The princess is reborn
Chapter 82 "I'm sorry, I didn't protect you well."
I still can't understand why Xie Yan obviously already has his own heart, but he can still do all the intimacy and intimacy that can only be done between lovers, just like he is embracing me from behind in a majestic way now, slightly cool His warm body temperature and steady heartbeat completely enveloped me, as if he cherished me extremely.
It's ridiculous.
When he did these things, it was like stealing behind Bai Lanxue's back. Does Bai Lanxue know what he did to me?Bai Lanxue probably liked him too, but the two of them hadn't spoken yet, and neither of them wanted to speak first.
After all, the one who speaks first is doomed to be at a disadvantage. As a dog licker for a lifetime, Xie Yan is absolutely impossible to speak. Maybe he just likes to swear at me, but it should be close to Bai Lanxue. Gentle.
It's ironic to say that these few times I still ran to the study eagerly, ruining the good thing of Xie Yan, I don't know what kind of mood he was in at that time, whether he was afraid of causing Bai Lanxue's misunderstanding, and really wanted to strangle me to death on the spot.
When I left the study, what were he and Bai Lanxue doing?Will he smile gently at Bai Lanxue?Or are you anxiously explaining to the other party because of me?
I don't know all this.
I just feel that he is hypocritical, disgusting, and low-spirited. Thousands of surging emotions piled up in my heart, and this cool hug became the first spark in the firewood pile, burning up my remaining reason and apology. clean.
I thought, I'm going to break my promise, I can't give birth to Xie Yan, and I can't help him stand up again, maybe someone else should do these things for him, and I am too arrogant.
Xie Yan just got close to me a few times and gave me a good look, so I fantasized about having a future with him. This was an extremely naive and superficial idea, but fortunately, now I see it clearly.Xie said what an outstanding person he is, whether he is willing or not, those who pursue him can line up from the Wengcheng to the capital, why should I think that he is so pitiful that I am the only choice.
Thinking like this, I felt that the reluctance and hesitation in my heart were shattered by the sharp reality, and turned into dust on the ground. When the wind blew, they scattered all over the world, and I could never find them again.
Xie Yan, he hugged me very tightly. Hugging hard seems to be a unique habit of his. No matter before or after rebirth, he likes to hug me so hard from behind. His arms are as firm as steel. Forged an impenetrable cage, trapped me inside.He likes to hold me, and at the same time rubs and caresses my side face and neck with the tip of his nose, always giving me a feeling of being very dependent and reluctant to let go of me.
I can't help but wonder, are these exclusive to me?Or can it belong to someone else?Will he do this to Bai Lanxue in the future?
No, he will be better to Bai Lanxue in the future, there won't be so many unwarranted grievances between them, Bai Lanxue is so smart, like a beautiful flower of interpreting language, after all, life will be smoother.
Good.
I tried my best to move, but I didn't break free. Instead, it aroused Xie Yan's dissatisfaction.
He clicked his tongue softly, and moved his slightly cool and broad palms from around my shoulders to my waist, and said dissatisfiedly, "What are you doing nonsense? Let me hug you."
The wind at this time is a bit cool, but it doesn't freeze people. When it gently brushes against the cheeks, it also carries the smell of cooking smoke in the distance, making people drowsy.
Xie Yan was no exception. With a little movement, he hugged me from the imperial concubine's couch, held me on his lap, hung his cold jaw on my shoulder, and took a long and deep breath. , like a tasting of wild beasts, perhaps because the night breeze in the evening is too gentle, his gloomy temperament has also become lazy, and he asked me in a rustling voice, "Just took a bath? It smells so good."
When he said this, he smiled inexplicably, his thin lips kissed the corner of my mouth, and the scarlet tongue spit out a sentence, "I still use flower petals to bathe, squeamish."
But I didn't take a bath with flower petals today, the wet and sticky touch left by Leihuo made me sick, I didn't care about anything else, I just washed it with clean water countless times to save my self-esteem.
What does Xie Yan know?I just felt speechless, and all the rebuttal words turned into a long sigh when they turned to the tip of my tongue.
Now Xie Yan wrapped his two thin arms around my waist, and my hands were finally free. I took out the letter paper I had prepared a long time ago from the skirt of my shirt, and without looking back, I just stuck my neck and looked at the distant place. Mountains, arms slightly bent, handed over to Xie Yan.
Xie Yan's voice was lit up almost instantly, and a low magnetic laughter came from his chest, with a hint of pride and joy in his laziness, he laughed and teased, "Dog crawls and learns to write love letters. "
I didn't say anything, let him think whatever he wanted.
There was the sound of flipping paper, followed by a long silence.
There are many dark gulls on the mountains in the distance. They are entangled on the top of the mountain, looking eerie. The house is not lit, and my vision is a little blurred. I blinked desperately, and felt the fragile moisture entrenched in the my face.
Xie Yan did not speak, but I could feel his chest rising and falling violently, as if out of breath, his breathing became heavy and dangerous, and the arms around my waist tightened suddenly.
I almost cried out in pain, the rice paper that was torn into pieces slipped across my face, and all fell to the ground, cool and strong fingers pinched my jaw, forcing me to turn my head back, and Xie Yan Those red eyes stared at each other.
"And Li Shu? Feng Jiuyue, do you dare to make peace with me?"
He was so angry that the veins on his forehead bulged, and the hand that crushed my jaw continued to exert force, almost taking my jaw off completely, like an enraged ferocious beast, showing sharp fangs and claws, forcing I give a reasonable and decent explanation.
At this time, the sky was already dark, and everything was covered in shadows. The red, swollen and emaciated face on my face could not be seen. This was very good, and it would not expose the embarrassment and humbleness that I couldn't love.
I struggled to catch my breath, tried my best to calm myself down, and gave Xie Yan an almost flattering smile, trying not to look too jealous.
"Isn't that what you want?"
"By reconciling with me, you can go to Bai Lanxue without any psychological burden. Aren't you pursuing him? He is very good. I wish you happiness, early birth of a precious son, and love until the end of life."
"What nonsense are you talking about?"
Xie Yan let go of me instantly, and I breathed heavily like a dying fish. Because of the severe cough, my eyes were covered with a thin layer of water mist, and the Xie Yan in my eyes was hazy. And handsome, he raised his sword eyebrows, his expression was gloomy and difficult to understand, but he suppressed the unspeakable anger.
"When did I say that I was going to pursue Bai Lanxue? Feng Jiuyue, if you want to dump me, don't find such a lame reason."
After hearing this, I laughed softly.
