And you are the one who can see me

The moon came home.

All the time is missed, and after being let down, you can take a certain section out of your memory, pat the dust on it, and lament that it is the best time, but, if you are not reunited, you will never be reunited.

Then Jian Jian worked behind closed doors at home for two months.

In fact, in the past two months, Jian Jian only drew one picture.

He intentionally paints very slowly, slowly and leisurely.

For the first time, it was not the kind of painting that was exhausted and eager for success.

Wake up at nine or ten o'clock every morning, sit leisurely with a bottle of beer and enjoy the sea breeze, and eat moon cakes, as if that August [-]th can really be eaten by myself until October [-]th.

If you can still fall asleep at noon, you can lie down and have another sleep. If you can’t sleep, you can go to the beach to write and draw. Anyway, everything will be gone after the waves swallow it. Who knows what I have left behind.

My heart said that it is better to be close to the sea.

In the afternoon, I will draw a few more strokes, and in the quiet and blank time at night, I will leave it to myself to think about things, and when I am hungry, I will eat a few more mooncakes.

This kind of life without people and ghosts was not dispelled until Cheng Zhifei came to clean the house. At that time, it was only a few days before October [-]th.

Jian Jian was rolling on the floor with the rabbit in his arms, and Cheng Zhifei was cleaning with a broom and feather duster with a black face.

I am amazed in my heart, she really is a person with high IQ, she can do so beautifully with one mind and two tasks, and she will be a model husband in the future.

Thinking about it again, Cheng Zhifei has never done anything outrageous in his life, at least until now, so he couldn't help saying: "Cheng Zhifei, don't you regret it?"You never rebelled in adolescence, but when you become an adult and marry a daughter-in-law, you still have to rely on my back road to help you, are you useless or not? 』

Jian Jian has completely forgotten that if Cheng Zhifei didn't have the "back road" at the beginning, how could he be his "back road" now.

"In short. Cheng Zhifei threw the tools in his hand aside, threw himself into the sofa, and said slowly, "The thing I regret most in my life is knowing you.The most useless thing in my life is to agree to you. 』

Jian Jian thought for a while, seeing that the eye sockets of the large creature on the sofa were about to turn red, he led the rabbit and opened the door and walked out without hesitation. Inexplicably, it has a more desolate meaning.

The rabbit rubbed against Jian Jian's trousers, and lay quietly on the side.

On October [-]th, Jian Zhi lay on the bed thinking for so long that he forgot to walk the rabbit. When he came back after walking the rabbit, it started to rain lightly outside.

He was waiting for Cheng Zhifei's call, but Cheng Zhifei didn't call.

Jane thought to herself, let's wait until this year is over before leaving.

So I sang happy birthday to myself, and killed the last moon cake that was not broken.

December in Southeast Asia is also shrouded in cold winter.

Chu Fan sat at the fishing port and thought about it for a while, but Shi Shiran went back to the small broken house where he was temporarily staying - he thought that the ice was too dangerous, and he still had to save his life and wait for his subordinates to catch the little guy. .

Suddenly, I thought of what the brother told me that I met Jian Jian a few months ago. Although I left a phone number at that time, but now I can't get through, and the phone is turned off every time.

Chu Fan took a risk, and he used the part of his power that was the last to save his life, and spread all of it to L City, Jian Zhi's hometown, and he had an inexplicable feeling that Jian Zhi would go back there.

Intuition told him so.

He was taking a gamble, this is a gamble, after all, the Xia family is also in L City.

If it succeeds, his subordinates will successfully capture Jian Jian to Southeast Asia—he has decided that he will drag Jian Jian to life or death.Hold on tight, and never let go.Regardless of whether Jian Zhi likes him or not, Chu Fan just wants to see Jian Zhi talking to him by his side and watching him make trouble.

If you lose...

The 5-minute video suddenly appeared in my mind.

People with hickey marks, every time they are hit by a stick, a part of red and white liquid will come out from the back of their buttocks.

91 strokes, seven people take turns to hit, so each stick is very powerful.

Chu Fan counted them carefully, he has seen them many times.

But from beginning to end, he didn't hear that person cry out in pain.

