And you are the one who can see me

, walked over quickly: "Didn't you say you won't come to me, I thought you were so cruel that you didn't want to look at me." 』

"Hey, do you have money?lend me some. 』—A place like an orphanage, I will never go back again.

"What's the matter with you, what happened? 』

"I played in the park for two days..."

"How can you do such a thing?God, you actually went to sleep in the park?Jane, are you crazy?is it really youYou should come to me immediately! 』

"what? 』

"Stay with me, I'm training my ability to live alone. 』

——Of course, after living in Cheng Zhifei's house for two weeks, Cheng Zhifei completely regretted letting this young master live in.

He does all the cooking, laundry, and daily living—including washing underwear and socks.

Jian Jian didn't feel guilty about this, she said without blushing and heartbeat: "Didn't you see that I was painting 21 hours a day, and I was so busy that I didn't even have time to eat?" 』

"In short, Xia Qinghang really spoiled you. If I ask my dad to wash my clothes, even if it's just a vest, he will be able to treat me like a military law. 』

"He was reluctant to hit me, and he didn't dare to hit me. He felt ashamed of me.And he washed it voluntarily, what are you doing to me?Also, if you mention his name again, I will serve you in military law. 』

Cheng Zhifei shut his mouth decisively, because Jian Jian is really an idiot in life, if he lost himself, he would probably live as muddy as mud.

In this world, Jian Jian only told Cheng Zhifei everything that happened to him.

Because Cheng Zhifei is trustworthy enough.

So... Later, when Jian Zhi found out that he and Cheng Zhifei could become true confidantes, he inexplicably had the idea that he knew Cheng Zhifei too late—of course, it was because he knew Cheng Zhifei too late on one side, but this does not hinder, They were born confidants.

Including talking about my thoughts and life with Cheng Zhifei when I was 17 years old.

"Within ten years, I must try my best to reach the top, make the Xia family regret it, and make An He regret it.If you succeed, you will die gloriously, if you fail, you will die lonely.Not much difference. 』

He still remembered that after Xia Qinghang kicked him out of the house, he called An He for the first time.

He knew that An He's life was also very poor - after all, he could do things like expired biscuits and buy them for her own, son, to eat.

The woman over there yelled hysterically: "What?Want money?Why do you want to learn painting, which requires so much money?Just follow Xia Qinghang to join the army and go to politics honestly step by step. What are you thinking about all day long?Do you think you can achieve success?There are so many designers, but few of them are successful!I won't give you a dime!Absolutely not!You die of this heart! 』

Maybe, even if you don't give me money, just give me some support and say softly: "I will support you".

At that moment, something strange was completely formed in my heart. It looked like a ghost, crawled out with its teeth and claws stretched out as the night spread, and devoured itself completely.

Jian Jian knew that from that moment on, he would be doomed forever.

He thought that speaking out these thoughts, and telling Cheng Zhifei, a simple and kind-hearted person, all these dark, extreme and strange thoughts, would get his criticism and accusations.

But Cheng Zhifei just closed the architecture book lightly, and said softly: "I understand you, A Jian." 』

"I thought you would persuade me. 』

"No, I will pray. 』Cheng Zhifei smiled. When that sunny and healthy boy laughed, there was always a kind of kindness.

At that time, Jian Jian was reclining lazily on the sofa, propping the drawing board on his stomach, shaking a bottle of beer with his left hand hanging under the sofa.

"Pray that within ten years you will meet someone who is good enough for you to stay. 』

"I always thought you'd be stupid enough to think it was you all along. 』

"A Jian," Cheng Zhifei's voice was infinitely gentle, "I always hoped it was me.But I understand, I am another you.I can't keep myself, I can only comfort myself. 』

"You know me better than I do, Cheng Zhifei, I think you are beginning to have emotional intelligence. 』

"After I met you, I have been praying, praying that I have only IQ.You have to be sensible enough to be qualified to stand beside you, a lunatic. 』

"Hello, Cheng Lizhi, my name is Crazy Jane. 』

Jane smiled, and in this gentle night, she suddenly felt that it was worth it.

God actually told him to meet Cheng Zhifei.

You don't need to speak to me to know whether you are doing well.

The heart ends with love, and the action ends with relatives.

Very good, very good.

"Cheng Zhifei, you have to remember what you said today, I'm afraid you won't admit it then, and your heart will soften."Even for the last ride, no one gave me a ride. 』

"Won't.Within ten years, if no one can keep you, you will be even more inhumane, I can't be that cruel, I will watch you die with dignity, and warm your last journey. 』

"Don't go back on your word. 』

"Um. 』

Jian Jian suddenly felt relieved.

I'm the ghost on the street, and you're the one who can see me.

The author has something to say:

☆, Extra Story of Xia Nuo.