If Xie Yan hadn't done something ambiguous/painful to Bai Lanxue, how could Lei Huo speak so convincingly.If it wasn't for Xie Yan's acquiescence, how could Leihuo dare to treat me so contemptuously and do all kinds of evil things to me.I suddenly thought of a terrible possibility, maybe Xie Yan was willing to let me out of the attic this time, just hoping that someone could teach me a lesson, so as to make up for the humiliation he suffered from me in those days.
I used to regard him acquiescing to me to go out as a disguised show of favor. I always felt that he came to my place and left after sleeping. Without the freedom of going in and out, I naively thought that this was a brand new beginning, and stepped into the trap he set with great interest.
Those joys and joys were just a joke, maybe everyone was hiding behind my back and laughing at me, including Xie Yan, this sudden recognition made me feel great pain, as if a piece of my heart had been cut out.
"Don't come again, thank you."
"I find you disgusting."
As I said this, I turned my head again, not to look at the anger on Xie Yan's face, but he refused. After a few quick breaths, he fiercely pressed me onto the imperial concubine's bed, The rough kiss came down with the surging anger. While relying on his size advantage to completely suppress my struggle, he looked at me with those beautiful gray eyes, and the clear water was faintly hidden inside. Light, "You think I'm disgusting?"
"You despise me now, disgusting? Do you despise me as a cripple?"
"Why didn't you dislike it when it crawled on me a few days ago?"
"Feng Jiuyue, sometimes I really hate you. On the day you died, I hated you the most. I wish I could chew up all your flesh and bones and swallow them in my stomach so that I can take you as my own."
"But you are dead, if you swallow it, you will have nothing."
The sharp canine teeth branded blood on my face, mixed with the red and swollen cuts that I washed and washed, and brought me endless pain. My tears never stopped.
Sometimes I wonder why other people love so smoothly, but I love so painfully. There is always an invisible wall between Xie Yan and me. No matter how deafening the love is, it cannot be conveyed. We are like The two bloody beasts collided with each other, and their flesh and blood were smashed, but they couldn't get half a response from the other side.
Xie Yan, he bit my lip like crazy, I hid like crazy at first, but later, I didn’t even bother to resist, I just regarded myself as a fish on the chopping board, and let the knife face me all over the place The ground was cut into several pieces, but the body's lingering did not arrive as expected.
Xie Yan raised his arms and looked at the tears on my face with pain and anger. I should be very embarrassed now. Not only are there redness and swelling on my face, but also bloodstains from the bite of Xie Yan's dog.
When I was about to die, I still did not forget to provocatively say, "Why don't you continue? Every time you come here, isn't it just to do this kind of thing?"
"The reason why I find you disgusting is that you have only used me as a tool to vent your anger from the beginning to the end. When you are happy, you don't even bother to sleep with me for a while."
"I feel disgusting, can you stop appearing in front of me?"
The corners of my lips were filled with the smell of blood, I didn't care about it, I just stared at Xie Yan with eyes full of hatred.
He was very close to me, and he could almost smell his breath. He heard my words, and those irritated emotions disappeared in an instant, replaced by a deeper and sharper pain. He punched on the carved armrest of the imperial concubine's couch, his eyes looked at me deeply, as if he had never known me before, the inexplicable pain disappeared in an instant in the gray eyes, and returned to ashes General silence.His current demeanor is very similar to the day when the national teacher said that I am not Feng Jiuyue, all the vitality in his body was taken away, leaving only a gorgeous body like a walking dead.
"Feng Jiuyue, you really have no conscience."
"I regret it."
Xie Yan didn't say what he was regretting, he just left these words lightly, and then walked out the door with a tired face.The spring breeze swayed the hem of his clothes, and the clothes fluttered in the air, like a lone crane traveling far away, full of endless loneliness and sorrow.
I didn't go after it, but I just felt in my heart that this is the best, and Li Shu has already been given, and from now on, they will be separated from each other, and each will be happy.
Although I will not be happy, I am also happy to see that Xie Yan can get what he wants, but why is there a sour bitterness hidden in this heavy joy, which makes my tears fall down, I deliberately Do not delve into the reasons for this.
On the second day, when the attendant came in with water, I was shocked and asked anxiously, "Young master, why are your eyes so swollen? What happened?"
Naturally, I would not tell about the fact that I cried helplessly all night, but said vaguely, "Ah, it was windy and sandy this morning, and the sand got into my eyes. I rubbed it a few times, and that's it."
"Oh. The little one is going to get you some hot eggs to apply." The attendant was very discerning. He had clearly seen through my embarrassment, but he turned around and left without telling the truth.
I tidied up my mood, and the swelling of my eyes subsided a little, so I took Han Feidu's handkerchief in my hand, and was about to go out and return it to him, but before I went out, the attendant came up to me and said, "Young master, there is a handkerchief downstairs." A general named Han Feidu, he wants to see you, and invites you to have a talk in the gazebo."
"okay, I get it."
I was still a little apprehensive when I went downstairs, but the guards didn't stop me, but looked straight into the distance without squinting, so I breathed a sigh of relief.
It seems that Xie Yan did not take back my right to come and go freely, which is a good thing. Although we have separated, if he still wants to lock me up in your attic, I am afraid that I will die of depression.
Thinking of this, I regretted what I said to him yesterday too much. Those were not my truth, but when people are angry, they always say some irreparable angry words.
Oh, I'm so sorry.If I had had a good talk with him yesterday, maybe we could have a good reunion. In the future when he and Bai Lanxue get married, I could still attend the ceremony. Although I am not the one in his heart, but being able to witness the happiness of Xie Yan can also be regarded as me. happiness, but right now it's all messed up by me.
"Young master, I am here, here." Han Feidu has excellent eyesight, and he waved at me cheerfully from a long distance away. He is wearing a navy blue round-neck brocade robe today, looking extraordinarily strong and strong, smiling When I got up, I looked very bright, and my teeth were white and neat.
Xie Yan never smiled so foolishly.
I put away those dark thoughts in my heart, handed over the handkerchief, and thanked, "Thank you for the handkerchief last time, I have washed it clean, thank you."
"Ah, it's not only clean, but also very fragrant."
Han Feidu looked flattered on his face, happily hid the handkerchief in his breast pocket, and looked down at me with a smile, as if looking at some rare treasure.
I felt a little uncomfortable when I was seen, so I prepared to run away with oil on my feet, "Then I'll go first."
"Son, wait a minute, I still have something to give you." Seeing that I was leaving, Han Feidu frantically searched for something in the skirt of his clothes. After a while, he took out a simple purple sachet. "I don't know if the young master still remembers this?"
I took the sachet in a daze and put it on the tip of my nose, and I could still smell the tranquil and elegant rose fragrance. This is the sachet I made for Xie Yan, how could it fall into Han Feidu's hands, full of doubts, I He raised his head and met those smiling eyes, "Why is it here with you?"
