Destiny of crossing

After the opening of the dynasty, several major events happened. The first was the death of Xie Xuan, and the second was that Xie Xuan's only son, Xie Xuan, who was only five years old, was canonized as the crown prince, honoring Pei Ranya's father.

The third thing is that Pei Ran announced that he would never marry for the rest of his life, completely cutting off the "good intentions" of someone sending someone to him.

In the middle of the court, Fu Jian was granted the title of Founding Marquis and bestowed the Zixia Palace, the former residence of Chang'an.

Tuobagui was named the left minister of the dynasty, Jinhua was the right minister, the three young generals were promoted to be the chief generals, in charge of the military, Gao Hu was the commander of the imperial guards, etc., etc., but Shen Yi has no title, no fief, and will not be revoked His military power is hanging on so dryly, as if there is no such person in Shu.

The following month, Pei Ran moved his capital to Jiankang and changed his country name to Yue.

I don't know why I choose this health as the capital, or it is orthodox in the world, and it is justifiable.

When stepping into the Shou'an Palace that was once overwhelmed, every bit of it is like last night, and the past five years are just a flick of a finger. Looking back, you can still remember it so clearly.

I just suddenly feel that the pain doesn't seem to be deep anymore, maybe it's because I don't love so much anymore, and there is only a hard shell left, struggling to support it.

However, time is really an amazing thing. He can make all things deteriorate slowly, and he can also make all the good or bad gradually fade away, or when he gets old, he looks back and finds that everything is nothing All vanished into thin air, gone with the wind.

Everywhere Pei Ran walked, she didn't know whether she wanted to find something, or relived the joy or pain that had happened here.

After dismissing his entourage, he slowly walked towards the desolate and remote back mountain.

For some reason, after so many years, what he most wanted to come to was the remote back mountain, the loneliness that once wandered here.

I don't know who played the mournful flute at this moment, and the out-of-tune [Lovesickness] made Pei Ran stop.

He remembered that in the imperial palace in Chengdu, he also heard such an out-of-tuned [Lovesickness].

The heart seemed to jump out, as if something was about to come out.Looking up, I saw a person slowly walking out from behind the mountain.

Xiao Ting, looking around.

One is as cold as water, and the other is full of affection.

Then, he noticed the white jade flute inlaid with gold.

"Why are you?" Pei Ran said coolly, "Why is this flute in your hands?"

The tone is the same as the eyes, without hiding the slightest warmth.

Shen Yi put down the jade flute, and said in a trembling voice: "Ran'er, ever since you left that day, I have sent people to search for you, but later I found the jade flute you left behind. I keep it by my side, every time I miss you , will look for your temperature on it, you see, I can play that song now, although I know that it is not very good, but every time I play it, I can feel your heartache at that time, Raner , if there is a way for me to make up for it, even if it makes me double the pain I caused you in the past, I am willing."

Pei Ran gradually shifted her gaze to the white jade flute, and found that the beautiful words could not cause the slightest ripple in him, as if a stranger was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.

It turned out that the former love had long since disappeared without a trace.

It turned out that the name of that person named Shen Yi, once engraved in his heart, was erased at some point.

All love or love is not important anymore, the important thing is that his heart is no longer with him.

He stretched out his hand coldly, looking into Shen Yi's warm eyes with cold eyes: "Bring it."

Without the slightest hesitation, Shen Yi obediently offered Bai Yuxiao.

Pei Ran took it, bowed her head, and slowly rubbed every place with her fingertips.

Shen Yi's heartbeat quickened, and a little bit of hope rose from nowhere.

"Shen Yi."

Pei Ran called out, this was the first time he had admitted this name in a long time.

Shen Yi looked at him with spring in his eyes, his hands and feet tensed up nervously.

"Do you know?" Pei Ran continued, "What is it that makes me stand in this position? Do you know what I sacrificed to stand in this position?"

Shen Yi was stunned and didn't know how to reply.

"It's hate, because of hate I have come to the present, but because of hate, I lost the closest person in my life, so I don't want to hate anymore."

Shen Yi's nerves were tense, and he didn't know what these words meant for a moment.

Then I only heard Pei Ran say: "I will never love again."

Shen Yi's heart skipped a beat, he tremblingly wanted to touch that longing figure, but Pei Ran avoided it instantly.

"No, Ran'er, I know, you love me, I know, you just can't forgive me, believe me, I will make it up to you, I will make it up to you."

