Poor little in the Shura field

Xue Yu's face turned red and white, and finally became speechless. He knew that a checkup would be inevitable later.

Sure enough, as soon as he entered the door, Qi Chen kept his expression calm and said to him: "Open your mouth."

What the system said before is correct, Qi Chen is paralyzed by laughter, whether he is happy or angry, he usually smiles, once he stops smiling, it is more terrifying than the end of the world.

With the idea of ​​resisting hegemony, Xue Yu acted rebelliously as if she hadn't heard it. Why should Qi Chen ask him to do what he has to do? If you want to get to the bottom of it, Qi Chen can only be regarded as a guest staying at his house temporarily, and he has to do nothing under the eaves. Lowering his head, Qi Chen not only did not lower his head, but even raised it.

Qi Chen had a cold face, and he also had a cold face. He raised his feet and wanted to walk to the other side of the empty road.

"Pei Xueyu."

Xue Yu's legs were instantly weakened by the call, he pursed his lips, stopped in humiliation, raised his head to a place where the man could see him, and parted his lips tremblingly under the man's indescribably dangerous gaze.

One day this ancestor will be sent away, Xue Yu's lips trembled, while thinking angrily, he opened his mouth a little bit wider under the man's instructions, and it was somewhat shameful to reveal this place to others, he was not used to it, soft The tip of the red tongue twitched timidly.

He originally thought that Qi Chen would first ask him where he saw Cheng Chi, but Qi Chen was obviously not interested in that person, he took a few glances into Xue Yu's incense-soaked interior, it was clean, but his voice was still calm He asked, "What did you eat?"

Xue Yu closed her slightly sour mouth, and replied honestly: "Dumpling noodles... I didn't eat much."

Besides, you can't really die if you only eat a meal, why is Qi Chen making such a fuss?Mother-in-law.

He didn't say it, but Qi Chen could also see on his face what he was making up: "Since we ate an extra meal tonight, we can skip the meal tomorrow night."

Xue Yu looked up at Qi Chen in disbelief, thinking that Qi Chen was more meddling than the old lady, she closed her mouth again and again, but still couldn't bear it: "You are so unreasonable, you have eaten today, so you don't need to eat tomorrow? ?”

Qi Chen looked at him quietly for a long time, and a smile appeared on his lips: "It's like this."

Xue Yu was speechless, the expression on the small face wrapped in the scarf changed a few times, and finally returned to indifference, he walked towards the other side: "Oh, then I talked to you today, don't talk to me tomorrow, Want to be dumb."

The little widow looked worried, every strand of his hair was filled with displeasure, he didn't even look at Qi Chen, and walked to his room.

……

On the last night of the end of the year, the lights are not sleeping.

Xueyu didn't have the habit of staying up late to welcome the New Year. The other families were watching the Spring Festival Gala together. He entered the bathroom early, stood on tiptoes with a small face in doubt, and pouted to observe his own face in front of the mirror.

He found that his face was a little too pale, and it was still a little bloody before. Could it be that he hasn't recovered from going out?

Xue Yu guessed that his heart might be hurting, but he didn't feel anything, the system shielded him from all pain, even if it hurts, he wouldn't let him know, at most, his body would respond by itself.

He brushed his teeth and went to bed.

It was twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and the whole country was celebrating the new year, but this place was unbelievably quiet. Qi Chen guessed that Xue Yu had fallen asleep, so he walked in to tuck Xue Yu in as usual.

As soon as he entered, Qi Chen found that Xue Yu was not covered with a quilt. He was arched, his knees were almost touching his chest, his curled body, his hands tightly clutching his clothes, and the sweat on his forehead all showed that he was Not so good now.

There were only a few rays of moonlight in the room, Qi Chen walked slowly to the bed, his expression became very strange for a moment, from distorted, angry, fierce, and finally indifferent.

The doctor's warning to Xue Yu a year ago rang in his ears again.

——"You have undergone surgery now, and you won't have pain again for a year or two in the future, which is equivalent to a strong anesthetic. Be mentally prepared."

If Xue Yu woke up now, she would be able to see Qi Chen's unprecedented, terrifying expression, no one knew what he was thinking right now.

Qi Chen stood in front of the bed as silent as a wood carving for a long time, almost cold-bloodedly watching Xue Yu's movements of changing positions and covering her heart, as if it was some kind of shadow puppet show, very interesting.

He looked away until his eyes were bloodshot, and his slender hand reached out to the bedside table, pulled it open, and took out a bottle of medicine jar from inside. not big.

——"This bottle of medicine can delay the time of death, ranging from half a year to three years, but correspondingly, you will be very painful during this period. It is recommended that you discuss it with your parents after one year, and if they both agree use."

