The princess is reborn

I knew that Xie Yan would be unable to distinguish between the so-called dream and reality, and whether I was Feng Jiuyue or Qiu Yunqing, so I began to lie brazenly and coax him nonchalantly, "If you go to bed now, I will agree You, I will come here to see you every day from now on."

After hearing my words, Xie Yan tilted his head slightly, staring at me with gray pupils, like some kind of beast's peeping eyes, narrowing his phoenix eyes slightly, as if he was judging whether what I said was true or not.

He was quite drunk, his cheeks were flushed red, his thin lips were stained with the residual water of the wine, and his complexion was too pale. Against such a sharp contrast, his eyebrows and eyes looked like a painting of thick ink and heavy colors. landscape map.

I avoided his scorching eyes with some guilty conscience, and couldn't tell how to describe his focused and serious expression, clearly like a strong dog that relied on you to barely survive.

There are tens of thousands of important things in your world, but there is only one you in its world, even if you lose your dignity, even if you can’t enjoy your tenderness to yourself, I still hope to see you every day, except for you , it can no longer accommodate other things.

My throat was dry and hoarse, and I knew in my heart that I just need to say a few more nice words to coax and thank you, and the matter will be exposed, but I met his gray eyes full of eager expectation, and met his There was a faint smile on the corner of his lips, and he suddenly felt speechless. That feeling was that if I lied to him today, it would be enough to make his heart break in the future.

Seeing that I didn't speak any more, Xie Yan approached me quietly. His thick eyelashes fluttered twice, and a trace of clarity and cunning flashed in his phoenix eyes. A gnarled straw ring lay still.

The corners of his lips were slightly hooked, and there was a kind of pride in his faint smile, as if he was in desperate need of a grand and glorious compliment.This is the ring that he held tightly in his palm when he was sick that day, and this ring was made by me, and it was also used as my self-proclaimed wedding present.

Back then when I committed suicide, it was in my pocket. I thought I could take it underground as a memento, but I didn't want it to end up in Xie Yan's hands.

I can only sigh that good luck tricks people.

"Then you put this on for me," Xie Yan gently pressed against my cheek, half-closed his eyes, rubbed the side of my face with the tip of his nose, his hot breath fell on my face, and the tips of his ears were a little red , but the tone of the speech was very arrogant, "I will go to sleep after you wear it for me."

Jiang Guo does not have the habit of using rings to designate love. I have seen this custom from unknown wild history miscellaneous notes. Two people who love each other can wear rings to show their loyalty in this life.

This custom and this ring have always only bound me who knows the truth, and have no credibility for others who don't know the truth.

When I gave this ring to Xie Yan, I thought in my heart, if Xie Yan accepts it, then I will treat him as my wife, and I will take on the responsibility of being a man.

I will be nice to him, make him laugh, and meet all his needs as best I can. Even if I have to sacrifice for him, I will not hesitate for a moment.

But I am the only one who knows about this matter. I fulfilled the promise of staying together alone. Xie Yan had no idea what this ring meant to me, so when I was disappointed in him later, I asked for the ring to be given away. take back.At the same time, I took back the promise I made in my heart.

As humble as I am, at the moment of my death, I never expected Xie Yan to treat me as well as I did to him. I could even accept and take advantage of me, even if he wanted to sacrifice and abandon me like a puppy in the cold palace for the sake of glory and wealth. I didn't complain at all, I even talked to him about it.

But, why did you touch my father?

Now I just feel that all the past is very ridiculous.

Love is an illusory and ethereal thing. When you are betrayed and abandoned, this love will immediately turn into a bone-piercing hatred, disturbing you every day, making you toss and turn, and sleepless nights.

And how could someone like Xie Yan know the meaning behind this ring?Just kidding me.

It’s like a love game three years ago. In the face of my ardent pursuit, he never rejected me, but treated me arrogantly, questioned whether my liking was not sincere enough, questioned whether my liking was too cheap, and never said anything about himself Like me, but enjoy the flattery and tolerance that I sacrifice my dignity.

This is Xie Yan, who looks beautiful on the outside like a blooming icy narcissus, but is rotten in his bones. If you cut his heart open, you will be able to see the dirty blood bubbling out of it.

