The princess is reborn

Am I really thinking about it?

If Xie Xing asked me this question a few days ago, I might have hesitated, but now, I just shook my head lightly and said to him, "Wait for my news."

Going around and going around, three years have passed by in a hurry, and I, Feng Jiuyue, is still the attendant of His Highness the Prince's words of thanks, and I can only lament a good fortune.

Everything seems to be the same as before. It is still me and Xie Yan who made the stage for this farce, but both me and Xie Yan have undergone earth-shaking changes. Even the shells on my body have been replaced. And Xie Yan inevitably fell into the torrent of the past.

The words of thanks in my memory, arrogant and arrogant, with no dust in the eyes, came to my life gracefully in white clothes on the day of the spring banquet, like a nine-day god stepping on colorful auspicious clouds.

It was only later that I realized that people who are as spotless as banished immortals also have troubles, and they have also gritted their teeth in the gutter, and there will be things they ask for.At that time, Xie Yan was sharp and cold, but there was a gully in his chest. After years of dormancy in the cold palace, he was able to see the light of day again, and became famous all over the world.

He has fiery hatred, but also raging greed. He wants the mountains and rivers, the supreme power, and never yields to others.The words of thanks at that time still had some youthful spirit left. In front of me, there were seven emotions and six desires. I could even feel the vigorous vitality hidden under his gray pupils, and the undercurrent turbulent under his exquisite beauty.

But now, after learning that Qiu Yunqing is not Feng Jiuyue, he has become a hollow and withered exquisite puppet. He tortured himself with food and drink almost like masochism, and he didn't even know when he started to fall in love with her. Wearing plain white clothes, I don't know why they are wearing sackcloth and mourning.

He seemed to lose interest in everything overnight, and became a precise and intelligent cold instrument. He was still able to handle official duties responsibly until midnight, and his decisions never made half a mistake, but he no longer Play chess, no longer swim in the lake, no longer have joy.

He locked himself up.

Only when facing me, there will be a trace of flowing autumn waves in the heavy phoenix eyes, but always after touching the blank at the end of my right eye, even the remaining light in the eyes will be shattered, like thin The morning light was crushed in the dirty sea, never seeing the sun.

I don't think he is pitiful, and I even feel that all this is the punishment he deserves. I don't care how Xie Yan lives on, all I care about is whether his life can be ended by my hands.

Because of Xie Xing's entrustment, I have been thinking about how to get Xie Yan's private seal these days and nights, and kept speculating about the possible hiding place of the seal, almost to the point of not even thinking about it.

I poked at the white rice in the bowl and didn't even want to swallow it. I just stared at the sunlight outside the window in a daze. I didn't even notice when Xie Yan started staring at me.

"Not to your taste?"

It wasn't until the words of thank you sounded faintly that I shook my head as if I had just woken up from a dream, and forced myself to stuff a few mouthfuls of white rice into my mouth.

It was autumn at this time, and the cicadas outside the window were singing jubilantly, but the room was unusually quiet, because thank you words have always been seldom talked, and I am not a character who has nothing to say now, so there is a kind of strange silence spreading quietly .

I just put my head down to eat, but my ears listened carefully to Xie Yan on the other side. He seemed to be full, and he gently put the chopsticks on the porcelain bowl, making a crisp sound. After that, I felt two The scorching eyes fell on my face and never moved away for a long time.

Xie Yan is such a rascal now, he only regards me as an object, an object that is [-]% similar to Feng Jiuyue, and he often looks at me like this for half an hour, of course If I hadn't left angrily, he could have watched it for a longer time.

shameless.

I tried my best to paw at the rice, just wanting to finish it quickly and get out of his sight, but suddenly I heard him say, "Don't you like it?"

"what?"

I was too lazy to guess what he meant, so I just raised my head from the rice bowl to see the expression on his face, and saw that he was also dressed in plain white today, and his sleeves were wide, which made him look sick and pale , he had already put down his chopsticks, resting his cheeks on his cold white hands, tilting his head slightly, and staring at me with a kind of confusion and flattery in his eyes, he opened his mouth hesitantly, and finally lowered his head after a long time. said, "Clothes."

oh, clothes.

Xie Yan doesn't know where the problem came from, since he saw me imitating Feng Jiuyue's dress that day, he sent the housekeeper to send several carts of clothes like that to my room, Huaixin was so angry that he just tidied them up Scolding.

And because I have been thinking about engraving the seal these days, I have no intention of dressing up, nor do I have the idea of ​​provoking Xie Yan, so I only wear the plain robe that Qiu Yunqing likes to wear every day.

Now that I hear the question of thank you, I just find it funny. He must have thought about it many times in his heart before he brought it up to me.

But I didn't want to go along with him at all, I was very happy to make Xie Yan unhappy, so I boldly replied, "Yun Qing doesn't like wearing red and green, it looks quite vulgar."

As soon as my unceremonious speech fell, Xie Yan's clear and clean gray pupils were immediately stained with raging anger, and even his originally calm face became gloomy in an instant, as if his precious treasure had received slander and insults. Slandering, he said coldly, "If you don't wear it, you will get out."