Because Xue Yu was afraid of pain, the bottle of medicine was shelved in a corner after returning from the hospital.

Over time, it seems that everyone has forgotten its existence.

Actually not, Qi Chen remembers, always remembers, never forgets.

The man stared at the bottle of life-hanging medicine, and his expression became a little ferocious at a certain moment. He unscrewed the bottle cap, poured out a white pill, and grabbed the medicine, which was not as big as the cap, with two long and thin fingers, violently At the mouth of Xueyu who was sleeping soundly.

He pinches Xue Yu's cheeks, trying to force Xue Yu to open her mouth.

Xue Yu hurt from being pinched by him, the flesh was pressed against the teeth, the pain was sharp, she didn't wake up, but coughed violently.

Qi Chen stopped his hands amidst the dying cough, he took a breath in dejection and shock, looked at Xue Yu's pained face, and almost ran away from the room.

Qi Chen thought blankly, what happened to him.

Isn't Pei Xueyu's death what he would like to see?

From the moment Pei Xueyu moved into the old house, he wanted Pei Xueyu to die. Seeing Pei Xueyu's expression, he himself softened.

Later, when he learned that Pei Xueyu was suffering from a heart disease, he felt pity and wanted to laugh, thinking that a bitch's child deserved what he deserved, so he followed Pei Xueyu just to see when he would die, that's what Qi Chen thought at the beginning.

Cheng Chi can like him, Song Rongxun can like him, but Qi Chen can't.

Between him and Pei Xueyu was a murderer.

Pei Xueyu deserved to die.

And Pei Xueyu is dying now, he should be laughing, he should be happy.

But is he happy?

Qi Chen didn't know, but he felt that happiness shouldn't be like this.

He can't even do his best laugh.

……

Xue Yu's condition deteriorated, first he was lethargic, his memory decreased, and then he couldn't keep up his spirits, and he would be in a daze for a while when he walked. All the signs showed that he was not well, and he and Qi Chen knew each other about this matter , but they tacitly never mentioned it once.

It was the third day of the Lunar New Year, Cheng Chi accompanied Yan Lilan to the countryside to visit relatives, and came back to find Xue Yu to go out for the New Year together, Xue Yu unexpectedly refused, and agreed.

He put on a snow velvet coat, and his petite body was wrapped in it, giving him a fragile feeling that one couldn't help but hold him in the palm of his hand and take care of him carefully.

Xue Yu supported the table to put on her shoes, halfway through, her legs suddenly went limp, her body reacted naturally, there was no pain, but her eyes were blurred for a few seconds.

Those who come to the end sometimes go there in just a few seconds, but God prefers them and wants to give them more time.

Before he opened the door to leave, Qi Chen came over, helped him put on his hat, and said with a smile, "You can have an extra meal tonight. I've read the weather forecast. It's not cold today, so it's fun."

Xue Yu looked dazed, and after a long time, said "Mmm".

They all know what that sentence means. When persistence is meaningless, there is nothing wrong with carpe diem. Qi Chen doesn't intend to restrict his life anymore.

For this year, what Qi Chen didn't let him cook or eat didn't count.

Qi Chen still treats him the same as before, only occasionally showing a painful expression when Xue Yu can't see him.

Downstairs, the man who knew his route by heart was waiting there.

Xue Yu frowned, wanted to say something, thought about it, and gave up: "Let's go."

Cheng Chi took Xue Yu to a small alley, where there was the only food stall open during the New Year, the steam was billowing in the stall, and the smell of food jumped into the air.

The crowd was crowded, and Cheng Chi was afraid that the little widow would be hit by someone, so his muscular and muscular arms were vainly protecting Xue Yu's side, and he restrained himself from touching Xue Yu at all.

After walking for a few minutes, Xue Yu's hands were already stuffed with all kinds of skewers. Cheng Chi bought them as if he didn't want any money. In the end, he couldn't help but uttered: "You want to buy the whole street? If you have money, It's starting to get sideways, right?"

"No……"

Cheng Chi didn't dare to buy it, so he and Xue Yu found a place with seats, sat down and ate slowly.

Xue Yu took a mutton skewer and ate a few small bites, leaving the last piece of fat. He never liked to eat this piece, it was too fishy and greasy, so he looked around for trash cans, but there was no one at his feet, so it was natural Without hesitation, he handed the remaining piece of mutton skewer to Cheng Chi who had a trash can at his feet.

He thinks that a normal person knows what he means.

Who knew Cheng Chi was stunned for half a second after taking it, then slowly lowered his head, and ate the piece into his mouth.

Xue Yu: "...?"

The little widow's skin was tender and pure, but his face looked very fragrant. He looked at Cheng Chi with shame or annoyance, and grabbed the bare stick: "Are you stupid? I asked you to throw it away." How did you eat it?"