In fact, Chu Fan was very grateful to Jiang Huoran.It was precisely because Jiang Huoran took Jian Zhi away that Chu Fan realized that he could no longer extricate himself.

But now, he couldn't help but mock.

He didn't expect that Jian Jian's father was going to play him to death.

Chu Fan wanted to make a comeback as soon as possible—anyway, that old guy didn’t treat Jian Zhi very well, and Jian Zhi hated him very much, so he would come to his door to propose with arms worth millions of dollars, and if he didn’t give it, he would directly Let's shoot and fight, and everyone will die together.

Then Chu Fan was moved by his entertainment spirit, and said that he would have to walk for more than three hours to make a phone call if he wanted to communicate with the outside world—this place is simply a paradise, but this place is obviously not, because there is nothing but poverty here. , the poor are left.

However, people are very simple.

Chu Fan not only thought about it, although Jian Jian might not be popular here in the future, but designing necklaces, bracelets, clothes for local enthusiastic villagers would be satisfying, right?

When summer comes, I go to the sea to catch some fish and come back, and cook it for Jian Zhi in different ways. When autumn comes, I go to dig some sweet potatoes in the field, and it’s best to get the kind of super old ones that the old man pushes on the street. An old oven cart - that's how it tastes.Before winter, save a lot of dried fish and dry food. Anyway, the food intake is small, just like a cat, and then hug and warm the bed. As for spring-well, spring is suitable for estrus.

Ah, Jian Jian likes dogs, how about buying another dog?

Then he rejected this idea, Jian Zhi likes dogs, but he doesn't like to take care of dogs, taking care of Jian Zhi alone is enough to kill Chu Fan, and if another dog makes a fuss—Chu Fan guesses that one day he can't help it. The plate of dog meat came out.

Chu Fan thought a lot, stared intently at the snowflakes outside the small glass window for a while, stared blankly at the waves beating against the rocks over and over again, and suddenly overlapped with the villa he once lived in, before he could miss it Soon, Xiao Meng, wearing a thick cotton coat, appeared in front of the glass window of the small bungalow, shaking the paper in his hand.

The extremely crooked words, it can be seen that the person who wrote it was in a hurry - the address of a street.

There is no specific location yet, Chu Fan smiled - I'm going to catch you soon, little guy.

The hand holding the piece of paper trembled slightly, whether it was excitement or nervousness.

He just suddenly remembered that six years ago, he had promised to spend the New Year with Jane.

After Jian Jian finished calling Cheng Zhifei, he calmly took out a few cans of beer, and then poured the pile of medicinal powder that he had carefully ground over the past two months into a cup of hot water.

Jian Jian shook it for a while, and then shook it for a while, and when she saw that there was no sediment at the bottom of the cup, Cheng Zhifei knocked on the door.

In short, it can be seen that Cheng Zhifei has had a hard time recently, and he probably made it up by himself.

But I hugged the pile of beer and hot water without feeling guilty and walked out the door.

"Why don't you bring out the rabbit too? 』

"Adults, what should children do to participate?" 』Jian Zhi smiled, and passed Cheng Zhifei who was standing at the door.

Cheng Zhifei stood blankly for a while, leaving behind a puzzled rabbit, and closed the door tightly. Before closing the door, he saw Jian Zhi's drawing board in the room. There was a blue sea, and there was a single-person apartment by the sea. , there is a golden retriever in front of the apartment, staring at the direction of the sea, there is no signature, and there are only four words in the lower right corner-Longevity.

Jian Jian and Cheng Zhifei sat side by side by the seaside, speechless for a long time.

The waves beat day and night, rolling the shore into flowers.

Jian Jian re-opened a can of beer for Cheng Zhifei.

Cheng Zhifei looked at Jian Jian with blurred eyes for a while, but still took it with a smile. He heard himself asking: 『Can you make it if you don’t leave? 』

"I don't think this will work," paused, and then Jane smiled. The smile was as clear as ever but also had a different kind of chic, just like the waves that go back and forth seem to bring some shells to the shore. Next time He rolled back and swallowed it cleanly, "I always feel that I am very lucky, at least you can send me the last ride. 』

The sun gradually moved from noon to the west, and Jian Jian was in a haze before him. He suddenly understood that his biggest regret was not not being able to attend Cheng Zhifei's wedding, but... The businessman seems to have promised six years ago to spend the New Year with him.

