The princess is reborn

"Meet my father? How is it possible?"

"My father is obviously dead." My voice trembled immediately, and I couldn't believe it, and I asked bitterly.

"Yes, father, that dog thief is not a good person to get along with. Since he decided to kill people, he will definitely not leave a fish that slipped through the net. However, the news sent back by the shadow guards is generally not false. Let's go and see tonight. You can see it."

"Beautiful brother, take the time to rest first."

"That place is hidden, and it's still some distance away from the capital. I'm worried that your body will be overwhelmed by the exhaustion."

Xie Xing's words were meant to comfort him, and he raised his hand and patted my shoulder lightly, motioning for me to go into the room to rest for a while, but how can I rest?That kind of violent ecstasy exploded the nerves in my brain, followed by bursts of dull pain in my heart, my father is not dead, so what did I do to Xie Yan? ?

Countless mysteries filled my mind. I was afraid that my hope would be in vain, and a terrible possibility suddenly appeared. This absurd possibility almost made me feel like I was dying. .

Is my dad really alive?How is he doing?

But who would dare to take such a big risk to hide my father from under the eyes of the emperor?

Could this person be Xie Yan?

Just thinking about this tiny possibility, I suddenly felt chills all over my body and shuddered.If this is the case, then I will die a hundred times and I will not be enough to apologize, but I broke his legs.

He is so proud, always standing straight, like a vigorous pine tree.He is extremely tall, and when looking down at people, his gray pupils always carry a bit of arrogance and arrogance.But that's it, he is Xie Yan, always unattainable, always spotless, but I let him fall into the mire, never turn over again, and have to be with the wheelchair for the rest of his life, how could he not hate it.

"Beautiful brother, what are you doing?" Xie Xing hurriedly leaned over from the other side of the carriage, grabbed my hand tightly, his eyes widened with anger, and said excitedly, "Why are you treating yourself like this? You see, this finger is bleeding, and I really don't know how to feel sorry for myself."

While blaming me angrily, he took out a handkerchief to wipe my bloody fingertips, and complained, "Shouldn't it be a cause for celebration that your father found it? How can you still bite your own finger?" It shouldn't be like this, you."

Every time I get emotional, I will bite my fingers. When I was reborn, none of my ten fingers were intact for a day, and they were covered with blood scabs all day long.But after I avenged my father, it is rare for me to lose control of my emotions like this.

I didn't even know that I was crushing my fingers with my teeth. It was Xie Xing who suddenly leaned over and felt the pain from the fingertips. It's no wonder that people say that fingers connect to hearts. I clearly bit my fingers. Heart, also followed by bursts of pain?

"Yeah," I stared at the void in front of me in a daze, I could only agree casually, and forced myself to smile, "That's great."

"Oh, beautiful brother, you are good in every way, but you are too sensitive, too pessimistic and too thoughtful. It is normal for you to be happy that your father is still alive. This is a happy thing in the first place, but you think of the prince, It must be uncomfortable in my heart." Xie Xing said this, with a helpless tone, but still patiently wiped my fingers.

After finishing my fingers, he grabbed my shoulders with both hands. The expression on his face faded from the usual teasing and teasing, and he said to me seriously, "My shadow guards are searching the underground real estate purchased by the prince's brother. It was only by accident that we found Prime Minister Feng's whereabouts."

"But what exactly happened that year, we don't meet with the prime minister, everything is unknown."

"If you don't understand anything yet, and just rely on your own imagination, you have condemned yourself to death, so why bother?"

"What if after meeting your father, you find that everything is the same as you thought before. Isn't your pain now just in vain?"

"Or, my shadow guards sometimes make mistakes, maybe their brains are damaged, their old eyes are dim, and they misread the wrong person. It's all possible."

"So you can rest at ease for me, and I will call you when I get to the place."

After Xie Xing finished speaking, he pushed me onto the quilt laid out in the carriage, took out a silk brocade quilt and covered me, and threatened me fiercely, "If you don't sleep, I'll let Yu Chou come in and beat you , it hurts a lot when he beats someone, are you afraid?"

When I was interrupted by him like this, I suddenly burst into tears from laughter.

"Thank you, thank you."

"Go to sleep!" Xie Xing didn't mean to be polite to me, he still glared at me, and picked up the rare object that Yu Qiu gave him to play with, obviously he didn't want to continue talking to me.

In fact, what Xie Xing said is correct, my character is like this, I have low self-esteem, worrying and sensitive, I am very stupid, when there is any disturbance, I feel that the sky is about to fall.

