Destiny of crossing

I picked up the sword, put it on my neck, closed my eyes, and enjoyed the joy of dying.After a while, as long as you turn around beautifully, everything will end wonderfully.

"Pei Ran, what are you doing?"

Sima Yao——

I opened my eyes suddenly, and all the sorrow and unwillingness rushed straight into my mind. The sword in my hand stabbed out without hesitation. As I turned around, I firmly pointed at Sima Yao's chest, only one inch, only one inch away. One inch, as long as I send it forward--

kill him?Are you going to kill him?

Those eyes are so familiar, that face is so alluring, even if he is not Shen Yi, can I really attack the owner of this face?

My hand began to shake, and the frivolous sword suddenly became heavy, and I couldn't hold it.

"Pei Ran, what do you want to do?"

Those eyes, at this moment, seemed to be full of concern, and his expression seemed to no longer be ridiculed, and seemed to have a more familiar feeling, a relaxed feeling.

The sword slammed down and hit the ground with a harsh, sharp sound, which woke me up.

what am i doing?

I watched Sima Yao kick the sword aside with one foot, grabbed my wrist and yelled loudly: "What a hothead, do you want to kill me or yourself? I'll just sleep with you for one night, and you will Can't get enough of it? Then what if I sleep with you every day?"

I lowered my head and smiled lazily: "Your Majesty, I have been slept by someone before."

Sima Yao sneered: "It doesn't matter, it's just for fun."

Snapped! ! !The only remaining unknown dark desire was instantly shattered.

There shouldn't have been expectations, originally...

Pei Ran, Pei Ran, he is Sima Yao!

I laughed, I really wanted to laugh, I laughed loudly until my tears came out, I said: "Just for fun, that's fine, I sometimes treat you as Shen Yi, just to comfort each other, you know, You look exactly alike."

"Oh, by the way, just now, I was joking with you, the emperor won't be scared! The emperor knows what kind of person I am, Pei Ran, how can I be so ignorant, now, thanks to the emperor's perseverance, I am too happy What!" I took Sima Yao's shoulders, imitating the unrestrained posture: "The emperor said he would give me glory and wealth, you are not kidding!"

Sima Yao looked at me carefully and indifferently, as if he never knew me.

"Pei Ran, you are tired, it's time to rest." She threw me away: "Come here, send him out of the palace."

"Your Majesty..." I took two steps back, still smiling all over my eyes: "Drive people away, let them put on their clothes first!"

I took the clothes handed by the old eunuch, turned behind the screen, tried my best to suck the tears that were about to flow from my eyes, and put them on one by one, and when I went out, there was another meaningless smile on my face.

In the sky, there was a drizzling drizzle, not heavy, but it was icy cold and chilling.

I walked out of the palace gate in a daze, raised my eyes, and there was only one person kneeling outside the empty palace gate.

"Xuan?" I rubbed the rainwater hanging from my eyelids, and then I saw clearly.

"Ran'er?" Xie Xuan saw me, his eyes lit up immediately, he got up and staggered towards me.

"Why are you here?" Kneeling?

Xie Xuan didn't answer and asked instead: "The emperor didn't make things difficult for you, did he! Did he punish you?"

torture?I looked at his haggard face, feeling a little distressed: "No, it's nothing, how did you make it like this?"

Xie Xuan looked at me and just smiled: "As long as you are fine, let's go home."

On the street, he took my hand and walked back. The gesture of the two men really attracted people's attention, but I didn't want to let go. I just kept echoing the two words "go home" deep in my heart. .

After we went back, we put on clean clothes. Mrs. Xie was still enthusiastic, but she was still reluctant to speak. The servants were still respectful. eye knife.

I took a few mouthfuls of food indiscriminately, but I couldn't finish it, so I retreated to the room early. After a while, I heard that Xie Xuan had fallen ill.

On the bed, Xuan's face was pale, his eyes were tightly closed, and he had obviously fallen asleep.

Sometimes he frowned, sometimes murmured, looking very sad, I have never seen him so haggard, that fool who always looks simple and honest!