I kept my face cold, ignoring the longing and expectation on Xie Yan's face. He was shrouded in the hazy moonlight at the moment, and the heat in his eyes was about to overflow his eye sockets. I just said he didn't understand anything "Okay", he slipped the ring from his cold index finger perfunctorily.

Xie Yan's smile at this moment doesn't look like him at all. In my impression, Xie Yan should be cold and aloof, arrogant, a cold-blooded animal who willfully tramples on the love of others without any remorse.

But at this moment of thanks, he smiled like a child who has won a beloved baby. The bright stars in the sky fell into his eyes, like fireflies in the dark night, and the shimmering light lit up his withered and pale After all, the expression on his face dispelled a little bit of lifelessness.

Xie Yan's whole body was flawless, even a simple and rough straw ring was put on his slender index finger, which gave off a reserved and noble air, like a green pine in the snow, with a kind of green tenacity.There was a pleasantly surprised and sweet broken light in his eyes, and he looked at the ring on his hand carefully with a smile, and looked at it for a long time before turning his gaze away with unsatisfied satisfaction.

I was not on guard as before, when I was attacked suddenly, Xie Yan saw me staring at the ring on his hand in a daze, suddenly lowered his head, and kissed my forehead lightly. tender kiss.

"Shameless." I gritted my teeth with hatred, but I only blamed myself for losing my guard in front of the dog thieves. I just wiped the warm breath remaining on my forehead with my hands in disgust, and looked at Xie Yan with fierce eyes. Go up and bite him.

But Xie Yan was not afraid at all, he looked at me like he was looking at a domineering kitten with its teeth and claws.

The more annoyed I was, the more obvious the smile on his lips became, the more complacent his eyes became, and he even dared to reach out his hand towards me.

I hurriedly took a step back, but my movement was significantly slower than Xie Yan's for a moment, and my neck fell into Xie Yan's hands. He gently pressed the back of my neck with one hand, as if he was stroking a cat with fried hair. cat.

"Xiaoqiu stop making trouble, I will carry you to sleep."

He spoke very lightly, like an invitation from countless good nights in the past, which brought back my long-standing memory.

My sleep time is very different from Xie Yan's. I am used to sleeping late. I often look through various travel journals at night, forgetting the time and falling asleep on the bed until dawn.

And later, when I was with Xie Yan, he forbade me to sleep so late, and he would talk like this after finishing the business, pinching the back of my neck, as if I was really a cat, and hugging me to the bed go.

But now he was drunk and wanted to revert to his old ways, I naturally refused to cooperate and struggled hard.Xie Yan, however, was like hugging a child, directly holding my bag, and walked to the bed. I couldn't hold back his strength, so I was so angry that I hit his arm and shoulder with my fist.

Don't look at Xie Yan who looks weak and terminally ill now, but the muscles on his body are harder than rocks. I took a few hits and then retracted my hand. I stared blankly at my reddish palm. I'm really useless, and said To take revenge, these three or two hits hurt myself a lot.

"Does it hurt?" Xie Yan was obviously drunk, his eyes were misty, but there was no vain drunkenness when he spoke. Instead, he stared at me deeply, and he let me go casually. When I got to the inside of the bed, I reached out and put down the mosquito curtains, which cut off the possibility of my escape.

"What are you going to do to me!" I clenched my fists and used the three-legged cat kung fu to make a defensive posture, like a fierce cat whose claws have been pulled out, but there is no timidity in the momentum, looking at Xie Yan viciously towards me The outstretched hand, he just reached out and pointed at my skirt, this dirty and disgusting pedant.

Xie Yan was a little helpless, his eyes were black and blue, his face was as white as a ghost, he just coaxed me in a low voice, "Xiaoqiu, I'm a little tired, come here, let me hug you to sleep."

He thanked him and said why he thinks that I will still sleep with him today, just thinking about what happened that night in the bridal chamber makes me feel sick, the guilt of having skin-to-skin contact with the murderer of my father and enemy, Almost devours me.

Xie Yan was still stroking his forehead, pretending to be pitiful in front of me with a painful expression, it can be seen that I was still confronting him in the corner full of hostility, and the serene smile on the corners of my lips retracted.

He stood up and came towards me. I was so nervous that my back was sweating, and I kicked his pretty face with my feet.The results I expected didn't happen, and the situation got worse.

Xie Yan grabbed my ankle with one hand. My ankle is much thinner and thinner than that of ordinary men. His palm can easily encircle me, and it is effortless to restrain me. One kick, but stupidly made my situation even more embarrassing.