I used to be with Xie Yan, he didn't talk too much, I held my heart, but also carried the cowardice and humbleness from the mother's womb, I often didn't know how to deal with myself.And with his cold and alienated temperament, we can't always talk about it.

If he could have talked more with me at that time, and we had been honest with each other, wouldn't it have been a different ending?

I closed my eyes, thinking of this, I feel stupid again, time is like running water, the giant wheel of history is rolling forward, those backward and confused sorrows have been crushed by time, how can we start again.

Xie Yan and I are destined to embark on this path.

There was only a dim oil lamp lit in the carriage, Xie Xing half-closed his eyes, curiously looking at the world in the diorama, with a smile on his lips, innocent like a child.I unconsciously always treat him as my younger brother, but he has always left me several blocks no matter what the strategy is, and he has always protected me. I really grew up so much for nothing.

We should not be taking the straight official road, the carriage bumped along the way, accompanied by the roar of thunder outside the carriage, the air was moist, and even the quilt was cold in late autumn and early winter.

But the heavy rain never fell, but the icy winter wind howled like a soul, lifting the thin car curtains and swinging them around, and the cold air came in from there and fell on my face.Seeing him, Xie Xing directly blocked the vent with his body, without even giving me a look.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, there was a loud thunder on the flat ground, and the raindrops finally hit the roof of the car with a crackling sound. The strong wind and heavy rain poured in directly.

The shadow guard outside the carriage said, "His Royal Highness, you have arrived."

Xie Xing turned his head to look at me, I nodded, and got out of the carriage with him, the rain outside was really noisy, but after a while, my shoes and socks were already wet.

I squinted my eyes in the dark night, carefully identifying the scene in front of me.The area here is vast, and there should be a big house on the outskirts of the city far away from the capital, on the barren plains.There is a very wide fence around the house. The plaque in the middle of the fence is old and worn out. After the rain pours back, even the fence becomes wet and muddy.

"Beautiful brother, let's go."

Xie Xing pushed open the thin and fragile fence door, and the boy who had been waiting for a long time opened the oil-paper umbrella and led us into the mansion.

The more I walked forward, the faster my heart beat, and my heart was thrown high into my throat. As long as I opened this door, I could get all the truth.But why am I so afraid? The inexplicable fear is like a pair of life-threatening hands, tightly restraining my neck, almost making me unable to breathe.

"Beautiful brother, are you okay?" Xie Xing stood beside me quietly, he gave me enough time to think, and told me with a smile.

"It's okay, just open the door."

I was inspired, and with trembling gauze-wrapped fingers, I pushed open the door to the truth.

The house is brightly lit, with sandalwood tables and chairs, antique porcelain treasured in the closet, and incense rising in the corner. The inside is not as dilapidated as it looks outside, and it is obvious that the dilapidation outside is just for bluffing to deceive people.

And when my eyes touched the person who was rushing up to meet him, tears burst out of my eyes instantly. I opened my arms like a bird returning to its nest, and let out a few whimpers from my throat, choked up and said , "Daddy!"

My dad hugged me into his arms almost immediately, the familiar father's warmth wrapped me, his hand patted my head lightly, comforting me like every time I cried when I was a child, and said softly, "little Qiu, why are you skinny?"

I didn't speak, just hugged him tightly and didn't let go. I was so happy. My father didn't look the same as three years ago, and he didn't age rapidly. He seemed to be taken care of very well. When I saw the house I know that the person who hid my father here put a lot of thought into it.

But why was my father not surprised at all when he saw me.

Obviously the real Feng Jiuyue had died three years ago, but my father acted like he didn't know about it. I speculated like this, sniffed again, and asked, "Daddy, what did you say at that time?" How did you get here?"

My father wiped my tears familiarly, and said leisurely, "At that time, I also thought that I was doomed this time, but the day before the execution, a jailer opened the lock and entered the cell directly, and brought another prisoner who looked exactly like me .”

"The jailer asked me to go with him, saying that this would be my last chance to survive. I asked him who sent him here. He just told me to stop talking nonsense, and immediately knocked me out and took me away."

"Before I closed my eyes, I saw a part of the tattoo on his arm. If I guessed correctly, it is the wolf emblem that must be worn by the Crown Prince's Eastern Palace Imperial Army."

"Later, when I woke up, I was already here. I thought that the emperor had listened to the prince's advice and did not move you, so I was going to wait here for you to come to me. Daddy did indeed wait."