Having figured this out, Jian Jian suddenly smiled, and she slid from Cheng Zhifei's shoulders to his lap as if she lost her strength.

Cheng Zhifei calmly took off his coat and covered him, facing the crimson sea surface, he raised his head and drank the last can of beer.

That year, Jian Jian was 26 years old.

--Finish--

The author has something to say: I will post it all last night

but don't know what's wrong

The chapters that I originally posted in the afternoon and have been clicked on have all been reviewed again (not to be changed) Did Jinjiang smoke it?

So when I saw 12 chapters pending trial, my head got bigger ==

It's going to be busy these days

I guess it's over

"Ghost Catch" and "Yin Tang" will wait for a while before updating

ORZ will be offline for a while~

Hope someone likes "And You Are the One Who Can See Me"

This article is the first time I have switched to a modern style and it is the longest article I have written so far...

Thank you to everyone who has seen it.

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There will be four extra stories in one meeting.

☆, a short story outside the story.

A short story outside the story.

I have lived in an orphanage since I was a child.

But I have a father and a mother.

Every Friday afternoon, the teacher would take me to the yard to play for a while. To be honest, I don't like being outside.

I like to stay in the room quietly, with the doors and windows closed, as if I have isolated myself from the outside world, and I feel extremely safe—no one pays attention, no one peeps, and no one accuses me.

On Friday afternoons, there would always be a black car parked not far from the courtyard, with a man sitting in the car and a child next to it.

Sometimes the man would get out of the car, hold the little boy's hand, and look at me quietly for a while, and sometimes he would squat down, not knowing what to say, but he would point out the direction of his hand.

Then I heard the little boy call me crisply: "Brother. 』

I ran back to the house.

From then on, on the weekends, this man would take me and his little kid out to dinner.

Sometimes a woman comes on weekends, a very beautiful woman—I like this beautiful woman more than that majestic man, I think she is very good-looking, even if she wears only the most ordinary cloth clothes.

She would break into my territory, but not mess with anything I had.

Sometimes she will bring a book, I play mine, she reads hers.

She told me that she was my mother, the man who often came to see me was Xia Qinghang, my father, and I was their child.

"Then why am I in an orphanage?"I want to go home with you. 』

"Your father is a great person, but your mother and I are not so worthy of him. 』The woman got up, and her skirt drew a beautiful arc in the air, I was so fascinated by it.

It turns out that there are really such beautiful things in this world.

"When we were young, your father and I loved each other very much, but we always met each other day and night, and there was always a day when we got bored.What's more, it's your mother who climbed up to him. The woman laughed, "When I was just pregnant with you, his mother forced him to marry another well-matched daughter...he refused to agree, and secretly dragged me to get a marriage certificate.But Xia Qinghang, after all, couldn't hold back his mother, divorced me, and in order to give the other party a satisfactory explanation, he used all available relationships to completely eliminate this marriage from this world.Aning, do you understand?That is, his mother never married him.Then when I gave birth to you, he was marrying that woman. 』

Xia Nuo, I remember this name, this child who is two years younger than me.

"So you can't go back to Xia's house for the time being. If you go back now, you will embarrass Xia Qinghang.But you have to remember, you are Xia Qinghang's flesh and blood, you will always go back, and then live a good life with Xia Qinghang, absolutely no worries about food and clothing. 』

Women don't come here as frequently as Xia Qinghang.

Xia Qinghang almost kept coming every Friday and sometimes on weekends.

That woman appeared once a month or two.

They never bumped into time, it was like it was agreed in advance.

But at that time, I was still secretly looking forward to that beautiful woman coming a few more times.

It's just that such thoughts were quickly dispelled, really quickly.

I haven't seen that beautiful woman in probably two months, but it's Monday and not only does that woman show up with a big bag of snacks.

Xia Qinghang would bring me something to eat almost every time he came - as if this could make up for his fault, the gift boxes he brought every time were very beautiful, some with gold silk borders, some with big blue satin of.