The extra chapter of Xia Nuo.

I have an older brother.

His name is Xia Ning.

When I grew up, I rarely saw him. I heard from my mother that he disobeyed his father and was kicked out of the house.

At the age of 15, when he completely broke with his father, I saw that pale and thin figure, and suddenly felt that he was so good-looking that he was neither human nor ghostly.

Yes, it might be a little strange to say that, but that's really all I can think of.

It's beautiful, but it's cruel.

I wanted to stop him, but I held back.

I knew he saw me, and he gave me a smile - just one side of his mouth curled up like a devil's smile.

At that moment, I was a little afraid of him.

In fact, he is a very gentle person.

For I shall soon see him again.

At noon in summer, the cicadas were screaming desperately. Because I was about to be late for a cram school, I took a road in a remote and quiet park.

He put the drawing board under his body and lay on the grass. He was wearing a white wide short-sleeved shirt, and then a pair of light green shorts. His two white and slender legs were stacked on top of each other, very out of shape— ——If my father sees himself like this, he must be scolded.

My father was always more lenient with my elder brother.

When eating, I will help him pick up vegetables and peel shrimps, but I have to do it myself.

I thought he was going to have a bad time at first, but now it looks like he's doing fine.

Because there was a boy sitting next to him, with two long legs crossed up, holding an oversized ice cream ball in each hand, one brown and one lavender.

There is a book in his lap.

"Hey, take it first! The pages of the book were blown again. 』

"It's too cold, don't take it. 』

"..."

The boy had no choice but to use his elbows to support the pages of the book. He was also afraid that the melted ice cream would drip onto the pages of the book, so he stretched his wrists forward. In short, it was a very difficult posture.

"Cheng Zhifei, I want to eat the taro one, why don't you go and buy a new one?" 』

The boy called Cheng Zhifei rolled his eyes helplessly, and turned the purple ice cream in his hand: "I knew it, I haven't bitten this one, you eat this one." 』

"I'm too lazy to get up. 』

Cheng Zhifei had no choice but to extend his hand—fortunately, his hand was long enough to bring the ice cream to Xia Ning's mouth.

Xia Ning turned his head slightly, bit off a small piece, and raised his arms across his eyes to block the sunlight that fell from the gaps in the leaves.

"Forget it, it's not as delicious as coffee. 』

I couldn't see his eyes clearly, but at that moment, I saw the corners of his mouth curl up.

I suddenly felt that it was a very comfortable smile, and even the heat wave around my body began to calm down. It seemed that at that moment, I saw the pace of time slowly flowing on Xia Ning's body, gentle, peaceful, like a lover's kiss.

I suddenly wanted to call him big brother, let him see me, let him see...he still has a younger brother in this world.

I opened my mouth, but found that Cheng Zhifei looked up at me, tilted his head—it seemed to be a shaking of his head, stretched out three fingers that don't need to hold the ice cream, and waved to the side, beckoning me to hurry up.

I suddenly felt a little depressed at that moment, and I don't know why.

I don't like it... I don't like that my brother can let this person get so close to him.

I remember that my brother never liked to touch him, not only himself, but also many people. Until now, only Cheng Zhifei was the one who could get so close to him.I ran away in anger.

And he didn't tell his father that Xia Ning was with a guy named Cheng Zhifei.

Xia Ning, if you hate me, I don't have to like you either.

But after that, I never saw him again.

I didn't expect that I would receive a call from Xia Ning.

Especially in front of the nursing home, after I punched him, he would take the initiative to contact himself.

The early winter in December brought a different kind of cold. I was flipping through the works of a person named Jian Jian at my desk, and suddenly I felt a sense of panic.

I feel like... I'll never see him again.

After receiving a call from a stranger, I gave a hello.

The person on the phone seemed to be smiling.

I heard him say to me in an extremely gentle voice: "Xia Nuo, it's a good thing Xia Qinghang has a son like you.Remember, don't be such a coward like me in the future. 』

I suddenly want to say a few more words, I want to say brother, you really did a good job, your design can be seen by many people now, you come back...

But he didn't give me a chance to speak at all, so he hung up the phone.

At that moment, I felt that something was broken, and my heart twitched in pain when it collapsed.

The author has something to say:

☆, Jiang Huoran chapter outside the episode.

The story of Jiang Huoran outside the episode.

It was an unhappy Christmas.

Because I told Chu Fan to escape.

Yes, I drained the water.

I am confident enough in my marksmanship, and I am confident enough to make him a corpse that cannot breathe after this round of bullets is exhausted.

The accident happened suddenly, and Jian Jian came back.

Probably smelling gunpowder smoke inside the house, he backed out again.

This time, I hesitated to shoot.

I just suddenly remembered that Jian Jian had a nightmare by his side.