"Oh," Han Feidu seemed to be uncomfortable being watched by me, his healthy wheat-colored face was a little red, he scratched his head, and explained to me in detail, "Young master, this is a gift to His Royal Highness, right? Before I could give it to His Royal Highness, he was sent by His Royal Highness to perform official duties, and he didn't talk to me well at that time. After all, the young master had his own plan and didn't like to reveal his identity, so I never dared to give it to him. His Royal Highness."
"Now I finally see the young master again, and it can be regarded as returning to the original owner. I just hope that the things that the young master has to do are not delayed." Han Feidu said this, with a disturbed expression on his face, as if he was afraid that I would take my anger out on him.
But how could I?It's just that there is no fate, I tightly held the sachet in my hand, and only slightly nodded at him, "It's nothing that hinders me, you don't have to blame yourself."
"That's good." Han Feidu breathed a sigh of relief, looked at me seriously and focused, and suddenly said, "Little son, I have something to tell you, can you leave in a hurry?"
Although I wasn't very comfortable staying with Han Feidu, but there was nothing important about me, so I stopped walking, turned around and asked, "What's the matter, tell me."
"Uh, uh." Seeing that I really stayed, Han Feidu was even more cramped than before. His eyes were looking around, but he didn't dare to fall on my face. After thinking about it, he still spoke. A little trembling, "little son, I like you very much."
"I liked you very much when I saw you for the first time. I like your eyes, which are very beautiful, like shining stars. I want to see you smile more, instead of being so sad like you are now. Little boy, you can Give me a chance to take good care of you?"
"I'm a general now, with a fixed income, and I can take good care of the young master. I wrote to you before, but I dare not say I like it, because I feel that my rank is too low to treat the young master very well." My life is different now, and I can take good care of the young master now, so I dare to bring it up."
"Little son, can you accept me? I like you very much and will take good care of you."
Han Feidu spoke very sincerely, I could see his fingers were trembling slightly, a tall man stood in front of me, but he seemed very fragile, as if he would collapse immediately if I refused Cry down your face.
This is the first time in my life that I have been confessed by someone, and I am inevitably at a loss. I am constantly thinking about my words in my heart. How can I refuse without hurting his sincere heart?Han Feidu is very sincere. The time when I met him is already blurred, but he remembered me at that time. I can't tell whether it is moved or moved. I just think he is very similar to me before, and he hugged me. I am lonely and brave in liking.
At this moment, I suddenly understood the meaning of those inexplicable letters. It was a man who was just in love clumsily expressing his sincerity, which was no different from the love letter I wrote to Xie Yan at that time.
Express your thanks to him properly. Thinking of this, I raised my head, looked straight into those brown pupils, and said sincerely, "Thank you very much for your liking, but I'm sorry, I already have likings." I'm so sorry that I can't respond to your feelings."
"But I think you are very good, and I will definitely meet the person who belongs to you in the future."
This is already the most heartfelt blessing I can give.
Han Feidu's eyes turned red immediately, he drooped his head, as if all his vitality was taken away in an instant, his tall body was a little shaky, his lips became a little pale, and he asked me faintly, "Young master, do you like it?" The person in question is His Royal Highness the Crown Prince?"
At this point, I have nothing to hide. I just nodded slightly and smiled bitterly, "Yes, it's a pity that I have the same fate as you."
Han Feidu likes me, I don't like him, I can't give back, I like Xie Yan, Xie Yan likes Bai Lanxue, I can't give back my feelings, so I choose to quit, which is also a kind of fulfillment.
I don't know when the wet water marks fainted on the ground. Han Feidu took a few steps closer to me, with a small string of water droplets hanging from his eyelashes, and opened his arms pitifully towards me.
"Little son, I really like you. I can't compare to His Royal Highness, I understand, but in the end, if you can give me a hug, just treat it as a little encouragement, okay?"
Should I say no?Should I agree?
I don't know, it's the first time I've encountered this, but I can feel Han Feidu's panic and depression from the bottom of his heart, just like when I confessed to Xie Yan for the first time, Yuan Ye's group roared Laughing loudly, the cold wind and rain on the long street still rang through my ears.
I didn't refuse, so I took a step lightly, and patted Han Feidu's back lightly with a comforting meaning. This hug has nothing to do with love, but just a short-term encouragement from one frustrated person to another frustrated person.
"Your Highness, let me just tell you that this lowly fox and meizi should be locked up. If you don't lock it up, it's inevitable that he will become promiscuous and sexual, and come out to flirt with each other, right? ? Look at this Han Feidu, he was so dazed by hooking up that he probably forgot even his last name."
Leihuo's sharp and ear-piercing voice reached my eardrums, and I hurriedly withdrew from Han Feidu's embrace. When I tilted my head, I saw Leihuo walking towards me with a malicious smile on his face, and a wheelchair The rolling sound of the wheels ran over my heart, and there were bursts of panic pain.
My fingers curled up nervously, and I looked at Xie Yan's face with trembling eyelashes. I saw him looking at Han Feidu with scarlet eyes, his chest heaving like a betrayed beast, and his slender fingers firmly holding On the armrest of the wheelchair, a series of deep dents were left on the upper side.
Xie Yan was very angry, I opened my mouth, wanting to explain, but I heard him gnash his teeth and question, "Feng Jiuyue, this is the reason you want to reconcile, very good, very good."
In the center of the gazebo was a stone table made of several tons of large stones. It was so thick that it seemed that no five grown men could move it, but Xie Yan just raised his palm fiercely and split the stone table in half. .
He maneuvered the wheelchair and approached me step by step. I was a little scared, my palms were sweating, and I caught sight of Lei Huo's triumphant face from the corner of my eye, and I felt even more angry, but Xie Yan didn't allow me to dodge at all. As soon as he stretched out his arms, he grabbed me on his legs and hurriedly headed towards the attic.
The soldiers along the way stopped to pay attention to us. I was trapped on my lap by Xie Yan like a child, and I was lying sideways. Then he slapped me on the back of the waist, and Leng Sensen's words fell into my ears, "Be honest, or I might ... you in front of their faces."
I don't know what Xie Yan wants to do, I only know that he was very angry and opened my ass|ass all the way. The attendant saw us approaching menacingly, his face turned pale with fright, but he still obeyed Xie Yan Ordered to fill up the bath water.
"Xie Yan, let me go, what are you going to do?" I looked at the bucket of bath water, and a terrible guess came to my mind. Before I could get to the bottom of it, I was thrown into the water by Xie Yan. Here, unexpectedly, I choked on several saliva, coughed out of breath, and tears welled up in my eyes, "Thank you bastard."
