[Comprehensive] I just wanted to watch

Arrived at Hanji's laboratory.

Before entering, I heard Hanji's excited shout and Lil's cheerful laughter.

Pushing open the door with a dark face, Lu slightly waved and said with a smile. "Levi, why are you here? Come and take a look at the results of my experiments with Han Ji these days, it's really beyond people's expectations"

Levi looked at Ritsu with a half-smile, until Ritsu got a little hairy, but then resumed his usual expressionless face. "Oh, is it so."

Levi crossed his arms and looked around, speaking slowly. "Perhaps, since you are ready to do experiments, Han Ji, you can actually go with us in this survey outside the wall, so get ready and start tomorrow."

"Eh?" Han Ji looked at Levi slightly dumbfounded, who told him to take a vacation?

Facts have proved that if it wasn't for this incident, our dear Captain Han Ji finally ushered in a rare holiday and wanted to relax.But it happened so suddenly that our poor Han Ji was forced to terminate his vacation and was about to embark on the journey of investigation outside the wall again.

I don't know if it was Ritsu's illusion, but before he had time to express comfort to himself while watching the play, Ritsu felt a gloomy wind blowing in front of his eyes, and he had a rather bad premonition.After thinking about it, except that I designed Han Ji so that I wouldn’t be the only one to be unlucky, it seems that I have been really honest and didn’t do anything bad recently. Why does he feel this way? Probably because he didn’t sleep well?

Lily shrugged and didn't think about this question any more, but chose to continue watching the play on the sidelines.Because of this, he missed the best time to escape.

After Levi carefully listed a lot of jobs that he said that no one except Han Ji is competent at present, they are actually troublesome and meaningless jobs, and temporarily let go of a certain Han Ji who is in a mess in the sad wind of petrochemical The team leader turned to Ritsu, who was in a state of irresponsibility, and started training as if a class leader was checking his subordinates.

"As your officer, I need to tell you that your current behavior is largely irresponsible for your work. First of all, as a cook, you are still the cook I asked someone to pick up back then, and you have five years of work With experience, you can still change shifts for no reason like this. Secondly, you pretend to be self-serving, and you actually don’t want to be your assistant because you want to reminisce about the old days and do the work that suits you. For this reason, in addition to the work in the kitchen, you Besides, just be my assistant. I believe that with my supervision, you should not make similar mistakes again."

At first hearing this series of "admonitions" with serious resentment, Lu was a little dazed at first, and then he pondered over it.Nodding his head pretending to be serious, he gave a military salute and said.

"So, one of the jobs of being an assistant - Levi, what do you want to eat tonight? I'll send it to you."

Law won't admit it, this is flattering - it's just trying to appease a certain one that has exploded.

Levi kept his face expressionless, but said without hesitation in front of Han Ji with a stiff face. "you."

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The author has something to say: Second update~

Accompanying imprint three shifts

During the investigation outside the wall, it still relied on Levi's help to manage to barely capture two three-meter-levels alive.Lu couldn't help heaving a sigh of relief. Although there are two three-meter-level ones, it is absolutely impossible for him to do it.Thanks to Levi, he was able to avoid that mission penalty that was giving him a headache just thinking about it.

After returning, only the top three tasks were left unfinished, and the system did not suddenly pop up to arrange a random task to make Lil vomit blood, which finally made Lil's mood much smoother.Although the trio can't be said to be making rapid progress under Li's extra training and their own efforts, they have already improved significantly from before.Law estimated that by the time of the final assessment, the three of them should be able to almost meet the requirements.

With nothing to worry about, Ritsu resumed his routine of spending time in Levi's room every day.

As always, Levi turned a blind eye to Ritsu's supposedly lazy behavior, judging from his slightly relaxed expression, he probably didn't hate Ritsu staying here.

Some Ritsu, who has nothing to do, feels that as Levi's nominal assistant, he really shouldn't let Levi do all the work by himself.Even though Levi didn't ask Livi to help, Livi still asked Levi to assign him some tasks to do.