Cheng Chi slid his throat awkwardly, as if he could taste the sweetness of a little widow, he couldn't straighten his tongue, and said vaguely: "...I thought you let me eat it."

Xue Yu frowned, and patted the man's slightly stubbled chin with her delicate hand, ignoring the man's stiffness, and asked softly: "Did you eat it, and spit it out if you didn't eat it."

Cheng Chi froze and subconsciously swallowed.

Xue Yu: "..."

Today Cheng Chi bought so many things for him, Xue Yu's tolerance towards him abruptly increased, she pursed her lips and did not curse.

After eating, the two walked along the path back.

Xue Yu could feel that Cheng Chi was having fun all night, so he couldn't help but ask, "What are you happy about?"

Cheng Chi glanced at the white and clean man, making Xue Yu keenly aware that he had something to do with him. The man pressed the flesh of his index finger with his armor, and said in a low voice: "I bought a house in the urban area, and My mother discussed that it will be used as a wedding room in the future."

At that second, even Cheng Chi's last word hadn't come down, Xue Yu's face paled instantly.

His tone can be called cold: "Oh, it's good."

A trace of loneliness and sadness flashed in Cheng Chi's eyes, but he soon calmed down.

He looked down at his own road, his throat moved slowly, and he didn't know what to think of. After sending Xue Yu to the gate of the community, he suddenly asked in a muffled voice: "Xue Yu, do you have any New Year's wishes?"

Xue Yu looked at the lanterns on the street for a long time, his small face was bright and charming in the flickering light, snow fell on his brows, he gently wiped it away, and turned his head to look at Cheng Chi: "New Year's wish?"

"Well, you may not pay much attention to this in the city, but it's different in the countryside. You don't celebrate the New Year in the village. Every New Year in our place, children and adults will write their New Year's wishes on red paper, hoping that they will come true in the coming year."

Xue Yu doesn't like New Year's Eve, it's too noisy and noisy, but she also became a little interested in what he said: "Will it be possible if it is promised?"

Cheng Chi's dark eyes were bright, and he said firmly and unquestionably, "Yes, no matter what it is."

No matter what it is, he will help Xue Yu realize it.

The strong and clumsy man's tone was sincere, as if he would not hesitate to take a knife out of his heart now, what a fool, how could someone really be stupid on him for a year?

An indescribable feeling came to Xue Yu's heart, and she didn't dare to look into those shining eyes for no reason: "Go downstairs, I'll tell you when I get downstairs."

Cheng Chi thought he would be impatient, but he was very happy, because there was still a 5-minute journey, and he could still stay with Xue Yu. A few seconds ago, he thought he would say goodbye.

5 minutes is neither too long nor too short.

In the blink of an eye, we arrived downstairs. It was the time of the New Year when the whole family was happy. The laughter from the TV overflowed from the window lattice. Xue Yu rubbed the snow on the ground with her toes. live man.

"I want to confirm again, you can help me realize my wish, right?"

"... Mmm." Cheng Chi could be heard looking forward to it.

"Okay, then I'm going to say it."

Xue Yu's knees were close together, like closed flower buds, a little bit of crushed snow stopped on his eyelashes, blinked, and then fell a little. At this time, he saw that Xue Yu's lower eyelids were a little blue, did you not sleep well?

The surroundings were too quiet, and in Xue Yu's long silence, Cheng Chi couldn't explain why, but his heart suddenly gave an uncontrollable thump.

In fact, he had always had a hunch that before he mentioned his New Year's resolution, Xue Yu had been wanting to say something to him, but he didn't find the right time.

Now that this opportunity has come, what Xue Yu wanted to say along the way, but hesitated to say, is about to use this opportunity to say it.

People's sixth sense is very strange. For example, at this moment, Cheng Chi suddenly didn't want to hear Xue Yu's New Year's wish.

……

But it was too late, Xue Yu raised her head amidst the lights of thousands of families that signaled the New Year, and on the third day of the Lunar New Year, with the joy of welcoming the new year, she said softly, "I hope...you don't come to me again in the future."

He looked at Cheng Chi's suddenly red eyes, and said softly, "It's best not to have it in this life."

Stop looking for him and get on with your life.

Cheng Chi already has a bright future. He has a house, a job, and can settle down in a big city. The future is bright. We shouldn't waste time on him.

He hoped that Cheng Chi would be fine.

The absurdity of the past is like a dream.

People will always be a little stupid in this life, but when they wake up, it is time to move forward.

"do not do that……"

Coincidentally, there were a few playful children running past with laughter at this time, Xue Yu distractedly glanced at them, and then turned around, the tall, burly man lowered his head unbearably, and stiffly repeated two sentences : "...Don't treat me like this, Xue Yu, can you please don't treat me like this."