The princess is reborn

Xie Yan's series of pressing questions beat me back steadily, I didn't even dare to struggle for a while, I just stayed in his arms wet and docile and obedient, suddenly raised my eyes and focused on outlining with lingering eyes. His clear eyebrows.

A black cloak was loosely draped over his body, and his phoenix eyes were unusually cold. He stretched out his long arms and easily wrapped around my thin waist. His pale and broad palms lay across my waist, as if in a daze. A piece of hard cold jade was pressed on the tofu, afraid that it would be crushed.Although the winter had already passed by at this time, the power of the cold spring still cannot be underestimated. I shrank my body and tried to get closer to Xie Yan, trying to absorb the warmth.

The words of thanks did not exclude my unilateral intimacy, that's what he did, as long as I show some kindness to him, he would ignore my mistakes, which can be said to be very magnanimous.

He is looking down at me now, his gray pupils are heavy, his slightly drooping eyelashes are like frost, his thin lips are pursed into a straight line, and his brows are furrowed to reveal his hidden emotions. Xie said that he is angry. Try to suppress your anger and wait for a reasonable explanation from me.

Did I really take Xie Yan as a fool?

Indeed, at that time, I was dazzled by my own stupidity and hatred, and I ran into the helpless words of thanks again.When the mansion was closed, he was dressed in white and drank under the lingering moonlight. He was pale and thin like the last ray of lonely soul in the world, but when he saw me, his withered pupils seemed to ignite and shatter. Light, I will never forget the hot tears he shed on my shoulders, until now, they have hit my heart one by one, making my heart sore and swollen, and tears will fall soon.

"I'm sorry." I firmly grabbed Xie Yan's lapel, suffering from heart-piercing pain, and on impulse, I grabbed Xie Yan's shoulder and kissed his slightly pursed lips.It's not appropriate to say it's a kiss, I've never been used to it, and I've never been in control of such intimate matters, I just licked his tightly closed lips like a kitten, every move, They are as light as a feather, for fear of breaking the rare tranquility.

Xie Yan was stunned for a moment, then grabbed the back of my head fiercely, pressed my whole body against him, and immediately kissed me so hard that I was out of breath, evacuating all the air in my chest and lungs.I felt drowsy as if I was stepping on the waves, like a dilapidated boat with a black roof, gradually sinking in the choppy waves.

I don't know how long it took, I had a faint feeling that I was going to be unable to hold on anymore, and the air in my lungs was about to run out, so I lightly pushed Xie Yan's arm. After sucking my lower lip twice, he let me go, and leaned back on the back of the wheelchair, his cool fingertips kept moving.

After some hustle and bustle, his lips glistened with water, his dark eyes were full of dark desires, and his calloused fingertips carried a sense of punishment, and he crushed hard. Passing my lower lip, he opened his mouth slowly to me, his indifferent voice became deep and hoarse, "I can't do it again, and you dare to recruit me?"

He was quite dissatisfied in his tone, but my actions were light and thin, but I never hesitated. My lips were already red and swollen from being bitten. He set his scorching gaze on my neck, and as soon as he lowered his head, it was on it. Leaving a lot of Yin and Hong's imprints.

I took a deep breath, grabbed his black hair with all my might, and reprimanded softly, "You, you are not a child anymore, why, why are you still eating..."

I was too embarrassed to say what happened next, so I just blushed and turned away, my whole body was stained crimson, especially the place where I had just been bitten was painful and itchy.

My flesh and skin are too delicate, and now just rubbing the golden-haired crane on Xie Yan's chest makes me cry in pain, crying softly, "It hurts me so much, why do you always bully me?" People, open their mouths and bite people."

I was immersed in my own grief, and I didn't know that my voice was so soft that it fell in Xie Yan's ears. It didn't seem like a serious accusation, but more like a subtle seduction.

