The princess is reborn

Xie Yan usually doesn't call my name by name, only when he is extremely angry or disappointed, he will call my name like this through gritted teeth.

Just hearing the three words "Feng Muqiu", I felt an inexplicable panic, and a thin layer of sweat immediately formed on my back. I didn't care about my face anymore, and immediately lifted the brocade quilt covering my face, repeatedly Make a whimper.

"Ahhh, I was wrong, I was wrong, don't be angry, I was really wrong, thank you, I was really wrong, don't hate me, I will never dare to lie to you again, really Yes, I can swear it now."

I sat up with a bitter face, I was so flustered that I couldn't find things, and I dared to stretch out my hand to grab Xie Yan's sleeve, but he mercilessly threw it away, and my wrist hit the red sandalwood on the edge of the bed. On the wood, the pain made me teary.

Xie Yan didn't expect it to be like this either. After a moment of stunned, he pursed his thin lips and stared at my wrist that was swollen instantly, with displeasure and irritability on his face.

Seeing this, the military doctor and attendants walked towards the door as if fleeing for their lives, and closed the door thoughtfully, for fear that the tower would catch fire and harm the fish in the pond.

When the attendant and the military doctor were leaving, they left me with a self-seeking expression. The eyes were full of sympathy and pity, but the movements of their hands were very honest. They directly closed the door and cut off my escape route, leaving behind I, the culprit here, let Xie Yan rub, round, pinch, flatten.

I knew I did something wrong, and I was willing to be punished, but Xie Yan didn't intend to punish me at all, but just stared at me with cold eyes.

If eyes could kill, I might be dead already, how can I linger here.

Xie Yan seemed to dislike me very much, deliberately kept a distance from me, and the wheelchair was next to the desk.The candles on the desk were brightly lit, and the warm yellow light cast on his cold white face, adding a bit of softness, but those gray pupils were completely different, braving the blazing fire.

His slender fingertips resting on his knees were all clenched into fists, his lips were pursed into a straight line, and he looked at me viciously, trying to cramp me with his eyes.

"I," I opened my mouth, but I didn't know what to say for a while, I just got off the bed and walked towards him, "Don't be angry, I know I was wrong, can I apologize to you? I didn't mean to lie Yes, I just wanted to see you."

But when I walked up to Xie Yan, squatted down, and wanted to touch him, he pushed me away with all his strength. Fortunately, there were blankets on the floor, so I didn't fall very hurt.When I regained my senses, the sound of the rolling wheels went away, and Xie Yan's back fell into the shadow of the room, looking lonely and desolate.

Xie Yan, he is really angry, the kind who is so angry that he doesn't even want to give me a chance to explain. If it were someone else, he wouldn't easily believe my nonsense. Jin. Tiao, who would pay attention to such absurd and ridiculous remarks of his.

But at the thank you speech meeting, he will take this nonsense I said seriously, does it also mean that he has been looking forward to the arrival of the child?

Mrs. Blue Crucian Carp passed away when he was very young, but he still misses the peach blossom tree she planted, and would cry silently when he saw her portrait.If Xie Yan became a father, would he have a deep bond with this world? He even tried to touch my belly to feel the beating of life, he would gently comfort me, and said to me seriously, "I will protect you. "

So what he said in death row to let me bear children for him was not out of will, nor was it a malicious humiliation.

At this moment, he also wants to have a child. This is another fetter he has with this world after Mrs. Blue Crucian Carp. I gave him such a hope, but I broke it with my own hands. Xie Yan, who was looking forward to coming in a hurry, fell into such a lonely and lonely situation.

I let Xie Yan break a pair of legs, he will no longer like me, and there will be no more warm and sweet moments between us.

But if I give birth to a child for him, this child will be loved by him from the bottom of his heart and become a support for the rest of his lonely life. The child will love Xie Yan instead of me, and get his rare tender pampering. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry.

