I let the protagonist of the abuse article change his life [Quick Transmigration]

Song Xizhou finally returned home alone.

Du Xian apologized and told him that he was temporarily handed over to a project, and he really couldn't walk away.Not only at the beginning of April, but for at least the next three months, he has to devote himself to work wholeheartedly.

Song Xizhou has no doubts about him.Seeing Du Xian sighing again, he was a little amused, and said, "You don't have to do this, I will come again next time I have a chance."

Du Xian looked at him deeply and said, "Well, let's talk about it next time."

In the four words, there is a subtext that Song Xizhou can't think of at all.

——If I can restrain my feelings for you during these three months.Or, if after you are "healed", I can pursue you smoothly...

Under what circumstances would a person want to be close to another person?

After separating from Song Xizhou, Du Xian experienced a complicated psychological struggle, and finally faced the answer to this question.

Because of liking, there is desire.

However, the situation in Xizhou is too special.Any action at this moment is like taking advantage of someone's danger.

At least until the psychiatrist announces that Song Xizhou has "recovered", Du Xian will not take any action.

However, that doesn't mean he really does nothing.

Du Xian always remembered that just after New Year's Day, Song Xizhou strangely appeared on the second trending search.

At that time, it was said that "the mysterious man put his arms around Song Xizhou's waist, and the two looked intimate."As another party involved, Du Xian knew that "hugging the waist" is just a visual difference caused by the angle.At that time, when he held hands with Xizhou, both parties had to prepare for a long time, let alone a more intimate action.

But the words in the blog post are obviously leading people to the idea of ​​"Song Xizhou has an improper relationship with this man".Although the turmoil faded quickly, Du Xian made a note in his heart as early as that time.Now, he has found the shooter of the video, followed the clues, and found the behind-the-scenes man who bought the content he filmed and promoted the topic on the Internet, and is ready to send a "return gift".

On the third day after returning home, at the dinner table, Song Xizhou listened to his parents, who did not pay much attention to the entertainment industry, discuss the chaotic private life of a certain actor.

The familiar name made Song Xizhou's eyelids twitch.According to what the parents said in the conversation, the other party started to send signals to the fan group as soon as he debuted, and at the same time, he did not let go of his fiancée who accompanied him from campus to society.While maintaining an underground relationship with his fiancée, he used his celebrity status to choose his "girlfriend" wantonly.

This time the incident became a big deal because the fiancée finally found out that her head was shiny green.Partly out of anger at her fiancé's betrayal, and partly out of sympathy for unsuspecting fans, she resolutely stood up and exposed.

Father Song asked, "Xizhou, do you know these things?"

Song Xizhou had no choice but to say, "I don't know him well."

It was a rare meeting, and it was at the Golden Peacock Festival not long ago.The other party was one of the other three people nominated by Shidi. At the end of the award ceremony, Song Xizhou took a photo with the other party.

The relationship between the two ends here, Song Xizhou doesn't even have each other's WeChat account.

In the whole thing, what he was most curious about was: "Why are you talking about this all of a sudden?"

Song's father and Song's mother pushed the phone to him.Song Xizhou didn't understand it at first, but after a closer look, the news of the other party's cheating was uploaded to the browser and downloaded to the short video app, and all the software was being pushed. No wonder it became a topic on his dinner table.

I also know that that person's team must be in a state of distress right now.However, things are all done by themselves, and the troubles at the moment are also self-inflicted.

Song Xizhou had seen it, and returned the phone to his parents without much interest.After Song's father and Song's mother sighed "The world is getting worse" a few times, they also changed the subject and talked about other things.

A week later, Song Xizhou ended his relaxing time with his parents and returned to filming.

He and Du Xian still maintain contact.However, Du Xian seemed to be really busy.In May, it was rare for Song Xizhou to go back to Nancheng, and he happened to be on a business trip in another province.

The two missed.When calling at night, Song Xizhou told Du Xian: "I brought you something. Forget it, let me go to my house first."

Du Xian laughed, but his voice was still brisk, and he said, "Okay. Wait for me to go back." After a pause, his tone softened a lot, "Did you make an appointment with Doctor Si today? How do you feel?"

Doctor Si is the psychiatrist he found for Song Xizhou before.To this day, Song Xizhou still visits the clinic every two weeks for talks.If there is really no time, the conversation will be transferred online.

Song Xizhou leaned on the sofa, flipped through the script, and replied: "She still asked me why I have been going alone recently."

Du Xian listened and held his breath.

Song Xizhou: "It's been such a long time. Isn't it a bit strange that you can't forget those things at that time?"

The meaning in his words made Du Xian's heart beat faster.

Song Xizhou was still thinking about it, and said: "It seems that after the Golden Peacock. When I meet other people, my first reaction is not... Du Xian? Are you still there?"

Originally, he realized that Du Xian hadn't answered the call for a long time, and was worried that the signal would be bad and the other party would not be able to hear his voice.But as soon as Song Xizhou finished speaking, he heard a crisp voice: "Yes."

Song Xizhou swallowed the phrase "What I thought of became you".Du Xian was already very busy, he didn't want to burden the other party.

He summed it up simply: "In short, I'm probably really getting better."

"That's good." Accompanied by the electronic voice, Du Xian's tone became relaxed again, "However, we still need to visit Doctor Si regularly."

"I know." Song Xizhou said, "Are you going to go on a business trip after this trip?"

Du Xian replied: "I don't know, it depends on the situation."

Song Xizhou: "We haven't seen each other for almost two months."

Du Xian: "Yes, two months..."

Defined by a "friend" relationship, that doesn't seem like a very long time.And Du Xian's attitude made Song Xizhou feel that the other party didn't seem to be in a hurry to meet him.

But he really wanted to see Du Xian.

Just after the aforementioned "meet someone else", the moment when the two hugs with Du Xian appeared in Song Xizhou's mind.A strong impulse welled up in Song Xizhou's chest, and was suppressed by him little by little.

"Before you go back to Nancheng next time." Du Xian said, "Talk to me in advance. Let me see if I can try my best to arrange the time."

The corners of Song Xizhou's lips curled up a little, "Okay."

It was quite late, after a brief silence, Du Xian: "...you hang up first?"

Song Xizhou pinched the pages of the script.I don't know when he started, but he didn't read a word.

Is this the end?Song Xizhou felt a little regretful.However, thinking that Du Xian probably still had work to do, he still answered "yes".

In a blink of an eye, I heard Du Xian calling himself: "Xizhou."

Song Xizhou raised a point in his heart: "Huh?"

"It's nothing." Du Xian seemed to take a deep breath, and repeated again: "Hang up the phone."

Song Xizhou listened, and ended the call with an "um".

Without Du Xian's voice, he sat alone in the quiet night.Obviously, he had experienced many scenes, but at the moment, Song Xizhou suddenly felt lonely.

His ideal life back in Nancheng was not like this.Before ten o'clock, I should have just come out of Du Xian's house, passed by a river beach with few people, and maybe we should go for a walk along the river together.He can verify with Du Xian again, whether the happiness brought to him by the other party has already covered the previous unhappiness.

However, on the first day of meeting with the psychiatrist, Doctor Si told him that it is better not to pour too much emotion on a specific person.Otherwise, it would be the same burden on both him and the other party.

Song Xizhou let out a sigh of relief, and finally re-read the script in his hand.

In another city, Du Xian patted his chest.

How dangerous, just at that moment, the sentence "I miss you" almost blurted out.

He strengthened his resolve again.Either learn to be patient, or wait until Song Xizhou "recovers" completely.Before that, I had better not meet Xizhou.

This is easier than Du Xian imagined.When he returned to Nancheng, Song Xizhou left instead.First, I went abroad to participate in fashion activities, and when I returned to China, I joined a new crew.

This is Song Xizhou's third play after "Yuan Zhao".Some of his fans made a summary on the Internet, Song Xizhou's debut time is not very long in the whole circle, but his works have accumulated a long list."The Sixth Consultation Room", where Dr. Jiang is located, was aired with the opening of the Golden Peacock Festival. It was not as good as "Yuan Zhao", but it was also a rare masterpiece in the first half of the year.

Everyone said he was a bright star.Song Xizhou himself admitted to Doctor Si: "In terms of career, I really don't have any regrets."

The doctor looked at him encouragingly.Song Xizhou's fingers were crossed, not as tense as when he first came, but really relaxed.

"In the past two years, I have also received some movie invitations. But the studio and I both mean to wait and see if we can meet a really good book." Song Xizhou said, "In terms of life, my parents are in good health. Getting along with other work partners is also very smooth. It’s been so long since the incident at the beginning, to be honest, even if I think about it again, I don’t feel deeply.”

Doctor Si asked, "Then what troubles do you have?"

"Du Xian." Song Xizhou finally clenched his fingers a little bit, "I'm not sure. I hope to maintain a close relationship with him, and at the same time, I don't want him to date me because of 'sympathy'." In In his context, "communication" is a neutral word with no other meaning, "What do you think?"

The psychiatrist sighed intentionally and said, "I'm here for psychological counseling, not emotional counseling."

Song Xizhou smiled.When the smile was over, he asked, "So, may I take this as my last consultation?"

After Yu]xi*tuan's words, he clearly felt that the doctor's eyes fell on him.

Gentle and tranquil, he said to Song Xizhou: "When you ask this question, the answer is already 'yes'."