He stared at my red ears for a moment, and after a long time he let out a long breath, took off his cloak and covered me.Xie Yan is much taller than me, especially with the cloak, but with a casual cage, it completely covers my whole body, not even a trace of skin or flesh can stand the cold.

A cold, dark fragrance broke into my mouth and nose. It was the smell that Xie Yan often had on his body. in the head.

At this time, the water in the bathtub was still emitting warm heat, the windows inside the house were closed tightly, and no cool breeze could blow in, and the dim yellow candles were burning in the corner, and the orange halo spread out, lining the whole room. Tranquil and demure like a dream.

I do not know when the posture of hugging Xie Yan has become more intimate. He supported my lower back and lifted me up, so I buried my whole face in his chest, even I can hear his heavy heartbeat, once or twice, as if he is dancing with my full of love.

It's not like we've never hugged like this before. On the contrary, after Xie Yan and I were together, he often hugged me like this, like hugging an ignorant toddler. Xie Yan treated me as an ignorant child, I always have this illusion.

I like Xie Yan so much, I like it so much that I feel infinite fear and hesitation in my heart. How can I make him let go of the hatred in the past and like me the same?

I really don't know what to do.

I was still depressed, but when I saw Xie Yan's cold white fingers holding a thick black pill and handing it to my mouth, I couldn't help asking curiously, "What is this?"

I don't mean to question Xie Yan in any way, I'm just looking for something to say. The atmosphere is very good now, I must talk to Xie Yan more.

But Xie Yan didn’t think that way. He seemed to regard my questions as doubts of distrust. As soon as I finished speaking, Xie Yan’s eyes instantly became cold and terrifying, and the strength of the hand around my waist became The pain was so severe that my tears were about to fall. He came closer to look at me, with a mocking arc on his lips, and the words he spit out were full of vicious thoughts, "Abstaining children."

My throat seemed to be choked by sadness, and I couldn't make any sound. The warmth and tranquility just now seemed to be just an illusion of me alone. Xie Yan never let go of his guard for a moment, and all he thought about was how to break me Sincerely, crushing my self-esteem, how to make me cry out in pain.

Also, no one would accept a monster, let alone a child born of a monster, and neither would Xie Yan.Knowing that there was no movement in my stomach, I still stroked my flat stomach with one trembling hand, and took the pill with the other hand.

Xie Yan looked at me intently, not letting go of any expression on my face, as if he wanted to find out my reluctance in such a tight stare.

But I didn't.

I swallowed the pill without even the slightest hesitation, then stared blankly at the ground, and said quietly, "I've already taken it, there won't be any children, can you let me down?"

It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous, it's clear that the two of us were hugging each other sweetly just now, like a pair of lovers full of affection, but in an instant, we returned to such a state of hostility.

Feng Jiuyue, you will never learn how to be good, so do you have to be so clear before you give up?Thank him, but I just want to play with you, and you still want to give birth to him, it's ridiculous.

"Feng Jiuyue, you are so quick to swallow, have you been looking forward to this day? Huh?"

Xie Yan did not let me go as I wished, but stretched out his hands to pinch my cheeks, rounded and flattened my face like dough, the pain made thin tears drip from the corners of my eyes.

Obviously he asked for it himself, but now he is even more angry than me, he lowered his head and bit my lip and neck fiercely, like an aggressive beast, tossing me recklessly and speaking to me viciously.

"It's just medicine for your asthma."

"You are still delusional about some kind of child-avoiding medicine. Let me tell you, Feng Jiuyue, don't be delusional. You have been raped by me so many times and you still want to get out of your body. Don't even think about it."

Isn't it an anti-child medicine?

I remembered the last time when I had an asthma attack, Xie Yan hugged me, breathed me out constantly, his palm caressed my thin back, the helplessness and heartache flashed across his brows.

Thinking of this, a rich and fragrant rose bloomed in my chest, and I opened my mouth to accept Xie Yan's rough kiss. With anger, he gnawed all over my body with marks, and then stared at me angrily. It was obvious that the remaining anger had not subsided.