This is something I can't thank you for. I did something wrong and I'm destined not to be forgiven. I don't know when Xie Yan will play/tire me and kick me away.

Until that day comes, God, please, let me stay with him until he gets back on his feet, and let me give him a baby, just as my final compensation for what I did wrong.After doing this, I will leave him, and I won't pester him with a faceless face, I promise.

When I thought of this, my body was completely out of the control of my brain. After walking a few steps quickly, I hugged Xie Yan's neck from behind, using the greatest strength in my life.

Xie Yan's body froze, his tone was as cold as ice, and the voice came from the front with a terrifying deterrent force, "Release."

He was really angry, and without any hesitation, he just steered the wheelchair to go. My strength was not enough for these equipment, so I could only be dragged away.

No, I can't let Xie Yan go, he is really angry this time, if he is let go, he will definitely not come to see me again.A strong sense of crisis hit my brain, no, no, by the time I reacted, my person was already standing behind the door, with arms outstretched, firmly blocking the door behind him, tears falling on the ground blanket, sobbing and talking.

"Don't go, listen to me, I didn't mean to lie to you, you locked me up, I can't get out, I want to see you, I can only get someone to report, but if you don't come, don't come to me What can I do, I already know I was wrong, I shouldn't use this to lie to you, and I won't do it in the future."

My grievances were like a overwhelming hurricane that beat me cold and bruises all over my body. I knew that I was not qualified to be wronged. I owed a lot to Xie Yan, but Xie Yan didn't give me any chance to repent.

As long as he doesn't want to see me, I have nothing to do. In his eyes, I'm just a prisoner who can warm the bed. I have no right to ask him about his intimacy with others, and I have no right to be angry with him.

But I am also human, and I will be sad.

I have been locked up in this attic all day long, like a bird trapped in a cage, only when the master comes, can I touch the cool fingertips.

And when Xie Yan is busy, I stay here alone, watching the sunrise and sunset repeatedly, watching the sky full of clouds, watching the cold moon fall, watching the candles lit in the house at sunset, so quiet that only I can be heard human voice.

It was only at this moment that I realized that this is the result of Xie Yan's desire. After the endless loneliness, the pet will give birth to a sense of dependence on the owner. If he doesn't come for two days in a row, I feel like my heart is broken A hole, whistling cold wind.

"Thank you, don't go, okay?"

I spoke in a low voice, sweating profusely on my back against the door, even on the palms of my hands, my whole body was soaked in sweat, as if I had just been fished out after soaking in salt water.

After I finished speaking, I timidly waited for Xie Yan's response.

His slender fingers were originally placed on the control button on the edge of the wheelchair. Seeing my attitude, he just moved his hand away abruptly. The wheelchair turned around and returned to the position in the room, sitting by the candlelight with a cold face. ,

He was born very well, even staring angrily at the jumping candle flames, his features were picturesque and his temperament was dusty.

I hesitated and walked to his side, then knelt down on the blanket at his feet, reached out and touched his fingers on his knees, and shouted softly, "Thank you, thank you."

Xie Yan ignored me, turned his face away with a cold snort, and moved his fingers away along the way, preventing me from touching a single bit.

Sure enough, now that I have nothing in my stomach, he doesn't care if I'm sitting on the ground cold or not, and he doesn't even bother to give me a look, but his willingness to stay means that I still have a chance.

Feng Jiuyue, don't be afraid, I mustered up my courage, and while Xie Yan didn't pay attention to my movement, I quietly put my knees on the sides of the wheelchair, and sneaked up on him, with both hands on the backrest behind him On the next day, I was so nervous that my heart was about to jump out, it's okay, at worst, I just fell a big butt like before.

"What are you going to do again?" Xie Yan turned his face away, seeing me in such an unseemly manner, he withdrew his body, trying his best to avoid contact with my limbs, his cold and alienated eyes were like sharp blades , can cut a person's heart into countless pieces.