I really think those things are so beautiful, and sometimes I can be very happy just to open the gift box, and even more often I feel that I am not for the food, but just to get out of the perfect package The gift box, the throbbing moment when the gift box was carefully opened.

It was only after I grew up that I realized that it is called design, and it can bring people a joy that is no less than sex.

That was the pleasure I was really looking forward to. After the layers of gorgeous packaging came off, the joy that almost burst out all the blood at that moment was enough to drain every milliliter of blood in my body.

Later I got to know Cheng Zhifei, and he told me that I was a lunatic, the kind that could not be ruled by law.

I remember I answered him like this, there is only a thin line between a genius artist and a lunatic, you have eye disease, which can be cured.

Although the snacks brought by the woman were very ordinary, they were not as gorgeous as those brought by Xia Qinghang, but they were enough to make me happy.

I saw a box of biscuits in a clear bucket - although the contents can be seen at first glance, I still think that such a simple and clear bucket is not bad.

The moment I was about to take off the lid of the box, I froze.

"Why is it expired? 』

『There is an event in the supermarket, and it’s only two days past the expiration date. Even if the biscuits expire, they won’t go bad so quickly. 』

My appetite was instantly wiped out.

Probably... the elegance in his bones was inherited from Xia Qinghang.

When a woman comes, she doesn't talk too much every time, and she usually doesn't call me. Occasionally, she will answer when I ask something.

Probably because it was too boring to stay with me, and she bought food to compensate me, so she left very quickly that day.

I sat in front of the table holding the expired biscuit bucket for a while, and realized that I missed Xia Qinghang even more.

Coincidentally, Xia Qinghang also came on a Monday, and he didn't bring that annoying little follower.

He dragged my butt with one hand and hugged me to his chest, and then took me wandering around in a variety of clothing stores.It was the first time I saw so many beautiful clothes, so many beautiful accessories, so I thought of An He, my mother again, but when I thought of it, I would think of that barrel of expired biscuits again, and I felt a little aggrieved Arms wrapped around Xia Qinghang's neck, lying on his shoulders.

For a moment, I smelled the fragrance that was so faint that it would disappear with the wind. Only I, only I could smell it if I was so close.

He came out today wearing black glasses. I was afraid that he would throw me to the ground because he couldn’t see the road. I reached out and wanted to take them off—I wanted to see what his eyes looked like.

He turned his head sideways, distanced himself from me, and wrapped my two small hands with his wide palm that wasn't supporting my butt: "Xia Ning, are you sleepy?" 』

"No. ’ I dismissed the idea of ​​taking off his glasses, and my intuition told me that he was unhappy with my behavior, so I hugged him tightly again, smelling the faint fragrance, ‘What are you bringing me here for? 』

"I'll buy you some clothes.Six-year-old child, what do you want to wear?How do you like it, eh?Xia Ning? 』

I leaned on his shoulder and looked at the clothes neatly arranged on the hangers, and the enthusiastic shop assistant would come to introduce him, and Xia Qinghang stopped and listened patiently.

I saw that small blue suit at the corner, and I didn't even know it was called a suit at that time.

I just think that set is very simple, clean and smooth, without too many decorations, but enough to be worthy of myself.

Yes, when I was by Xia Qinghang's side, I always felt that I was a very extraordinary person - because An He once said that Xia Qinghang was a very extraordinary man, and now, this extraordinary man is consulting my opinion, and Hold me in front of his chest, if I straighten up, I can still look down at him, and I will be very satisfied in an instant.

I reached out and grabbed his shirt collar: "Hey, I want that one." 』

In the low-key transparent glass cabinet in the corner, the suit is quietly waiting for me to make a fortune.

On the way back, Xia Qinghang was particularly happy, and even laughed unconsciously while driving.

I was sitting on the co-pilot holding the high-end packing box of the clothes, shaking my legs boredly watching him giggle.

"Xia Ning, do you know?The dress you asked for just now is the most expensive set of children's clothes in the whole building.As expected of my son.Hahaha! 』

Xia Qinghang's hearty laughter came from inside the carriage. In fact, I didn't understand what the most expensive meant at that time. I just knew that he paid the money very readily and started laughing, pinching my cheeks with his big hands from time to time. .