"Oh, I'm an asshole, Han Feidu is fine?"
"I was just thinking, a few days ago, I was eager to have a baby with me, but yesterday I suddenly wanted to make up with me. So it turns out that he is a newcomer? Han Feidu is so good?"
"Speak up." He grabbed my skirt and said angrily, "You just despise me as a cripple now, don't you?"
"Otherwise how can I not compare to him?"
When Xie Yan said this, he suddenly smiled sinisterly. His eyes and pupils were originally cold, and such a sinister smile was like a poisonous snake opening its sharp teeth towards you, wanting to swallow you in one mouthful. The thin lips are in full bloom The arc of his face is like a flower laced with poison, "Feng Jiuyue, believe it or not, if I can break his legs, will you still like him then?"
"Do you still dare to hug him when the time comes!" The high-pitched voice made my ears buzz, Xie Yan's hands were covered with thick calluses, and when he scrubbed my flesh, he felt rough. Pain followed.
The sun was just right at this time, Xie Yan narrowed his eyes and stared fiercely at the imperial scars on my wrists, and the flesh on my right face that had been scratched long ago, and said hastily, "What's the matter with your wrists and face? ?”
"Who made it?" It's really strange to say that Xie Yan, who saw the scars on my body, was obviously more angry and terrifying than before, with a thick black evil spirit lingering all over his body, and the fingers grabbing the tub forcibly pulled the edge of the tub A dent was pinched, and he checked me over and over again, and finally, suppressing the anger all over his body, he hugged me to the bed, and the cool ointment immediately fell on my wrist and face.
Xie Yan was so close to me, his warm breath fell on my face, I could feel that he was still very angry, but he was suppressing his anger, and gently applied the medicine to me. After doing this, He let out a long breath of depression, and then stared at me angrily, "I will always know."
He grabbed my chin, licked and licked my uninjured left cheek deeply and heavily, the sticky touch was like the lingering of a poisonous snake, and his faint tone was like the whisper of a devil, "I will make him pay the price."
Does it really happen?
General Lei is his powerful assistant, will Xie Yan really attack him for me, a dispensable person?
I never believed it.
"His Royal Highness, that General Han Feidu is asking to see you in the attic. Do you want to see him?" The attendant's voice sounded from outside the door. After hearing this, Xie Yan's expression became extremely ugly, even more gloomy than before the storm. I want to go, I grabbed his hem anxiously and explained, "I am not what you think he is, I can explain it, don't hurt him."
"Feng Jiuyue, I won't believe a single word you say now." As he said this, he bit my lip again and left angrily.
I don't know what Han Feidu will say to Xie Yan, he witnessed Leihu bullying me that day, if he told Xie Yan, would Xie Yan stand by my side?I don't know, just thinking about this possibility makes me full of self-doubt.
When Xie Yan came over that night, I was in a deep sleep, and in a trance, I was hugged into a cool embrace, just like the countless times I have hugged and hugged each other, I rubbed my eyes to get confused He opened his eyes quickly, saw those cold eyes clearly in the dark night, thought it was a dream, rubbed his head against his slender neck, and said, "You are here."
Yes, when the two of us were together, Xie Yan often visited my room at night, but sometimes he came too late, and I fell asleep a little bit unbearably, and when he got into my bed late at night, When he woke me up, he softly said to him, "You are here."
Xie Yan was almost stunned for a moment, and then said softly "Mmm", and pushed me into his arms more forcefully. There was a faint smell of kerosene on his body. I took a deep breath, and then frowned again. Say, "It smells bad."
"I'm going to take a bath." After Xie Yan finished speaking, I woke up completely. It turned out that it was not in a dream. In the dream, Xie Yan would not smell of kerosene, but a touch of cold rosin. I was afraid that he would feel I hated it, hugged him again, and said, "It's okay."
Hearing me say this, Xie Yan really didn't move. He gently kissed the top of my hair, and then landed on my injured cheek and wrist. It was a series of very pitiful kisses, as if they were afraid of being broken. He held my wrist and kissed carefully.
"My hands are so itchy to kiss you, don't kiss them anymore." I yawned, then patted his jaw, signaling him not to kiss again, and reproached me, "Why do you always lick me like a puppy? non-stop."
As soon as my words fell, Xie Yan's deep eyes swept towards me, he slept a little higher, and hugged me in his arms, my head rested on his shoulder, the drowsy feeling, those usual days All the grievances and grievances in the movie disappeared at this moment. It has been a long time since I slept with Xie Yan. I miss it so much, I miss it so much that I even want to cry. At this moment, I completely forget Xie Yan's excessive actions.
The moon hangs on the branch of the tree outside the window, the clouds float in the dark night, the soft halo of the moonlight falls on the imperial concubine's couch by the window, the breeze rustles the white screen, I hear Xie Yan's long sigh With one breath, his clear voice resounded through the silence of midnight.
"Feng Jiuyue, I don't accept reconciliation."
"I've never liked Bai Lanxue, I just have a cooperative relationship with him."
"If you mind, I won't see him again in the future."
"I never regarded you as the unbearable character you imagined."
"If you don't like doing it, then don't do it in the future."
"Yeah." I responded lightly, and suddenly felt my heart settle down, "Then why don't you sleep with me?"
"I'll be with you from now on." As he said this, he kissed my forehead as if he couldn't get enough of it. "Now it's your turn to tell me, where did all the gold and silver come from?"
"You already know," it seemed that Yue Feidu leaked it, I put on a bitter face, and told everything about it, "It's all a reward from the emperor, he wants to curry favor with me and let me enter the palace As his concubine, he gave me so many things, I was afraid that you would suffer on the side of the barbarians, so I gave you all the things."
"Old and immortal." Xie Yan scolded angrily with a sullen face, as if his treasure was coveted by someone, and then tortured him, "So getting married with Xie Xing is just a cover?"
Xie Yan's brain is clever, and he can guess the cause and effect of things without any further explanation from me. His words always hit the nail on the head, so I can only nod my head, "Yes."
"However, it may not be a pretense. After all, I am a very casual person, and I will always marry a second husband."
I deliberately stabbed him with the sour words Xie Yan said.But he magnanimously didn't care about me, he just hugged me tighter, and ordered coldly, "Sleep."
I didn't feel sleepy at all, but I didn't intend to let him go, I just tugged on his skirt and asked questions endlessly.
"What do you think of Bai Lanxue?"
"ugly."
"What about yourself?"
"generally."
"What about Yue Fei?"
"If you talk about him again, I'll break his leg."
