that the death of these people would make the teacher sad, and he didn't want to make the teacher sad.Although he learned to take the initiative to apologize and save others, the reason was not what Jiang Jiang wanted. This was the second turning point;

Then, on the way back to Yandu, I ran into danger, met Jiang Shuci by accident, and rescued Jiang Shuci's teacher Gouzi by accident. Only a little empathy left.

He will empathize with people who have similar experiences to his own (for example, the cooking class colleague who was too poor to bury his mother reminded him of his father), and Jiang Shuci's dependent teacher also reminded him that he only had The teacher can be relied on alone, which is what prompted him to intervene in this matter.

And it was this decision that made the villagers in Chengdeng County recognize him as a life-saving hero, which was the third turning point;

Everyone knows that the fourth turning point is the death of the little princess;

Gouzi sympathized with Lu Yifeng, and saw himself who was in pain because of the teacher's death in his previous life.

He began to believe that he really did something wrong in his previous life, causing Mei Yanran and Lu Yifeng, who hadn't met him at that time, to part with each other.

Because he changed from "people he didn't know" to "people around him", this empathy deeply made him feel very guilty and regretful, and made him willingly accept the teacher's punishment after losing the horse, because he knew that he was wrong. up.

Finally, he died in the city and completed a baptism from the body/body to the soul;

The second is Jiangjiang's attitude towards Gouzi;

In his previous life, he picked up a dog and brought it home only because of a moment of pity in his heart. In addition, there were very few people in the military camp who could talk to him. son as a student.

His mother died early, his father died of illness later, his best friend got married and had a family, and besides the dog, there was no one else who accompanied him for such a long time.

At this time, Gouzi is no longer just a student to him, but more like being between "family" and "lover".

After he was reborn, he still retained his memory. On the one hand, he hated Gouzi, but on the other hand, he really remembered everything in the past. His attitude towards Gouzi was contradictory and complicated.

When he didn't know that Gouzi was also reborn, he began to have hope in Gouzi because of Gouzi's change, so his attitude gradually improved.

But after knowing that Gouzi was reborn and lying to himself, he felt cold, and his attitude was the same as before.

In the end, he found out that Gouzi's tyranny was caused by Gu worms planted in his body when he was a child, and he began to contradict again, because he didn't know whether Gouzi should be blamed or not.

Jiang Jiang is not a love brain, and has never really softened his heart.If he was really soft-hearted, he should stand up and say that he was the other party's teacher when Yandu Gouzi was framed, but he didn't.

On the eve of defending the city, he knew that Gouzi had almost no chance of surviving, and he didn't change his plan to second reinforcements so that Gouzi didn't see him for the last time before he died.

The third is setting the problem.

The setting of "backtracking", in simple terms, is the butterfly effect.

A butterfly flapping its wings can cause a tornado, but what if the butterfly doesn't flap its wings?

Gouzi did not betray his teacher in this life, but was loyal and loyal. In the end, he defended Yuzhou City, which was the first city to be destroyed in his previous life, and saved the people in the city from the suffering of war.

And as long as the "cause" of the cause and effect changes, the "effect" will naturally change.The dead ghosts in the underworld disappeared on their own because of the change of the world line. Under the sun, they are still alive as "human beings". In their memory, there has never been a city broken or war or death.

This is the meaning of "backtracking", which is to go back to a time when nothing happened.

And if the city of Yuzhou is destroyed in this life, then Longzhou and Xiangzhou will fall in the future, and more people will die.

In other words, when Gouzi chooses to die in the city, the ending of the story has been rewritten.

His life alone changed the lives of tens of thousands of people in the entire city, and even hundreds of thousands of lives in the future. I think it is not a kind of atonement.

The 1762 words written here are probably all my thoughts when I conceived this book.

I saw a young lady who studied psychology at a certain station before analyzing-why do you like to watch "Wife Chasing Crematorium"?

I like the sourness of being abused, and I prefer to see scum "being transformed".It is precisely because the scum in reality is difficult to be transformed, but the scum in the book has the possibility of being "reformed", so there is a "crematorium".

I personally think that the shaping of the arcs of the two protagonists in this book is the most successful one I have shaped other than the campus book, because Jiang Jiang realized who he should be loyal to, and Gou Zi understood what a "lover" is.

As human beings, we never have only two simple emotions of "love" and "hate" towards others, and this is why human nature is complicated.

I really like what a classmate in the comment area said - I hope it is redemption, not for the abuse of Shuangwen. Seeing many babies understand me, fat intestines are happy ovo;

That's about all there is to say (many of which I wanted to save to force Lai Lai at the end), there are about 20+ chapters in this book, so let's take a look at the foreshadowing.

Little sister in the comment area, if my article makes you feel uncomfortable and angry, I am sorry to you here, and everyone should not quarrel, [love&peace]! !

The subscription amount of the whole book so far is 10 yuan. I will refund you with a red envelope. There should be no abuse plot you want to see later. Now you can stop the loss in time to avoid your own unhappiness. We will see you in the next book ovo;

Finally, emphasize LOVE&PEACE!

What did you eat tonight?