Levi didn't refuse, nodded and handed a stack of documents to Law, "Categorize. Pick out useful ones and put them aside."

Lil reached out to take it, pulled a chair and sat next to Levi.

When there is a problem, when Lili moves slightly, Levi will turn around and point out clearly, and then the two go their own way again, with an indescribably harmonious atmosphere.

Time always flies very fast when we are together, and most of the morning has already passed.The accumulated work has almost been dealt with. After all, the work efficiency of two people is much higher than that of one person. You can know from Levi's slightly satisfied look.

Because of this, the two of them finished their work ahead of time and had free time.Levi rubbed his eyebrows and lay down on the bed.But Li felt that he was not very tired, so he gently took the door to the kitchen.Levi should be hungry when he wakes up, so let's make him some porridge in advance.

After the slight sound of closing the door subsided, Levi slightly opened his eyes, with a flash of a smile in his eyes, and turned over to sleep.

When it was close to noon, the weather was bright.

After returning to the room, Lily closed the curtains first, to save the sunlight from being too glaring.The dimmed room made Lil feel a little drowsy, and after yawning, Lily lay down beside Levi, and soon fell asleep.

After Li was fast asleep, Levi, who had his back turned to him, moved slightly, turned his head to look at An Ran's Li, his brows were tinged with a little helplessness.

Ritsu woke up to the smell of porridge.Although the porridge is made by himself, the taste is very familiar, but the fragrance is still the same.

When he opened his eyes, he saw Levi sitting at the dining table with a spoon in his hand.Lil walked over, judging from the amount of porridge, Levi should have just started drinking it.So Li Baba looked at Levi, the meaning was obvious - you can't drink, and I'm hungry.So, let's drink together.

Levi reached out and tapped the chair next to him, and Li Le moved it over and sat down before realizing that this porridge was made by himself, and he brought it over himself, why didn't it be Levi's gluttonous gluttony? He wants, but he is here to bargain

With black lines all over his face, Li shook his head, forget it.

After they took a new spoon and divided up the porridge, Levi wiped his mouth slowly and pursed his lips. "Go shopping in the afternoon, you should come with me."

After saying "oh", Lu rubbed his eyes, feeling that he was still a little sleepy after drinking the porridge, maybe it would be good to go out to get some air, but now he is really not very energetic.

The person waiting outside the door turned out to be a little soldier who was familiar to both parties, Sara Cannes-Nicholas——that was the little soldier who had delivered "takeaway" for Li for several days in a row.

Nicholas opened his mouth and raised a silly smile, "Commander Levi, assistant to the law, good afternoon. I was sent to help carry something."

Although the soldier is actually very innocent, Levi still can't help thinking that it was this goose who sympathetically told him that he was put on a "cuckold" in front of him. There was a moment of stiffness.

For Lil, this little soldier can always make him feel that life is extremely interesting, but the premise is that he doesn't know how this top-notch little soldier honestly recounted the rumors to Levi seriously, otherwise if

A soldier Sara Cannes-Nicholas, who has a subtle effect on both the law and Levi, didn't realize the weirdness of the atmosphere, but he was still waiting for Levi or Levi with a smile on his face. Law announces departure.

So the scene of the three people looking at each other lasted for 1 minute in such a weird way, and it ended with Lily walking first with a smile on his face.

In fact, in addition to shopping, several people mainly go shopping at the same time, and change the environment to relax. If you always only work every day, no matter who you are, you will feel tired.If you are not physically tired, you will feel bored mentally.

So it's not so much that Levi asked Lil to go out to work together, it's better to say that Levi arranged an informal "date".Of course, as for the certain soldier who still has a silly expression on his face, let's ignore the characters like Cheng Wang Xiaoli Er for the time being. ()

The market is very lively, and I don’t know whether they are lucky or not. The chances are quite low that they just caught up with the big sale in the market these days. Looking at the scene in front of me that can be called a sea of ​​people, Law can’t help but think of When on Earth, the Huaguo Supermarket had a limited-time promotional event of unprecedented grandeur.Every time I look at it, I am amazed. After the crowd, the dazzling array of shelves has turned into a sea of ​​vicissitudes in just a short moment.