So in Xie Yan's heart, I am more beautiful than Bai Lanxue, after all I am very ordinary, Bai Lanxue is ugly, I fell asleep thinking wildly, but I heard a sentence in my sleepiness.
"I'm sorry I didn't protect you well."
It's ridiculous.
When he did these things, it was like stealing behind Bai Lanxue's back. Does Bai Lanxue know what he did to me?Bai Lanxue probably liked him too, but the two of them hadn't spoken yet, and neither of them wanted to speak first.
After all, the one who speaks first is doomed to be at a disadvantage. As a dog licker for a lifetime, Xie Yan is absolutely impossible to speak. Maybe he just likes to swear at me, but it should be close to Bai Lanxue. Gentle.
It's ironic to say that these few times I still ran to the study eagerly, ruining the good thing of Xie Yan, I don't know what kind of mood he was in at that time, whether he was afraid of causing Bai Lanxue's misunderstanding, and really wanted to strangle me to death on the spot.
When I left the study, what were he and Bai Lanxue doing?Will he smile gently at Bai Lanxue?Or are you anxiously explaining to the other party because of me?
I don't know all this.
I just feel that he is hypocritical, disgusting, and low-spirited. Thousands of surging emotions piled up in my heart, and this cool hug became the first spark in the firewood pile, burning up my remaining reason and apology. clean.
I thought, I'm going to break my promise, I can't give birth to Xie Yan, and I can't help him stand up again, maybe someone else should do these things for him, and I am too arrogant.
Xie Yan just got close to me a few times and gave me a good look, so I fantasized about having a future with him. This was an extremely naive and superficial idea, but fortunately, now I see it clearly.Xie said what an outstanding person he is, whether he is willing or not, those who pursue him can line up from the Wengcheng to the capital, why should I think that he is so pitiful that I am the only choice.
Thinking like this, I felt that the reluctance and hesitation in my heart were shattered by the sharp reality, and turned into dust on the ground. When the wind blew, they scattered all over the world, and I could never find them again.
Xie Yan, he hugged me very tightly. Hugging hard seems to be a unique habit of his. No matter before or after rebirth, he likes to hug me so hard from behind. His arms are as firm as steel. Forged an impenetrable cage, trapped me inside.He likes to hold me, and at the same time rubs and caresses my side face and neck with the tip of his nose, always giving me a feeling of being very dependent and reluctant to let go of me.
I can't help but wonder, are these exclusive to me?Or can it belong to someone else?Will he do this to Bai Lanxue in the future?
No, he will be better to Bai Lanxue in the future, there won't be so many unwarranted grievances between them, Bai Lanxue is so smart, like a beautiful flower of interpreting language, after all, life will be smoother.
Good.
I tried my best to move, but I didn't break free. Instead, it aroused Xie Yan's dissatisfaction.
He clicked his tongue softly, and moved his slightly cool and broad palms from around my shoulders to my waist, and said dissatisfiedly, "What are you doing nonsense? Let me hug you."
The wind at this time is a bit cool, but it doesn't freeze people. When it gently brushes against the cheeks, it also carries the smell of cooking smoke in the distance, making people drowsy.
Xie Yan was no exception. With a little movement, he hugged me from the imperial concubine's couch, held me on his lap, hung his cold jaw on my shoulder, and took a long and deep breath. , like a tasting of wild beasts, perhaps because the night breeze in the evening is too gentle, his gloomy temperament has also become lazy, and he asked me in a rustling voice, "Just took a bath? It smells so good."
When he said this, he smiled inexplicably, his thin lips kissed the corner of my mouth, and the scarlet tongue spit out a sentence, "I still use flower petals to bathe, squeamish."
But I didn't take a bath with flower petals today, the wet and sticky touch left by Leihuo made me sick, I didn't care about anything else, I just washed it with clean water countless times to save my self-esteem.
What does Xie Yan know?I just felt speechless, and all the rebuttal words turned into a long sigh when they turned to the tip of my tongue.
Now Xie Yan wrapped his two thin arms around my waist, and my hands were finally free. I took out the letter paper I had prepared a long time ago from the skirt of my shirt, and without looking back, I just stuck my neck and looked at the distant place. Mountains, arms slightly bent, handed over to Xie Yan.
Xie Yan's voice was lit up almost instantly, and a low magnetic laughter came from his chest, with a hint of pride and joy in his laziness, he laughed and teased, "Dog crawls and learns to write love letters. "
I didn't say anything, let him think whatever he wanted.
There was the sound of flipping paper, followed by a long silence.
There are many dark gulls on the mountains in the distance. They are entangled on the top of the mountain, looking eerie. The house is not lit, and my vision is a little blurred. I blinked desperately, and felt the fragile moisture entrenched in the my face.
Xie Yan did not speak, but I could feel his chest rising and falling violently, as if out of breath, his breathing became heavy and dangerous, and the arms around my waist tightened suddenly.
I almost cried out in pain, the rice paper that was torn into pieces slipped across my face, and all fell to the ground, cool and strong fingers pinched my jaw, forcing me to turn my head back, and Xie Yan Those red eyes stared at each other.
"And Li Shu? Feng Jiuyue, do you dare to make peace with me?"
He was so angry that the veins on his forehead bulged, and the hand that crushed my jaw continued to exert force, almost taking my jaw off completely, like an enraged ferocious beast, showing sharp fangs and claws, forcing I give a reasonable and decent explanation.
At this time, the sky was already dark, and everything was covered in shadows. The red, swollen and emaciated face on my face could not be seen. This was very good, and it would not expose the embarrassment and humbleness that I couldn't love.
I struggled to catch my breath, tried my best to calm myself down, and gave Xie Yan an almost flattering smile, trying not to look too jealous.
"Isn't that what you want?"
"By reconciling with me, you can go to Bai Lanxue without any psychological burden. Aren't you pursuing him? He is very good. I wish you happiness, early birth of a precious son, and love until the end of life."
"What nonsense are you talking about?"
Xie Yan let go of me instantly, and I breathed heavily like a dying fish. Because of the severe cough, my eyes were covered with a thin layer of water mist, and the Xie Yan in my eyes was hazy. And handsome, he raised his sword eyebrows, his expression was gloomy and difficult to understand, but he suppressed the unspeakable anger.
"When did I say that I was going to pursue Bai Lanxue? Feng Jiuyue, if you want to dump me, don't find such a lame reason."
After hearing this, I laughed softly.
If Xie Yan hadn't done something ambiguous/painful to Bai Lanxue, how could Lei Huo speak so convincingly.If it wasn't for Xie Yan's acquiescence, how could Leihuo dare to treat me so contemptuously and do all kinds of evil things to me.I suddenly thought of a terrible possibility, maybe Xie Yan was willing to let me out of the attic this time, just hoping that someone could teach me a lesson, so as to make up for the humiliation he suffered from me in those days.
