Cannon fodder beauty master awakens

When Jiang Yi woke up from a coma, he felt as if his body had been split in two.

Half of it was pressed heavily by something, and it couldn't be lifted no matter what.And the other half, especially at the wrist, hurt like a pinprick, as if the wound had opened.

He slowly opened his eyes, he was taken aback when he saw the familiar furnishings in the room, and then sighed softly.

not dead...

That day he saw the porcelain cup on the bedside that hadn't been taken away, so he took this perfect opportunity to smash the porcelain cup in the corner of the cabinet, and cut his wrist with the shards.

But I don't know if the fragments were not sharp enough, or he was too weak and used too little strength, but he was rescued in the end.

Jiang Yi moved the wrist of his left hand, was pricked by the pain, and retracted subconsciously.

The fingertips were cold due to poor blood flow, and the entire arm seemed to be severed from the wrist.

He took a deep breath, and as soon as he moved his body, the person lying next to him was suddenly awakened, his red eyes were full of hostility, and it was only when he saw that he woke up that he suddenly came back to his senses.

"Master..."

Pei Xiangyun's hair was messy, and there was a haggard stubble on his chin. His voice was hoarse, and he looked quite embarrassed: "Are you still feeling bad? Do you want me to call the doctor?"

Jiang Yi looked at him for a long while, and said regretfully, "What are you doing to save me again?"

Pei Xiangyun stood there in a daze, then leaned over carefully, hugged him in his arms, and put his ear to his heart as if to confirm whether he was still alive.

"Pei Xiangyun, if you let me go, let yourself go too."

Jiang Yi lowered his head and looked at the top of the man's hair, feeling a little headache: "Your brother is the new emperor, and you are the founding father of the country. If there are no accidents, you can enjoy the glory and wealth for almost a lifetime, so why should I be by your side? "

After a long silence, Pei Xiangyun whispered, "I like you."

This was the first time he uttered such emotions that transcended the taboos of teachers and students so openly. The voice was very soft, but it fell on Jiang Yi's ear like a thunderbolt, which made him almost unable to breathe.

Even though the two have the name of husband and wife, or even the fact that they are husband and wife, he will never accept that it is a student who has been brought up since he was a child and said the word "like".

"You don't like me, you only like yourself."

Jiang Yi was hurt by his arms, moved his body, and pushed his head away: "If you like me, you should give me what I want, not what you think I need."

Pei Xiangyun fixed his eyes on him: "What do you want? Do you want to leave me?"

Ask knowingly.

Hearing his question, Jiang Yi knew that the wolf cub would never agree to let her go.

"No one will stay with you forever."

Perhaps all the unease has been settled, all expectations have disappeared, Jiang Yi's heart is unprecedentedly calm, and he has the heart to start talking to him: "I once taught you a poem by Li Taibai, you Remember?"

Pei Xiangyun had never listened to these poems carefully before, so his expression froze and he subconsciously nodded.

Jiang Yi didn't care whether he remembered or not, and continued on his own: "He said, "Heaven and earth are traveling against each other, and we are all mourning for the eternal dust." This world should be a post station for everyone, and it will eventually turn into eternal dust.Are you listening well?If you listened well, it wouldn't be what it is now. "

Pei Xiangyun moved his lips: "I will listen later."

"In the future?"

Jiang Yi smiled at him: "Why should I trust you in the future?"

He clasped Pei Xiangyun's hand with all his strength and pulled it away from his body, with a calm expression on his face: "You are selfish, you don't like me at all, but you can't accept that I don't want you anymore. Throw it away, eh?"

"No..." Pei Xiangyun hastily defended, "I... really like you."

"Like me and force me to look like this?"

Jiang Yi raised the wrist of his left hand and shook it in front of him: "If you really like it, you will never make me suffer so much, right? Now that you have rescued me back, it is to make me suffer even more from the original pain. Do you think that's what you like?"

He asked several questions in succession, leaving Pei Xiangyun speechless.

"No, Master..."

There was water in the wolf cub's eyes, as if he was restraining his tantrum, he lowered his head again: "Master, I was wrong before."

"It's not you, it's me..." Jiang Yi interrupted him, "I should have let you die in the wind and snow in Longxi back then, but I also helped the world deal with a disaster."

The word "scourge" is really heavy, and it hit Pei Xiangyun's heart hard.

Did I already exist like this in the teacher's mind?

He suddenly realized clearly that those past days really seemed to be irreversible. There was a huge gully between the two of them, and beneath the gully were deceptions and injuries time and time again, continuous flames of war and mountains of corpses and blood. ocean.

But Pei Xiangyun was not reconciled.

"It's hard to recover when it's covered with water. Once the porcelain breaks, no matter how good the craftsman is to repair it, it will eventually leave cracks..." Jiang Yi said, "It's the same between you and me, why don't you let me have a good time, and never see you again in the next life. "

"no……"

Pei Xiangyun held his hand tightly: "I can't live without you, I can't live."

Jiang Yi was very surprised after hearing his words: "You can't live without me? But what about the things I love? My homeland, my comrades-in-arms are all gone, and the things I love are long gone. But you forced Let me live to this day, and want me to live by your side, why are you so selfish?"