"I," I couldn't stand his indifferent eyes, I just looked at him aggrievedly, then cheekily rubbed the tip of my nose against his side face, wrapped my arms around his neck, and said cheekily It entangled him like a boneless snake, said faintly.

"I was wrong. I shouldn't have tricked you here by saying that I have a child, but I really have nothing to do."

"You lock me up. I'll send someone to report to you. If you don't want to come, what can I do?"

"Co-authoring is still my problem?" Xie Yan said with a sneer, and now I am sitting on him with almost the whole body, so I am much shorter than him.When he looked down at me, Qing Lingling's gray pupils drooped, and his long eyelashes fell down. Shi Shiran had a cold feeling of repelling others thousands of miles away.

"No," I was afraid that he would get angry again, so I grabbed his shirt tightly and explained hastily, "I shouldn't have misunderstood you, I shouldn't have scolded you, I know you didn't look for someone else, it was that woman I ran to hug you by myself."

"I blamed you, I'm sorry."

"Oh," Xie Yan seemed to have heard some naive joke, his tone was full of disdain, "Feng Jiuyue, why do you think I care about your thoughts? You are with me, just a casual companion The play thing on the bed, I don’t come here for a few days, it’s just because I’m tired of playing and I’m too lazy to come here, you don’t think I’m making trouble with you, do you?”

My tears fell, I thought I could be immune to Xie Yan's words, but it turns out that even if I comfort myself, these are just Xie Yan's angry words, I still feel so distressed that I can't breathe, Feng Jiuyue, don't be sad, apologize .

I wiped the tears all over my face, tried to make myself smile, and said in a slightly embarrassed way, "That was my misunderstanding, I'm sorry," after I finished speaking, I struggled to get off Xie Yan's lap, but he He refused, grabbed my waist firmly, and imprisoned me on his lap. His handsome face was full of disgust and impatience, and he clicked his tongue lightly at me.

"Thank you, since you're tired of playing, let me come down."

I let go of his skirt, grabbed the hem of my clothes instead, raised my head and looked at him with wet eyes, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have misunderstood what you have with others, Xie Xing, he doesn't like me, he Kissing me that day was just to annoy the person he likes, that's all I have to say, let me go."

"Oh?" Xie Yan suddenly smiled, malicious flowers blossomed from his pale lips, provocation and deliberation rolled on the tip of his tongue.

"Feng Jiuyue, let me ask you, if there is a person who doesn't like me right now, but in order to annoy the person he likes, he kisses me, it's just on the cheek, what will you do?"

He didn't even wait for me to answer, he added himself, "You'll slap me indiscriminately and disappear from my world."

"Isn't that what happened to Jiang Qingling in the past? You sentenced me to death from the very beginning. If I hadn't resisted the order and refused to marry, you would have looked at me again?"

"Feng Jiuyue, what am I in your heart? You keep saying that you like me, but as long as you feel dangerous and sad, you can leave without saying a word. Your love is so superficial and fragile, and it can't stand the wind and rain. .”

"That night you talked to Jiang Qingling all night, but you didn't even look at me. It was the same with Xie Xing. He kissed you, but you told me it was just a misunderstanding."

"I just want to ask you, if these things happen to me, how will you deal with me?"

"Tell me, I'm really interested." As Xie Yan said, he kissed my mouth in retaliation. He bit so hard that he almost chewed the root of my tongue.

What can I say, I thank him for not giving me a chance to speak because he knows me well enough. If someone kisses him on the face, I will definitely leave immediately without giving him any room for explanation.

Feng Jiuyue, you really have double standards.

"I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong." I hugged Xie Yan's waist anxiously, buried my blushing face in his neck, and apologized while crying.

"I misunderstood you, it's my fault, I shouldn't let others kiss me, even if I was attacked by surprise, but you are so fierce, why are you always so fierce to me, you just pushed me to the ground, My ass | buttocks are all bruised, can't you tell me well? Why do you always want to kill me like this?"