I used to regard him acquiescing to me to go out as a disguised show of favor. I always felt that he came to my place and left after sleeping. Without the freedom of going in and out, I naively thought that this was a brand new beginning, and stepped into the trap he set with great interest.
Those joys and joys were just a joke, maybe everyone was hiding behind my back and laughing at me, including Xie Yan, this sudden recognition made me feel great pain, as if a piece of my heart had been cut out.
"Don't come again, thank you."
"I find you disgusting."
As I said this, I turned my head again, not to look at the anger on Xie Yan's face, but he refused. After a few quick breaths, he fiercely pressed me onto the imperial concubine's bed, The rough kiss came down with the surging anger. While relying on his size advantage to completely suppress my struggle, he looked at me with those beautiful gray eyes, and the clear water was faintly hidden inside. Light, "You think I'm disgusting?"
"You despise me now, disgusting? Do you despise me as a cripple?"
"Why didn't you dislike it when it crawled on me a few days ago?"
"Feng Jiuyue, sometimes I really hate you. On the day you died, I hated you the most. I wish I could chew up all your flesh and bones and swallow them in my stomach so that I can take you as my own."
"But you are dead, if you swallow it, you will have nothing."
The sharp canine teeth branded blood on my face, mixed with the red and swollen cuts that I washed and washed, and brought me endless pain. My tears never stopped.
Sometimes I wonder why other people love so smoothly, but I love so painfully. There is always an invisible wall between Xie Yan and me. No matter how deafening the love is, it cannot be conveyed. We are like The two bloody beasts collided with each other, and their flesh and blood were smashed, but they couldn't get half a response from the other side.
Xie Yan, he bit my lip like crazy, I hid like crazy at first, but later, I didn’t even bother to resist, I just regarded myself as a fish on the chopping board, and let the knife face me all over the place The ground was cut into several pieces, but the body's lingering did not arrive as expected.
Xie Yan raised his arms and looked at the tears on my face with pain and anger. I should be very embarrassed now. Not only are there redness and swelling on my face, but also bloodstains from the bite of Xie Yan's dog.
When I was about to die, I still did not forget to provocatively say, "Why don't you continue? Every time you come here, isn't it just to do this kind of thing?"
"The reason why I find you disgusting is that you have only used me as a tool to vent your anger from the beginning to the end. When you are happy, you don't even bother to sleep with me for a while."
"I feel disgusting, can you stop appearing in front of me?"
The corners of my lips were filled with the smell of blood, I didn't care about it, I just stared at Xie Yan with eyes full of hatred.
He was very close to me, and he could almost smell his breath. He heard my words, and those irritated emotions disappeared in an instant, replaced by a deeper and sharper pain. He punched on the carved armrest of the imperial concubine's couch, his eyes looked at me deeply, as if he had never known me before, the inexplicable pain disappeared in an instant in the gray eyes, and returned to ashes General silence.His current demeanor is very similar to the day when the national teacher said that I am not Feng Jiuyue, all the vitality in his body was taken away, leaving only a gorgeous body like a walking dead.
"Feng Jiuyue, you really have no conscience."
"I regret it."
Xie Yan didn't say what he was regretting, he just left these words lightly, and then walked out the door with a tired face.The spring breeze swayed the hem of his clothes, and the clothes fluttered in the air, like a lone crane traveling far away, full of endless loneliness and sorrow.
I didn't go after it, but I just felt in my heart that this is the best, and Li Shu has already been given, and from now on, they will be separated from each other, and each will be happy.
Although I will not be happy, I am also happy to see that Xie Yan can get what he wants, but why is there a sour bitterness hidden in this heavy joy, which makes my tears fall down, I deliberately Do not delve into the reasons for this.
On the second day, when the attendant came in with water, I was shocked and asked anxiously, "Young master, why are your eyes so swollen? What happened?"
Naturally, I would not tell about the fact that I cried helplessly all night, but said vaguely, "Ah, it was windy and sandy this morning, and the sand got into my eyes. I rubbed it a few times, and that's it."
"Oh. The little one is going to get you some hot eggs to apply." The attendant was very discerning. He had clearly seen through my embarrassment, but he turned around and left without telling the truth.
I tidied up my mood, and the swelling of my eyes subsided a little, so I took Han Feidu's handkerchief in my hand, and was about to go out and return it to him, but before I went out, the attendant came up to me and said, "Young master, there is a handkerchief downstairs." A general named Han Feidu, he wants to see you, and invites you to have a talk in the gazebo."
"okay, I get it."
I was still a little apprehensive when I went downstairs, but the guards didn't stop me, but looked straight into the distance without squinting, so I breathed a sigh of relief.
It seems that Xie Yan did not take back my right to come and go freely, which is a good thing. Although we have separated, if he still wants to lock me up in your attic, I am afraid that I will die of depression.
Thinking of this, I regretted what I said to him yesterday too much. Those were not my truth, but when people are angry, they always say some irreparable angry words.
Oh, I'm so sorry.If I had had a good talk with him yesterday, maybe we could have a good reunion. In the future when he and Bai Lanxue get married, I could still attend the ceremony. Although I am not the one in his heart, but being able to witness the happiness of Xie Yan can also be regarded as me. happiness, but right now it's all messed up by me.
"Young master, I am here, here." Han Feidu has excellent eyesight, and he waved at me cheerfully from a long distance away. He is wearing a navy blue round-neck brocade robe today, looking extraordinarily strong and strong, smiling When I got up, I looked very bright, and my teeth were white and neat.
Xie Yan never smiled so foolishly.
I put away those dark thoughts in my heart, handed over the handkerchief, and thanked, "Thank you for the handkerchief last time, I have washed it clean, thank you."
"Ah, it's not only clean, but also very fragrant."
Han Feidu looked flattered on his face, happily hid the handkerchief in his breast pocket, and looked down at me with a smile, as if looking at some rare treasure.
I felt a little uncomfortable when I was seen, so I prepared to run away with oil on my feet, "Then I'll go first."
"Son, wait a minute, I still have something to give you." Seeing that I was leaving, Han Feidu frantically searched for something in the skirt of his clothes. After a while, he took out a simple purple sachet. "I don't know if the young master still remembers this?"
I took the sachet in a daze and put it on the tip of my nose, and I could still smell the tranquil and elegant rose fragrance. This is the sachet I made for Xie Yan, how could it fall into Han Feidu's hands, full of doubts, I He raised his head and met those smiling eyes, "Why is it here with you?"
