Cannon fodder beauty master awakens

A trace of surprise flashed in Jiang Yi's eyes when the wolf cub could say such a thing.

Pei Xiangyun basically didn't consider other people's feelings before, and "what you want to do" was often the most important thing, and it was rare to hear words like "it will cause you trouble" from his mouth.

Pei Xiangyun sniffed lightly: "It's okay, you can go to sleep."

"Can you sleep?"

Jiang Yi deliberately asked him: "I'm a light sleeper, I'll know when you cry."

Pei Xiangyun slowly supported the bed and sat up: "Then I..."

I'll go out then.

He actually wanted to say this, but then he thought about the few remaining days the two of them might spend together, and hesitated again.

Jiang Yi looked at him with his cheeks propped up: "What are you going to do?"

"I'll go out."

Pei Xiangyun seemed to have made up his mind, and he was about to get off the bed after speaking: "I won't disturb your rest."

Jiang Yi raised his eyebrows and watched him dawdle in putting on his clothes, and said patiently, "You want me to invite you to sleep, don't you?"

Pei Xiangyun paused while putting on his coat, and looked up at him cautiously.

"I told you to roll up just now, up and down in the middle of the night..." Jiang Yi sighed, "You're so stupid, why don't you understand what I'm saying."

Pei Xiangyun confirmed that he didn't mean to blame himself in what he said, so he took off his coat again, and gently crawled back to the position where he was lying just now.

The heat source that could block the cold wind approached again, but Jiang Yi didn't hide, and let him rub against his side, finding a comfortable position to protect him in his arms.

Jiang Yi pinched the traitor's chin, and said with great interest, "How many times have I sneaked up before I woke up? Huh?"

"No."

Pei Xiangyun's eyes were a little hesitant, and he landed on the back of the chair not far away: "I'm afraid I'll squeeze your wound, so I won't come up to sleep, and I'm not a child who didn't know how to behave a few years ago."

"really?"

Jiang Yi didn't believe what he said at all, but wanted to spare him a little bit, and let go of his hand: "So good? Then why were you crying alone just now?"

"Didn't I say it?"

Pei Xiangyun's voice was a little more irritable for no reason: "I don't want to cause you trouble, and I don't want you to think that I'm an incompetent waste before you leave. You will only be wronged, you will cry, and clinging to you every day will not make a big deal. I... "

I just want to leave good memories for you in this maybe the last days.

Jiang Yi stroked his forehead lightly, seeming to calm down the irritability that he couldn't find a place to vent: "Okay, don't be wronged, I understand."

His tone was very gentle, he probably heard it often in his previous life, but rarely heard it in this life, which made Pei Xiangyun's eyes sour, and he said "Mmm".

Jiang Yi closed his eyes slightly, and his voice was very soft: "I told you before, there are many unavoidable things in one's life..."

"Birth and disease."

Pei Xiangyun's voice was muffled: "I remember."

As soon as he finished speaking, someone knocked on his forehead.

"It's birth, old age, sickness and death..." Jiang Yi said bluntly, "I recited it wrong, idiot."

"I don't want to mention that word."

Pei Xiangyun lowered his eyes, and he could kiss Jiang Yi's lips with just a little lower head, but right now he just wants to just hug the teacher quietly like this.

Jiang Yi gave a "tsk", but before he could speak, a tear with some warmth fell on his cheek.

"do not Cry……"

He sighed: "The Holy Majesty has also been poisoned by this kind of poison. Maybe Concubine Xuan has an antidote? Everything is still inconclusive, and there may be a turnaround. Don't be too sad."

"it is good……"

Pei Xiangyun sniffed the smell of medicine on his body during his illness, and suddenly asked: "Did you already count all of this when you returned to Yandu from Longxi? Did you know that accidents would happen to Yan, and your own life was in danger?"

"It's almost..." Jiang Yi whispered, "At that time, I really came back with the mentality of going to death, but now..."

It seems that I don't really want to die.

To be precise, when seeing the wolf cub riding a horse through the raging flames to find himself again, the indifference to "death" in his heart seemed to have disappeared a lot.

And just as Xie Bi'an said, right now he seems to really regret the decision he made.

But he didn't really want to tell Pei Xiangyun.

He coughed lightly: "There are so many questions, do you still want to sleep?"

Pei Xiangyun couldn't hold back, and continued to struggle with what he said halfway: "But what now?"

"It's nothing."

Jiang Yi was determined to keep this matter a secret in his heart, covered his lips and yawned: "If you don't sleep, I will sleep."

As he spoke, he turned slightly sideways to avoid the scorching gaze of his rebel.

After a while, a soft kiss landed on his temple.

"Go to sleep..." Pei Xiangyun's voice was low, "I won't let anything happen to you."

Really ambitious.

Jiang Yi refrained from mocking his innocence, and gave a vague "hmm".

"I'm serious."

Pei Xiangyun's chin rested on his shoulder, and gently rubbed his side face: "Master, get well soon, or we won't be able to catch up with spring. You promised me to go to Jiangnan to see the peach blossoms together."