There was a wet, sticky, touch feeling from the soles of my feet, and when I looked down, my blood surged with anger, my whole face was swollen/red, and I said angrily, "Xie Yan, let me go, you dirty Not dirty!"

Xie Yan seemed to have never heard of it, and he slowly grabbed my ankle bone, the tip of his sticking out tongue was bright red, like a letter from a cold snake haunted by poisonous snakes.

His gray eyes are deep, and his eyes are very similar to the night we got married, like a hungry wolf looking at the delicious prey with white and tender belly, hiding the surging aggression.

He didn't let me go, but discussed with me, "Xiaoqiu, be good, come into my arms, I want to hug you."

"If you are obedient, I will let you go."

This is not a discussion, it is clearly a naked threat.

If I don't agree, he will continue to treat me like this. From the look on his face, I know that these dirty and dirty people are also enjoying this kind of thing.

If I don't compromise, I've fallen into his trick. Thinking of this, my palms were sweating, and I replied tremblingly, "Then let me go."

Xie Yan gave a soft "hmm" and really let go of my ankle.I angrily took out my handkerchief, trying to wipe off the water stains on my feet, but Xie Yan snatched my handkerchief away.

His eyes are drooping, his long eyelashes conceal the emotions in his eyes, his hands and feet are much smarter than mine, and he wipes everything clean in two or three strokes.

After doing all this, he raised his eyes to look at me, his eyes were as deep as the sea, as if he wanted to engulf me in it, and they were as clear as the ice and snow in winter, when he touched them, they would melt into trickling rivers.He opened his arms towards me, like a tired bird waiting to fly into his arms. Due to the situation, I could only lower my head and lean into his arms stiffly.

At that moment, Xie Yan wrapped his arms around my waist and led me to lie on the bed. He lay flat on the bed and let me sleep on him like a baby bird, using his body as a mattress for me.

I frowned in disgust. Sure enough, the country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change. After three years, this familiar sleeping position has returned.I didn't want to fall asleep, so I opened my eyes and looked around the room, while secretly scolding Xie Yan in my heart for being a disciple, a hypocrite, and a despicable person.

Unlike my stubborn silence to protest, Xie Yan fell asleep quite quickly. I looked at his troubled face and thought of the dagger I hid in my sleeve. All kinds of malice surged again. Can a knife stab into Xie Yan's heart kill him with one blow?

I thought about a hundred ways for Xie Yan to die in my mind, but I couldn't even break free from his grip around my waist, so I fell into a deep annoyance, Xie Yan's body was obviously not at all It was so soft that it was completely incomparable with the quilt underneath, but I still squinted my eyes in bewilderment.

I was woken up by the scalding heat wave on Xie Yan’s body. It’s strange to say that since I was reborn, I have never slept well. Unfortunately, it was still ruined by Xie Yan.

Maybe it was because my body was in great pain, so Xie Yan's arm that was tightly holding me was loosened. Once I was free, I got up from him and looked at Xie Yan's face coldly.

He probably had a gastritis attack again, and he pressed his fingers tightly on his waist and abdomen. Because of the pain, large cold sweats broke out on his forehead, his lips were trembling constantly, and his cheeks were flushed red because of the high temperature.

Instinctively, I wanted to rush out to find the housekeeper and ask the imperial doctor to come and have a look, but as soon as I moved, a sharp dull pain came from my brain, as if an ax was sawing all the nerves in my brain.

In the nightmare, my mother's heart-piercing roar rang in my ears again, carrying a strong sense of warning.

"He killed your father, you have to find someone to save him!"

"Feng Jiuyue, why did I give birth to such an ungrateful son like you!"

"If I knew you were like this, I would never have given birth to you!"

"You want to avenge your father! Revenge! Revenge!"

This severe headache was accompanied by bursts of tingling pain from the heart, and at the same time, it was accompanied by the hoarse roar of my dead mother.

When I finally calmed down, I suddenly realized that all ten of my fingers had been bitten off, and my mouth was filled with the stench of blood. The pain, pity, and pity all turned into cold hatred in an instant.

I got up with a normal face, ignoring Xie Yan's painful groans from time to time because of stomachache and convulsions, I searched all the places in the house, but I didn't find the whereabouts of the engraved seal.