"Oh," Han Feidu seemed to be uncomfortable being watched by me, his healthy wheat-colored face was a little red, he scratched his head, and explained to me in detail, "Young master, this is a gift to His Royal Highness, right? Before I could give it to His Royal Highness, he was sent by His Royal Highness to perform official duties, and he didn't talk to me well at that time. After all, the young master had his own plan and didn't like to reveal his identity, so I never dared to give it to him. His Royal Highness."
"Now I finally see the young master again, and it can be regarded as returning to the original owner. I just hope that the things that the young master has to do are not delayed." Han Feidu said this, with a disturbed expression on his face, as if he was afraid that I would take my anger out on him.
But how could I?It's just that there is no fate, I tightly held the sachet in my hand, and only slightly nodded at him, "It's nothing that hinders me, you don't have to blame yourself."
"That's good." Han Feidu breathed a sigh of relief, looked at me seriously and focused, and suddenly said, "Little son, I have something to tell you, can you leave in a hurry?"
Although I wasn't very comfortable staying with Han Feidu, but there was nothing important about me, so I stopped walking, turned around and asked, "What's the matter, tell me."
"Uh, uh." Seeing that I really stayed, Han Feidu was even more cramped than before. His eyes were looking around, but he didn't dare to fall on my face. After thinking about it, he still spoke. A little trembling, "little son, I like you very much."
"I liked you very much when I saw you for the first time. I like your eyes, which are very beautiful, like shining stars. I want to see you smile more, instead of being so sad like you are now. Little boy, you can Give me a chance to take good care of you?"
"I'm a general now, with a fixed income, and I can take good care of the young master. I wrote to you before, but I dare not say I like it, because I feel that my rank is too low to treat the young master very well." My life is different now, and I can take good care of the young master now, so I dare to bring it up."
"Little son, can you accept me? I like you very much and will take good care of you."
Han Feidu spoke very sincerely, I could see his fingers were trembling slightly, a tall man stood in front of me, but he seemed very fragile, as if he would collapse immediately if I refused Cry down your face.
This is the first time in my life that I have been confessed by someone, and I am inevitably at a loss. I am constantly thinking about my words in my heart. How can I refuse without hurting his sincere heart?Han Feidu is very sincere. The time when I met him is already blurred, but he remembered me at that time. I can't tell whether it is moved or moved. I just think he is very similar to me before, and he hugged me. I am lonely and brave in liking.
At this moment, I suddenly understood the meaning of those inexplicable letters. It was a man who was just in love clumsily expressing his sincerity, which was no different from the love letter I wrote to Xie Yan at that time.
Express your thanks to him properly. Thinking of this, I raised my head, looked straight into those brown pupils, and said sincerely, "Thank you very much for your liking, but I'm sorry, I already have likings." I'm so sorry that I can't respond to your feelings."
"But I think you are very good, and I will definitely meet the person who belongs to you in the future."
This is already the most heartfelt blessing I can give.
Han Feidu's eyes turned red immediately, he drooped his head, as if all his vitality was taken away in an instant, his tall body was a little shaky, his lips became a little pale, and he asked me faintly, "Young master, do you like it?" The person in question is His Royal Highness the Crown Prince?"
At this point, I have nothing to hide. I just nodded slightly and smiled bitterly, "Yes, it's a pity that I have the same fate as you."
Han Feidu likes me, I don't like him, I can't give back, I like Xie Yan, Xie Yan likes Bai Lanxue, I can't give back my feelings, so I choose to quit, which is also a kind of fulfillment.
I don't know when the wet water marks fainted on the ground. Han Feidu took a few steps closer to me, with a small string of water droplets hanging from his eyelashes, and opened his arms pitifully towards me.
"Little son, I really like you. I can't compare to His Royal Highness, I understand, but in the end, if you can give me a hug, just treat it as a little encouragement, okay?"
Should I say no?Should I agree?
I don't know, it's the first time I've encountered this, but I can feel Han Feidu's panic and depression from the bottom of his heart, just like when I confessed to Xie Yan for the first time, Yuan Ye's group roared Laughing loudly, the cold wind and rain on the long street still rang through my ears.
I didn't refuse, so I took a step lightly, and patted Han Feidu's back lightly with a comforting meaning. This hug has nothing to do with love, but just a short-term encouragement from one frustrated person to another frustrated person.
"Your Highness, let me just tell you that this lowly fox and meizi should be locked up. If you don't lock it up, it's inevitable that he will become promiscuous and sexual, and come out to flirt with each other, right? ? Look at this Han Feidu, he was so dazed by hooking up that he probably forgot even his last name."
Leihuo's sharp and ear-piercing voice reached my eardrums, and I hurriedly withdrew from Han Feidu's embrace. When I tilted my head, I saw Leihuo walking towards me with a malicious smile on his face, and a wheelchair The rolling sound of the wheels ran over my heart, and there were bursts of panic pain.
My fingers curled up nervously, and I looked at Xie Yan's face with trembling eyelashes. I saw him looking at Han Feidu with scarlet eyes, his chest heaving like a betrayed beast, and his slender fingers firmly holding On the armrest of the wheelchair, a series of deep dents were left on the upper side.
Xie Yan was very angry, I opened my mouth, wanting to explain, but I heard him gnash his teeth and question, "Feng Jiuyue, this is the reason you want to reconcile, very good, very good."
In the center of the gazebo was a stone table made of several tons of large stones. It was so thick that it seemed that no five grown men could move it, but Xie Yan just raised his palm fiercely and split the stone table in half. .
He maneuvered the wheelchair and approached me step by step. I was a little scared, my palms were sweating, and I caught sight of Lei Huo's triumphant face from the corner of my eye, and I felt even more angry, but Xie Yan didn't allow me to dodge at all. As soon as he stretched out his arms, he grabbed me on his legs and hurriedly headed towards the attic.
The soldiers along the way stopped to pay attention to us. I was trapped on my lap by Xie Yan like a child, and I was lying sideways. Then he slapped me on the back of the waist, and Leng Sensen's words fell into my ears, "Be honest, or I might ... you in front of their faces."
I don't know what Xie Yan wants to do, I only know that he was very angry and opened my ass|ass all the way. The attendant saw us approaching menacingly, his face turned pale with fright, but he still obeyed Xie Yan Ordered to fill up the bath water.
"Xie Yan, let me go, what are you going to do?" I looked at the bucket of bath water, and a terrible guess came to my mind. Before I could get to the bottom of it, I was thrown into the water by Xie Yan. Here, unexpectedly, I choked on several saliva, coughed out of breath, and tears welled up in my eyes, "Thank you bastard."
"Oh, I'm an asshole, Han Feidu is fine?"
