The princess is reborn

On the way back, Huaixin was driving the carriage outside the curtain, and Xie Xing and I sat side by side in the carriage, facing each other in silence.

This carriage is not as majestic as the Prince Yu Mansion's usual style, and I specially chose it for this trip to avoid the eyes and ears of the public.

At this time, Xie Xing and I were sitting together, our shoulders were almost close to each other, it seemed a bit crowded and cramped.

I don't like being so close to other people. I was about to move my body away without a sound, but I suddenly noticed that Xie Xing's shoulders were trembling in a small arc. I quickly turned my eyes to his face, and saw his bright red lips He lost his color and was trembling non-stop, as if he had been greatly frightened. His face, which was plump and rosy, was almost transparent, his eyes were staring blankly at the point of nothingness in front of him, and his fingers were unconsciously twisted together.

"Xie Xing, what's wrong with you? Why are you shaking like this?" I stretched out my fingers and shook them lightly in front of him, trying to attract his attention, "You came to find me in such a hurry today, why are you in such a hurry?"

I spoke like this, but Xie Xing was still immersed in his own world, as if he had never heard what I said, until I lightly touched his shoulder, he just woke up and looked at me like a dream.

The originally dazed eyes finally regained their clarity. He suddenly grabbed my hand, couldn't help but widen his eyes, and said to me, "Beautiful brother, I found something in the Prince's Mansion today, and I feel so scared. Brother Prince You must be crazy to do something like that."

Suspicion suddenly arose in my heart, and I couldn't help asking, "What is it that makes you so afraid?"

Xie Xing was born as an aristocrat in the royal family, he has a wide range of knowledge, he has never seen any strange people and strange things, and he is born with a cunning and ruthless temperament. From his previous vicious behavior in the prison, I knew he was not a cowardly person People, so what kind of shocking and frightening things can scare him?

"Beautiful brother, let's go to the Prince's Mansion now, you will know what's going on when you go."

"I also discovered that weird location when I sealed up the Prince's Mansion today. As soon as I saw it, I came to you in a hurry. This matter is neither big nor small, but when I think about it, I feel The whole body is cold, and I think the beautiful brother has the right to know about this matter."

When Xie Xing said these words, his eyes were empty, obviously he hadn't come out of the aftertaste of shock.He held my hand tightly, unwilling to let go, as if he was trying to gain courage through such a touch, so that he would not be so afraid.

I originally wanted to pull my hand back, but seeing that his face was blue from fright, his lips were purple, and he was in a daze, so I could only purse my lips and not speak, and opened the curtain with the other hand to look at the car. The view from the window.

One autumn rain and one cold, the carriage was walking on the wet official road, the wheels rumbled over the yellow leaves knocked down by the autumn wind, the pedestrians on the road were sparse, all holding oil-paper umbrellas, blown by the cold wind, one after another Wrapping the outer robe tightly around her body, she hurriedly walked towards home.

How time flies, think about when I came back from the dead, the maple leaves were just dyed crimson, but now they are bright yellow soaked in time, turned into withered red mud.

Everything in the world is roughly like this, withering and reincarnation are fate.But will I, a lonely soul entrusted to others like me, have a day to reunite with my parents?

Everything is unknown.

I sighed and lowered the curtain.

The closer the carriage got to the Prince's Mansion, a strange sense of unease surged in my heart, and my heart rhythm was close to being out of balance.I pressed my chest with one hand and took a few deep breaths as hard as I could, trying to calm myself down.I don't know what is waiting for me in front of me. This fear of the unknown is really terrifying.

"His Highness the Eighth Prince, son, the former prince's mansion has arrived."

Xie Xing got out of the carriage first, and stretched out his hand to help me. When I landed on my toes, I saw a familiar scene.

The swaying peach blossom tree protrudes high branches from the gray wall, like the fragrant lotus arms of a beauty. The gray wall is bathed in the cold moonlight, revealing a gloomy silence.

The stone lions beside the gate were originally occupied by black crows. When they heard the sound, they roared and flew into the sky, like countless black spots swallowed by the night.

Xie Xing tore off the seal on the vermilion gate. He led me all the way to the mansion, passing the lonely gazebo, and the lonely lotus pond. Down and out situation.

The direction Xie walked led directly to Mingyue Tower. I heard all kinds of things in that building from Huaixin. My residence at that time was far away from Mingyue Tower, and I didn't have the heart to care about Xie Yan's life and death. However, it was only today that the gorgeous and magnificent building came into view.

Obviously, Xie Yan put a lot of thought into the construction of Mingyue Building. The original layout of the Prince's Mansion was all indifferent white, gray and black tones, which perfectly interpreted Xie Yan's lack of care and maintenance.

But Mingyue Tower is very different from the old place of the Prince's Mansion, and it has a unique hole in it.It is octagonal and exquisite, with red bricks and green tiles, and its shape is full of exotic styles. It is like a gorgeous flower blooming in the desert. It is the burning vitality in the dry land and the last piece of pure land in Xie Yan's heart.

Seen from a distance, it looks more like the exquisite temple in the Dunhuang strokes, with beautiful spirits and sinful wealth hidden inside.

I suddenly remembered what Huaixin said to me before, saying that Xie Yan is hidden in the golden house here, and Xie Yan’s gentle hometown is hidden in the Mingyue Building. He will hug that person at night and look at the moon warmly, He sent countless luxurious clothes to please that person, and ran to Mingyue Tower when he was in a bad mood, trying to get that person's soft voice to comfort and caress him.

Just thinking of this made me feel a little stuffy in my chest, my whole heart seemed to be soaked in a bucket full of acidic water, and the bubbles that sloshed out were all vinegar-smelling bubbles.

Xie Xing said that I have the right to know this matter, is this the matter?

But I already knew that Xie Yan hid a beauty here, and I didn't feel jealous at all. It has nothing to do with who Xie Yan wants to pamper or be with.I don't want to know these things at all, I just want to curl up like a snail in my own hard shell.

"Xie Xing," I stopped at the entrance of Mingyue Tower, unwilling to go forward, and said with a cold expression, "If you want to tell me that Xie Yan hid a beauty in this Mingyue Tower, then you don't have to say any more gone."

"I'm not interested, I don't want to watch it, I want to go back."

After I hurriedly finished speaking, I walked back as if fleeing for my life, my steps were messy, and I almost tripped myself several times.

I must be sick, otherwise, why would my brain hurt like a needle, and why would my chest be so stuffy?

Admit it, Feng Jiuyue, you just can't accept that Xie Yan likes someone else.

No, I don't admit it, I don't like Xie Yan, not at all, how could I fall in love with my father-killing enemy.

Impossible.

In my brain, it was as if two villains were pulling at the limit, and my heart was torn to shreds, until I couldn't bear it, squatted down, buried my whole head in my knees, and kept trembling in my mouth, "I don't like it, I don't like it, I don't like him."

"Beautiful brother, what's wrong with you?" Xie Xing's hand fell on my head, and he patted my head lightly, as if he was afraid of irritating me, his voice was very soft, and he coaxed slowly , "Don't you want to meet Xiao Man?"

"Xiaoman?" I repeated these two words in a daze, and then raised my head in disbelief, my excitement beyond words, "Xiaoman, is he still alive?"

Xiaoman must have been terrified when I committed suicide weakly back then. He was a few years younger than me, and he was only half a child, but he always took good care of me.I never regarded him as a servant, our relationship was more like a brother.Later, after I was reborn, I never gave up looking for Xiaoman's trace, but there was no news of him like a stone sinking into the sea.

I knew that after my house was ransacked, those servants would be dispatched to work in bitter cold places, and I asked someone to ask, but those people replied that they had never seen him, so I thought I would never see him again in this life.

"Where is Xiao Man? Xie Xing, do you know Xiao Man's whereabouts?"

"Well, I know, pretty brother, don't think too much, just follow me."

At this time, Xie Xing showed some composure and indifference in the face of me, who was in a state of despair. He led me and walked firmly towards Mingyue Tower.

Mingyue Tower really deserves to be the place where Xie Yan hides beauties privately, everywhere reveals the extravagance and wealth of aristocrats.Xie Yan was not a person who liked extravagance, but it was very different here.

Every inch of the floor is covered with golden silk blankets paid tribute from Persia, and the tall sandalwood wood closets are filled with precious porcelain. The tables and chairs are all exquisitely carved with high-quality ancient wood, and the details are exquisite and beautiful.

There are two paintings hanging on the high wall in the main hall, one of which is a beautiful woman full of exotic style, dancing gracefully, with clear and bright gray pupils, and a bright and beautiful smile on her lips, revealing the innocence and tenderness of a girl , This is the painting I gave Xie Yan, the portrait of his mother, Mrs. Blue Crucian Carp.

Although Xie Yan's heart is a bit vicious, his filial piety is not inferior to me at all. Thinking of this, I sneered and turned to look at another painting on the wall.

In the painting, the boy is dressed in a ginger-yellow cloud shirt, with delicate and snow-white skin, holding a palm-leaf fan, leaning on the imperial concubine's couch, his slightly hooked peach eyes hide the fine morning light, and when he tilts his head towards him, he smiles and smiles, the red at the end of his eyes Moles almost burn my eyes.

That's me drawn by Xie Yan.

Before I had time to taste all the flavors in my heart, Xie Xing eagerly took my hand and led me to a secret dark room, where he said solemnly, "Beautiful brother, I think the prince really likes you .He didn't even know he was crazy because he liked you. It's really scary."

There were sharp pains in my head again, and I only asked instinctively, "Why do you say that?"

How could Xie Yan really like me?Impossible, I did so many bad things to him, beat him with a whip, and ruined his legs, if he really likes me, how should I face myself?Just thinking about this possibility makes my breath stop, almost out of breath.

If this dark room had not been carefully searched, it would be impossible to find it. What is even more strange is that there are cold ice blocks around this dark room, as if to better preserve certain objects, and the raging chill is tight. Then it rises from my spine.

It is very big here, but there is only a white jade bed in the middle. It seems that there is still a person lying on the bed. The big movement of Xie Xinglin and I didn't wake it up. It should have fallen into a deep sleep. at every turn.

"Beautiful brother, go and see for yourself, you will understand." Xie Xing didn't know what he thought of, he was deeply touched emotionally, his eye circles became red, and he looked at me encouragingly, Waiting for me to solve the puzzle myself.

I took two steps forward and came to the white jade bed. I stretched out my hand and gently lifted the golden silk brocade, and saw a terrifying skeleton dressed in silk and satin lying on the bed.The more exquisite and luxurious the clothing on it, the more it would make everything in front of me weird and cold. My pupils shrank in an instant, and I covered my mouth with my hand to prevent the whimpering sound from leaking.

Huaixin once said that a guard accidentally broke into the Mingyue Tower when he was drunk, and that night he saw His Highness the Crown Prince admiring the moon in the gazebo, with a person in his arms, and would bow his head to talk to it from time to time.

I also remembered that when I reunited with Xie Yan in Feng Mansion, he said to me wrongedly, "There is also a you inside, but it is cool all over, and it is very cold to hold. I like you now, warm, holding you Very warm."

Is this what he said?

My brain let out a sharp and ear-piercing whine, and I lost all focus in an instant, black and white color blocks piled up in front of me, and I saw the blood gurgling from Xie Yan's knee in a trance, and he was everywhere with him. He bit my collarbone tightly, almost biting off a piece of my flesh. I will never forget his hateful eyes, like a wolf whose ribs have been cruelly pulled out, struggling to get a piece of meat. statement.

But I can't give anything.

"Young Master, Young Master, is it really you?"

Following these calls, a figure hurriedly rushed into my arms. The person who came was crying like pear blossoms with rain, his face was very handsome, and his figure was much taller than that of three years ago. Xiao Man, who has been separated for three years.

Xie Yan not only adopted my Xiaobai, but also saved my Xiaoman, why would he do this?Why can't it be completely broken to the end, so that I can completely give up?Hanging up and down like this, I wish I could not, love can not, extreme love and hate can make people kill and decisive, and love and hate with blurred boundaries are like walking on a dangerous steel wire, if you don't pay attention It's about to fall to pieces, unable to tell the difference between love and hate.

"My lord, do you know how scared Xiaoman was after you hanged yourself that day. Master died, and you left too. Xiaoman hugged your corpse, but couldn't find a place to bury it."

"Later the crown prince came down, and he took you away. He frantically murdered people in the imperial medical office. Whoever said you could not be saved, he pointed the tip of his knife at anyone. It was really terrible. Later, the emperor came over, It was only by bringing a large number of personal soldiers that the crazy Crown Prince was brought under control."

"After that, His Royal Highness's mental state has been ups and downs. He brought me back to serve you and gave me a full meal, but I have never forgotten the hatred of the master, but seeing his daily performance against the son's bones I don’t know whether to hate him or pity him because of his madness.”

Xiaoman's words are always urgent and dense, and after three years, there is still no change.The situation in this world is always changing, and changes in the vicissitudes of life are always in a blink of an eye, but now I feel that there seem to be many things that are difficult to change, such as my eternal memory of my parents, and the words of Xie Yan that are branded on me. imprint.

Since those traces of love cannot be erased, I began to let it go, and began to dream of Xie Yan all night and all night.

I dreamed that I was entangled with his limbs, entangled with his ears, and rubbed his ears. I also dreamed that his eyes were red and he asked me why I broke his legs. He kept crying until his eyes were about to go blind. When he woke up from the dream, he would always be blind for a moment.

These nightmares tormented me, and the symptoms of temporary blindness were also discovered by Xiaoman. He immediately reported to Xie Xingfeng and called the imperial physician.

The imperial doctor said that this is just a disease caused by worry, and the heart disease can only be treated with heart medicine. If he doesn't want to take it, even if Hua Tuo is alive, he will be powerless to recover.

I think what the imperial doctor said is very reasonable, and he has a resigned attitude towards the deterioration of the condition.

Occasionally, I really want to go to the prison to see Xie Yan's situation, but only occasionally, my life seems to be buried in the ground on that day, leaving only a hollow shell lingering on, living like years.

Xie Xing asked me if there was anything I wanted in the Prince's Mansion, and I just got back my skeleton and the portrait Xie Yan drew for me.

Xiaoman hid the portrait, and accused me confidently that I would always cry when I saw the portrait, and I could only embarrassingly let him do what I should do if my eyes were really blind.

I buried my body next to my father's tomb, and I was with him every day, and I was very satisfied with this arrangement in my heart.

I still live in the palace now, because Xie Xing didn't let me live in that dilapidated thatched hut, saying that there were many mosquitoes and sleeping in the open, it might be dangerous, I couldn't help but feel a little funny, what else can I have as a big man It's dangerous, but he just doesn't allow it. I know he's doing it for my own good, so I can only give up and go talk to my father every other day.

Before the position of Prince Xie Xing was imprisoned, I had always dressed up as a woman, but fortunately it was my prudence that saved me from killing me.

Today, I was about to go out to worship my father, but someone suddenly came to the palace, saying that the emperor wanted to see me, and the walking chariot was already waiting outside the door.

I personally feel that this is a grand banquet, but I am a soft-spoken person and I don't have any capital to resist.Furthermore, Xie Xing did not return to the mansion after he went to court, so he should be in the palace and have someone to take care of him.I didn't know what the emperor wanted to see me for, I was only worried that if I made a wrong move, I would hurt Xie Xing.

But Xie Xing should be aware of the current situation, and he didn't find someone to remind me to avoid it, so it should be fine.

Knowing that the place where the emperor met me was not above the main hall, I silently breathed a sigh of relief. If he interrogated me in front of all civil and military officials, I would show my timidity for a while, and I might really show my feet.

Although the chief eunuch looked arrogant, he still brought me to the Cheng'en Hall in a courteous manner. I didn't dare to spy on Long Yan blatantly, so I just kept my head down and bowed two big salutes to the emperor and Xie Xing in a courteous manner.

"Look up and let me see."

The emperor's voice was as majestic and cold as it was three years ago. I slowly raised my head as I said, and saw a trace of surprise flashed across his face, his eyes moved slightly, and he asked in a cold voice, "Your name is Su Yun'er?"

"Is it the daughter of the governor of Suzhou?"

This is the fake identity given to me by Xie Xing. In order to make this matter go smoothly, he even got the governor of Suzhou to check all the information with me one by one to ensure that there would be no mistakes.

I turned my head to take a peek at Xie Xing, and saw that the old god was drinking tea on the ground, and he didn't have the slightest intention of panic, so I knew that everything was under his control, so I just nodded and said, "Go back to the emperor, girl. It is Su Yuner, the daughter of Su Minwen, governor of Suzhou."

As soon as I finished speaking, the emperor stared straight at my face, as if he wanted to see a flower on my face. The fiery eyes made me feel uncomfortable, so I could only lower my head and lower my face. own presence.

But who would have thought that the emperor condescendingly stepped down from the dragon chair, walked to my side in two or three steps, grasped my chin with callused fingers, and slowly lifted my face.

His words were a little casual, but with an undeniable deterrent force, "Alright, go out, I have something to say to her alone."

"Father, Yun'er is already mine, you can't take away people's love." After seeing this battle, Xie Xing knew that things were out of control, and he still couldn't hold his breath, his legs were like It's rooted in the ground, and I don't want to leave, for fear that something will happen to me if I leave.

"Get out."

I know that this is the emperor's ultimatum to Xie Xing.

The author has something to say:

Nothing will happen, don't be afraid.