I let the protagonist of the abuse article change his life [Quick Transmigration]

Adrian saw something familiar in Feit's eyes.

He has seen it countless times in the eyes of other men and women.Aristocrats often claim to be extraordinary, but in Adrian's view, they are more like a group of monsters covered with golden skin, but inside they are more primitive and dirty than others.

This is also the reason why he rarely accepts invitations from other nobles.When he was young, as the number of children of the old Duke of Langton gradually decreased, Adrian, the illegitimate son, was finally on the succession list and also became a decoration on social occasions.He was bored and just wanted to find Faith, but he still couldn't leave, so he had to hold his wine glass and wander around——

Then I saw things in the corner, on the balcony, in the corridor... everything that showed the evidence of the indulgence of the nobles.

At first, Adrian's mind "hummed".In the back, it is a bit numb and habitual.

It's just a habit, but it doesn't mean that you like it.

As he studied the history of the mainland, he became more and more aware of what his hair color and eye color meant.

Elves are just legendary existences, but the Jonalin family is rich in "goods" that imitate the appearance of this strange race.The mother he had never met must have gone through a lot of torment and hardship.

This made Adrian naturally resist what he saw.He would always think that maybe more than ten years ago, his mother was just a toy provided to the invited nobles.

It was unbearable for him.

But now, Veit looked at him with the same eyes.

Adrian froze.He felt the knight's breath, so hot and excited.Getting closer and closer, it landed on his cheeks, mixed with the bloody smell that still lingered in the air.

His Adam's apple rolled unconsciously.

no the same.The silver-haired youth vaguely realized that Feit was different from those people.

The feeling he gave Adrian was not dirty and ugly.Instead, Adrian thought of a past outing the two had had.Feit took him out of the city, and the two saw a large farmland on the outskirts of the city, as well as a young man and woman working on a nearby estate.

They met hurriedly and cautiously between work.The gardener handed a wild flower to the maid, and the maid's face was as bright as the sun in surprise.

They talked for a while and then walked together again.In the beginning, there was a fist distance between the two.But later on, as time went by, the distance between the two became smaller and smaller.Until finally, their fingers are going to hook together.

The maid jumped up and said, "I'm going back to work."

The gardener was stunned for a moment.There is regret on the face, but not unhappy.

He smiled and nodded, with freckles on his not-so-handsome face.But Adrian felt that he must also be the most stalwart existence in the eyes of the maid.

The maid said something before turning around and leaving—after taking two steps, she turned around suddenly and came to the gardener at a speed several times faster than before, like a light and agile lark, in front of the gardener. His lover quickly pecked on the face, and then left with a real smile.

Behind her, the gardener was stunned for a long time, and finally the corners of his lips curled up, and he touched the place where he was kissed with his fingers, smiling a little bigger than before.

This scene was warm and beautiful, and it remained in Adrian's heart for a long time.Other times, he doesn't consciously think about it.But now, the sunlight that day and the butterflies flying past all clearly appeared in front of Adrian.

Adrian's mood suddenly calmed down.He wasn't nervous anymore, he just looked at the knight who was close to him, waiting for the kiss from him.

Perhaps in the future, he still needs to spend a lot of time to figure out what kind of feelings he has for Feit and Feit for himself.At least Adrian is very clear that the current atmosphere of the two will not appear between the "family".So, what will be the new relationship that will be established between them?

He feels anticipation.

Like a butterfly that day, quietly flew into Duke Langton's heart.A subtle itch bursts out from my heart, going to a brand new world with only happiness and warmth——

Then, Faith left.

With a movement that Adrian didn't see clearly, he drew his long sword and stabbed himself again.

The action was so hasty and fast that Adrian's pupils trembled violently, and he only had time to urge the nearby grass blades to make them grow rapidly, wrapping around the knight's wrist before the tip of the sword reached Feit's body.

But it still failed to match the knight's determination and his understanding of the armor on his body.

The blood gushed out again, this time, it was more turbulent than before.

However, Feit was still able to stand up unsteadily, with a pale face, and said to Adrian, "Eddie, go back to the valley."

Adrian stared at him intently.

At a time like this, Faith's organization was still very clear.

He arranged for himself and Adrian: "I will go to the town to buy various scrolls, as well as other magic materials and props that need to be replenished. After you go back, talk to the remaining warriors first to see if any of them are willing to send the orcs away .No, let’s make a rough count of the situation on the side of the orcs first..."