"You don't come to see me when you are unhappy, why? You know that I can't get out, and you still miss you very much, why are you willing to not come to see me for two days, there is not a bird outside, and the attendants are not very good Talk to me, what are you doing, bullying people all the time, it's really annoying."

"It's not the kind that really hates you, but when I'm angry, I will say you hate me. I just miss you so much. I lied when I have no choice. You have to go. I haven't seen you for two days. I miss you so much."

I babbled a lot of nonsense, wiped my snot and tears on Xie Yan's clothes, and my eyes were swollen from crying, so I complained with red eyes and pursed mouth, "Why don't you hug me? I apologize to you, I have made so many mistakes, why can't you be merciful and forgive me!"

"Hit it up." Xie Yan looked at me coolly, his arms didn't move, obviously he didn't intend to hug me, and I didn't know what was wrong with me, so he put his arms on my waist directly, doing Create the illusion that you are being held.

But soon this trick didn't work, Xie Yan immediately withdrew his arm and rested it lazily on the armrest of the wheelchair.

I grabbed his hand again, but found that I couldn't hold it any longer. His gray eyes were drooping, and he looked at me with a good eye. The tails of his long and narrow eyes were slightly raised, and the corners of his slightly curved lips showed teasing and joking, as if he was waiting for me. How to mess around in the next step.

I made a great determination in my heart, climbed down from the wheelchair, and Shi Shiran stood in front of Xie Yan, with a bright candle beside me, which could illuminate everything as bright as day, and my slender shadow fell to the ground , also landed in Xie Yan's pupils, and his slender, white fingers untied the belt around his waist, and the thin spruce fell lightly to the ground like pieces of clouds, and my feet and toes were slightly nervous. Curled up, palms sweating profusely, meeting Xie Yan's eyes amid frenzied heartbeats, like raging sparks stirred by the breeze, setting off a prairie fire in an instant.

It's only two steps away, but I walked extremely hard, my cheeks turned crimson, the tips of my ears were red, and the skin around my neck was also red, so I stepped forward boldly. In the wheelchair, two Bai Shengsheng's arms were wrapped around the back of Xie Yan's neck, and he breathed intimately with him, and said earnestly and ashamedly.

"There is also the matter of the child. I shouldn't lie to you. I'm sorry, but it's too late to apologize now."

"Can I beg you, make another one with me?"

I tilted my head and spoke slowly, my almost ignorant and innocent tone made me feel a little embarrassed, and I didn't even dare to look into Xie Yan's eyes.

And when he got close to me, his breathing became fast and heavy, and his palms were rubbing vigorously. He was rubbing my two halves of smooth and delicate skin and flesh. I looked down and saw that they were all rubbed. famous.

Xie Yan is a martial artist, his hands already have very thick calluses, so pinching and kneading without knowing the severity is a bit painful, tears welled up in my eyes, I wanted to grab Xie Yan's hand, but I was also afraid that he would call me squeamish, so I could only inhale lightly, enduring the numbness accompanied by pain, and leaned into Xie Yan's ear, discussing, "Can I use something later? I'm afraid pain."

Thanks to him, it hurts me every time, except for the bridal chamber where I prepared something, which made me feel better, but it still hurts and always bleeds. When I think about that feeling, I feel very Terrified, I began to tremble unconsciously.

"Not here." Xie Yan lowered his head and bit the fragile bean, paused, and said, "I'll ask the military doctor to bring it over."

"No, no need."

I looked up, feeling pain and numbness, tears came out of the corners of my eyes, and I kept shrinking back, trying to get rid of the shadowy tongue, tip and palm, how could I get the military doctor to send it here? If it was really sent , I still have to be shameless, it was very embarrassing before, so I don't want to go through it again.

"En." Xie Yan said this, and then lifted me a little higher. I was so panicked that I quickly grabbed his hand on my waist and patted him to signal him to wait a while.

