Destiny of crossing

When I woke up, I was sleeping in Sima Yao's arms.

I shook my head, feeling like I had a splitting headache, and looking at the layout of the room, I jumped up in fright.

Oops, am I not my room?how?how......

I looked at Chi Jiong's body, then at Sima Yao's, and finally remembered what happened yesterday.

Yesterday, I was dancing on the stage, and when I was dancing, I stepped into the air and fell, and then it seemed that I was caught by Shen Yi, no, it should be Sima Yao, and then I took him as Shen Yi?Kissed?

After that, it seemed to be carried into the room, and then, it seemed—did it?

The temples jumped up and down, and it was over, they said that they were drunk and wronged, so many people yesterday, didn't they all see it?And Xie Xuan and Ganniang, how should I explain it?

Damn Sima Yao, isn't the majestic king of a country afraid of being slandered by ministers and people?

I hurriedly put on my clothes, and the place behind me creaked and hurt when I moved, so I couldn't help but take a deep breath.

As soon as I turned around, I saw Sima Yao squinting his eyes, looking sleepy, with a sexy arc drawn from the corner of his mouth: "Does it hurt?" He pulled me back into his arms: "You were very enthusiastic last night. I couldn't help but come here a few more times."

His big hands touched my hair, and his warm breath sprayed on my face: "You said that you will only dance for me in the future."

I nodded, no sophistry, no need, no courage.

If I told him yesterday that I regarded him as Shen Yi, I don't know how he would react.

After several lingering times, I collapsed and came to the courtyard. After the big wedding, the courtyard returned to its usual tranquility, only the girl's house in twos and threes

Ding shuttled among them.

"You know, Mr. Pei kissed the emperor yesterday, and then the emperor—"

"I know, I know, this matter has spread throughout the government, and so many court officials were present at that time, it is afraid that this matter has spread throughout the capital."

"No, alas, you said that you really didn't see Mr. Pei's intentions to seduce the current emperor. If you didn't see it with your own eyes, you really wouldn't believe it."

"Didn't you see it! The so-called people should not be judged by their appearance. Looking at his pure and innocent appearance, he turned out to be a cheap player."

"I know that the emperor carried him into the room and never came out again. There are guards guarding the door, and even our young master is not allowed to enter. Do you think they..."

"I heard that Mr. Pei stayed in the palace a few days ago. Could it be that at that time——no wonder the emperor's attitude towards Mr. Pei is very strange!"

Standing behind the flowers, I heard the servants chewing their tongues in groups of threes and twos, and the steps I was about to take stopped. Those words, like a hammer, hit my heart again and again.

I don't know who discovered my existence, and they all scattered away in a flash.

I stood there for a long time before I walked to Xuan's residence. I passed two long corridors, one courtyard, and two small paths. The servants and maids I met only nodded and greeted me in a hurry, and fled as if avoiding the plague. After leaving, that feeling makes the whole body cold.

In the courtyard, under the willow tree, Xuan was dressed in plain clothes, with a tall and tall body, without the slightest joy and joy after the wedding on his face, but looking at the willow branches in front of him with sad eyes.

"Xuan" I called out timidly, fearing that the voice would startle him too much, so I flung my sleeves away, fearing that when he turned to look at me, he would show the same disgusted expression as the servants.

Xuan's body seemed to tremble, and it took a few seconds before he turned his head.

I stared nervously at his face, trying to catch any expression of dislike for me, but his eyes were the same as before, just that sadness, even more than before.

"Ran'er..." He opened his lips slightly, uttered only two words, hesitated to speak, and only looked at me with questioning eyes. From those eyes, I could clearly see his concern for me.

"I——after you leave, I will move to the palace. The emperor treats me well."

"Ran'er, is he persecuting you?"

I shook my head: "I voluntarily, you know, he is exactly the same as Shen Yi, I will fall in love with Shen Yi, naturally I will fall in love with him."

"But you are not happy at all. After returning from the palace, I feel that you have lost all energy. Ran'er, I know how much you love Shen Yi. I don't think you will fall in love with anyone else, even if it is A copy of Shen Yi." Xuan put his hand on my shoulder: "Ran'er, I only want you to be happy. If he really forces you, I will take you away. I don't care about his fate, even if he is tied The infamy of the traitor will not hesitate."

