Alive

Zhixian woke up from sleep again.Without turning on the light, Zhixian hugged his knees and leaned against the head of the bed panting, feeling the coolness brought by the evaporation of sweat.

Choi Seung Hyun is doing activities in Japan, and Ji Hyun is not used to the feeling that the bed is half empty.There is no familiar temperature and no familiar embrace.In fact, the scene that woke Ji Hyun up from the dream was the scene of Choi Seung Hyun smiling happily beside that woman.

If there is no self, will the trajectory of history be like in a dream, the Choi Seung Hyun she loves is still the star-studded idol, and then after many years, she will marry and have children with this gentle woman?Thinking about this slightly, Zhi Xian hugged the quilt tightly.

Her arrival was probably just a coincidence, but it broke the original limitation of fate.Inexplicably, there was some fear.

She dreamed that they were together, like a bystander, watching Cui Shengxian and his lover holding hands under the Nanshan Tower, fighting in the snowy streets of Tokyo, and walking through all the places he and she had been.It's just that the heroine is no longer herself.

Could it be that one day, God will take back this happiness that did not belong to him, and then give this man he loves deeply to another woman?Ever since I met Jung Yong Hwa that day, to be precise, it was the meeting between Choi Seung Hyun and his ex-girlfriend, recalling Choi Seung Hyun's dazed look, Ji Hyun had the same dream countless times.

She didn't tell Cui Shengxian about her discomfort and fear, because she didn't want Cui Shengxian to feel pressured by her inexplicable and weird thoughts.No relationship can stand up to one partner's endless thoughts, can it?

Even though she didn't think it was a sign of "insecurity" at all, because she came from another world, and she didn't even exist in this man's original life, but Cui Shengxian didn't know it.If Zhixian poured out all his emotions to him, he would pat her on the head in a little surprise and tell her "don't think too much, dreams are all reversed".

Zhixian smiled wryly, put down the mobile phone that he had been holding in his hand just now, and allowed the screen to slowly dim, but the number "Contact: Brother Shengxian" on the screen was never dialed.

"Brother Ronghe?"

"Ji-hyun?" Hearing someone calling him from behind, Jung Rong-hwa turned his head reflexively, and saw Quan Ji-hyun who had met once at the airport and kept in touch with text messages or phone calls, but never met again, and Cui Shengxian, who can already be regarded as a big senior: "Hello, senior TOP."

Seeing the captain respectfully bow to a man in full armor, other members of CNBlue, who have already formed an army, also stepped forward to say hello.Although it is in Japan, no matter where it is, Bigbang is a senior who debuted a long time ago and is extremely popular. There is always nothing wrong with being polite.

Except for Zheng Ronghe, the others dispersed after greeting each other, leaving room for Zheng Ronghe who was relatively familiar with Ji Hyun and Ji Hyun.When talking about music, Choi Seung Hyun and Jung Yong Hwa naturally have countless common languages, and soon they became familiar with each other, and Jung Yong Hwa also started calling "Brother Seung Hyun".

"Ronghwa, hurry up and get your makeup done, the performance is about to start." Not far away, a woman who looked like an assistant urged, seeing that Zheng Ronghwa just waved his hands, and trotted over anxiously, but saw Cui Shengxian's In an instant, he stopped in his tracks: "Shengxian?"

Jung Ronghwa saw the assistant sent by the company from South Korea who seemed to be familiar with TOP, and smiled with some doubts: "Does Miss Minya know Brother TOP?"

Seeing TOP and Seo Minah staring at each other, and then looking at Kwon Ji Hyun who was stunned beside him, Jung Yong Hwa felt something was wrong, so he made a rescue and said, "That's right, Bigbang is very popular in both Japan and Korea, it's not normal not to know TOP brother It's not that he didn't notice that Xu Minya called out "Shengxian", a name that should only be called by people close to him, but he could only pretend not to notice at this time.

After seeing the love and joy in Xu Minya's eyes that were too late to hide, Quan Zhixian roughly guessed the identity of this woman who was called "Sister Minya" by Brother Ronghe.She is the sister who let Seung Hyun hyung sing "Lies" on stage until she shed tears.

Squeezing out a smile, Ji Hyun pretended nothing happened and said to Jung Yong Hwa with a smile, "Brother Rong Hwa, can you take me to meet your members?"

"Oh, okay, okay." Zheng Ronghe hurriedly brought Zhixian, who just wanted to leave and didn't want to see this bloody drama of "meeting former lovers", and was even more afraid that he would be the cannon fodder female supporting role in this drama. Backstage.

Cui Shengxian reflexively wanted to stretch out his hand to hold Zhixian, but Zhixian moved too quickly, so he had to stay where he was: "Minya, long time no see. How are you doing recently?"

"Not so good." Xu Minya sighed softly, brushed the broken hair around her ears, and looked directly into Cui Shengxian's eyes: "So Shengxian, what about you?"

"Bigbang is doing well." So I'm doing well.Cui Shengxian replied evasively, even though he clearly knew what Seo Minah wanted to ask.

"You know what I want to ask... Forget it, that lady just now is Shengxian's current girlfriend?" Xu Minya raised her eyebrows.

It turns out that time can really change a person.Just like now, is this somewhat aggressive woman really still the Xu Minya whom he could ignore even the five-year age gap and loved with all his heart?Cui Shengxian hesitated.

"Not a girlfriend." Pretending not to see the instant surprise in Xu Minya's eyes, Cui Shengxian smiled and continued: "She is my future wife."

Xu Minya was a little stunned.But he couldn't speak.

"I heard that Min Ah is married?" Cui Shengxian blinked.In two years, a woman with gentle eyebrows and wholeheartedly waiting for love has turned into a gentle but capable image with some toughness.

"Yeah, I'm married." Xu Minya smiled bitterly, a little dazed, "But I'm planning to get a divorce too." If you lose you, you've already lost your love.

Cui Shengxian remained silent.It's impossible to say that he doesn't have any distress, no nostalgia, after all, he once loved deeply.The former lover stood in front of him, and he was happy and sweet, but the woman who was once held in his hands was injured by another man.

But there was nothing he could do.Because his love and distress have been given to another girl.He thought that his heart probably couldn't be divided into many parts, so he had to fill the only small space with Zhixian.Even now thinking of the sweetness with Min Ah back then, he still twitches his lips, but now only Ji Hyun can make him laugh.

Once was once, now is now.

"Seung-hyun, are we really going to die?" I regretted it.Regret letting go of the kite string that was holding you in order to let you go high, regret letting your goofy touch another kite, and then you are tightly entangled together, but you have no place for yourself.

The author has something to say: Although today is almost over, the big V still wants to say something, Cui Tapp's birthday card! !

I asked my boyfriend about how men feel when they face their ex-girlfriends, and my family said fiercely that every man still misses his ex-girlfriend.After breaking up, what you recall will be the good side of the other party.It's just that a rational man will only regard the past as the past, and an irrational man will hurt the three people because of this nostalgic emotion.

Therefore, Choi Seung-hyun's momentary memories made Ji-hyun feel uneasy.But in fact, Cui Shengxian himself is still rational.

Hey, they need a few little twists to be better.

PS. I will update more diligently in these two days.

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