Life is so short, when it's time to save, just grab your sleeves with all your heart - let's go.

So Levi and a certain soldier who had been very absent were horrified and surprised to see Ritsu and his elegant movements flicking his wrists, smiling, leaning slightly, and rushed into the crowd.

Levi, who has always been calm, watched Lily squeeze left and right in the crowd like a creature called a sardine he once said. Levi reacted for a while and calmly closed his slightly disfigured long hair. With a big mouth, he rubbed his chin thoughtfully.

Could it be that the reason why Lu worked so hard to learn agility skills was to prepare for this day?Well, it's very possible.

As for the fact that the two of them stood by and watched, Li now had no time to take care of it, and just used the skills he had developed over the years to forge ahead.Obviously, these ordinary middle-aged people couldn't compare to the young and skilled Lu. In the end, Lu successfully arrived at the stall, but he didn't feel proud, but found that the stall actually sold fishing rods. ()

Lu wiped the sweat off his brow, but he still felt that he would lose money if he finally squeezed in and didn't buy it.Anyway, in the future, pay attention to the stall first before rushing.

So when Levi looked up a little bored, he saw a long and thin fishing rod on Lil's shoulders, and he came over after shaking it.That look is just, oh, in style.

Looking at Levi's half-smiling eyes, his face blushed slightly, and he said in a disguised manner, "See, I bought such a big fishing rod, and the money I spent was the same as a piece of pastry, isn't it very cost-effective. Worship I'll forget it, just keep silent. This is really effective, do you want to try it? With your skill, it should be very easy to beat ordinary people."

Levi: "No, I choose to remain silent."

Law: "If you don't try, you won't know. Try it and you will be shocked."

Levi: "I was taken aback."

Law: "I'm hungry, let's go eat." This is not changing the subject, it's just a tactical strategy during conversation.

Nicholas said he wasn't hungry yet, and planned to go for a walk, so Lil and Levi found a restaurant to eat something.To be precise, Lü ate by himself, because of Levi's cleanliness problem, even in a simple restaurant that is everywhere, the two of them went to several restaurants before finally settling on it.Lil curled his lips and looked at Levi's slightly frowning but barely good-looking face, thinking with some evil intentions, in this case, I don't know if Levi can't even eat without him.

It seems that Levi doesn't care so much only when he eats the meals he cooks.

Lil lay down on the table listlessly, after walking around for so long and then participated in grabbing fishing rods, Lil felt a little sleepy.It's just that I was a little hungry, so I tried my best to hold on and didn't immediately lie down and sleep to recharge my batteries.

When his eyelids were fighting, Li felt a pair of warm hands pressing his head on his shoulders, and Li, who was already a little tired, fell asleep before he could think about whose shoulder it was.

Levi kept his body still and lowered his head slightly to look at the peaceful sleeping face on his shoulders, the lines of his face were slightly softened.

Law felt that he slept very peacefully.When he woke up, he raised his head slightly, only to realize that he was sleeping on Levi's shoulder.

Levi noticed Ritsu's movements and turned to look at Ritsu, "Eat quickly when you wake up."

Raising his hand to touch his slightly deflated stomach, he nodded and turned his gaze to the food on the table. Although he knew that it might be cold, Li didn't care about it so much, so he took a bite with his chopsticks.But Ling Lv was quite surprised that the food was warm. He obviously felt that he had not slept for a short time.

A little puzzled, he turned his head to ask Levi, but saw that Levi was talking to a man who looked like a chef in an apron, and listened curiously, "Anyway, I'm bothering you, helping to heat up so many times."

Ritsu, who was stunned there, stared at Levi who thanked him, and he could see that his left shoulder was a little stiff.

Levi had been his pillow for hours and hadn't moved.

Levi also specifically asked the chef to reheat the food many times.

Levi does so much without saying anything.

Law never thought that the man who doesn't express much most of the time, who lacks interest and sometimes has a bit of a venomous tongue, is so gentle.

Looking quietly at Levi's slashed side face, Ritsu murmured in a low voice.

"If this goes on, how can I leave?"

The author has something to say: Third watch~

last january

Law didn't know why, the hesitation that had always been vaguely dissipated and disappeared without a trace.

Maybe it's Levi's seriousness and devotion to this relationship, maybe he has already unknowingly developed feelings for Levi during the more than 1000 days of getting along.

He didn't know exactly when it started, but now he doesn't think it's a wrong thing.How lucky he is to have Levi by his side all the time.

I never believed in the law of fate, and now I feel that maybe this is also another kind of definition of destiny.

This is where Levi and his intersection started, but Ritsu didn't know if it would end there.

He didn't know when the system's time bomb would explode, and what would happen between him and Levi at that time.

Just because he doesn't want to think about it doesn't mean it won't happen.

Law thought that he had been in this world for a long time, and he didn't know when the system would ask him to leave.But Ritsu didn't expect it to happen so soon and so suddenly.

Just when there was a tacit understanding between the two, the system's voice sounded again.It's just that at this time, Li, listening to the sound of the system convulsing, could no longer smile as usual.

"Dear player, you have been in this world for more than five years, and the task completion is still in good condition, and after the identification and judgment of this system, the player will not change much if he stays in this world. Besides, the development of this world is driven by the protagonists of the world. Butterfly wings cannot change the progress of the world after all. Look, how considerate the hard work of the players is in this system. You are done~ Well, you will leave this world in about a month. Hey, you can choose the next world. See how understanding this system is, how considerate the player is, and how good a wife and mother is. Oh, alas, this system is about to fall in love with itself Hey, let me tell you first, players can’t fall in love with the system, otherwise it’s not just a sadomasochistic script, it’s a platonic one that crosses races and classes Love, hello, have you listened to this system?"

Lü, who had never thought the system was so loud and annoying before, ignored him, and the system felt bored, so it pulled away and fell silent.

Lil didn't know exactly what his emotions were, distraught and clueless.His head was empty, even his expression became empty, and he couldn't feel the exact ups and downs.

It seemed to be in a trance, and it seemed to be extraordinarily awake.

do not know.

I want to move.

Prefer not to say.

Ritsu's body moved spontaneously, and he walked to the door of Levi's room without knowing it.

Forgetting to knock on the door, Lu stood at the door in a daze, not remembering how to react.

Levi happened to open the door, and when he saw Lil standing at the door, he thought he had just arrived, so he missed his body and signaled Lil to go in.

Lil didn't know how he got in, took off his coat, and sat down.When he finally reacted, he was already sitting in Levi's warm room, holding a cup of tea under the bright light.

As if coming to life, Ritsu put on the usual sly smile on his face, "Hey, Levi, I can't sleep, I'll stay with you for a while."

Levi couldn't see any doubts about Ritsu's abnormal behavior just now, but simply nodded and responded.

Law remained the same as before, without the slightest change.

"Hey, Levi. If I go away one day, I don't know if I have a chance to come back, what will you do."

Levi said calmly. "wait."

Ritsu didn't feel surprised after listening, but just smiled quietly.His expression was filled with indescribable sadness.

When Ritsu left, Levi looked at the closed door and held the teacup still warm on the table, with a calm expression and no fluctuations.

"You really are an idiot."

"Mei Qian told me long ago that you will definitely leave."

For a month, the relationship between Levi and Lil was still the same as before, no changes or fluctuations, but calm and warm.

Lily still works tirelessly to help Levi bring lunch for three meals every day, and Levi still ignores Livi who can be called rambunctious and stays in his room all day.

