The princess is reborn

"sad?"

The corners of my lips were slightly raised, and I skimmed off the froth in the tea cup with a very calm expression, slowly blowing away the mist that evaporated from the tea water, and my eyes were full of comfort.

To make Xie Yan feel sad and cry in pain, isn't that the only meaning for me to live in the world, Feng Jiuyue?

A monster like me caused my mother to die of dystocia when I was born. My father was depressed for half his life because of my mother's departure. Later, because I fell in love with Xie Yan foolishly, he was used by Xie Yan to indirectly kill him. My father died.

I am a sinner.

I should have fallen into reincarnation a long time ago, and I will never be a human being, but God knew my pain and grievances, and gave me this chance to live again, how could I let it go?

I must let Xie Yan taste the despair of being betrayed by a loved one and losing everything.

"Young master, don't be like this." Huaixin stared blankly at the ruthless look on my face, shivering all over his body uselessly, "Young master, I'm afraid of you being like this."

I snorted lightly, put away my condensed expression, and joked with him, "Can you be a little promising? Just now in that chess room, I saw that your legs were shaking, obviously you couldn't protect yourself, how about you?" Dare to intercede for me."

"Without the young master, there would be no Huaixin now," Huaixin said here, with a solemn and firm expression, and almost knelt down to salute me, "If the young master hadn't saved Huaixin from the traffickers that day, Huaixin wouldn't have Today, so Huai Xin will definitely repay the great kindness you have given me."

Weird conjectures arose in my chest, and I carefully observed Huaixin's expression when he mentioned Qiu Yunqing.

His eyes were so pious and sincere, as if looking at the pure and flawless god in his heart.His behavior is very similar to the stupid and ignorant me in the past, who was confused by Xie Yan's shining and perfect appearance, gave him everything he had without reservation, and even humbled because what he gave was not good enough, Not precious enough to brood over.

As everyone knows, that is already the best thing I can give.

Now that Qiu Yunqing has entered reincarnation, he is submerged in an unknown time and space, and he has been unable to repay Huaixin's sincere heart.But as long as I live for a day, I will definitely help Qiu Yunqing protect everything he cares about, his loving and gentle parents, his loyal servants, and the Qiu family where he grew up.

Huaixin saw that my face was slightly calmer, not as fierce and terrifying as before, so he breathed a sigh of relief, and returned to his nature of gossip, "I think His Royal Highness still remembers the little prince who died in the Feng family, that's why he acted like that." Be sad."

I didn't have the slightest interest in Xie Yan's hypocritical disguise, I just lazily looked at the night sky outside the window.

At this time, there was no trace of moonlight, and large groups of thick clouds covered the shy Yueniang, only her vague shape could be glimpsed, like a hazy beauty covered with a veil.

Seeing me ignoring him, Huaixin didn't feel embarrassed, he just babbled various things in my ear, and didn't expect me to give a response.

Now I fully understand that some people babble a lot with you, and don't expect you to respond, or even just a simple sharing.

He is just keen to tell you the joy or sadness that he met today, and it doesn't matter if you don't answer, as long as you can hear it.

The desire to share is also a kind of liking.

I have also experienced this stage of suspicion. At that time, Xie Yan and I had not developed the closeness that we had later. He always maintained an indifferent attitude towards me, as if I were an air-like existence, indifferent and indifferent. alienated.

But I am a talkative person, I only know how to be silly every day, and I have to talk to him about anything new.I knew he was very busy on weekdays, so I only bothered him when he was copying scriptures.

I especially remember one time when I saw a horrifying and weird scene, I immediately ran back from the outside quickly, eager to discuss the matter with Xie Yan in detail.

At that time, I knocked the door curtain flying everywhere, the bell kept ringing, and ran into the room out of breath. She glanced at me indifferently, her phoenix eyes didn't move a little bit, and even the movements of her hands didn't stop for a moment.

He was wearing a suit of indigo spruce that day, with the skirt tightly covered, and several pine and bamboo were outlined on the wide cuffs. .

When Xie Yan copied the scriptures, he always read them once and memorized them. He did not set his eyes on the scriptures, but skillfully moved his pen. His slender and thick eyelashes covered his gray pupils, and his thin lips were slightly pursed. , with a straight nose, just sitting quietly and writing, he is already as beautiful as a splash-ink landscape painting.