Xie Fugui came in to change the peony flowers. Xie Xuan had a hobby, that is, he liked to put a vase of peony flowers in the room, so there was such a big peony garden.

Putting on a new flower, Xie Fugui looked around, and finally stopped his gaze on me: "Young Master Pei, the doctor said that our young master fell ill due to exhaustion, urgency, and cold. If you sleep for three to five days, it will be life-threatening.”

I nodded, my heart was tense, how could I not know what he said?

Xie Fugui said again: "Then does Mr. Pei know who our young master's disease is caused by? There are some things that Madam is not easy to say, but I can't care so much. What offends, but depends on Mr. Pei."

I raised my head, gestured but said it was all right, I already had a faint guess in my heart.

"Young master has been serving the young master in the mansion for many years, and I have never seen the young master caring so much for anyone. You are the first one, Mr. Pei. You said you wanted to find Shen Yi, and our young master used all our connections to run around and come here again. , because you offended the emperor, our son was punished for you. The beating was bruised and horrific. If you need anything, our son will do his best without saying a word. This time, you suddenly disappeared again. Do you know that our son will not eat How long have you been looking for you without sleeping?

Seeing his devastated appearance, my little heart felt uncomfortable. Later, our young master was afraid that you would be punished by the emperor, so we knelt and begged outside the palace gate and drenched in the rain all night.Mr. Pei, the autumn rain was cold and cold, our son was hard-pressed and couldn't stand it!

Mr. Pei, the little one knows that the little one has little words, and the little one has no other meaning. The little one just hopes that Mr. Pei can act more cautiously, think about our son in everything, and don't keep causing trouble for our son, otherwise, Our son will be killed by you sooner or later. "

Xie Fugui snorted coldly, with red eyes, slammed the door and left.

I sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, looking at the trembling door leaf, my face was cold.

I turned my head and touched Xuan's frowning brow.

Xie Xuan, Xie Xuan, how can I, Pei Ranhe De, let you treat me like this!

Thinking about how many times I have left without saying goodbye, how can I be ashamed? I have been hiding under your wings all this time, but I have caused you to be covered in bruises invisibly.

But Xuan, you know, I can't always live under the protection of others, I also want to be able to take on everything and protect the people I want to protect, such as you.

So, stop being so stupid, okay?

Think about today, you took my hand with concern and told me to go home.Three thousand worlds, thousands of lights, I know that there is such a light, always reserved for me, I am already relieved, enough!

Xuan fell asleep for three days, and I took care of him for three days with my clothes undressed. When I was sleepy, I lay down beside the bed and slept for a while. There were still some terrible and painful things haunting me in my dreams, but when I woke up, I saw that Xuan was gradually turning red. On his face, all the haze disappeared immediately.

Xie Fugui still doesn't like me, but it's much more relaxed than before. Mrs. Xie often advises me to go back and rest, but I just politely refuse.

On the fourth day, I opened my eyes in a daze, and instinctively went to check Xuan's body temperature. As soon as I put my hand on my forehead, I saw Xuan opened his eyes at some point, looking at me gently with both eyes and smiling: "Ran Son, it's nice to see you by my side in good condition."

I almost cried out excitedly, thousands of words, everything always turned into a tacit understanding of each other.

After taking the pulse, the doctor stroked his beard and said with a smile: "General Wanfu, there is no serious problem. Don't worry, madam. After a few days of recuperation, I will be able to regain my former glory."

Mrs. Xie breathed a sigh of relief when she heard the words, and quickly thanked the gods and Buddhas, and even picked up a handkerchief to wipe away tears frequently.

The room was filled with people all of a sudden, feeding porridge, scrubbing, condolences, and other miscellaneous tasks. I was pushed aside, and I didn't know what to do, but through the gaps in the crowd, I can always catch the reassuring smile that Hyun throws at me.

Or it was because of his weak body, Xuan fell asleep again after a while.

Mrs. Xie dismissed all the servants, and smiled at me thoughtfully: "It's autumn outside, Mr. Pei, do you want to walk with me?"

The author has something to say:

It's abuse, it's abuse, I don't want the most abuse, I just want to be more abuse, I want to spread flowers, spread flowers! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !