Destiny of crossing

It was dusk at this time, in the imperial study room, the lights were just coming on, Shen Yi was still buried in piles of memorials, I looked out of the window, I saw him holding a pen with one hand, kneading the brow with the other, his expression was exhausted.

"Ran'er, is that you?" He asked lightly, even with a hint of fatigue in his tone.

I walked around into the imperial study, came to him, and poured him a cup of hot tea: "Go and rest when you're tired, look at your face."

He smiled: "Distressed?"

He wrapped his arms around him and sat me down beside him. I hid in his arms and leaned my head on his shoulder: "I just can't look at you all the time."

He stroked my hair, and said softly: "There are too many things these days, it is I who have neglected you."

There was a moment of silence in the room, only the splashing of sparks in the brazier could be heard.

"By the way, I have focused on the case of Fengming Pavilion. Although I still haven't found any evidence of Huan Chong's crime, as long as you believe it is him, I can arrest him as a suspect first. If it is not possible, I don't mind. Send the dead to assassinate him."

I'm silent, in fact, how easy is it to deal with Huan Chong?Otherwise, he would not know that he wanted to usurp the throne but still reuse it.

"Will you startle the snake?" I asked.

"I can't control that much now. The longer the case drags on, the more difficult it becomes."

We were chatting, but our hearts kept drifting out like grass growing.

After a while, I said, "Your Majesty, do you think it's better to be a poor commoner or an emperor?"

Shen Yiwenzhi laughed: "Haha! What do you think? I know that everyone in this world wants to be an emperor, but few people want to be poor people."

yes!Who doesn't like the feeling of being supreme and calling the shots?

Just like my eldest brother, he could kill his own younger brother just to be the chairman of Pei's family.As for the emperor, how many lifetimes of blessings would it take to get this dragon robe?And I want to pull him down.

Pei Ran, Pei Ran, you keep saying that you love Shen Yi, where does your love show?Could it be that Shen Yi's bright future can't compare to your humble love and selfish possessiveness?

I got out of Shen Yi's arms, knelt down in front of him, and resolutely said: "Please choose the woman you love, and immediately become the queen."

Shen Yi was taken aback: "Ran'er, what are you doing?"

I bowed my head and said nothing, God knows how I said those words, as if I had used all my strength and courage.

Shen Yi's voice is indulgent: "Ran'er, don't make trouble, I know that I have neglected you these days, are you angry with me?"

"Ran'er has never been angry with the emperor, Ran'er only wants the emperor to become queen as soon as possible."

"But I said that my queen will only be you."

"The emperor is joking, why does the empress think she is a man? I just hope that the emperor will put the country's society first, and choose a woman he likes as empress as soon as possible."

"Pei Ran..." the emperor's voice was a little angry: "Do you know what you are talking about?"

"Ran'er hopes..."

"Enough, tell me, did someone say something in front of you?"

"Your Majesty, Ran'er doesn't care about being a queen, as long as the Emperor has Ran'er in his heart, that's enough."

He raised my chin, condescendingly: "What if I don't follow?"

When I met his eyes, his eyes seemed to have two groups of burning flames, which burned me instantly.

I lowered my eyes, not daring to look any further, and we just stood there, motionless, until Huaide announced at the door: "My Majesty, there are several ministers outside the palace to see me."

Shen Yi said sharply: "I don't see it".

"But—there are two important ministers inside..."

Shen Yi let out a long breath, and said bitterly: "These old bastards, let them come in."

The hand on my chin loosened: "Go back and rest first, and then go to your place after I finish dealing with these old things. Also, don't mention this matter to me again."

"Your Majesty, what I said..."

"Come here, send him back to me. He is not allowed to step out of Chaoyang Palace tonight."

In Chaoyang Palace, I stayed up all night. Think about the feeling of him pushing into someone else's arms. It hurts so much, how can I sleep?

But I deeply understand that if this matter can be urgent or not, and if it can be settled as soon as possible, I will be more concerned about it earlier, and I will appease those government and opposition ministers who are about to make a move sooner, and it will save me from regretting it one day.

The next day was about to dawn, I came to Shouan Palace early, passed the message in, but the reply was that he hadn't seen him, so I had no choice but to kneel outside the palace gate and beg for orders.

I knelt on the cold red brick road, which was bitingly cold.

About half an hour later, the gate of Shou'an Palace opened, I looked up, Shen Yi was standing in front of the palace gate, with an angry expression on his face, those deep eyes that were as sharp as eagle eyes were squinting at the moment, with a kind of unbearable Looking at me with trusting eyes.