The sense of powerlessness and decadence occupied my brain. When people are desperate, they tend to do extreme extreme things, and I am the same.

When I walked to the bed with the dagger, the cold moonlight had turned around and fell on the side wall for a long time.

I stared blankly at the wall, always feeling that something was wrong, but I couldn't detect it for a while, so I only pointed the tip of the knife at Xie Yan's heart.

With this knife down, everything is over.

Greed, hatred, ignorance and hatred, love and evil desire, become empty in a blink of an eye.

Xie Yan is so good-looking, with flying eyebrows, deep eye sockets, straight nose, cool lips, everything about him seemed to grow according to my preferences, no wonder I gave him my heart when I saw him the first time .

Although all kinds of things after that were unpleasant, but a glimpse of them will be remembered for a lifetime, and it is not a lie fabricated by the ancients.

However, all of this will end tonight. Since I started the story, it is up to me to end it. Thinking of this, I raised my dagger high and pointed at it with all my strength. Xie Yan stabbed at the chest.

But the moment the blade fell, infinite changes suddenly appeared between the sky and the earth. The thick cloud covered the cold moon in an instant, and the moonlight disappeared from the ground, and the surroundings were completely invisible.

I panted heavily, tears fell down, I threw the dagger aside, and curled up like a trapped animal.

I can't kill Xie Yan yet, I don't know if I'm making excuses, or giving someone an explanation, I just tell myself like this.

If I kill Xie Yan now, then the Qiu family will be unable to escape, I must calm down, I must calm down, I will definitely find this engraved seal, don't worry, I comforted myself like this for a long time before I stood up again.

The vision just now seemed to have never happened before, the tranquil moonlight was still projected onto the smooth wall, Xie Yan was still suffering from illness, and there were no wounds on his body.

I went through all the drawers in the house again, but found nothing. I just sat on the cold floor and stared at the wall of the study in a daze.

The moonlight is like a veil, generously covering the entire surface. The bare wall, wait a minute, why is there an unusual light spot on the wall?

When I got closer to see it, I realized it was indeed.

Because the thickness of that wall was different from that of the other places, a small natural spot of light was formed. I stood on tiptoe and touched the wall tentatively. It was just out of curiosity, but the wall looked like Some mechanism was touched, revealing the chessboard hidden inside.

How could the chessboard Xie Yan set up be so easy to solve? Before I saw it clearly, I was already sweating.If Xie Yan wakes up tomorrow and sees this mechanism, everything will be ruined for me.I forced myself to calm down and disassembled the chess game carefully. After a long time, I suddenly laughed out loud.

This chess game is a chess game that Xie Yan has not announced to the public, and the difficulty is much higher than that of Linglong Chess Game. The solution is memorized fluently.

I followed the train of thought in my memory to untie the chess game, and then I heard a "click", and a dark cabinet on the wall opened. My fingers were trembling, and I reached in to explore, and I touched something in the shape of a seal.

Take it out and take a look, you can see that there are words of thanks written on it, and there are many inscriptions that are difficult to copy at the corners of the seal, which are obviously designed to avoid imitation.

I was so excited that tears were about to fall, but I didn't dare to make any noise. I just took out the letter I had hidden in my arms for half a day, and stamped it with Xie Yan's private seal.

After doing all this, I restored the chess game, and the mechanism returned to its original state. I didn't leave, but stayed on the soft bed for a long time with the letter in my arms.

The chess game designed by Xie Yan does have his brilliance. Only Feng Jiuyue knows the solution in this world, and Feng Jiuyue is dead. Even if others want to steal it, it will take a lot of time to break that chess game. Naturally, impossible.

When he designed this chess game, he once told me with a smile, "Xiaoqiu, this chess game is called the Jiuyue chess game."

"Remember it well."

Thank you, I remember it well, how about you.

I just sat on the soft bed in Xie Yan's room for a whole night, watching Xie Yan go from a high fever to uttering a few small ravings from time to time, to completely falling into a coma, watching the shadow of the moon recede, and the sun rise slowly. Walk to Xie Yan's bed.

He slept very restlessly, and his brows were all wrinkled together. I stretched out my fingertips almost subconsciously, but in the end I withdrew my hand and turned to go to the butler's room.

The author has something to say:

"Love is a hand that wants to touch but then withdraws."

Be forewarned, the thank you later may be a little crazy.