Xie Yan's current demeanor is like an enraged ferocious beast facing a weak and savage young rabbit, unable to vent the evil fire in his heart, so he just stares at me with those cold and icy eyes, wishing to use his eyes to kill me Shredded on the spot.I don't know what's wrong with me, maybe it's because after watching a sick lion for a long time, I really regarded it as a weak sick cat.

I could only put aside my pretentiousness just now, bowed to Xie Yan, and apologized earnestly, "His Royal Highness, forgive me, it is Yun Qing's mistake."

Xie Yan ignored me, as if he was too lazy to argue with me, he just said to me coldly, "Copy the Ten Thousand Buddha Sutras ten times."

"Yes, His Royal Highness." I replied obediently, but rolled my eyes in my heart, this trick again, is there any novel trick, punishing people to copy books every time I get angry is really old-fashioned and stupid, Stupid, just stupid anyway!

Furious and resigned to my fate, I took a pen and paper and put it on the desk in the living room, and began to persuade myself to calm down and copy books. I thought about it, but it was just copying books. He didn’t take out his childhood copybooks to humiliate me. Be merciful.

Thinking of this, I found it funny again, now that I am not illiterate, why did Xie Yan never laugh at me, he must like me more now.

After all, Qiu Yunqing looks better than me, writes beautifully, can compose poems and play chess, he is Xie Yan's ideal partner, so what do I care about?

Thinking of this, I became a little inexplicably angry again. I couldn't help but want to draw a Xie Yan scumbag on the paper, but I was afraid of being driven back to Yuanzhou by Xie Yan, so I had to give up, and looked up boredly to peek at Xie Yan. I also want to find out where the engraved | chapter may appear.

Xie Yan should have finished all the official duties in the middle of the night yesterday, and now he is leaning on the imperial concubine's couch by the window and dozed off. He is obviously still angry about what happened just now, his brows are furrowed, and there is a strong gloomy aura lingering around his body. The lips are too pale, like the kind of ghosts that come here for their lives but are blinded by the sun.

His slender and thick eyelashes covered his deep phoenix eyes, and he tried very hard to force himself to fall asleep, but after a while, he opened his gray eyes with a cold face, looking haggardly at the peach blossom tree outside the window, as if he had fallen into a dream. In the far-reaching memory, the eyes are empty like a dilapidated settlement that has lost everything.

I don't want to continue to look at him like this, he will make my heart feel very uncomfortable, so I can only force myself to focus on copying the scriptures, and write every stroke very carefully.

When doing things seriously, time always passes very fast. I copied to the back, and my right hand became sore and weak. Only then did I realize that it was already afternoon. Kankan fell on Xie Yan.

His expression has faded from the previous gloomy and cold, and the faint warm sun shrouded him, as if coating his whole body with a layer of brilliant golden light. His slender fingertips were holding a book, Looking down, the long and dense eyelashes are like the flapping wings of a golden butterfly, and there is a gentle and peaceful smile on the corners of the slightly raised lips, like an emerald Buddha of endless mercy.

It had been a long time since Xie Yan had such a lively expression.

Since the national teacher gave him the answer that day, he has always looked like a walking corpse, his eyes are empty and unfocused, as if he is not interested in anything, and he doesn't care about anything.It is precisely because of this that I suddenly became interested in the manual he was holding. I am really curious about what good book can revitalize a cold machine.

But I can't go there so rashly, not only will I scare the snake, but if it is a confidential document, Xie Yan will definitely not want me to see it.

This knowledge made me a little uncomfortable, so I could only stay where I was full of resentment, thinking in my heart if there was any way to get Xie Yan away from the study.

I was troubled for a while, and the savior ushered in. The steward's voice sounded respectfully from outside the door, "His Royal Highness, the counselors who passed your previous assessment are already waiting in the side hall. Please, His Highness, go over and decide where they will go." Keep."

"En." Thank you, I put the book in my hand in the bookcase next to the imperial concubine's bed, and then took a deep look at me before walking towards the door.

Since it is an assessment, it must take a long time.

I pricked up my ears to listen to the sound of Xie Yan's walking footsteps, until they disappeared, then I walked slowly to the bookcase, and looked around guiltily to make sure no one would see it. Taking a deep breath, he opened the bookcase.

My heart was beating fast, and it was the weird excitement of being able to glimpse other people's secrets. This feeling made me breathe faster, my cheeks flushed slightly, and after taking out the book with trembling fingertips, I never You can't see its special features on the cover at all. This is an ordinary military book.

I didn't believe it would be such an ordinary book that Xie Yan smiled so softly, so I flipped through it hastily. When the pages were flipped, a piece of yellow rice paper fell to the ground with the autumn wind.

For some reason, a strange sense of familiarity suddenly captured my heart. I picked up the letter paper, only to see the crooked writing on it like a bunch of crawling bugs, and it was written brightly.

"Thank you, thank you for saving your life."

"Guan Guan Jujiu, on the continent of the river, a gentle and graceful man, a gentleman like a man, would it be an honor to go boating with you on the lake?"

I almost bit my lower lip, this is, this is the love letter that Feng Jiuyue wrote to Xie Yan back then.

The author has something to say:

"Put on sackcloth and mourning for my deceased wife"