Reborn Daddy

Before Hua Yuhang woke up, Du Chuan returned to Hua Yuhang's home and took some Hua Yuhang's clothes for a change of clothes. He planned to let Hua Yuhang stay in the hospital for two more days and have a good physical examination.

While looking for clothes, he accidentally found a notebook in Hua Yuhang's cabinet. Out of curiosity, Du Chuan opened the notebook and looked, but it was shocking.

In the hospital, Hua Yuhang was still lethargic, which was the sequelae of taking sleeping pills.Du Chuan sat next to Hua Yuhang, fed him some clear soup, and opened Hua Yuhang's diary.This notebook is a very old book, and it has been stapled with a lot of paper later. It looks thick and nondescript.

April 1993, 9 Weather: Sunny

I want to die!

January 1993, 1 Weather: heavy rain.

I don't want to talk, I want to be alone.Want to find a place where no one ever finds me!Just stay alone forever.Even if you die, no one will know!very nice!

June 1994, 6 Weather: Stormy and Stormy

Dad beat me again for no reason, and later quarreled with my mother.I just found out that he lost all his gambling money, and then they fought.Later, my mother came over and beat me up, and asked me to cook.

I go to fetch water, look at the well, I want to jump down!

In the end I still didn't jump down, I don't know why!

June 1998, 8, weather: sunny

I don't want to go to class, it's noisy and annoying!Hate the teacher, hate the classmates, they all think I'm sick.But I know I'm not sick, I just don't like talking, and I don't like being ignored.I just want to be alone, which is fine, but they won't let me go!

I still don't want to talk, or I would yell.

Today I went to pick up a tape recorder and listened to a few songs!I like it very much, I also sang along, and found that I sang very well, I think I know that I probably like singing!

However, my mother found out that I was singing, and she hit me again for no reason.He scolded me as a toad for eating swan meat, and said that if I could sing well, pigs would climb trees too. Afterwards, my father took the tape recorder and sold it for gambling.

I know I sing very well, but I don't want to refute.

Seeing that the tape recorder was taken away by him, I was very sad. It was the first time that I liked something so much!I sat on the bed and felt very uncomfortable and very uncomfortable.I like music, but the tape recorder was taken away by my father, and I can't listen to the songs anymore!

Since my parents don't like me, why did they give birth to me!If only I hadn't been born!

The weather on July 21, 7, sunny

There was a music talent show in the city. My parents heard from the teacher that I could sing well and might win a prize, so they brought me here and bought me clothes.

When singing, I was not nervous, the judges liked my song very much, and I passed.

Mom and Dad are happy, but I know they are not happy for me.Because I won, they will have money in the future, and they will have money to continue gambling.

I don't know why I suddenly went to buy a bottle of sleeping pills, I have a feeling I will use it.But not now, I don't want to use it yet, I want to put him away and put it with my baby.

I know I'm going to need it someday, sooner or later.

21/1/11, weather, windy

I won, I became a champion.There is also an advertisement worth 80 yuan. Mom and Dad are really happy, very, very happy.They signed a contract with Tianhe Company for me a long time ago, um, yes!I also borrowed 100 million from them.This is a lot of money, and they want me to pay it back.

How much money can I make?

I think it is possible, but it was not possible before, but it is possible now.

I thought it would be fun if I burned the contract and set the house on fire?forget it!There are other people, they will be burned, and I don't want to have them with me!Next time, I might be able to do that by myself!

February 23, 2 weather, heavy snow

I'm so sad, so sad!Not happy about winning an award!They called again, asking for money.I gave them all the money, why are they my parents I don't like them at all.I want to avoid them, but I can't!

I wish they hadn't had me, how nice that would be!

They gave birth to me, so I have to work for them all my life?

Not wanting to do this, I thought maybe I could get this out of the way.I took out the hidden sleeping pills, a fruit knife, a lighter, a rope, and two pieces of paper, one of which was written and the other was blank.