"Who promised you? I clearly..."

After all, he still couldn't bear to finish his words, and turned abruptly halfway: "Got it, I've been thinking about this shit every day."

"Well, I'm worthless."

Pei Xiangyun murmured dreamily: "I asked the recruit from the south of the Yangtze River, and he said that Dongjiang County is just down the river from Xiangzhou. It's beautiful in rainy days, and you can take a boat or row a boat by yourself. If you like it, I will go there every year. Accompany you, when the time comes..."

Jiang Yi waited for him to continue, but after waiting for a long time, he could only hear the steady breathing.

He suddenly thought of the bright black eyes under Pei Xiangyun's eyes, and he wanted to ask what was going on, but now the answer was ready to come out——

In the past few days, I should have been worried and frightened, and I didn't have a good rest at all.

Jiang Yi sighed helplessly, gently took the wolf cub's hand around his waist, and stroked the man's bony fingers.

Even if that love has not been affirmed by me, I have planned this year and the next few years, like a domestic dog who never knows what "disappointment" is, even if it is left out a hundred times, 1 It will also wag its tail and rub against you once.

Stupid...

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Jiang Yi's high fever has finally subsided, but his body is still a little weak, and it is inconvenient for him to participate in the affairs of the court, so he is allowed to rest in the mansion.

He has been spinning for so long, and he rarely has the opportunity to take a break on weekdays. Now he is happy and leisurely, reading and writing every day, and his whole person is much more energetic than before.

On the contrary, Pei Xiangyun became busy.

Last year at the New Year's Eve banquet, he served as an escort, and was ordered to defend Yuzhou City when he was in danger. Emperor Hongwen had long noticed this unusual young man.

Now that the government has successively dealt with more than a dozen members of the rebellious party, it is the time when there is a shortage of talents, so they are thinking of using him more.

But Pei Xiangyun, as he himself said, didn't care much about being promoted. If Jiang Yi hadn't told him in advance, he might have rejected Emperor Hong Wen's appointment directly in the court.

That day, he had just assisted the minister of punishment to interrogate Fu Yuze when he bumped into several courtiers of Dayan head-on.

He didn't really want to deal with people, and now he avoided it in fear, ran away in a panic, and almost lost his way in Yan Palace, returning home much later than usual.

As soon as he opened the door and entered Jiangfu, he heard the noise of children.

Where did the child come from?

Pei Xiangyun frowned, hurriedly dealt with Li Youchuan who greeted him, followed the voice and went straight to the backyard.

Then I saw the teacher surrounded by three or four children who were no more than a corner, writing something on the stone table with his head down.

His original joy of going home was suddenly washed away, and replaced by jealousy that he hadn't seen for a long time.

Just like seeing Song Chen when he was recuperating in Yuzhou last time, the strong sense of crisis that he hadn't seen for a long time reappeared, driving him to take a few steps forward, but stopped abruptly.

His eyes fell on that person, he took a deep breath, turned back to the mansion, and ran into Li Youchuan head-on again.

"Brother Pei?"

Li Youchuan held a porcelain plate with a teapot and a porcelain cup on it, and greeted him with a smile: "Why didn't you go to see the young master?"

"He...is busy, I don't want to disturb him."

Pei Xiangyun hid his secret thoughts with vague words, looked at the baby-faced young man in front of him, and suddenly asked: "Brother Li, have you ever thought about going to Longxi with me?"

Li Youchuan was stunned: "What?"

"I mean……"

Pei Xiangyun thought about his words: "A few days ago, I saw that you commanded the Imperial Guard, and thought you were interested in this aspect. If you are not interested, I'm sorry, I offended you."

"That's the jade card with the young master, it has nothing to do with me."

Li Youchuan coughed lightly: "I don't have any big ambitions, the master brought me back from Xiangzhou that year, so I just guard the young master like this."

Pei Xiangyun suppressed the look in his eyes, and said softly, "I'm sorry..."

Right now, he can often recall the tragic death of Li Youchuan in his previous life, and in the long ten years that followed, he often reflected on himself, thinking about what this young man who smiled when he saw him was still alive, and when he died And whether he will hate him.

Li Youchuan's eyes widened: "What is there to apologize for? It's okay, and I don't mind."

Pei Xiangyun smiled, but didn't tell him what he was sorry for.

He simply sat down on the threshold, propped his cheeks and looked at the few people bathed in the winter sun, his heart slowly calmed down.

Such a day seems to be good.

Year after year, day after day, there is no war, no life and death, only staying with the people you care about, no matter how boring life is, it can be like drinking tea, which will be remembered for a lifetime.

Li Youchuan put the teapot on the porcelain plate on the stone table, leaned over to Jiang Yi's ear and said something.Jiang Yi seemed to smile, then raised his head, and happened to meet Pei Xiangyun's eyes.

He peeked and was discovered by someone, and he hurriedly stood up while holding the door frame to leave, but completely forgot about a threshold behind him, he was tripped and staggered a step backwards, and fell to the ground on his back.

The author says:

The manuscript box is with you these days, the manuscript box is so strong qwq