"Make up for it?" Pei Ran laughed suddenly, and with a sudden force, Bai Yuxiao fell onto the stone beside her.

"No," Shen Yi let out a long roar, and rushed over quickly, but it was still too late, Bai Yuxiao had already been thrown to pieces, and even a few shards splashed on his face, leaving streaks of blood.

"Shen Yi, the relationship between us is like this white jade flute. If it is broken, no matter how much we glue it together, we will never be able to return to the original perfect appearance. There will eventually be a rift between us, and we will never be able to get back together. "

"No, no," Shen Yi roared, frantically picking up the broken pieces on the ground, he tried desperately, but he couldn't get together, the more he panicked, the more he panicked, and finally he succeeded. There are fragments all over the place, and I can't pick them up.

"No, no," he murmured, staring blankly at his palm.

Pei Ran turned around coldly, and turned her back to him. As the sun set, that figure was resolute and lonely: "Forget about me! Shen Yi, if you really want to make up for me, please stay away from my world, and don't let me fall into this world again." I see you."

The wind lifted his hair, and under the shining of the setting sun, he was so beautiful that he dared not look directly at him. Then, he took a deep look at Shen Yi on the ground, and said in a soft tone: "I will issue an order to give you a fief." , even if it is just a small prefect, it is enough to ensure that you will have no worries about food and clothing in the future, you can do it yourself!"

Shen Yi didn't seem to hear those words at all, he just pieced together the pieces of white jade flute over and over again, watching them finally scattered beside him.

"Is it really impossible? Is it really impossible?" He asked himself over and over again, even ignoring Pei Ran's departure, as if only he and the scattered Bai Yuxiao were left in this world .

"Yes or yes, and no yes; near is near, but not near. Scattered flowers splash into the charming eyes, wind and rain flutter, gather and disperse in the fog, it is rare to come back to life, but the beauty is gone forever, the two look at each other, empty sadness , so close to the end of the world will never return."

It turned out that some things were really predestined in the dark, just like these few short signatures, but they confirmed their final ending.

This night, the sky suddenly changed, and it was snowing heavily in the warm early spring.

When Princess Xunyang and Li Yuanxian found Shen Yi, they thought he had frozen to death in the snow.

The stiffness of the whole body, the dull eyes, and the snow-like white hair.

If it wasn't for the vague breath protruding from the end of his nose, if it wasn't for the trembling lips still whispering something, they would have dragged him directly to bury him.

They couldn't understand what made Shen Yi look like this, his hair turned white overnight, as if he had experienced a huge blow, but it was not difficult to guess, especially, the thing he held in his hand was the best proof.

It is said that the girl is affectionate, so Princess Xunyang cried all the way, but no one dared to look for Pei Ran, but sent Shen Yi to his fief.

So far, Shen Yi has ignored worldly affairs, spent his days in the company of wine, in the peach orchard he planted with his own hands, and spent his days in a daze. Only the name that he has been thinking of can wake him up for a moment.If Li Yuanxian hadn't been loyal to follow and take care of him, he would have died drunk in the Taoyuan, turning into a pile of rotting corpses and bones.

One day, Princess Xunyang came to see him, and saw Shen Yi with bare feet, disheveled hair, and a scruffy beard lying down under a peach blossom tree, holding a wine jar and pouring wine into his mouth. The trembling eyes have long lost their luster, and that drunken, self-defeating look, after all, who would believe that this is the majestic and domineering Emperor Xiaowu of Jin who once ruled the world?

Just asking about love is a double-edged sword, it can make people reach bliss, but it can also make people fall into hell, beyond redemption.

On the other hand, is Pei Ran really happy?

He said he didn't hate it anymore, but why cut down the peach blossom trees that filled the palace?

He said he didn't love her anymore, but under the moonlight, who was the sparkle rolling in his eyes for?

And why, can't sleep at night?

And why, without a smile, without a true face?

The ever-burning lights in the Shou'an Palace, whose blood is boiled, and whose heart is suffering?

Goddamn, the current empress dowager finally can't stand it anymore, every time the medicine for insomnia is delivered, she doesn't drink it when it's cold, and puts a good bowl there.

Seeing that pair of smart eyes becoming lifeless and colder, seeing that sunken cheeks no longer as round as before, the Empress Dowager finally couldn't hold back anymore.