It's just a pity that the pointer actually pointed to the blank paper!Forget it, maybe God wants me to suffer more!My last life was really bad, otherwise this life made me suffer so much!

so tired!I really want to stay asleep!What a pity, why did it just point to the blank paper!

The weather on July 23, 5, sunny

Received a call from my parents again, tired!

That Xie Wen actually asked me to sleep with him!Of course I knew he wanted to fuck me.Go ahead, I don't want to either!But I beat him with my hands, and kicked him hard, kicking him to the very root of his life.

I just thought, what would happen if I hit him!Will he beat me to death? I know his family has a gangster background. I think he will kill me, and then beat him.But in the end, he didn't beat me himself, and he didn't let someone beat me. Instead, he bit me, biting off my tongue and bleeding.I thought he was going to bite my tongue off, but he didn't!

Later I heard that he wanted to block me, this person is really strange!

The weather on July 23, 8, sunny

This is the fifth call this month. Last week they took away all my trophies and sold them. How could anyone still buy them?

Xie Wen left and went to France, he told me himself.After biting me last time.I saw him three more times, all at my house, and every time he looked at me fiercely, as if he wanted to eat me.

I thought he still wanted to fuck me, but I guessed wrong again, he didn't do anything.In front of him, I always guess wrong, which is very strange.When he left, he kissed my forehead.

Forget it, don't want to.Hao Ming asked me to write a song for him, and he would pay for it.He knew that I was in a bad situation and planned to help me, I know!In fact, I don't want him to help me, I want to see their reaction after I really can't get the money!

23/12/15, weather, cold wind

I just finished writing the song, my stomach hurts and I haven't eaten for two days.

It's past three o'clock, Brother Chuan must be asleep.I don't want to wake them up, Brother Chuan is so kind!I like him very much, he asked me to call him brother, so I did.

If only he was really my brother, then someone would protect me!

Wenwen is very cute, I like to hold him, he has the same thing about me.What, I don't know, but the two of us like to play games and just stare.Usually I win, I laugh when I win, he laughs too, and we both laugh together!

that's nice!

I haven't answered their calls twice, and I think they will definitely appear in front of me in a few days.Then he pointed at my nose and scolded me for being heartless!

They don't repeat their swear words, I'm tired of hearing them!

I still prepared some money for them, not much!I have no way to make money now, except for writing songs for others.In fact, I don't want to write for them. I write songs and I like to sing them myself, but I can't do without writing.If you don't give them money, they won't leave.

But I learned to be smart, and I still kept some money for myself.

Stomach hurts more and more, go to sleep!I don't know if it will hurt to death, this kind of experience is also good.Hope I don't have to open my eyes tomorrow morning!

June 25, 6, weather, sunny

They told me to sleep with someone else, which is fine!

But why did they borrow another 300 million, borrowing so much in one breath, do I really have to pay them back for the rest of my life?Will I never be able to get rid of them in the future?

It's really disappointing! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

So desperate! ! ! ! ! !

Now they are not here, or I will scold them.I'll tell them I don't like them at all and I want them to die!But I know they will never die, they have been alive!Why are they my parents?Why have you never let me go?They will just keep eating my flesh and drinking my blood!Forget it, I'm too tired, I don't want to be so tired!

Since they don't die, let me die instead!

I was terrified because I had never wanted to die.

I called and decided to give myself a chance.I want to hear an answer, let Brother Chuan decide!I'm sorry Brother Chuan for making you make such a decision.Brother Chuan and Wenwen are both very good!I am very happy. I talked to them a lot this time. I think I will not hear their voices in the future, so I want to listen for a while.

In the end, I still asked an answer that I knew was impossible. I think I am no longer afraid.I choose, I think I can finally get rid of them, great, I am very happy!

This time there are no IOUs, I want to choose a fruit knife.I think it would be beautiful to bleed!But the pointer turned to sleeping pills.Sure enough, I said it, I'll use it someday!

Great, finally freed!