Destiny of crossing

I thought I would die like this, but when a ray of sunlight hurt my eyes, I really felt the existence of my life.

As soon as the consciousness recovered, the pain in the back immediately raged, the pain was indescribable, I thought, if a person is run over by a car, maybe it will be like this!

I don't know how long I've been in a coma. I only know that my back is injured and I may have to sleep on my stomach like this all the time.Lying prone for a long time made me feel that my arms seemed a little numb. Fortunately, I was not abandoned on the stone road in the Peony Garden, but was placed on a big soft bed.

I am so familiar with this room, I have lived here for several days!

I wanted to stretch my arm to relieve the numbness, but my arm accidentally pulled the injury behind me, and I immediately grinned in pain.

"Mr. Pei, are you awake? I'll tell the young master immediately." The girl named Ping'er appeared from nowhere and rushed out in a hurry.

In a few seconds, Xie Xuan rushed in with great strides, his face couldn't hide the surprise: "Ran'er, you finally woke up, you're so worried about me."

"Don't worry, I'm dying!" I pretended to be relaxed and pulled out a smiling face. God knows, my buttocks hurt so badly at this moment, as if all the nerves gathered together, jumping and stepping on my wound Have a fun party.

Xie Xuan breathed a sigh of relief, sat next to me, and took a dark green bottle from the maid: "You, you can't control your temper, what's your name with the emperor, it's all right now, have you suffered a lot?" !" With one hand, I lifted the thin quilt from my body: "I'll give you medicine, Ping'er, you go down first."

Ping'er retreated in response.

Only then did I realize that I was only wearing a knee-length jacket, no pants, and only a thin silk quilt covering my lower body.

Surprisingly, the medicine is not a powder but a cold ointment, and the pain will not feel so painful immediately after being applied to the wound. I really didn't expect that ancient medicine was so developed?

"Does it hurt?" Xie Xuan asked softly.

"It's okay." I looked back at that cold, slightly sarcastic face: "How can the pain of the flesh compare to the pain of the heart? Fortunately, the person who hit me wasn't Shen Yi."

The hand behind applying the ointment suddenly stopped: "I'm sorry, Ran'er, I didn't protect you well."

What a fool, I took the responsibility on myself again, seeing his sad face, I wanted to say something to divert the topic, and suddenly remembered some trance words I heard just before I lost consciousness.

I pretended to be the big bad wolf threatening the little white rabbit, squinted my eyes and asked, "Be honest, do you like someone?"

Xie Xuan's complexion suddenly changed.

Well, I guessed it right, and I continued to threaten: "Which family's girl is really well hidden, and she will show me someday?"

Xie Xuan raised his face, bit his lips tightly, and there seemed to be water in his eyes: "Impossible, we will never be able to."

His appearance made me feel uncomfortable too. I remembered that the emperor seemed to have said that he and the princess would get married next month. May I ask what is the cruelest thing in the world?That is clearly in love but can not be together.

its me!It really deserves a beating if the pot is not opened and which pot is lifted.

But the words have been spoken, and I can't take them back, so I can only find a way to make up for them, so I kindly said, "Who is he? Tell me, and I will help you find a way."

Xie Xuan lowered his head and looked at me in a daze: "He will never know that I like him, and I won't let him know. He... already has someone he likes, and he will never change until death."

"Ah?" I suddenly didn't know what to say, it was too old-fashioned to say that there is no grass in the end of the world, so I could only stay silent with him.

After applying the good medicine, Xie Xuan gently pulled down my skirt, covered me with a brocade quilt, and treated me as carefully as if he were his own child.

"It's time for me to deal with business. If you have anything to ask Ping'er to come to me, if you go to the toilet, come and greet me!" Xie Xuan got up, his body seemed a little unstable, he looked at me, with a tired smile on the corner of his mouth. The radian of the scene is mixed with desolation: "Ran'er, we will be bosom friends for a lifetime and will never change."

I don't understand why he said such a sentence out of nowhere, but I just feel that his appearance is really distressing, so I hurriedly nodded in agreement: "Well, of course."

He smiled, faintly and gently, but I always feel a little uneasy, his expression is a little abnormal, something must have happened to him, is it because of her?Because of the emperor's obstruction and that unspeakable love?

At this moment, I feel that his body is so thin, and the back of his leaving is so bleak and desolate.I really want to hug him tightly. For the first time in my life, I long to have a strong heart that can protect some people from wind and rain.