If it wasn't for Lu's silently counting the remaining days, this harmonious atmosphere would have made him feel that he was really living a peaceful and happy life.

Because of this comparison, Ritsu felt even more tormented.

The 30 days are so short that he feels that every day is spent in fast forward.

Similar days.Well maintained.

If his life stops at these days, he will be happy.

How lucky it would be if reality stayed the way it is and persists.

Law didn't know what he should say, but he knew that he couldn't escape when he had to face it.

Every time I want to say something to Levi, when I see Levi's face, although he is still calm, Ritsu opens his mouth again and again, but he can't say anything.

He didn't know how to speak.For him to say anything, say Levi, and I'm leaving.Because I am not from this world?

No, it can't be said, and Levi won't believe it.

He would rather keep it a secret until the day he can no longer hide it.

If he knows, all his sufferings are not alone; all his repetitions are just because of the facts that Levi already knew; the choices he faces are not only his own no choice, but also Levi's no choice.So what.

The 30 days passed like running water.No trace.It's like the eve.

When Levi saw the letter on the table, his expression was still calm, but he could faintly see that his left hand, which was slightly clenched and released, was already covered with sweat.

He didn't open the envelope immediately, but raised his hand and locked it into the drawer.

The content will not exceed what he understands, and he will not look at it.

He will wait, anyway, if there is no law, he is alone.

Even now that he is all cumin again, he is not back to the past.There is one more person in his memory, that person laughs as a matter of course, and is invincible when he is stupid.

But that person will bring him three meals a day with a smiling face, and it takes more than 1000 days and nights to deliver.

That person would just stay in his room and do nothing, which would give him inexplicable peace of mind.

That person is the one he likes.

In a lifetime, there will only be one.

This is Levi's unique tenderness.

The author has something to say: I'm leaving this world, and I'll post a side story tomorrow.

Levi extra

After dealing with the overwhelmed people in front of me, I blankly looked at the man lying on the ground with unwillingness and fear in his eyes, and walked past him to leave.

Wei Wei raised her hand to look at the congealed blood scabs of other people on her arm, frowned involuntarily, and rinsed the faucet on the side of the road for a long time until the color finally disappeared, I withdrew my hand, and then continued to walk back .

Life in the underground shopping mall is not very interesting, it's just a daily life.

It was dark and it was dawn.

Except for the inevitable fights at the end of the day, most of the time is boring and moldy.

I don't think there is anything wrong with this kind of life. Life is like this. Even people who work hard on Central Street don't eat and sleep every day. What is the essential difference between me and me?

After taking a shower first, I lay in my house and went to sleep when I had nothing to do.

I'm still young, so I have nothing to worry about.

Until I was brought back to the Survey Corps by Erwin a few years later, there were not many earth-shattering things in my previous life.At best, he's a well-known gangster.

So what, others have never been qualified to point fingers at my affairs.

I know my own life better than anyone else.

After entering the Survey Corps, I used my strength on the "right way". For the giants, my existence may be called a huge disaster.

I don't feel anything about this phenomenon.But I have to admit, although I didn't say it, when I watched the soldiers fighting together lose their lives in the mouth of the ugly and ignorant giants, I had a clear goal for the first time - to kill the giants .

This goal sounds unrealistic, but I will continue to do it, as long as I do it, there will always be results.As long as you see it, kill it, and you will always kill it.

Maybe I've changed, maybe I haven't.

I don't think I have changed a lot, but those new trainees always want to see what the legendary "human being's strongest" captain is like.

Oh, every time I see those brats who don’t know how to lower their voices, I really want to hit them. The captain you admire is a man who is clean and not tall, and his face is usually expressionless, yes Not very satisfied?

Loud brats.

The cook didn't know if it was because of his old eyesight and dizziness, and the cooking was not as good as every day. Even if I could bear this weird taste, those stinky little ghosts would stick to me with mournful faces all day long and vomit their bitterness over and over again.

I really can't stand this group of dishonest people, so I finally made a decision.

Find another cook.

