The princess is reborn

I used to think that between me and Xie Yan, he was the only one who was crazy, but now it seems that I am not much better.If I never take the past to heart, why am I so obsessed with what Xie Yan did in the past?

Maybe it was because I liked him so much in the past, but after letting go, thinking of all the past, I felt a thorn in my back, like a thorn in my throat, and even lost control of my emotions, doing such absurd and shameless things.

I still remember that when Yuan Ye and their group humiliated me, they always called me like a little whore. I wanted to cut their tongues.

But what did I do in front of Xie Yan today?

Taking off all his clothes frivolously, and boldly grabbing his slender neck, what is the difference between these actions and the pillow mats recommended by young men in men's fashion hall?Maybe these brothel prostitutes are more reserved and shy than me.

Heh, Feng Jiuyue, even if you live your life again, you still haven't made any progress at all. No wonder those people looked down on you before and called you a worthless idiot.

I was so depressed that it was hard to get rid of it, and I felt a severe pain in my chest, how does Xie Yan look at me now?Are you laughing at me in your heart, or are you laughing at me to bring shame on yourself?I have no way of knowing.

Although I have been with Xie Yan for a long time and have even done the most intimate things, but I don't know him at all.In the past, he was like a misty cloud in my heart. I could only see the fairy spirit floating outside it, and I could recognize a vague shadow, but I couldn't find out the real thing, and spy on his true heart.

Why didn't he speak at this time, did he secretly laugh at me in his heart?

I went to see him full of dissatisfaction, only to find that he didn't look at me from the beginning to the end, but only tilted his head to look at the peach blossom tree outside the window. Liu Xiahui still has to sit still.

But after I looked carefully, I realized that his thick eyelashes were trembling slightly, like a butterfly flapping its wings, his cold and white face was calm and unwavering, his thin lips were slightly pursed, and the tips of his ears were stained with scarlet. , the eye-catching red flowers spread all the way to the neck, like a cold jade stained with powder, and like a drop of pastel falling into the clean water, blurring layers of ripples.

He didn't dare to look at me, he didn't even dare to touch me, the veins in his hand hanging by his side were bulging, as if trying to contain his emotions, it turned out that Xie Yan was not unmoved, he was patiently suppressing those things with reason Thoughts on me.

So my body is so attractive to Xie Yan?But thinking about it, he used to pretend to be a gentleman, he had nothing to ask for, and he tossed me to death that night in the bridal chamber, forcing me to say some embarrassing words to coax him, so he was willing to let me rest for a while.

At this time, my body is tightly attached to him, my breath gently falls on his neck, and my two slender arms are wrapped around him like vines, and I will not let him go unless he talks to me the meaning of.

"Xiaoqiu." Xie Yan hesitated for a long time, and finally spoke to me. Sure enough, he didn't look at me from the beginning to the end, and still regarded me as Xiaoqiu.His voice was a little hoarse, as if he was suppressing the unspeakable Qi. Nian, the hand hanging by his side loosened and tightened, and then he finally got the courage to put his hand on my head lightly, stroking the broken hair on my forehead , the words were soft and slow, and the expression on his face was unconsciously stained with indulgence, "Be good."

Yes, this is Xie Yan's usual trick.

Every time he pissed me off, he always patted my head and told me to be good, but I have always been good, because of that hopeless liking, I can almost be said to be obedient to him, to please him in every possible way .But in the end, all I got was a heart-wrenching betrayal. What did I do wrong?

"You'll catch a cold if you're like this." As he said this, he breathed heavily and wrapped his arms around my waist, bringing his body closer to mine, as if he wanted to transfer the temperature of his body to me.

Now the mood of the two of us is that I stand on tiptoe and wrap my hands around Xie Yan's neck. His slightly cool hands are loosely wrapped around my waist. Such an intimate distance makes all changes impossible. hide everywhere.

No wonder he refused to touch me just now, and even kept hiding, unwilling to have any physical contact with me. It turned out that there were dirty changes in his body early on. He clearly didn't even look at me, but he was still so, so shameless!

I was angry and furious, and I started pressing harder and harder. Behind Xie Yan was the imperial concubine bed covered with soft blankets. As I kept approaching, he could only keep backing away until he was sitting on the imperial concubine bed. His eyes were still wide open. On my face, there is not half a point overstepping the rules.

I knelt on one knee on the imperial concubine's couch, and sat presumptuously in his slightly cool embrace, but he still didn't dare to look me in the eye.

It's all like that, why are you pretending to be a wolf with a big tail!

I propped up my body slowly, frivolously raised his slashed jaw with one hand, forced him to look directly into my eyes, and even more so, with a mocking smile on my lips, I slowly said, "His Royal Highness, if you don't look at me, how can you tell the difference between me and Xiao Qiu?"

I paused, and smiled sweetly at him again, the hatred in my eyes could hardly be concealed, "Don't you like Xiaoqiu? If he knows that you can't even tell him from me, will he be sad in the ground?" ah?"

"Oh, no." I shook my head and thought of another possibility, "Maybe His Royal Highness wants to use Yun Qing as Xiao Qiu's substitute, right?" When I said these words, I was carefully observing Xie Yan look.