In fact, I woke up when Jian Zhi struggled for the first time. I thought he was going to get out of bed to go to the bathroom, and I subconsciously retracted my arms and legs that were pressing on him, but he suddenly trembled.

Only then did I realize that he was having a nightmare, and I lightly turned on the bedside lamp. Under the warm yellowish light, Jian Jian frowned, like a child who had been greatly wronged.

I was about to wake him up, when I suddenly remembered that Jane didn't like my stubble very much.

God knows I didn't shave it just for him——Jian Jian seems to be particularly unacceptable to people younger than him. I've been thinking, fortunately, Jian Jian is not an old man in his fifties or sixties, otherwise the group of designers would probably not Can't talk to him anymore.He is generally reluctant to have any contact with people younger than himself.

So I wickedly planned to use the stubble to wake up this trembling aggrieved ghost.

The moment I approached, I heard him whispering: "Chu Fan...Chu Fan, are you there, are you there..."

I think there must be something wrong with my ears.

I lifted the thin quilt, looked at the person who had marks all over his body, and shouted another person's name.

Seeing him shaking more and more violently in front of my eyes, as if being entangled by some terrible monster, I lay back on the bed, covered the quilt, and hugged him tightly.

Then I heard myself say, 'I am. 』

He slowly quieted down.

At that moment, I just felt that the summer in England was freezing cold.

Even if I deliberately dyed his hair black, grew stubble, took off the eyebrow studs and earrings that I doubted how I fell in love with them at the beginning, learned to cook Chinese food, raised rabbits, and the most difficult thing to quit Quit smoking, still, nothing.

I saved Chu Fan's life, but I just thought—maybe Chu Fan is really the one who can take better care of Jian Jian than myself.Because Jian Jian is really...fucking.

A life idiot, a home idiot, a road idiot, a sports idiot, all kinds of idiots...

The moment I opened the door, I saw him singing at the door with peace of mind.

He even had the time to take out three French fries and put on a gesture of burning incense.

That's right... I am a person who licks the tip of a knife all day long, and I may die at any moment, while Chu Fan is a cleansed rich man, a philanthropist, and a person who will have a peaceful life.

If she followed her, Jian Jian might also suffer a lot.

I was suddenly afraid, afraid that if an opponent stronger than me would take my lover away and threaten me... I couldn't be as calm as Chu Fan.

Although I have already begun to suspect that Chu Fan's calmness at the beginning was a way to confuse me, in order to save Jane's life.

If there is such an opponent, repeat the stupid thing that I did to Jian Jian when I was such a jerk... It would be better if I Ling Chi came over.

Looking back, Jian Jian didn't feel surprised or sad, and looked as usual.

It turned out that he was really an emotionless monster.

It turned out that it didn't matter to him whether he or Chu Fan died.

I remember I leaned down and said to Jian Jian: "MerryChristmas. Mydarling."

I remembered that last Christmas, he made me a handmade rose.

I didn't tell him that was the first time I received roses from someone else.

In the past, during the small holiday from Christmas to New Year's Day in the past year, I usually slept in the dark and never celebrated with others.I know I will be like this in the future.

So, Christmas that year was probably the happiest day of my life.

Goodbye my dear, I think this may be the last time I wish you a Merry Christmas.

The author has something to say: I went to watch a movie, and when I come back, I will post the last episode and change the status of the work to completed...

(That is to say, if there is a manuscript or something)

(I went back and checked twice myself, maybe there are still typos. If you still see it, please let me know so I can correct it...)

Steal half a day of leisure~

☆, Extra surprises in the extra time.

An extra surprise in the extra time.

Ten years later.

Jian Jian's works rarely appear in exhibitions, but once they appear, they will definitely attract the attention of people from all walks of life, because Jian Da's works always illustrate another beauty of life from an extremely strange angle.

As Jian Jian said, don't look at me as dark inside, but I also have light, really, I also have light.

A man wearing sunglasses and a windbreaker appeared in an unremarkable collection hall, and was immediately led back by a sharp-eyed clerk next to him.

"This one will be sent out next month. 』

"OK. 』

The man went out, tightened the windbreaker, and the child sitting in the passenger seat happily opened the car window and said, "Papa, are we going to see Uncle Jian and the rabbit?" 』

"Um. 』The man nodded, and drove slowly to the one-person apartment by the sea.

But he sighed inwardly. Since the accident, the rabbit has only been willing to stay in the house by the sea as if possessed by an evil spirit. Take another look at the apartment.

In this apartment, after Jian Jian left, Cheng Zhifei only sent one servant to clean it every month, so when he opened the door and saw the person standing in front of the easel with his back turned to him, his mind went blank.

It's a very short moment of blankness.

The man who was about the same height as him but with some white hair on his head turned around and nodded as a greeting.

Cheng Zhifei didn't expect it to be him, he opened his mouth and was numb for a while.

Just listen to the man say: "I am Chu Fan." 』

"Ten years ago, the streets were full of photos of you, I recognize it. ” Cheng Zhifei looked as usual, picked up his son, pointed to Chu Fan and said, “Lin Jian, call Uncle, Uncle Chu. 』

Chu Fan suddenly laughed out loud, with deep lines of laughter at the corners of his eyes: "Any uncle, you should call him Grandpa." 』

The child felt a little embarrassed, and uttered a sound: "Chu..." Then he buried his head in Cheng Zhifei's arms, and secretly made a face at the rabbit.

Cheng Zhifei was a little embarrassed.

Chu Fan waved his hand and raised his eyebrows, still looking like an overlord: "Lin Jian?After your wife's last name? 』

"Being surnamed Cheng doesn't necessarily have too many advantages. ’ Cheng Zhifei put Lin Jian down and asked him to play with the old rabbit whose coat color was no longer shiny, and said, ‘Do you know why Jian Zhi helped me chase Lin Lin back then? 』

Chu Fan thought for a while, then suddenly said: "It's not because these two words are easy to pronounce and easy to write, right? 』

Cheng Zhifei smiled and nodded.

Chu Fan commented: "Jian Zhi is indeed a rotten person. Fortunately, you have good eyesight. Otherwise, if you see a girl named Mumu or Yiyi who is not as good as Lin Lin now, you will be cheated by Jian Zhi." up. 』

Cheng Zhifei continued to laugh, bowed his waist while laughing, did not raise his head again, and said in a very low voice: "The money for my wife was given by Jian Jian, and he left all his things to Me, I didn't expect you to come, this is just right, I will hand it over to you, I don't want to come to this broken house anymore. 』

Cheng Zhifei found that he could finally swear.

Chu Fan raised one leg and sat on the back of the sofa, with his hands in his pockets. After a long time, he said, "He... really left? 』

Cheng Zhifei could hear the trembling in the man's voice, wiped his face, then raised his head and said, "Follow me." 』

Chu Fan followed Cheng Zhifei out of the door, and saw Cheng Zhifei take out a small glass bottle from his arms, unplug the stopper, press the bottle body into the sea water, then take it out again, carefully remove the stopper again Tucked it back.

The transparent glass bottle is filled with a liquid filled with broken blue light, like...

It was as dazzling as the look that had appeared in that person's pupils before.

"I listened to him, cremated him, and sprinkled all his ashes into the sea.When I was seven years old, he told me a fairy tale, saying that at twelve noon, if you pour out the seawater in the glass bottle to the sun with a pious heart, you will see, what you most want to see that person. ”Paused, choked up and said, “I haven’t tried it, I don’t know if you dare. 』

Chu Fan took it with a smile, and said lightly, "It's better to leave out the words with a pious heart." 』

But I couldn't help cursing in my heart, little guy, this is really your style, you have to give me such a difficult problem even after you die.

Cheng Zhifei suddenly wondered why some people hate seeing each other late.

Why... good fortune tricks people.

Why couldn't Chu Fan appear a few years earlier, when Jian Jian hadn't completely entered such crazy and extreme extremes.

That way... he could stay... he could... stay.

Chu Fan also thought in his heart, many things, just one step away, a little later, everything will be different.

Perhaps at the beginning, I should have admitted defeat earlier and fell in love with him first. In fact, I did fall in love with him first.

Let me bow my head first, in exchange for him to know each other for the rest of my life—Chu Fan, you are the most fucking stupid businessman in the world.

Cheng Zhifei stood by the seaside with Chu Fan for a long time, until the night fell completely, and Lin Lin called for the third time to urge him to take his son home for dinner.

Chu Fan nodded as farewell, and walked into the room—as if he knew this place very well and had walked it countless times.

When his hand touched the doorknob, Chu Fan turned his head and said loudly, "Cheng Zhifei, is that fairy tale you told true?" 』

The wind was so strong that Chu Fan almost yelled these words.

In the distance, Cheng Zhifei just walked forward a few steps with Lin Jian in his arms, and then poked his fleshy little face. The child swayed for a while, wondering what little request he made in Cheng Zhifei's ear, Cheng Zhifei nodded , the little thing plucked up the courage and shouted loudly with a childish voice: "I really saw Uncle Jane!" 』

Chu Fan laughed loudly and entered the door, walked to the framed picture and stared at the words "longevity and longevity" for a long time.

Finally, he said calmly: "Hey, little guy, I'm here to accompany you to celebrate the New Year." 』

Time will always give you extra surprises in these long and gentle years.

--end. ---

The author has something to say: Okay.

It's finally over!

Mr. Cheng, I will be disconnected from the Internet for a few days...

No contact with the outside world...

oh oh oh.

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