Helpless

She shook her head wildly: "I believe in God recently, and I will become a little angel after I die!"

His smile became more and more intense, so rich that it couldn't melt, mocking her words.

"Okay, I can't become a little angel anymore...〒▽〒" she lowered her head and admitted the fact, "Okay, what do you want from me? Can't find an heir to the family property? Give it to Miss Youzi One day she will get married, and a little more dowry will save face..."

"It seems that you still remember An Yuan." His simple words made her shut up quickly, and she raised her eyes to look at him with complicated eyes: "You just heard the conversation between me and Xiaoyi?... Come to Xingshi to ask the crime What? You can do whatever you want, beat, scold, or kill now... Hey, hey, hey, I don’t really mean to kill you! I will definitely resist! "

"I'll settle the matter with you later, the teacher." He put the knife in his hand back into its sheath, threw it to her, turned around and walked away, "Now there is someone who should let us settle the score first." After a pause, he Said, "Whether it's the teacher's account or An Yuan."

She stood there holding the knife in a daze for a while, watching his back silently, and after a while, she understood what he said, and hurriedly ran after him: "Wait! Wait for me, hey——"

***

Takasugi, Kawagami and some people were at the blabla next door. She didn't have the slightest interest in participating, and continued to hold the knife, sitting in the corner of the room in a daze.The dawn outside suddenly appeared, and a few birds stopped on the branches and kept calling, and she yawned.I didn't sleep well all night, and when I went out for a walk in the middle of the night, I was cut off by someone, and then I carried it here directly. I could have continued to sleep, but after a while, there were just such dreams and such dreams, but none of them were good dreams, so annoying. Annoyed, only do not sleep.She would never admit that she didn't sleep out of fear, it was... she just didn't want to sleep.

Once I close my eyes, I think of many things.The promised revenge, at this step, suddenly felt infinitely melancholy.In fact, sometimes when I think about it, she doesn't want revenge at all, she just hopes that everything never happened.It's better to start from a farther time, she is the daughter born to her mother and that cowardly man, studying in Songyang private school, next door is a kind adoptive mother.There are a lot of good friends and interesting classmates, and everyone enjoys it happily. She fell in love with a boy and was liked by another boy, so she struggled for a long time during adolescence, and finally chose one of them, got married, and had a baby. A child was born.When we got married, everyone gathered together. Parents, adoptive mothers and teachers all laughed happily and gave many, many, many, many, many red envelopes.

Hearing the sound, she raised her eyes and looked at Gao Shan who walked to the table and poured a glass of water for herself: "...What if there is poison in it? Are you just so casual?"

Gao Shan stopped his hand and laughed softly, but she couldn't see his expression clearly, so she also sneered: "Remember, Mr. Gao Shan, you bear two lives on your body, if you die easily, it would be too much." Despicable."

"Only two?" he asked back.

It's not that he only bears two lives, which can never be counted. He has been completely placed on the edge of hell, and will only be surrounded by darkness for the rest of his life.

"...Oh, oh, oh, oh, how many women have you got outside behind my back! Are there more than two?! Are you worthy of my wig?! Let me tell you, I will not share the property in the future. Those out there-"

"It's just that I didn't expect that Shenwei would really help hide it by pretending to know nothing without knowing it. Because Shenwei blew the head off the corpse on the spot, under his testimony, there seemed to be There is no doubt about your death." Takasugi took out a bong from an unknown dimension, and spoke slowly.

"Shen Xiaowei is very cute, don't insult him >_<" She covered her face and said, but she put down her hand weakly, and quickly returned to a lifeless state, "Forget it, I don't have the energy to be active today... That guy Kamui, it’s his wish for me to get out of here, so of course he’s willing to help me out with a word. Then in Chunyu… tsk, it’s just a group of monsters, what’s there to say, my existence is always worth it Nothing. Just dying like this is a relief for them, and they don’t have to be distracted to question and monitor me anymore.” After a pause, she looked at him, “...Do you smoke when you’re free? You’d better go Play cotton."

"There's still some time." He turned his head slightly and looked at the bed in the room.

The corner of her mouth twitched: "Student Jin Xiaozhu...? Are you implying something...?!"

"...Do you want to go to hell alone before revenge?" He asked calmly.

"No, no, if you are alone, it will be too lonely to walk in the world and hell. I know what you mean is just to let me go to sleep for a while. You won't bother me by playing cotton... But," she hugged face, looked at him seriously for a long time, "Look at how well I remember your words, you scum, you definitely don't remember what I said, maybe it's a problem whether you listen to me at all..."

He took a puff of his bong, exhaled the smoke, was silent for a while, and glanced at her: "What?"

"...... You did it on purpose, didn't you?!=皮="

He chuckled lightly.

"Your laughing voice is so nice, Gao Shan-kun, how on earth can you laugh like this..." She tried hard to think about the words, "...does it make me want to record it as a text message ringtone?" As she spoke, she reached out to touch Gao Shan's Adam's apple, "Please do me a favor and laugh again."

In the next second, there was darkness in front of her eyes.So it doesn't matter if a child refuses to go to bed on time, as long as you are hard-hearted, adults have plenty of ways to make you sleep forever ==+(Hey

……

Kamikaze lay on the bed, staring at the roof, the sky outside was already bright, and she didn't sleep for long at all.The sun shines into the room from the window, the air is clear, and my head hurts.

Suddenly she began to sing softly.It was a song often sung by children in the countryside. At that time, she would beat her clothes with a mallet while humming and watching her friends who were fighting together not far away.

...Now she still remembers those songs, but there are not many people left who were once called partners.

***

In this world, sometimes it is really impossible to live, but when you are not willing to die like this, you will use hatred to support yourself.I hate someone, I hate this world, so I have to live with a firm will and no wavering.Then go and destroy that person, or the world.