"Thank you," I stepped forward quickly, grabbed his sleeve tightly, covered half of my mouth with my palm, looked around, and said to him mysteriously, "Do you know what magical thing I just saw? ?”

Xie Yan was not interested in the trick I was selling, but instead cast his deep gaze on my sweaty cheeks, his gray pupils concealed the turbulent waves, and his long eyebrows frowned slightly.

As soon as I saw that strange scene, I ran back from the outside, so my face and forehead were sweaty, and because of my weak body, I couldn't stop breathing, and my cheeks were flushed.

Seeing that Xie Yan was just looking at me, but didn't intend to speak, I pursed my mouth and said with a sullen face, "Why didn't you ask me, what's the matter?"

Xie Yan didn't answer my question, but just looked at me with a handsome face, which is usually the prelude to his displeasure.

I wanted to confess and apologize, but the next moment, his fingertips slowly landed on the side of my face with a slightly cool temperature, and gently wiped off the sweat on my face one by one, with a focused and serious expression , as if treating some precious porcelain.

It was as if a soft feather had brushed my cheeks, and I almost froze in place, not knowing how to react.

This was the first time that Xie Yan touched me actively, he still touched my cheek, and wiped my sweat for me. A brilliant firework bloomed in my heart, and I couldn't even restrain the smile on the corner of my lips.

On the contrary, Xie Yan was extremely calm. He took out the handkerchief in his sleeve and wiped his fingers carefully, then asked me lightly, "What's the matter?"

"I like you," I smiled at him brighter than the flowers in spring, "this matter."

"Young Master, Young Master! Are you listening to me?" Huai Xin angrily shook my shoulder desperately, with a dissatisfied expression, "Do you remember what I told you?"

"Ah?" I touched my nose in embarrassment, and smiled at him, "I didn't hear it just now, please say it again."

"Oh," Huaixin looked at my face full of worry, and let out a long sigh, "My lord, you look so much like the young master of the Feng family. Huaixin thinks it's too much for you. , is not a good thing.”

"When His Royal Highness sees you, it's like meeting an old friend. It's inevitable that you will see things and think about others. Your emotions will become extremely agitated, and your words and deeds will gradually lose control."

Isn't this exactly what I want?

The reason why I want to be Xie Yan's attendant is to let him look at my face every day, and think of Feng Jiuyue under the Nine Springs every day, and he will never be at peace.

"Young Master, have you forgotten the scene of seeing His Highness the Crown Prince three years ago?"

"At that time, Huaixin was really frightened. It is rumored that His Royal Highness, who does not eat fireworks in the world, would appear in the noisy streets of the capital with his body covered in blood, holding the corpse of Young Master Feng. Will shed tears of blood for the ones I love."

"Young master, you'd better stay away from the prince."

I didn't answer, I just pondered over the words of Huaixin carefully, I couldn't help frowning, and began to deeply doubt the authenticity of his words.

Xie Yan has a heart of femme fatale, and a person who is greedy for vanity will also have a heart, and will shed tears for others?

I really want to see it in person.

While I was talking with Huaixin, the housekeeper's voice suddenly came from outside the door, "Young Master Qiu, the crown prince asked you to come over now, saying that the national teacher has finally returned from his wanderings and wants to see you."

After hearing this, Huaixin's expression became very serious in an instant.

Master Jiang Guo is the most proficient in witchcraft, and is world-renowned, and Xie Yan has been searching for the secret recipe for the flesh and bones of the living dead in recent years, trying to bring Feng Jiuyue back to life.

The hairs all over my body stood on end in an instant, I don't know if Qiu Yunqing's spell will be exposed in an instant.

I haven't avenged my father, I haven't made Xie Yan pay the price for the crimes of the past, and I have tasted the pain of not being loved. Are all these efforts going to waste?

After the housekeeper left, Huaixin was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, and kept walking around me, talking.

"My lord, you can't go, you really can't, this is obviously a Hongmen banquet."

"His Royal Highness the Crown Prince likes Mr. Feng so much, and you just happen to look like him, he must be thinking about it!" Huaixin said here, a look of horror appeared on his face, his eyes were wide open with fear, and his pupils were wide open. Shrinking suddenly, "His Royal Highness, could it be that he wants to use the dead body to revive his soul?"