The princess is reborn

I really can't drink, so I just figured it out and felt dizzy. Yuan Ye and the boy suddenly had dozens of shadows, dangling in front of me.

"My good brother, are you okay?" Yuan Ye said nicely, but his body didn't move.

This is very good, I don't want him to touch me in the slightest, as far as I am concerned, he exudes a rotten smell all over his body, no different from a walking corpse.

I waved my hands, supported my body to stand up, and walked home in a vain manner.

When I sneaked back to the house, I saw that the light in my father's study was still on, so I couldn't help but smell the alcohol on my body guiltily, and sure enough, the door of the study opened.

"Xiaoqiu, why are you drinking?" My father asked me with a slight frown, his tone full of helplessness.

I am most afraid of seeing my father frown. When I was a child, I was bullied outside, and he comforted me with such a frown, with the distress and anger that could not be hidden in his eyes.

"I'm so happy today, so I drank a few more glasses! Dad, you need to go to bed early! Don't stay too busy! Then Xiaoqiu will feel bad!" I smiled at him, and stretched out my hand to stroke the Sichuan pattern between his eyebrows. Ping, exclaimed, "This is my most beautiful and powerful father!"

"It's all over and you're not in shape!" he said, but his face was smiling, "You go to the room to rest first, and daddy will make you a bowl of hangover soup."

While he was talking, he went to the kitchen. My mind was a little swollen, and I only leaned half of my body on the fence, staring blankly at his back.

Although my father is a literati, he has broad shoulders, strong arms, and a sense of elegance when he walks.When I was a child, I often acted like a baby on his back. His back always gave me a full sense of security, always tall, always powerful, my daddy.

After drowsily drinking the hangover soup, I finally felt better, at least my head was not so heavy, and messy thoughts began to circulate in my mind again.

The wind in the spring night was cool, I gathered my spring shirt and went to the window, trying to close the window, but suddenly I bumped into the shining moon, the cold and proud moon, looking at me from a distance.

White as frost, cold as snow, repelling people thousands of miles away, yet so beautiful, Xie Yan is like this bright and bright moon, I don’t know when it will fall into my arms?

I sighed and closed the window reluctantly.

Still can't fall asleep.

I have grown up for 18 years, but this is the first time I have such a weird secret.Men like men, what a terrifying existence in Jiang Dynasty, I selfishly think that I am a monster, but I also feel that there is nothing wrong with this liking.

I want Xie Yan to know my heart.

In the days that followed, I began to think of Xie Yan frequently.I pretended to pass by the Prince's Mansion unintentionally every day, but I never ran into him, wondering if he was deliberately avoiding me.

The fact that I waited for an hour in front of the prince's mansion that day was passed on by interested people for several rounds, and finally became my rejection of Xie Yan's self-recommended pillow mat.

I really have nothing to say, I just hate myself for not being tall and strong enough.If I were as tall as my father, those people would probably say that I want to cling to Xie Yan and become his close friend, which is much better than recommending myself.

I began to look forward to the arrival of all kinds of banquets, because then I could see Xie Yan, and I read a lot of books for this purpose. Write a letter and smuggle it to him.

But I don't have any ink in my belly, and after spending several days in the study, I can only write the moonlight in front of the bed, which is suspected to be frost on the ground.

And my handwriting is really unrefined, crooked, like a grotesque caterpillar. I very much regret why I didn't study hard at the beginning. When the book is used up, I hate how little it is, which is the portrayal of me now.

In order to practice my handwriting well, I spent all day in my study, and I finally learned to understand my handwriting on the eve of the banquet. I don't want Xie Yan to get my letter but not understand a word for a long time.

I also dressed up specially, and wore the spruce that my father gave me on my birthday. The spruce is very light and thin, and the floating embroidery of wisteria and dill flowers is all over it. My father hired several embroiderers to rush to work for three months. It's done, and it makes my hands and feet more slender, and my clothes are elegant.

More importantly, this wisteria flower was my mother's favorite flower when she was alive. I wore this dress to meet Xie Yan, and let my mother see Xie Yan.

This dinner was really lively, it was some kind of little prince's full moon wine, the emperor left early, only some young noble children were left to chat and drink.

I have observed Xie Yan for a long time, today he is wearing a crescent white brocade robe, with a jade crown and hair tied up, sitting under the moonlight, he looks more and more ethereal, I am afraid that if I blink, he will become immortal.

After waiting for a long time, I finally waited for him to leave the seat, and immediately followed him. I firmly grasped the letter in my sleeve, and was so nervous that my forehead started to sweat. All my attention was on Xie Yan. He didn't pay attention to the movement behind him.

Xie Yan didn't walk fast, but he was much taller than me, and it was very difficult for me to follow. Finally, he stopped in front of a pavilion, turned around slowly, his gray eyes were as calm as the sea.

There are countless flowers fluttering in the wind behind him. The fragrance of the flowers broke into my nasal cavity accompanied by the spring breeze. , Your Royal Highness, thank you for saving your life."

"Hahahahaha, I just said this little girl, His Royal Highness Prince Xiaoxiang, if you still don't believe me, open your eyes now!"

"Come, come, come and see, the little girl is thinking of spring!"

Yuan Ye's voice came from behind me, and the originally quiet pavilion was immediately filled with the sound of noisy footsteps, and he suddenly rushed to me and snatched the letter away.

The blood in my whole body went cold, as if I had fallen into the icehouse of the twelfth lunar month, and there was a dense chill coming out from the cracks in my bones.

"Thank you, thank you for saving your life."

"Guan Guan Jujiu, on the continent of the river, a gentle and graceful man, a gentleman like a man, would it be an honor to go boating with you on the lake?"

"Hahahahaha, this little girl can also write poems! Everyone, listen!"

"Hahahahaha!"

"Hahaha!"

As soon as Yuan Ye's words fell, the dog legs who followed him all started to roar with laughter.Looking at the golden silk boots on Xie Yan's feet, I trembled involuntarily. There were many images spinning in my mind. The wild laughter of children, accompanied by the sound of "monster monster", made my brain almost explode , I can't tell what night it is.

"This little girl who is neither male nor female actually wants to be a princess!" Yuan Ye still felt that it was not enough, he walked towards me slowly, smiling sarcastically and coldly, "There is more later, do you want me to continue reading? "

It wasn't just his words that irritated me, I screamed and rushed towards him, shouting, "Give it back! Give it back! You bastard!"

Yuan Ye is much taller than me, he held the letter high, I couldn't reach it, and even accidentally fell to the ground, my face was scratched by the gravel on the ground, and the wisteria flowers on my sleeves were stained. After cleaning the mud on the ground, I stared blankly at the stained pattern, weeping silently, will mother see me in such a state of embarrassment?

"Yuan Ye, shut up."

The thank you words were short and to the point, but with an undeniable meaning, the laughter and wanton bullying stopped abruptly at this moment.

"Prince, are you also interested in him?" Yuan Ye seemed to be unbelievable, and asked Xie Yan in a low voice.

The thank you words only left a cold sentence of "You are too noisy" and then turned and left. I looked at his back and suddenly felt sad, why I was always so embarrassed in front of him.

That night, I didn't know how I got out of such an embarrassing scene. The words of thanks really worked. Yuan Ye cursed a few times in a low voice, and then left without looking back. I didn't care about him anymore. strength.

The servant parked the sedan chair at the gate of the palace, Xiaoman's face was full of worry, and he wanted to reach out to help me, "My lord, are you alright?"

"I'm fine." I waved my hands pretendingly and indifferently as usual, "Go back first, I'll walk alone. Don't tell my father about tonight."

Xiaoman knew that he couldn't hold me back, so he could only leave without turning his head.

The distance from the palace gate to my house is neither long nor short. It is late at night, there are no pedestrians on the road, the bluestone road is wet with night dew, and the few scattered lights are like ghost lights. The spruce barely covered me, and I was so cold that my tongue began to tremble.

There was a tingling pain on my face, and the salty water droplets touched the side of my face that was injured by the fall, and I realized that I was crying.

Those childhood nightmares broke into my mind unexpectedly again, children's insults, sharp and helpless cries, my pretending to be strong all these years completely collapsed at this moment.

I'm really useless.

I was sobbing so hard that I almost couldn't straighten up. Fortunately, there were no pedestrians on the street, so my ugliness would not be seen by anyone.But suddenly there was the sound of hurried footsteps in the distance, and the figure of my father appeared in front of my eyes.

He seemed to come in a hurry, his usually neat clothes were a little disheveled, and he looked distressed and anxious, just like when he was looking for me when I was young.

"Xiaoqiu, Daddy is here." He saw me, with a loving smile on his face, and opened his arms towards me.

I wiped away the tears on my face, and threw myself into his arms as I did when I was a child. His hand patted my back gently, with a soothing meaning, "Daddy is here, don't be afraid, don't cry."

Sobbing softly, I showed him the stained spruce, "Daddy, the clothes are dirty."

"It's okay, just wash it and it will be clean." Dad didn't understand my hidden thoughts, so he kept comforting me.He saw the bruises on my face again, a hint of sternness flashed in his eyes, and he said coldly, "I will make him pay the price."

I don't want to make this a big deal, after all, my father and General Zhenbei are now the emperor's right-hand man and right-hand man respectively, and Yuan Ye's father holds a heavy army in his hands, so he can't be offended easily, so I can only say, "Daddy, I'm fine, they're just talking to you." I'm just kidding."

"Is this how the joke was made? Then dad also joked with them." My dad had his own ideas, and he seemed not to want to continue discussing this topic, so he asked me with a smile, "Xiaoqiu wants to be friends with His Highness the Crown Prince ?"

I can't tell my father what I really think in my heart, those deviant thoughts will definitely scare him, so I can only nod obediently.

"It's the first time my family Xiaoqiu wants to make friends with people, and he works so hard. Daddy will help you."

Dad didn't link my behavior with love, he just thought I was lonely and wanted to find a friend, he took out a handkerchief while talking, gently wiped off the dirt on my face, and then picked me up again, Walk with me slowly on the way home.

Daddy's wide and warm palms gave me infinite strength, and I suddenly felt that all the grievances I had suffered were insignificant.

I went home to recuperate for a few days, and the bruises on my face were all healed, but my father suddenly told me that he had found me an errand as the Prince's attendant, and asked me to report to the Prince's Mansion tomorrow.