There was silence between the two of them again.

This was the first time after they parted ways that they had such a peaceful conversation without arguing or fighting, but Jiang Yi was more tired than ever before.

Pei Xiangyun lowered his eyes and stood up from the bed, took away the tray on the bedside: "Master, you have a good rest. The Spring Festival will be around soon, and I will accompany you to see the lantern festival, and you will feel better."

He stubbornly believed that Jiang Yi was still just in a bad mood. After speaking, he helped Jiang Yi tuck the quilt, and then put a kiss on the man's forehead.

Jiang Yi watched his back quietly, and finally let out a long sigh.

again...

From childhood to adulthood, every time he talked about something that Pei Xiangyun didn't want to face, he would always avoid it in this way, choosing not to listen or to watch, it seemed that as long as he did this, the annoying thing would not happen.

Did I teach him to be an executioner, or a coward?

Jiang Yi was a little sleepy. He leaned against the head of the bed and squinted for a while, when he heard the door of the bedroom creak slightly, he raised his eyelids and realized that it was Dr. Wu Si whom he had met before.

Pei Xiangyun followed behind the doctor, his eyes kept glancing at him, looking a little slumped.

Jiang Yi raised his hand obediently and let the doctor undo the bandage, exposing the scabbed wound to the air.

When Pei Xiangyun's eyes touched the wound, he quickly dodged it, and said in a low voice, "Master, don't treat yourself like this in the future. Take care of yourself. When spring comes, I'll take you to see the peach blossoms."

His tone was the same as usual, as if the relationship between the two was as close as before, there was no enmity against the country, no deceit and betrayal, the capital city where thousands of people died will still be named Yan tomorrow, and the wound he suffered can heal without heal .

Jiang Yi hooked the corners of his lips, thinking that he was really the most failed teacher in the world.

At the age of 13, he won the palace examination, and at the age of 14, he was appointed as the prime minister. He was only two years older than the 12-year-old Shangqing Gan Luo of the Qin Dynasty, and was praised by the world as a generation of wizards.

It may be that the first half of his life was too smooth, and he was so arrogant that he felt that everything would be under his control.

But now it is indeed a big stumble.

The doctor seemed to know that it was useless to talk to Jiang Yi, so he went directly to explain his injury to Pei Xiangyun.

Jiang Yi turned his head to the side and looked out of the window in a daze, watching a yellow sparrow jumping on the dead tree branch, shaking off handfuls of snow.

A piece of the quilt beside him suddenly sank, his eyes paused, his brows were slightly frowned, and he moved towards the bed without a trace.

The man continued to lean towards him shamelessly, and then stopped moving.

Jiang Yi looked sideways and saw Pei Xiangyun curled up beside him in his black python robe, as if he was asleep.

After these few days of tossing, Pei Xiangyun also haggarded a lot.

But this is what he deserves.

Jiang Yi didn't have any compassion in his heart. He looked at the sleeping man's face indifferently, and hated that he didn't have a sharp weapon by his side to stab him to death.

Since you want to keep him by your side so much, wouldn't it be better to die together?After he died, he went down to drink Mengpo soup, and the grievances and feelings in the previous life were wiped out, and he would never see each other again in the next life.

With that in mind, he slowly raised his hand and wrapped it around Pei Xiangyun's neck.

This is the second time he has murdered someone he once liked.

The strength in his hands gradually increased. Pei Xiangyun suddenly woke up from his dream. He was about to fight back, but when he found out that it was Jiang Yi, he stopped his movements.

The two looked at each other silently and stubbornly until Jiang Yi lowered his eyes and slowly let go.

Pei Xiangyun coughed for a while, and said in a hoarse voice, "Do you hate me that much?"

Jiang Yi didn't say a word, and didn't even bother to look at him.

Pei Xiangyun gently grabbed his hand, stroked the lines on his palm, and said softly: "Master, do you really hate me so much? But I really... really don't understand why. If you want to free me It's not that I can't give it to you, it's just..."

It's just that the huge land and mountains now all belong to Wu Si.If you leave my protection like this, where can you go?Will someone try to kill you?

He thought a lot in his mind, but didn't say a word.

"You didn't understand in the past, you don't understand now, and you won't understand in the future..." Jiang Yi said, "What you want is different from what I want. This means that we will never be friends."

Pei Xiangyun gently rubbed his hand with his lips: "You...really have no feelings for me? Then why didn't you strangle me to death? There were so many opportunities before, why didn't you just kill me?"

That's because you're awake.

Jiang Yi's health is not as good as before, his whole body is sick and broken, and it is a miracle that he can survive until now.

If Pei Xiangyun hadn't woken up just now, he might have strangled the little wolf cub who deceived his master, murdered his ancestors, murdered him and set fire to him.

But Pei Xiangyun seemed to take his silence as acquiescence, with a cautious look on his face, and kissed his hand again: "Master, have a good rest, and I'll take you to see the Lantern Festival tomorrow night, okay? Do you remember that before?" You promised me."

The author says:

countdown to rebirth;

Happy holidays to the great working women, Myhomepeople!