I suddenly understood where Xie Yan's anger came from. He was angry because I took the child-avoiding medicine. He felt that I was unwilling to give birth to him, and wanted to escape from his grasp.If Xie Yan and I switched positions, I should be very sad, just like I just thought that Xie Yan didn't want me to keep his child.

I suddenly understood, looking at Xie Yan's expression with infinite love, the smile continued to expand on my face, happiness started from my heart, and climbed to the shallow dimples and stretched brows, I was full of heart With joy and gratitude, he said softly to Xie Yan, "Xie Yan, thank you for caring about me so much."

Xie Yan suddenly stopped all his irritable movements, and looked at me like a weird alien, like a fox that had seen through all its cunning thoughts, pinched seven inches in the hands of humans, and couldn't help but panicked. With sharp fangs and claws, he tried to take the initiative back into his own hands.

"Thank me? Thank me for what?"

He leaned over slightly, and the air exhaled from his thin lips landed on my hot and hot ear tips. He opened his mouth with deliberate contempt and humiliation, "I'm giving you this medicine just because you don't like it. This time, when you got sick, I had to stop to appease you, and I was also quite annoyed, you are also a man, and you know that stopping halfway would be very unpleasant and unpleasant, right?"

At this point, I have no extra energy to speculate whether Xie Yan's words are true or false. My heart seems to be lifted high, thrown into the sky with joy, and then falls from the sky and hits the ground. , shattered into pieces of blood.

I can't control my fragile tears, I always cry uselessly, after meeting Xie Yan, I shed all tears, I vaguely remembered the night of our bridal chamber, I also suffered from asthma, Xie Yan said to me softly , "Forget it."

When the asthma attack occurred, I couldn't even take care of my breathing, but I could feel his cherished actions and the heavy distress and worry on his face. I shook my head, hugged him again, and tried my best to calm myself down.

I even hate myself for being a sick person. I knew that Xie Yan would not be interesting to him like this, but he approached me again and again and robbed me again and again, but it gave me the illusion that I was deeply needed. I thought he loved me. Me, I thought he cared about me, so I complained that I was a sick person, unable to give Xie Yan the normal pleasure, and tried my best to please him.

Even during the day and night when I was forced, I always had this mentality, because I always felt that Xie Yan liked me and cared about me.But the fact is not, he despises me, despises me as a sick child, despises me for not being able to get fun from me, all my tolerance and pandering are just plausible excuses.

All the facts that I didn't want to accept suddenly became clear before my eyes. I curled up my fingers tightly clutching Xie Yan's skirt, and slowly loosened the crumpled clothes. I lowered my head and said softly, " You can find someone else."

"What did you say?"

Xie Yan's unbelievable voice sounded in my ears. He grabbed my face and forced me to look at him, but I didn't want to. I just cast my eyes elsewhere, and said stubbornly and insisted, "Since you despise me If you are a sick child, then you can find someone else."

It's just that you can't touch me again if you find someone else. I didn't say this, but the sense of crisis told me that if I said it, Xie Yan would be even more angry. He was already very angry.

The sound of the wheels rolling, my body was thrown onto the bed, Xie Yan bit my neck like a wild beast to bleed out, I cried softly, and curled up my body until it was cool When the fingertips touched the still swollen and painful place, he trembled all over, crying and yelling, "Go, I don't want you, I hate you very much now, I don't want you to touch it."

"If you dislike me, then find someone else."

Rarely have I spoken to Xie Yan so viciously. During the frantic struggle, my fingernails left red marks on the right side of Xie Yan’s face. His expression was no better than mine. He wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his thumb, as if he was so angry with me, but he had nothing to do with me. He could only stare at me viciously, and after a long time he gritted his teeth and said, " Feng Muqiu, you have no heart."

The door was slammed loudly.