Time flies, and three days have passed before I know it, and there is still no news from Shen Yi. My faith is beginning to waver, or the restlessness and fear buried in my heart are trying to break free. Shen Yi will either fall off the cliff and die, or I traveled here with me, died of serious injuries, died, or traveled to another time and space. From then on, there will be no intersection.

My heart sinks little by little, as if my whole body has been emptied, even my breathing seems to be deprived, but I can't give up, I can't, if I just give up like this, if I give up too, then there is really no hope.

Acacia——

Unforgettable Memories--

That love, infected life and death, how can I forget it?

Recalling Jun's heart is like the West River, flowing day and night without rest.

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My injury healed very quickly, Xuan said, ordinary people have already lost half of their lives by twenty sticks, but I look like I am alive and kicking, I really don’t look like someone who has received such a severe punishment, did the emperor ask someone to show mercy? ?

I don't think Sima Yao will be extra merciful to me. According to his temperament, I'm afraid he's still upset why he didn't hit me a few more times and just beat me to death.

Thinking of that person's cold eyes and cruel tone, I feel chills, such a dangerous person, from now on I should see him as soon as I can, and hide as soon as I can.

I've always been curious about what kind of girl Xuan likes. Xuan's words are short, all living beings in the world, only she is really beautiful.

When Xuan said this, his tone was firm and soft, and his expression was gentle and intoxicated. I can imagine that beautiful feeling, how beautiful that woman must be to make all living beings in the world lose color, but as the saying goes , Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and Xuan's statement, seemingly concise, has profound meaning.

I was unwilling to be reconciled to him, and saddened by that never-ending love, but he was calm, he said, silent guarding might not be a kind of happiness.

When he said this, his eyes kept looking at me, which made me feel that his eyes seemed to contain some kind of deep meaning, but I was too stupid to guess it, and he didn’t say anything when I asked him. Forget about it.

On the autumn night of the Fifteenth Mid-Autumn Festival, the city was very lively, and they agreed to go out for a stroll together, but Xuan Guo didn't break his word.

Accompanying him is Xie Xuan's distant cousin and best friend in the army, Xie Lang.

This Xie Lang looks about 25 or [-] years old, with a thin face, triangular eyes, and thick lips. He is not handsome, but he is not eye-catching either. After a while, we became acquainted, laughing and laughing all the way to Wangyue Tower.

Downstairs at Mochizuki, the lanterns gathered, the silver dragon danced wildly, and the fireworks bloomed in the sky, which made me almost think that today is the Lantern Festival.

Opposite Moonwatching Tower is Xinghu Lake. The lake water reflects the silvery brilliance under the moonlight. On the lake, there are literati holding flower boats, admiring the moon with papers, toasting and drinking, and occasionally laughing.

On the shore, a group of children are carrying lanterns or holding fireworks sticks, chasing and playing, and the immature voices of children are pleasant to the ear.

Some people set up tables by the lake, offer moon cakes and fruits, burn a few incense sticks, and kneel down to make wishes.

There are also people in twos and threes shuttling through the sea of ​​lights, or watching dragon and lion dances around, enjoying the beauty of this Mid-Autumn Festival night as much as we do.

Climbing to the top of the Mochizuki Tower, I feel that the moon is extraordinarily large, and the sensory stimulation is particularly strong, so close that it seems that people can touch it with their hands.

I don't know who raised the sky lanterns on the lake, and there are more and more. It is said that such wishes are easier to be brought to Chang'e, and easier to realize.

I know that this is just a kind of sustenance of the soul, but the more I am eager to try.

"Let's go, let's try it too." Xuan took my arm and walked towards the lake, I was secretly happy, Xie Xuan also knew me.

Light up the sky lantern, the sky lantern is like a balloon filled with hydrogen, slowly rising in front of me, rising higher and higher.

"You still haven't made a wish?"

"En." I nodded to Xie Xuan with a smile, closed my eyes, and folded my hands together: Fairy Chang'e, please bless Shen Yi and me to reunite as soon as possible.

Behind:

"Minister Xie Xuan..."

"Chen Xie Lang..."

"No, no, I'm out today, so I won't be exempted from the courtesy of the monarch and ministers!"

My heart trembled: Sima Yao——

The author has something to say:

To say that this wish is quite effective!Secret———