"Feng Jiuyue, what tricks are you playing again?" Xie Yan was really angry, his eyes were bursting with fire, the veins on his forehead were bulging, and many blue spots appeared on the thin arm that was holding me. Blood vessels, looking very ferocious. Horrible, like a beast that is about to eat, it is very violent and dissatisfied when it is disturbed to eat, and it will bite my neck off when it opens its mouth.

"You, don't worry," I kissed the tip of his nose, and coaxed softly, "wait for me a little longer."

I remember that in order to please Xie Yan, I specially read some books of this kind. If there is no cream, I can only use it. In this way, in front of Xie Yan, I smeared all four fingers. Wet. Wet, and let it go slowly.

After this operation, I was sweating all over, so I said to Xie Yan in a trembling voice, "Okay, give me a hug, okay?"

Xie Yan's arm was very strong, and when it hugged my back, it made me feel very safe. I lightly touched his shoulder, breathing heavily like a dying fish, between the eyebrows Stretching and wrinkling with the strength, flapping his arms from time to time, accusing him of roughness, explosiveness and impatience with teary eyes.

"What are you doing?" I was a little anxious, tightly grasping Xie Yan's hand, and asked angrily, "Why do you want to be behind? Didn't you agree to have a baby?"

I was extraordinarily docile and obedient tonight, thanking him for letting go four or five times, and his performance was not as arrogant and rude as usual. The kiss, the voice was a little hoarse, but there was a hint of tenderness, "You're swollen again."

"Okay." I replied lazily, a little inexplicably depressed, my body is not like a woman, and I don't know if it is really possible to have children, I just have the mentality of trying, maybe even if I try hard, In the end, I couldn't give birth either.

"Unhappy?" Xie Yan smiled and kissed my eyelids that were red from crying, rubbed my fluffy hair with his big palm, and kissed my forehead one after another, "If you continue, it will hurt, be good. "

"It's always going to hurt," I murmured to express my dissatisfaction in a low voice, "it's just a matter of how much it hurts." Xie Yan said that he was born with Fanbang's blood, and he was born handsome, but I was born delicate everywhere. Even if you are fully prepared, it is not suitable.

"Okay, okay," Xie Yan steered the wheelchair, took me to the side of the bed, couch, wrapped up all the signs of my embarrassment with a quilt, and asked the attendant to fetch a pot of hot water, carefully Wipe me off.

After doing this, he turned around as if he was about to leave, all the grievances around me came to my heart, and I cried almost immediately.

"Are you going to leave again? Why do you bully me like this every time, just leave when you're done, what do you think of me, scoundrel."

Xie Yan's back froze as he walked away, and he turned around hastily, and said to me softly, "I'm going to take a bath, I'll be back in a while."

"Then come back quickly." Knowing that I had made a big joke, I quickly covered myself with a quilt.

After a few quarters of an hour, Xie Yan pushed the door open and came in, with a touch of water vapor and a faint fragrance of cold on his body.

I reached out to him to hug him, but he dug me out of the quilt, hugged me on his lap, and asked knowingly, "Why didn't you sleep, didn't you feel tired just now?"

I grabbed his shoulders, sniffed the faint cold fragrance of his body with the tip of my nose, and said coquettishly, "Do you want to stay here and sleep with me tonight?"

"I really want to sleep with you like before. It will be warmer and sleep more soundly. I haven't slept so well for a long time."

I feel like a cat. I can't help but need thank you words to stroke my fur, play with me, and hug me. Occasionally such company will make me feel very comfortable.

But I'm probably the only one who thinks this way.

Xie Yan let go of me, his heavy gray eyes returned to indifference and silence, as if telling me that everything just now was just a vain dream, I heard him say, "No."

Without further explanation, he just said, no.

The author has something to say:

Alright, now the pressure of public opinion is on Xie Yan's side.

PS: When I wrote it, I felt that Xiaoqiu was so delicate, she was the kind of sticky kitten that had to be hugged and coaxed.