The first time I saw that stinky brat, he fell on the ground with a disheveled face, as if he had been pardoned.

I scoffed at this, looked at this man with disgust, and lay down on the ground so that his body and face were inevitably covered with mud, and I stared at him for a few seconds.He turned to Thomas with a slumped face.

"Thomas, don't tell me that the chef you hired is a brat who likes to drool on the ground."

Seeing Thomas who responded in the affirmative, I twitched the corners of my mouth, but saw that the kid lying on the ground actually raised his hand and touched his chin.

With a sullen face to stop the speechless smile, I raised my hand to cover my face, this idiot.

I lifted his collar and threw him into the water tank. After he finished washing and put on new clothes tremblingly, I was a little surprised to find that he turned out to be double black.Black and straight long hair, dark and translucent eyes.It cannot be denied that he is good looking.

I took him to the meeting room to briefly introduce him. It is probably because everyone has had a long-standing grudge against the last cook, so when they saw him, they naturally burst out with great enthusiasm. I am too lazy to comment on this. People get excited too easily.

The food he cooks is not exquisite, but it has a nostalgic taste.Can't tell the difference, but it does whet the appetite.

I reluctantly admit that his cooking skills are still qualified.

Unexpectedly, the casualties in this investigation outside the wall were so serious.I frowned to make order, only to be told that Dr. McQuay was on a call and just not in.

For the difficult situation in front of me, I directed a few soldiers to carry the seriously injured soldiers onto stretchers, and took some simple emergency measures.

But obviously, these soldiers couldn't control the situation very well, and at this time, that stinky brat actually ran down and squatted down next to a soldier.Frowning, he walked over and wanted to take this little brat who was in the way and made trouble back, but saw him checking the soldiers' condition.

I stopped and observed his skillful movements for a while. Although the soldier's face was still pale, it could be seen that it was better than at the beginning.

Unexpectedly, this brat can also practice medicine.

I was quietly watching the young man named Li calmly deal with the soldiers' injuries, his movements were orderly, and he was able to command other soldiers who didn't know what to do to do what they could do, not to waste the slightest time.

Although he was calm, the boy did not forget to try his best to keep his hands light during the inspection, and put on a warm smile, so that the soldiers who were suffering from pain could relax mentally to the maximum extent.

From the boy's every move, it can be seen that this boy who is proficient in medical skills has a maturity that does not match his age, and the convincing and reassuring power unique to doctors.

I concluded from observation that this is an inexplicable and unique boy.Unlike any I've ever seen.

As I crossed my arms and watched Lil's movements, I thought of a possibility that maybe this kid could serve as an accompanying military doctor.As long as I have trained him myself, then I don't need to worry about this brat holding back the troops.

But even if I teach in person, personal effort is essential.Generally speaking, few of the doctors he saw would be in the military.

Inadvertently seeing the burden exposed under Ritsu's sleeves, I was slightly startled, and the corners of my mouth curled up for a moment.Whether there is talent is not the most important thing. I have always admired people who work hard.

I put this idea into action.

After the superior passed, I became the exclusive trainer of that kid.On the first morning, before dawn, I woke him up and ran around.

The seemingly simple basic training without skills is actually the most important.Only when the foundation is good and the foundation is solidified, can there be a possibility of a substantial rise.

Gaining strength cannot be done overnight, it needs a lot of effort to become stronger slowly.

Thick and thin hair.

The other soldiers might complain about being lazy, but Ritsu didn't.No one is serious by nature, it is all formed by personal habits.Only when you want to be serious can you really take your own things seriously.

Although Lil was muttering, he still ran seriously.I, who never cared about the other trainees, unexpectedly stayed until the end.

By no means will I admit that I have an inexplicable focus on this weird brat, and I went to the training ground when he went to the shower.

I didn't expect that after so many tragedies happened, there would still be someone to challenge.I looked at the strong and tall trainer in front of me, and raised my head slightly. The comparison of height made me feel that this challenge must be accepted.