"I was just thinking, a few days ago, I was eager to have a baby with me, but yesterday I suddenly wanted to make up with me. So it turns out that he is a newcomer? Han Feidu is so good?"
"Speak up." He grabbed my skirt and said angrily, "You just despise me as a cripple now, don't you?"
"Otherwise how can I not compare to him?"
When Xie Yan said this, he suddenly smiled sinisterly. His eyes and pupils were originally cold, and such a sinister smile was like a poisonous snake opening its sharp teeth towards you, wanting to swallow you in one mouthful. The thin lips are in full bloom The arc of his face is like a flower laced with poison, "Feng Jiuyue, believe it or not, if I can break his legs, will you still like him then?"
"Do you still dare to hug him when the time comes!" The high-pitched voice made my ears buzz, Xie Yan's hands were covered with thick calluses, and when he scrubbed my flesh, he felt rough. Pain followed.
The sun was just right at this time, Xie Yan narrowed his eyes and stared fiercely at the imperial scars on my wrists, and the flesh on my right face that had been scratched long ago, and said hastily, "What's the matter with your wrists and face? ?”
"Who made it?" It's really strange to say that Xie Yan, who saw the scars on my body, was obviously more angry and terrifying than before, with a thick black evil spirit lingering all over his body, and the fingers grabbing the tub forcibly pulled the edge of the tub A dent was pinched, and he checked me over and over again, and finally, suppressing the anger all over his body, he hugged me to the bed, and the cool ointment immediately fell on my wrist and face.
Xie Yan was so close to me, his warm breath fell on my face, I could feel that he was still very angry, but he was suppressing his anger, and gently applied the medicine to me. After doing this, He let out a long breath of depression, and then stared at me angrily, "I will always know."
He grabbed my chin, licked and licked my uninjured left cheek deeply and heavily, the sticky touch was like the lingering of a poisonous snake, and his faint tone was like the whisper of a devil, "I will make him pay the price."
Does it really happen?
General Lei is his powerful assistant, will Xie Yan really attack him for me, a dispensable person?
I never believed it.
"His Royal Highness, that General Han Feidu is asking to see you in the attic. Do you want to see him?" The attendant's voice sounded from outside the door. After hearing this, Xie Yan's expression became extremely ugly, even more gloomy than before the storm. I want to go, I grabbed his hem anxiously and explained, "I am not what you think he is, I can explain it, don't hurt him."
"Feng Jiuyue, I won't believe a single word you say now." As he said this, he bit my lip again and left angrily.
I don't know what Han Feidu will say to Xie Yan, he witnessed Leihu bullying me that day, if he told Xie Yan, would Xie Yan stand by my side?I don't know, just thinking about this possibility makes me full of self-doubt.
When Xie Yan came over that night, I was in a deep sleep, and in a trance, I was hugged into a cool embrace, just like the countless times I have hugged and hugged each other, I rubbed my eyes to get confused He opened his eyes quickly, saw those cold eyes clearly in the dark night, thought it was a dream, rubbed his head against his slender neck, and said, "You are here."
Yes, when the two of us were together, Xie Yan often visited my room at night, but sometimes he came too late, and I fell asleep a little bit unbearably, and when he got into my bed late at night, When he woke me up, he softly said to him, "You are here."
Xie Yan was almost stunned for a moment, and then said softly "Mmm", and pushed me into his arms more forcefully. There was a faint smell of kerosene on his body. I took a deep breath, and then frowned again. Say, "It smells bad."
"I'm going to take a bath." After Xie Yan finished speaking, I woke up completely. It turned out that it was not in a dream. In the dream, Xie Yan would not smell of kerosene, but a touch of cold rosin. I was afraid that he would feel I hated it, hugged him again, and said, "It's okay."
Hearing me say this, Xie Yan really didn't move. He gently kissed the top of my hair, and then landed on my injured cheek and wrist. It was a series of very pitiful kisses, as if they were afraid of being broken. He held my wrist and kissed carefully.
"My hands are so itchy to kiss you, don't kiss them anymore." I yawned, then patted his jaw, signaling him not to kiss again, and reproached me, "Why do you always lick me like a puppy? non-stop."
As soon as my words fell, Xie Yan's deep eyes swept towards me, he slept a little higher, and hugged me in his arms, my head rested on his shoulder, the drowsy feeling, those usual days All the grievances and grievances in the movie disappeared at this moment. It has been a long time since I slept with Xie Yan. I miss it so much, I miss it so much that I even want to cry. At this moment, I completely forget Xie Yan's excessive actions.
The moon hangs on the branch of the tree outside the window, the clouds float in the dark night, the soft halo of the moonlight falls on the imperial concubine's couch by the window, the breeze rustles the white screen, I hear Xie Yan's long sigh With one breath, his clear voice resounded through the silence of midnight.
"Feng Jiuyue, I don't accept reconciliation."
"I've never liked Bai Lanxue, I just have a cooperative relationship with him."
"If you mind, I won't see him again in the future."
"I never regarded you as the unbearable character you imagined."
"If you don't like doing it, then don't do it in the future."
"Yeah." I responded lightly, and suddenly felt my heart settle down, "Then why don't you sleep with me?"
"I'll be with you from now on." As he said this, he kissed my forehead as if he couldn't get enough of it. "Now it's your turn to tell me, where did all the gold and silver come from?"
"You already know," it seemed that Yue Feidu leaked it, I put on a bitter face, and told everything about it, "It's all a reward from the emperor, he wants to curry favor with me and let me enter the palace As his concubine, he gave me so many things, I was afraid that you would suffer on the side of the barbarians, so I gave you all the things."
"Old and immortal." Xie Yan scolded angrily with a sullen face, as if his treasure was coveted by someone, and then tortured him, "So getting married with Xie Xing is just a cover?"
Xie Yan's brain is clever, and he can guess the cause and effect of things without any further explanation from me. His words always hit the nail on the head, so I can only nod my head, "Yes."
"However, it may not be a pretense. After all, I am a very casual person, and I will always marry a second husband."
I deliberately stabbed him with the sour words Xie Yan said.But he magnanimously didn't care about me, he just hugged me tighter, and ordered coldly, "Sleep."
I didn't feel sleepy at all, but I didn't intend to let him go, I just tugged on his skirt and asked questions endlessly.
"What do you think of Bai Lanxue?"
"ugly."
"What about yourself?"
"generally."
"What about Yue Fei?"
"If you talk about him again, I'll break his leg."
So in Xie Yan's heart, I am more beautiful than Bai Lanxue, after all I am very ordinary, Bai Lanxue is ugly, I fell asleep thinking wildly, but I heard a sentence in my sleepiness.
"I'm sorry I didn't protect you well."
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