...What a great idea.She wanted to raise her hand to pat her forehead, but she hit the wide brim of the hat, and by the way, the fluffy ears hidden in the hat also suffered a lot, causing her to grin her teeth silently in pain.

When she realized that the person standing in front of her was exuding an aura of "despicable you" calmly, she curled the corners of her lips, turned her head and cut it, and whispered: "Whose fault do you think this is, you bastard?" It’s a rare bastard who doesn’t show his flesh. Speaking of which, this outfit is really suitable for you. So, people who have been exposed for a long time, occasionally put on the clothes properly, so that they can gain more attention. You have heard of abstinence Words... did you hear me?"

The facts told her that he would act as if he didn't hear it.

Her face became more and more tense, until finally she couldn't open her mouth to say anything.Following him silently into the depths of the prison, he saw the old man sitting on the ground with his back turned to him.It was he who colluded with the Heavenly Daoists for his own power and status, and under the command of the Heavenly Daoists, carried out a lenient sweep.And Teacher Songyang... was arrested during that big raid on the charge of arbitrarily organizing a party for the purpose of rebellion.Years later, he was beheaded.

And according to Xiao Yi, this bad old man actually said that he didn't remember Yoshida Shoyo at all.

"Has there ever been... such a person?" 』

There was, there was such a person, there was that Yoshida Shoyo... In places unknown to these guys, some embarrassed guys who thought they couldn't survive had the warmest time in their lives.

Hearing the voice, the bad old man complained: "You guys are so late, I'm getting impatient."

——But we have been waiting for so many years, how can we say that the right to be impatient is in our hands, right?She clenched her fists silently.That's the guy...

He thought he was going to be rescued by the Heavenly Daoists, but he was still shouting stupidly and arrogantly: "...No one can punish me!"

She looked at the man standing in front of her indifferently, and suddenly pulled out the knife pinned to her waist.The cold metal light made her eyes narrowed unbearably at that moment.This was his fastest speed... With the fastest speed, while that old man was still yelling, he stabbed the tip of the knife into the opponent's stomach without mercy.

"...Huh?" The old man hadn't reacted yet.

She had been waiting for this moment for too long, and although the long wait could not be completely ended now, it was time to get back some interest in advance—although this kind of interest from a fat-headed old man made her feel sick.

"As you said, neither the general nor the heavens can punish you." Gao Shan pulled out the sword, held it tightly in his hand, took off the wide hat on his head, and threw it aside casually, "Can punish you of……"

He was like a person returning from hell, shrouded in darkness, showing his ferocious fangs without any scruples.

"……just me."

The bad old man finally fully understood the big deal. The Heavenly Daoists didn't send anyone to rescue him, and he was abandoned—or should I say he was severely punished.He clutched the bleeding wound on his stomach with an expression of disbelief.

But when Teacher Songyang's head was sent in front of them, she didn't even have the courage to look at it, and wondered if it was bleeding too.

"Jin Zhu," she looked up at his profile, "Do you still remember Teacher Songyang's head, did it bleed?"

Only he looked at the teacher so closely, if he had the choice, he would probably be willing to take a knife and carve everything into his heart.And she couldn't muster up the courage to take another look, so in the end, she didn't know what the teacher's expression was like before he died.

Hearing this, the corners of Takasugi's tightly pursed lips suddenly loosened, as if a deep and distant laugh came from the deepest part of his chest.Without answering her question, she slowly walked towards the terrified old man sitting on the ground.And her words reminded the old man, and he screamed: "You are...you...you—"

"You don't have to think about it." Gao Shan raised the knife in his hand high, and his low voice echoed from the stone wall in the cell, buzzing in her ears, "One day, I will fight with the Heavenly Daoists." Those presumptuous crows..."

"...No, go to hell with the heads of the whole world."

"Say hello to the teacher for me." He smiled ferociously.

The blood splashed on the nearest face, and she wiped it vigorously with her thumb, brought it to the corner of her mouth, and licked it with her tongue.It was still warm blood, with the stench of garbage, the breath only flies would chase.

She was just given a VIP ticket by him to watch his execution process, and there was no room for her to attack, and she didn't have the habit of making up the knife on the corpse to vent.So she was even more sure, rather than letting her sit in the luxurious guest seat, it would be better to let her have something to eat.Then such turbulent blood would surge day and night in her body, and it would no longer be able to calm down easily.

Looking at him who turned around, her face was pale: "Is this also part of all your plans?"

As always, he didn't answer her question, but just looked at her silently.In many cases, when people get along with each other for a long time, it is easy to understand each other's thoughts without talking too much, especially some obvious things.

She glanced at the body that had already died of terror, and smiled with the corners of her mouth: "Is that the guy?" Such a wretched guy... "No, Shinsuke Takasugi, you want to tell me that there is more than just this guy." What caused them to live in this situation today was to take away the teacher who could watch over the beast in their hearts... It was not just such a bad old man who was manipulated, used by the Dao of Heaven and could be discarded at will.

...it is this rotten world that has truly and thoroughly caused all this.This bad old man is just a tool, and all of them are just a tool.

"I really just want to get married and have children." She swallowed her saliva and said seriously, "I'm not very interested in killing people." Kill the guys with the oddly shaped heads.But I'm really not interested in other things, it's better to say I want to avoid them.Because in addition to bloodthirsty, there is also a contradictory idea of ​​wanting to live life easily.Thinking this way and thinking that way at the same time are contradictory things. How can there be such a good thing for you in this world?So you have to make a choice, otherwise it will only end in a dismal situation.

He ignored her, looked away from her, and walked out of the prison without looking back.She raised her hand and rubbed her face, exhaled a long breath, and looked back at his back: "Hey, please don't go too fast, wait for me."

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