Destiny of crossing

Xuan was beaten 23 times. When I treated his wound, he was in good spirits and even made me laugh, but I couldn't laugh.

His back was scratched by the whip, criss-crossing, bloody and bloody, horrible to look at.

It's all for me, he treats me well, I really don't know how to deal with myself.

In the past, I often complained about fate making things difficult, taking everything away from me and sending me to suffer in the dark world, but fate made me meet him, so I thought, God is good to me, I should be content .

I didn't tell him about my begging the emperor, it would only make him feel bad.I've made him like this, I can't let him worry about me anymore.

It's past noon, and it's time for me to fulfill my promise.

It's strange to say that the emperor didn't know which tendon was wrong, but asked me, no, it should be ordering me to enter the palace at noon every day to play chess with him for an hour.

But now, I have already put a label on his forehead to keep away from danger, wishing to stay away from him, but why is it so unfulfilling?

As the saying goes, companions are like companions to tigers. With my temperament, I don’t know when I accidentally step on the tiger’s tail again. I’m afraid I won’t be as lucky as I am now.

What's more, I can't keep asking Xie Xuan to clean up my troubles. I'd better control it myself and know how to measure it. As the saying goes, too many words will lead to mistakes. I just don't speak in the future. Even if the emperor makes sarcastic remarks, I have the right to be a wild dog It's okay to bark, after a few days, maybe the emperor is tired of playing this game, and maybe he doesn't want to see me again.

I put Xie Xuan to sleep, and then followed the two people who came from the palace to the palace.

The emperor is wearing a golden dragon robe today, which dazzles people from a distance. Under the sun, I hardly dare to look directly at it.

I knelt down early and said respectfully, "Cao Min pays homage to the emperor."

Knees on the ground, in fact, I don't feel so humiliated. I have knelt before, and bowing my head in front of others is actually not very difficult.

Unknowingly, I have been assimilated by this world of imperial power. The so-called pride and self-esteem may disappear along with it one day.

The emperor stood there, aloof, his demeanor revealed an unconcealable satisfaction and complacency, it was really——strange.

There are pavilions, terraces and pavilions, smoked willows and painted bridges, rockery mountains and waterfalls, and the fragrance of flowers.

Playing chess here can be described as comfortable and leisurely, the emperor really knows how to enjoy it, but I don't have the heart to appreciate it.

In the gazebo, we sat opposite each other, the emperor still dismissed everyone, only the two of us and a chess set remained.

The emperor played every move seriously, which made me wonder, did he really ask me to play chess?I always thought he had some other purpose, such as temptation.

In contrast, how can I still have the original interest?Now, the most important thing is not to annoy the emperor, it's only an hour, and it will pass after a few hasty responses, why bother to win or lose with him?He wants me to be groveling and obedient, and I just obey.

None of us spoke, only the sound of chess pieces falling.Sometimes, I can feel his scorching eyes hitting my face, I lower my head, staring at the chessboard docilely.

He's stealing again, this is his old habit, I don't have the heart to argue with him, he likes to deceive himself, I follow him too, pretending I didn't see it.

An hour passed quickly, and the chess game on the first day ended like this. From the beginning to the end, we didn't say anything.

Back in the mansion, Xie Xuan asked me about my situation today. I told the truth, and he also felt a little strange, but he couldn't think of a reason.

The second day, the third day, the...

The situation remained the same, but after the emperor won the game, he secretly despised him.

On the seventh day, we still played chess, the emperor still stole chess, and I still ignored and remained silent.

There was no way not to be silent, and I really had nothing to say to him, and there was a kind of grievance in my heart, an indescribable feeling, an emotion that shouldn't exist.

As usual, I randomly picked up a piece and was about to drop it, but the chessboard was suddenly lifted up, and the pieces flew all over the place, and some even hit me in the face.

I covered my face, panicked.

"Pei Ran," the emperor's voice seemed to be dripping with blood, "Didn't you see that I stole my son?"

This... I didn't know how to answer for a while, because I couldn't understand what he meant, didn't he have a good time stealing?

The emperor looked at me for a while, stared at me deeply, and then sat down slumped: "Forget it, you should still be the same as before."

same as before?

oh!I understood that he was tired of this one-man show.

I squatted down to pick up the chess pieces that fell on the ground. The chess pieces were scattered everywhere, and it was difficult to find them all.

Nice to kill another day.

I lowered my head, picked it up carefully, and when I picked it up, a pair of big feet appeared in front of my eyes, firm and domineering.

"Don't pick it up, walk with me!"

I followed him, keeping my distance as much as possible.

"I have already chosen Xie Xuan's wedding date." The emperor turned around and looked at me: "September eighteenth, how about it?"

"Oh!" September [-]th, isn't that less than a month?I don't know if Xuan is mentally prepared, I suddenly think of his lover hidden in my heart, and I feel a little sad for him.

"Why? Feeling uncomfortable?" The emperor said with a sullen face, "I have already warned you, don't think about what you shouldn't."

Sure enough, I couldn't talk to him, and the word "oh" could pick out the problem.

I lowered my head and tried to make my voice sound peaceful: "The emperor must have thought too much! Xie Xuan is my friend, just a friend, the person I love, I told the emperor about it."

"Shen Yi?" The emperor evoked an unruly smile: "We look alike?"

I am sure: "It can be said to be exactly the same."

"Oh?" The emperor's eyes became deep: "You love him very much?"

"Love," I laughed, "No one can make me love like this again."

The emperor lowered his eyes, stretched out his hand and fiddled with the petals casually: "You and him... have sex?"

I was stunned, I didn't understand why the emperor asked this, but I nodded honestly.

The emperor's face froze for a moment, and then he showed a mocking smile: "Pei Ran, you are really slutty."

These four words seemed to pop out from between my teeth, and each word hit my face, insulting my personality, smashing my dignity, challenging my bottom line, and cannot be tolerated.

I looked into his eyes, and every word was bloody: "Your Majesty, you must have never loved anyone, so you will never experience that feeling in your life. I think, in your worldview, there is only love between the two of you." It could be Chijiujiong's carnal desire, the most primitive instinct of animal desire, and even your thoughts are filthy. I'm not wrong, it seems that you will not be able to understand the relationship between us in this life."

"Really?" The suppressed roar was full of coercion: "Pei Ran, you are right."

In front of my eyes, the mountain is approaching, on my lips, the hot temperature, burning, and decaying, my eyes widened, I couldn't believe it.

He kissed me, caught off guard.

Fanatical, greedy, exuding a beast-like breath, tossing and turning, the hand clasping the waist was powerful and domineering.

I was originally resisting, but the breath was so familiar, it confused me.

A voice shouted from the bottom of my heart: Pei Ran, wake up, it's not him, it's not him.

No, it's impossible, his breath, how could it be wrong, countless times of fierce kisses, his smell has already penetrated into the bone marrow.

No, Pei Ran, take a closer look. He is Sima Yao, the emperor of the Eastern Jin Dynasty. There is no trace of you left on him.

No?yes!How could there be no teeth marks on Shen Yi's body?Then he's not him, I haven't found him yet, no.

"Let go," I turned my head, struggled to break free, slapped him loudly with a flick of my hand, and fled in a hurry.