"Pei Ran, they forced me, don't you want to force me too?"

"Your Majesty," I said, "As long as the Emperor refuses to agree to Pei Ran's request, Pei Ran will not be able to afford it."

"Bastard" Shen Yi yelled angrily, only to hear a crisp sound of "pop", the edge of the door was actually broken by him.

All the eunuchs and maids quickly knelt down and said, "The emperor calm down."

God, it's snowing at this time, and it's fluttering.

We looked at each other, looked into each other's eyes, my firmness, his persistence.

"If you want to kneel, just kneel." After a long time, Shen Yi gritted his teeth and said this, and walked away.

All the eunuchs and maids followed, and there was only me left in the world, kneeling in front of the Shouan Palace, neither eating nor drinking, nor sleeping.

The snow fell harder and harder, and the knees became more and more numb. Gradually, he lost consciousness. His body was covered with a thin layer of snow, but it was as cold as if it had penetrated into his bones.

I smiled wryly in my heart: Who am I doing this for!

Morning ended, Shen Yi went back to Shou'an Palace, passed by me, his footsteps seemed to pause, then strode away, got into the imperial study room and never came out again, only Eunuch Huaide came to persuade him from time to time.

When it was dark, it began to rain lightly. The rain melted the snow, wet the clothes, and soon froze, including my hair, my face, and my clothes.

The temperature dropped sharply, and the cold wind also made waves at this time.

I was so cold, my teeth were clenched together, I couldn't even tremble, the feeling, even when the cold frost poisoned in the twelfth lunar month, it was never so severe.

This kind of cold penetrates from the pores to the skin, and then penetrates into the bone marrow bit by bit. The brain, as if the internal organs have been cleaned by ice, and the body is completely numb and stiff, leaving only a trace of sanity. Now, I can’t think of it like this coming.

I know that I'm afraid I'm going to freeze to death in front of the Shou'an Palace, even if Shen Yi's conscience finds out and brings me back to the house, he will definitely suffer from rheumatism and cold legs in the future.

"Squeaky..." There was a sharp door opening sound from the imperial study room. I twisted my stiff neck and tried to turn it 25 degrees. I looked at the figure walking towards me from the imperial study room, overlapping , bizarre.

"Pei Ran, since you are determined to insist, then I will agree, but, you, don't, regret it. Come and send him back to the bedroom."

My body was dragged up, and it took a moment for my frozen brain to react. He agreed, he agreed, and he will marry someone else soon.

His body seemed to be emptied in an instant, and his eyes turned black.

Knowing the ending, the result that I promoted with my own hands, it was deeply painful and entangled before it was settled, but when the facts were finalized, it was unbearable for me, ruining the world and destroying the earth, and I have no love for life.

Later, in the next few days, I was actually unable to think too much about things, because I was half awake and half awake. I only felt a splitting headache, my eyes were burning hot, and my joints were tingling, like a root. The steel needle pierces the bone marrow.

So I was in a coma and didn’t feel good. I often woke up with pain, woke up with headache, headache and drowsiness, and woke up with pain again and again, tormenting me again and again. The mountains of swords and seas of fire are beyond redemption.

Later, it became less uncomfortable, and when I was finally able to sleep soundly, I started dreaming again.In my dreams, I would always dream of Shen Yi, dreaming that he was dressed in casual clothes but turned into an emperor when he turned around, and saw him hugging and kissing me with a very beautiful woman, and I shouted at him desperately, but he I just can't see me, I want to catch him, but I can't catch him anyway, the way he looks at me is full of contempt.

It will be seven days before I wake up completely.

After waking up, Lai Fu muttered, "The emperor has sent a message. The empress has already been selected. In a few days, the canonization ceremony will be held. The emperor will let you move out of Chaoyang Palace after you recover from your illness."

My heart trembled, and I asked, "When?"

"The eighth day of this month."

"Eighth day? Isn't there still four days left?" I suppressed the bitterness in my heart and tried to smile: "Then let's move now! But, can someone arrange a place for me?"

"The visitor said that apart from the Yushu Hall and Yujiao Hall in the East Palace and West Palace, the young master can choose one."

Laifu sniffled: "My lord, besides marrying a queen, the emperor also chose eight concubines, who will live in this harem together in the future. None of the harem's main palace is given to you, lord, you... slave I feel wronged for the son."

I smiled bitterly, looked out at the ice and snow world, and said sadly: "I pushed him out, I can't blame others, everything is just what I asked for."

The author has something to say:

For the ninth consecutive day, long live.