Adrian's fingers began to tremble.

Faith closed his eyes.There was more blood, and he seemed to have stabbed somewhere dangerous.But it doesn't matter, of course it's better to hurt yourself than to hurt Adrian.

His mind was dizzy for a moment, and then he continued, saying: "Some orcs who are too dangerous, it's okay to let them leave by themselves. This place is on the edge, and it is difficult for them to find a village where they can prey. But , if possible, equip them with fighters—stop!"

When he said the last two words, Feit's voice rose in a rare way.He vigilantly looked at the potion left in Adrian's hand with the eyes of the most dangerous monster.

Adrian gritted his teeth, pulled the corners of his lips, and said with a sneer, "I should be the one who told you! See what you look like now!"

Feit: "...Eddie, do it again, I can't even guarantee that I won't hurt you."

His tone was almost sad.When Adrian heard it, he didn't know whether it was more pain or more sour.he

He took a breath and asked, "Where did you 'hurt' me?"

Feit looked at him with a "you already know" look.

Adrian: "What kind of harm is that? Yu/Xifeit, I..."

Feit: "Your Excellency." He changed his address to Adrian, "I'm just your knight." There should be no more presumption.

Adrian retorted: "You are my family!"

Feit's eyes were much softer, and he said softly: "Family. I am very honored. Then, let me continue to be your family."

Adrian listened, his brows furrowed, and he wanted to say, you seem to have misinterpreted my meaning.

But Feit has gone on: "One day in the future, you will marry a lady, and you will have one, or more, lovely children. They will grow up healthy and old enough to hold a sword, Maybe I can be their teaching knight."

This is something Feit has thought about for a long time, and he has understood from the moment he realized that he has special feelings for Adrian.

He was originally just a child of a servant. In this era when everyone was strictly classified into ranks, he should have been a servant of the Duke's manor when he was a teenager.

But Adrian gave him a better chance.The illegitimate son who had just been recognized by the family asked his former partner to get rid of the fate of being a servant for generations.It's a small thing, and it's one that makes the rest of the manor say "I told you, he's a bad guy" for a long time.So Adrian's request was granted, and Feit first became a knight apprentice.After a long period of tempering, he was truly awarded the title of "Knight".

This means that he can stay with Adrian forever, and Feith is very content.He didn't dare to hope for more, and the greatest expectation for himself was to stay in Langton Manor until he died...or until the day when Adrian no longer needed him.

For this reason, he traveled around and took risks to improve his strength so that he could better protect the Duke.

The only thing I didn't expect was that the Duke would be killed while he was away.

The one and a half years of searching has already been brought up by Feit not long ago.He was very sure that in the future, until the end of his life, he would not leave the Duke's side.

Even if you are disgusted and rejected... At most, you can change the way, from protecting you on the bright side to protecting you in the dark.

Feith thinks a lot.The only thing he didn't expect was that one day, the existence that would threaten Adrian would become himself.

Fortunately, this will all be over soon.Furthermore, he had heard that people who had been polluted by the curse would feel the pain of crushing their souls when they came under the light element.Feit felt that this was a good punishment for himself.

He shouldn't have extra feelings for Adrian, whom he wanted to protect, and he shouldn't be unable to control himself so that Adrian would notice everything.

"I won't," Adrian said.

Faith did not respond to him.

Adrian frowned.As he had done with the people in the valley before, he lit a flame in front of Vait, and let the flames recall the knight's mind.

"I won't," Adrian told him. "I don't want to start a family with a 'lady' as you say, and I don't want to have many children."

Feit frowned: "Don't say that. When you were in the orphanage, you obviously enjoyed getting along with those children."

Adrian said lightly: "But they are not mine...Fayt, look at my eyes and hair, do you think this kind of blood needs to be passed on? The Langton family has begun to decline, and they will die after a few generations. Appeared in the valley?"

Faith: "No—"

"Yes." Adrian said, "As we all know, those who were released by you and me, they may still be captured, even if we have done everything we can."

Feit's expression sank a little.He knew that Adrian was right.

"I don't like these." Adrian murmured, "I want to bring about some changes."

"Everything will change eventually," Feit said.

Adrian said, "And you'll be with me."

Feit's voice also lowered: "Yes, I will."

"You are my most important family." Adrian said again, and added before Feit's face changed, "'family' also has a lot of meanings, at least I really want you to kiss me now... Feit?"

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Then the problem is coming

Why did Adrian call Faith at the end?

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