The princess is reborn

Hearing the words "Prince's Mansion", my breathing almost stopped, and I instinctively curled up my fingertips.

Now Xie Yan, to me, is an existence more ferocious and frightening than any beast.

Evil thoughts that are upright and aboveboard will at least make people on guard, while Xie Yan is more like the kind of poisonous snake that lurks in the dark and prowls around, enclosing your flesh and blood like a beast in human skin. Human beings are extremely good at disguising and tricks, and they will do whatever it takes to achieve their goals.

When you fall into his trap unknowingly, he just draws the net slowly, allowing you to suffocate safely in your dream, obediently offering his delicious flesh and meat, and letting him eat.

Thinking of this, my chest was not only burning with raging hatred, but also a sense of suffocating fear. My whole body was more like a broken-winged gull about to be brutally hunted down by hunters.

Fortunately, it was not Xie Yan himself who came, but the soldiers of the Prince's Mansion. They just came to tell us the specific time to go to Beijing as a matter of routine.

Father Qiu entertained him politely, and desperately wanted to stuff his pockets with favors, hoping that his son would receive better care after he went to Beijing.

The soldier didn't accept this at all, he put the money on the table, and said sharply, "The crown prince's selection of servants is his own judgment, and I am only responsible for sending you to the capital safely, and the basic necessities of life are treated equally. , will not show favoritism, and will not treat the young masters badly."

"Yes, yes, yes," Father Chou couldn't help it, but he still said with a smile on his face, "Isn't it chaos if I care about it? Don't take it personally, Mr. Guan."

"It's nothing, don't worry about it," the soldier was not difficult to get along with, but his temperament was too straightforward. He carefully instructed, "We will start tomorrow, so you should prepare early. At three quarters in the afternoon, the team will come to the door Wait, don't delay."

"Okay, okay," Father Qiu listened to these words, with a look of reluctance on his face, but he still said with a smile, "Go slowly, sir, I won't see you off."

After the soldier left, I stepped out from behind the screen, and secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

In the days when I was an attendant in the Prince's Mansion, Xie Yan never needed me to wait on him when he was busy, so I wandered around the Prince's Mansion all day long, and occasionally ran into his three or two relatives. Most of them have met me face to face, and I dare not show up rashly, for fear of causing unnecessary trouble.

"Oh, I thought I could stay with you for a while longer, but I'm leaving at noon tomorrow. From this point of view, it's really a coincidence that you woke up."

"If you're still in a coma right now, I guess they won't take you away by force, alas," Father Qiu sighed, his tone full of reluctance.

"Maybe this is God's arrangement."

"Father, you don't have to worry so much," I call my father more easily now than at the beginning. I can't see Qiu's sad and sentimental look, so I can only comfort him, "If you can't be selected, I will wait for a while." can come back.”

As soon as I finished speaking, Father Qiu suddenly looked at me blankly, said with a firm tone, "You are so good-looking, and you are proficient in all kinds of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, how could you not be selected?"

He sighed again, and his words were full of endless worries about the future, "This prince is a sweet potato, everyone wants it, everyone wants to grab it, and everyone wants to cling to it."

"You, with such a simple temper, Daddy is afraid that you won't be able to stand up to the intrigues in the capital and will be bullied by others."

I didn't understand the twists and turns, so I tilted my head slightly and asked him, "Isn't it just to choose a waiter? What does this have to do with intrigue?"

Seeing my inexperienced appearance, Father Qiu frowned even more, and could only explain to me in detail.

"The reason why Daddy doesn't let you go is not only because the prince already has his own heart and made himself half-crazy for a dead man, but also because the prince has a high prestige in the court and holds military power. He is already old now. Two or three, but the position of concubine has been vacant. For so many years, there is not even a servant."

"Apart from his entanglement with the scourge of the Feng family's death, he has never had any romantic affairs in these years. Such a pure-hearted and affectionate man will be the sweetheart in many people's dreams .”

"Guess how many people want to climb into his bed, and how many people want their children to be princesses."

"The position of the crown prince is now attracting the attention of the whole country. The selection of the crown prince's attendant reading is an order from the emperor. It can be seen that he has no intention of this, nor does he have the intention of choosing a concubine. With the idea of ​​being close to the water and getting the moon first, I desperately stuffed my children into the prince's mansion."

"You, no matter in appearance, talent, temperament, everything is outstanding, it is inevitable to attract people's envy. Dad just wanted to buy that soldier and let him take care of you more in the future, but it still didn't work. Tell me, how does this make Dad? Peace of mind? If something happens on the way to Beijing, what do you ask father and mother to do? We gave birth to you."

Chou's father's words made sense, and there was a sense of concern between the lines, which moved me a little.