Xie Yan was the chief criminal who executed my father. At that time, all parts of the prison were under his jurisdiction, and it was impossible for a fly to fly in. However, his men took my father away and hid him in a hidden place. The best care was given, even my death was kept a secret.

Why didn't he just tell me all these things?I quickly knew the answer, no way, I was too stupid.

If he tells me everything, I can't hold back, and I will definitely tell my father, and my father will also do all kinds of futile resistance.But if the emperor wants you to die, you must die, but it will be sooner or later, so Xie Yan intends to solve the matter completely by himself, and then come to me again.

He put everything on his shoulders. He called his own soldiers to guard the door of my room. It turned out that he was afraid that the emperor would rashly attack me, not to imprison me, nor to monitor me.

He has always loved me.

So after he suffered all kinds of bullying from me, he just said to me lightly,

"Then do you remember what I said?"

"You never trusted me or accepted me for who I was."

It turned out that he had said it a long time ago, and thousands of words were hidden in the affectionate gaze, the considerate hug, and the gentle moonlight. He hugged me and kissed me, so he loved me sincerely. .

That's why he told me that we must remember what he said, we must trust him the most, and we must wait until he comes to me.

I didn't wait.

I never trusted him or his feelings.

Xie Yan was right, I never trusted him, never accepted him, and I didn't even dare to appreciate his charity-like feelings.

I never believed that he would love me, and always regarded him as the kind of person who would abandon his husband and son in exchange for fame and fortune, so I asked that question, would he trade me for fame in the future?

I even condemned him to death in my heart, and before he could answer, I nailed him to the wall of shame.

I actually made the choice for him, just begging him to tell me in advance.

How sad it must have been for him to hear me say that.

But while he was sad, he still chose me and did these things silently.If it wasn't for the shadow guard's unintentional discovery, if it wasn't for my father's keen observation skills, I might not be able to know what he has done for me in this life.

He saved my father for me at the risk of losing everything, and how do I repay him?

Hahahaha, it's so funny, I had someone cripple his legs.

I had someone cripple his legs!

His figure as bright and bright as the moon can no longer stand up.Damn me, I'm not good enough for him, I'm not good enough for him from the start, I'm a complete monster, a monster without a heart.

"Xiaoqiu, why are you crying more and more? Are you so happy to see your father?" My father's voice finally brought back a sliver of my sanity. Climbing my father's back, "Yes, I'm so happy, I'm really happy today."

And Xie Xing, the only one who knew the pain in my heart, just stood aside silently, as if he was infected by my various emotions, his eyes were as red as a rabbit.

After returning from my father’s place, I locked myself in the room, did not eat or drink, and cried day and night like my life, my eyes were covered with a thick layer of shadows, and my vision was blurry. It's no longer clear, I don't care.

I stared blankly at the man in the mirror, his face was as white as a ghost, his cheeks were deeply sunken, his eye rims were covered with bloodshot eyes, and bright red blood tears dripped from the corners of his eyes. Different people.

I haven't eaten for several days, Xie Xing was very angry, but I really couldn't eat, I vomited out everything I forcefully poured in.

I sat on the ground dejectedly, thinking how many days would it take for me to die completely, but I can't die, my father still needs me, now that he has no official title, I am his only hope.

The sunlight of the setting sun came in through the rhombic windows and fell into the bronze mirror. The refracted light was dazzling and dazzling, and fell on the end of my right eye. Go forward and firmly grasp the thick mirror body.

The trembling fingertips slowly touched the end of the right eye, and at some point there was another small bright red mole.

I opened my mouth, but the pain was so painful that I lost my voice. The skinny pain made me roll on the ground.It is growing, covering the healthy, normal shell with deformed organs.

I was in so much pain that I was sweating all over. The pain was like shattering bones, tearing flesh, and breaking everything back together.

When the noisy pain passed, I slowly took off my clothes, and saw with disgust, the familiar deformed organ that made me hate.

"Hahahaha." I suddenly laughed, with snot and tears running down my face.Why should I hate it, and what qualifications do I have to hate it, I am a heartless monster.

"Beautiful brother, are you still there?" Xie Xing's voice sounded outside the door, full of anxiety.

"Are you still awake?"

"Brother Prince, he is going to go to the barbarians. Their team is now repairing at the city tower, which is the place where the spring banquet was held at that time. You still have time to go there."

"If you miss this time, you will never have another chance in the future."

He let out a long sigh.