Take me away?My heart was shaken at that moment: "Xuan, will you abandon everything and take me away even if you are hunted down?"

Xuan nodded firmly: "It's a big deal, let's meet in arms."

I gasped, what was I thinking?There's rust in my fucking head?You know, the ancients always put loyalty first, let alone a loyal Xie family?How can I be so selfish that he will be infamous as a treason and a bully for the rest of his life, and he will not be able to behave in an upright manner for the rest of his life?

I took a few steps back: "Xuan, you are wrong. People change, let alone feelings? I fell in love with Sima Yao, so I want to be with him. As for Shen Yi, I don't want to look for it anymore. tired."

Xuan looked at me deeply, as if trying to find a flaw in my expression, after a while, he said lightly: "Ran Er, if this is your choice, I respect you, if not, you remember Hold on, I, Xie Xuan, will protect you even if I am broken into pieces. But I would rather die for my confidant than live for my confidant."

"If the emperor treats you badly, tell me in a letter, and I will definitely pick you up." Xuan said, and then his face was full of sorrow: "Ran Er, although the masculinity is prosperous in this world, many high-ranking officials and dignitaries are willing to raise a few boys. But no one can be a partner, let alone be on the stage, what you like now is the current sage, you will inevitably be criticized, and people's words are terrible, Ran'er, I'm afraid you will be wronged."

"How come?" I squeezed out a calm smile: "Who am I, Pei Ran? Why do I care about those gossips? Besides, the emperor is really kind to me, and he will definitely not let me be wronged."

Xie Xuan smiled, but there was a clear sense of loneliness and sadness in that smile.

I pulled him to sit on the grass: "You just married, why do you look like a coffin? Or did you perform abnormally in the bridal chamber last night? Afraid of being scolded by your sister-in-law?"

"How can there be such a thing?" Xuan said, blushing immediately, and thoughtfully said: "We don't have a bridal chamber."

No bridal chamber?Wedding night: "Then what did you do all night?"

Xuan lowered his head, tongue-tied, and just uttered the word "I" when he heard a delicate and angry voice from the entrance of the courtyard: "Xie Xuan, what do you mean?"

Both of us looked at the entrance of the courtyard together, and saw the princess in a red robe, rushing over in a menacing manner, with the aura of hatred as deep as the sea, and the momentum of tearing the people's congress into pieces.

I stood up in fright, Xuanze reacted for a while before standing up, his eyes flickering non-stop, as if he had done something wrong.

As soon as the princess approached him, he raised his arm and waved it up. I was anxious, grabbed the princess' wrist, and said softly, "Sister-in-law, if you have something to say, speak up."

Without saying a word, the princess raised her foot and kicked over: "Asshole."

I thought he kicked Xuan, but didn't respond, but he kicked my calf, the pain made me raise my leg and grin my teeth.

Xuan Lima lowered his face, and knelt down to check on the injury for me.

Looking at his raised eyebrows, I said with relief: "It's okay, it's okay." It's really okay, how much strength can a woman have?

The princess shook off the restrained wrist and shouted, "It's what you deserve, who told you to stop me?"

Xie Xuan stood up and said coldly: "Princess, I was the one who was sorry last night, but you shouldn't vent your anger on innocent people."

The princess bit her lower lip, with tears in her eyes and a pitiful look: "On the wedding night in the bridal chamber, you left me alone in the bridal chamber, the majestic princess of the Jin Dynasty, how can you make me feel so bad?"

Xie Xuan lowered his head, his face full of shame: "Last night, I had no choice but to... become a husband, and take it as my husband's way. Madam, what happened last night is nothing to blame. I will definitely do something to make up for my husband in the future. Ma'am, are you still angry with your husband?"

The princess burst into laughter suddenly, I looked at you and me, the scene of love and affection, and secretly speculated, I don't know why Xuan didn't enter the bridal chamber last night, but why did he go?

The author has something to say:

I usually like to read some sad articles, and I like to be entangled. I didn’t expect that my real life finally "fulfilled" my entangled dream. Now I am entangled to death. It is said that girls who are not married must keep their eyes open before marriage, so as not to suffer after marriage. .

I can only say that marriage is not only about love.

Fortunately, writing is a very good conductor to disperse the miscellaneous things in my life. With its support, I will not fall down.

I hope that in my lifetime, I can do something that I really like, so that when I get old, I won't end up regretting it for the rest of my life.