When my father was alive, he also treated me like this, pampering me without reservation, caring about me in every detail, and patiently accommodating me.

Although my biological father is gone now, Qiu Yunqing's father's care and concern warms my heart.

I suppressed the sourness in my nose, and assured him, "Maybe it's not as serious as daddy thought. It's not a good thing to show your sharpness after all. Yun Qing won't let herself be exposed to danger, daddy." Do not worry."

"Oh, my son won't stay here when he grows up," Father Chou sighed as he patted my head with his hand, "Qingqing, it's Daddy who is so useless. Great help."

"Even so, Dad will try his best to arrange a comfortable and safe environment for you, at least so that you can rest more comfortably on the way to Beijing."

My throat was suddenly dry and hoarse, and my eye sockets were sore.

Parents all over the world probably love their children so much, they wish to give the best things in the world to their children, and when they encounter a situation where they can't do anything, they start to criticize themselves first.

My father is like this, so is Qiu Yunqing's parents. Although they are not the most powerful, richest and most capable people, what they have given is already their best.

Thinking of this, the turbulent hatred in my body was instantly mixed with a bit of emotional thinking. Even if I have any plans in the future, I can't drag Qiu Yunqing's parents into the water.

Before I died, I thought about the scene of meeting Xie Yan again thousands of times. I would stab his chest with a short blade without hesitation, and use the blood he left behind to pay homage to my father under the nine springs.

Now God has given me a chance to live a new life. I should have seized every opportunity to kill Xie Yan, but now I have changed my mind.

My life was given by Qiu Yunqing, if I assassinate Xie Yan recklessly, no matter whether the result is success or failure, whether Xie Yan is dead or alive, hating father and mother, and even the entire Qiu family, will not be able to escape the guilt.

I can't let others bear the consequences for the mistakes I made, not to mention the love and care given to me by hating my father and my mother, which enveloped me like a trickling spring, calming down the anxiety that came from my rebirth. His thoughts gradually cleared up.

Even if you want Xie Yan to die, let him die well, without implicating anyone in the Qiu family.

Xie Yan is so cunning and insidious, if I go to Beijing and meet him, will he use me again?

Now I don't have a father who is the prime minister, and I am no longer the son of the prime minister's mansion, so I have no value to use.The resurrection from the dead was so absurd that he probably wouldn't believe it.

No, I thought about it again, Xie Yan is such a cautious and vicious person, he will always have the idea of ​​​​cutting grass and roots, he should be afraid that I will reveal his true face in front of everyone, and let the filth and ugliness hidden under his cold skin appear to the world before.

When I thought about this, the blood in my whole body became cold, and the skin all over my body trembled with fear. Before killing Xie Yan, I must never let him find out that I am Feng Jiuyue.

Feng Jiuyue's identity, unless the vengeance is avenged, it will forever be buried underground with my father's death.

Today, I can only be Qiu Yunqing, the only son of Ai Ruo Bao, the prefect of Yuanzhou.

But Xie Yan is so shrewd, can I hide it?

The only difference between my current appearance and Feng Jiuyue's is the bright red mole in front of my eyes, Xie Yan will still notice me?Will he?Will he remember me, a cowardly self-destructive monster who was used by him?

When I thought of this, a sneering smile appeared on the corners of my lips.

I still remember the night I got married, I mustered up the courage of my life to tell him the nightmare I had had for many years.Xie Yan not only did not dislike me, on the contrary, he also looked at me with that kind of loving and doting eyes, and kissed me even harder.

When I showed him my deformed body with trembling eyelashes, he really knew how to act, his eyes seemed to contain clear water, and there was no trace of disgust on his face, and he even bent down to kiss my monster-like body.

I kept crying, and he kept kissing me. He and I were like lovers who embraced and slept with strong love, wishing to blend into each other's flesh and blood.

Too bad it's all just a scam.

The next day when I was on the road, Qiu Yunqing's parents stood at the door to see me into the carriage, and the procession set off in a mighty manner, all of which were luxurious carriages.

Although Father Qiu is only a small prefect of Yuanzhou, my carriage is not inferior.

The space of the carriage is huge, it can accommodate many people, it is tightly covered with silk blankets, the corners are lit with good-smelling incense, the low tables are full of melon and fruit snacks, Huaixin would ask me from time to time if I still have a headache, if I need anything Ask the accompanying doctor to take a look.

I shook my head and said no, and opened the curtain curiously.

Not only are the carriages full of luxury, but even the servants accompanying them outside the carriages are well-mannered and well-dressed, so it can be seen that the master inside the carriage must also be out of the ordinary. Compete for beauty and let a hundred flowers bloom.

I couldn't help sneering, Xie Yan, are you choosing a servant or a concubine?

Where there is competition, there will naturally be casualties.

Fortunately, I was covered with a veil all the way to Beijing, and I acted very low-key. In addition, although Father Qiu gave me all the configurations, although he did his best, they were still a little inferior, so no one else thought of me. As long as I came to run with friendship, the flames of war did not spread to me.

But I have witnessed many disputes without gunpowder,

I can only secretly sigh that Xie Yan's charm is still the same as before, just the word "Xie Yan" can make people flock to him.

I played it safe and managed to get to the capital smoothly.

Everything in the capital has not changed much from what it was before I was alive. The steamed stuffed bun shop on East Street is still so lively, diners in Tianxianglou are endless, and everyone still lives their own lives.

Forgetting is an easy thing, people continue to live in an orderly manner, just like this capital has never had a prime minister named Feng Jiuyue, and there has never been a person named Feng Jiuyue, the traces of our existence are all destroyed in pieces Among the world of mortals.

After the team entered Beijing, they had to rest and take a rest in the inn in the capital for one night, before entering the Prince's Mansion the next day.

I was thinking of my father's tomb, so I set off from the inn in the middle of the night, Huaixin wanted to follow me but I refused.The Prime Minister's Mansion has been banned for many years, what I am going to do now may violate the law, he is not suitable to go with me.

My father was poor all his life, and even the location of the prime minister's mansion was chosen to be extremely remote and rarely visited by people.

He is obviously a prime minister, but his life is worse than that of a magistrate. When I thought of this, I couldn't help but sigh.

The house in front of me is where I have lived for 19 years, and it holds countless precious memories of me and my father.Now its gate is deserted, the vermilion wall paint is mottled, and even the stone lions standing on both sides are broken. Only the seal at the door is still clamoring for the humiliation of the past.

I dare not go through the main entrance, or even stay at the entrance for too long, for fear of arousing suspicion from others.The location of the back door is relatively hidden, so I can only climb over the wall and enter quietly.

Everything in the mansion has not changed much. It is very different from the dilapidated depression I imagined. It is strangely neat and clean, and I haven’t even found a trace of spider web. I don’t have time to worry about these weird things. In the room, he found his belongings.

I want to erect a tomb for him.

Nothing in my father's room changed, the moonlight fell on the desk, and the pages on the desk were blown by the breeze, making a rustling sound.

I remember that my father was sitting and reading like this. He is not only handsome, but also has a very good manner when reading. His back is very straight, like a vigorous pine tree. Compared with my laziness and sloppyness, my father is my generation. role model.

I opened the closet and hugged a black robe that my father often wore, as if absorbing a steady stream of warmth.

The last time I saw Daddy seemed like yesterday. He was wearing navy blue court clothes to go to the morning court. He didn’t look back at me, he just raised his right hand and waved to me. I thought there would be countless days like this in the future, but he never left me.

Now I finally understand what it means that a tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and a child wants to be raised but not to be loved.

I used to be naive, cowardly and stubborn, which often broke my father's heart.Now that he is gone, I seem to have nowhere to go.

I used to think that my parents were not only the place of origin, but also the place of return.

Now I'm all lost.

My throat was hoarse and my chest hurt so hard I couldn't breathe, it was so painful I wanted to go down and meet my dad and tell him I really missed him.

But I can't, Xie Yan is not dead yet, I can't die before him, I weep silently to the moonlight, finally I just took my father's sachet and hid it in my sleeve, and walked out of the room slowly.

It was clearly a dark and lonely night, but there were fragmentary footsteps approaching from far and near. My heart immediately rose to my throat, and my doubts suddenly arose.

How could anyone be here at this time?Could it be that it was stolen?

I turned my head to listen in the night, only to realize that the footsteps came from my room. The person who came did not deliberately take his steps lightly. Obviously he was not a gentleman on the beam, so who was it?

At this moment, the moon in the sky was covered by thick clouds, there was no candlelight to illuminate, and I couldn't see my fingers. I couldn't recognize the face of the other party, but I could only vaguely see a hazy figure.

Lai Sheng is very tall, the top of my head can only reach his chest, but I am very thin, dressed in cold white clothes, I feel a sense of sadness, if there is a gust of wind at this time, it will definitely blow him away. like thinking.

The man didn't dodge or avoid me, as if this was not my home, but his home.The night was dark, he didn't seem to notice me, he just walked this way while drinking, he was so drunk that even his steps were a little staggering.

I tried my best to blink my eyes to see this person clearly, but the lights are dark right now, and I am not a person with excellent eyesight, so I couldn’t do what I wanted. I was about to leave, but suddenly a gust of wind blew, and the dark clouds left from the moon. I finally saw clearly that person.

He has long eyebrows, light-colored pupils, a handsome nose, and thin lips. He is Xie Yan.