Originally, there was still a faint smile on his handsome face, but when I teased him slightly, his ears and neck turned red, and there was pure embarrassment hidden in his clear gray pupils.Thinking about it, he and I once had a good time together, and only hated the good/short night, so he couldn't help but be unable to hold on to what I did this time.

But as soon as I said the words behind me, all the blood on his face faded, and he became a pale puppet in an instant, and even the hands looped behind me curled up slightly, trembling.

I was in the corner with him, there was no sunlight here, and no candles were lit in the house, his pale gray pupils were stained with lifelessness, even the corners of his straight lips drooped slightly, and it was almost the next moment. to cry out.

But all this was far from enough, he was far from being miserable enough, and I was far from being happy enough.

I grabbed his cold white hand, placed it gently on my chest, and snuggled into his arms lazily, just like the countless nights we have spent together.

"His Royal Highness, can you feel my heartbeat? I am a living person with a heartbeat. I can cry, laugh and make trouble."

"Your Xiaoqiu is a dead person, without a heartbeat, unable to laugh, cry, or make trouble. Now he has become a bone."

"How long are you going to lie to yourself?"

Words can sometimes become a sharp weapon, piercing people's hearts, just like what Xie Yan did to my father that day, every sentence, every word, can tear my heart apart lung.

As soon as I finished speaking, Xie Yan became angry visibly, his breathing was heavy and urgent, his eyes looked at me like a wolf like a tiger, revealing a raging killing intent, as if he was going to pounce on me the next moment to see me torn apart smash.

His complexion was as cold as frost, and there was deep and heavy pain hidden in his gray pupils, like the final wail of a ferocious beast at the end of its path. Only then did I understand that his gentleness and warmth these days was just a gorgeous disguise. The current behavior is very similar to

The perfect shell was shattered, revealing the bloody and violent inside.

He pushed me hard to the ground.

I didn't expect him to be so arrogant all of a sudden, and he fell to the ground without any defense. Because of the posture of falling, I couldn't cover up my whole body at all, and I could see everything at a glance.When I realized it, I could only curl up my body desperately.

I knew that Xie Yannan's dream woke up at the moment when he pushed me away, I felt so happy, I even bravely raised my head to look at him, and couldn't wait to appreciate the wonderful expression on his face.

Xie Yan was standing right in front of me, he stood upright, his figure was tall and straight, as vigorous as an unyielding pine tree on a high mountain.After I fell down, he looked at me with a good eye, and the gentleness and purity in his eyes were completely gone.

He looked down at me condescendingly, his cold eyes were like a snake patrolling, or a falcon looking down, without any warmth, as if in his eyes, I was just a pile of dead flesh.

He was clearly not like this just now, he would make awkward demands on me, would back off shyly because of my closeness, and would try all kinds of abrupt ways to get close to me.

But the current him is more like waking up suddenly from a broken dream, with a cruel expression on his face that is almost inhuman.

Almost when I fell down, he kept looking at me silently, looking at me from top to bottom.

It's ridiculous to say that when he regarded me as Feng Jiuyue, I took off my clothes, but he clearly didn't see anything, just relying on the imagination in his head, his ears were already red, and there were changes that shouldn't be there.

But now he is standing in front of me, looking at my whole body carefully, but he has no emotion at all, not even the slightest messy breathing, calmly as if watching a stranger's joke.

He is clearly right in front of my eyes, but it seems to be far away in the sky. A withered memory separates the two of us.He and I are now more like people from two worlds.

I know that Xie Yan has woken up, the man who cried silently in the moonlit night will not appear again, in those shared painful memories, now I am the only one left, I don’t feel sad at all, yes, I just feel pity, no It's a pity that the method continues to play with him.

My mind is like a ball of scrambled yarn, no matter how I break it up, it's a mess.

And Xie Yan stood in front of me like this, watching me dazed, because of the dim light, his shadow firmly covered me.

He took a step and approached me slowly, and I was naked, so I could only curl up and keep backing up. I thought he was going to do something to me, but he didn't. His toes turned in the room and came out. door to go.

Hehe, knowing that I'm not Feng Jiuyue, I'm thrown here naked, I thought viciously and gloomyly, and reached out to pick up the robe I took off.

At this moment, the door opened with a creak, and my heartbeat almost stopped. I turned around in a hurry, only to find Xie Yan standing at the door with a black cloak in his hand.

He closed the door with a calm expression, without saying a word, he just wrapped me tightly with a cloak, and then hugged me loosely through the cloak and walked towards the bed. Looking at the bed, I felt my hair tremble.

Xie Yan what is he going to do, doesn't he know that I am not Feng Jiuyue?Then why did he carry me to bed again?What is he going to do to me?

As I thought about it, my body began to tremble unconsciously.

Xie Yan silently put me on the bed, and put all the clothes I took off beside the bed.

There was no expression on his face, and his tone was also light, showing a strange and familiar politeness and alienation. He said to me, "Sorry, I misidentified the person."

Going around, I returned to the original place with him.

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By the way, I forgot to mention, the second half of the previous chapter has been revised, please remember to read the previous chapter first.