After easily disposing of this huge soldier, I saw Ritsu standing aside.However, why do I feel that his expression changes back and forth is very strange.

Then I saw him stepping in front of me with a righteous expression on his face, I raised my eyebrows, "What's the matter?" What is it about this strange kid that is so unusual.

"I want to sing you a song."

"I love pans

because i love my wife

With her, I have a nest

With her, there is fire in the house

i love pan

because she loves me

Hitting is kissing, the more you fight, the more you want to kiss

Scolding is love, the more I scold, the more I love

life is like this

Don't be too noisy

nagging for me

Ordinary wolves love ordinary life

Just go home and have another pot

As long as I have my wife at home

i love my wife

i love my wife

i love my wife

I love my wife"

Every time I heard him sing, the blue veins on my forehead jumped.

Is this person pretending to be stupid, or is he trying to provoke me?

Are you saying your wife is me?I sincerely want to say that you think too much.

I actually waited until he finished singing, it seems that my stamina has risen to another level.In such an extreme situation, I can still sit still. Should I say that I am calm and self-sufficient.

I even asked a question.

"Is that what you're going to sing to me?"

"Yes."

I still maintain the same calm for a hundred years. "That's it."

Then the next day, I fixed him for a whole day under the guise of an instructor.I never said that I am a big-hearted person who holds no grudges.

I asked him condescendingly.

"Do you still want to love now?"

He just looked at me as if he was a little confused, as if he didn't understand what I meant.I was inexplicably a little restless, and I couldn't be as calm as I was at first.

"Even if you are serious, you should be self-aware. The wife must be you."

I seem to say so, although afterwards I think I probably took the wrong medicine.

I don't know when, Lil started to bring lunch for me.

To be honest, it is quite easy to be an instructor of Law. He studies seriously and is not an idiot. Naturally, he doesn't need too much advice from me.Just tell him what to do to be good for getting stronger, and he will do it.Moreover, there is one more person who worked tirelessly to help bring meals.

I always thought that the restaurant was built so far away that it was just a bad taste of the people who built the base.

Now that I have someone to help me with the food, I am much more relaxed.It needs to be admitted that at this point, the law is already a necessity.

I don't remember when it started, not only breakfast, but also lunch and dinner will be brought directly to the room for me.

Because of my cleanliness, no one else has entered the room I belong to, but he seems to easily eliminate my exclusion.Inexplicably, subconsciously, before I realized it, I was used to his presence.

People who have always been obsessed with cleanliness, when they saw him jumping directly on the bed, their first reaction was not to frown, but to be helpless and funny.

I don't know when I have changed, but the result is clear at a glance.

There are a lot of things in this world that have happened before you realize it, and the reason may be that simple and insignificant things are enough to constitute the reason for forming.

So many things have happened in five years, I can't remember the details about others, but Ritsu fills all my memories, accumulating to a terrible thickness.

Even if you want to forget, it is impossible to throw away all the memories of the entire five years.And I don't want to forget.

He thought he was faking it well before he left, but I already knew it.

Mei Qian told me everything before leaving.I knew Ritsu would leave sooner or later, and maybe it wasn't because he wanted to.

But even knowing that what I gained would be lost, I still chose to be with him.Because I know that even if I don't start, it doesn't prove that the accumulated feelings of more than 900 days will disappear because of this; if I don't reach out and grab him, I will suffer more and more for it in the days to come.

He left a letter, which I didn't read.

I said I would wait, but this account will always be settled together in the future.

I've changed a lot of my habits since I didn't have a law.It was only after Lil left that I realized that he had already played a game of chess, and every step I took in the future, I would think of him because of a habit that was not easy to get rid of.

When you are hungry, when you want to go to the woods, when you investigate outside the wall.

I have never been so deeply aware that Ritsu has left too deep a mark on my life.In all my memories, I can find his existence.When there is no such person suddenly, it seems that doing everything is a little worrying about gains and losses, and I can't be as handy as before