I'm kind of having fun, I admit it.

The first time I saw the sea was also taken by Xia Qinghang when I was seven years old.

That day Xia Qinghang put me in a lifebuoy in the shape of a dog and pushed me to swim far away. I kept giggling and splashing water on his face, and the blue water droplets flowed down His diving lenses fell into the sea again.I guess he was so annoyed by me, he jumped in and disappeared.

I was a little panicked: "Hey... Hey... Xia..." Without saying a word, someone lifted him up, and a huge wave slapped my legs and passed by. I was afraid, afraid that Xia Qinghang would be caught by the wave Killed.

"Call Dad, or I'll throw you into the water." 』Suddenly Xia Qinghang got out, pushed me back a few steps, and disappeared again.

"Dad, Dad... Hey, I yelled... Come out quickly... Dad..."

Then my buttocks were supported by someone, and I saw two ripples automatically slide away along the sides, and I swam out at a very fast speed for a long, long distance—I felt at ease, that was Xia Qinghang's palm, which was wide enough to Protect my safe palm.

After swimming, Xia Qinghang took me to a hotel by the sea for dinner.

He turned into a private room with ease, a wooden house, and chairs made of swings.

My feet were still stained with some sand from running and jumping just now. He squatted in front of me like that, took off his sunglasses, took out a handkerchief that had already been prepared and wiped it gently for me, and then carried me into the private room In the bathroom, one leg stepped on the edge of the toilet, one hand passed under my ribs to hold me in place, and he rushed towards the soles of my feet with his unkempt head. I shook the sand and water on my face, and I was not angry, but suddenly let go of my arms: "If you make trouble again, I will throw you into the toilet." 』

I was so scared that I quickly hugged his arm.

He laughed triumphantly.

The person who came in to deliver the food seemed to have heard his laughter, and said gently: "Mr. Xia, your son Xia Nuo is so beautiful.When I grow up in the future, I will be fascinated by a group of girls. 』

Xia Qinghang didn't stop laughing, and didn't answer, but continued to gently wash my feet.

At that moment, I suddenly felt that something was wrong.

After washing my feet, Xia Qinghang put me on the sink beside me, washed my hands clean, started to wash my face, and then washed my hands twice.

I suddenly noticed that next to the high-end hand sanitizer on the sink, there was a black and elegant glass vessel containing a piece of sulfur soap.

Yes, sulfur soap.

It turned out that this was what he smelled like.

Xia Qinghang likes to pick up food for me. Almost every plate he picks out for me first, and then he pays attention to the expression on my face when I eat it.

He, on the other hand, pried oysters with a knife.

I also learned that it is called oysters later, but it is very delicious and I like the taste.

Pry open each one, leave the half shell with meat, take a small knife to carefully pick out all the meat, and return it to the original place quietly, then scoop some soup into it, and put it in front of me, There is also a small plate next to it, saying that the vinegar is not vinegar, and there is a little piece of ginger floating.

"Dip a little and taste it. 』

After finishing the plate of oysters, he made a fancy arrangement in front of me, then wiped his hands, resting his chin on one hand, and holding a wine glass filled with red liquid in one hand, smiling and anticipating my expression.

I obediently tasted it and said, "It's delicious." 』

He laughed again, picked up the chopsticks to take care of his stomach again.

When Xia Qinghang ate, he wasn't too slow or too fast, it was just right, making people feel very elegant.

I like the feeling of eating with him, especially after having a meal with An He.

An He has a voice when eating.

The food she cooks is not good either.

I even began to suspect that maybe she really only had a face that could confuse all men, and that she had no other place, not even a brain——I didn’t know the last point until later, knowing that she wanted to be able to He threw me to Xia Qinghang without asking for a penny.After that, I often began to doubt the authenticity of what she said—whether Xia Qinghang completely disappeared this marriage from the world in order to give Aunt Lan an explanation, or whether An He could completely abandon herself and start anew. Pursue a new life, a life that has nothing to do with me.

I remember that day I couldn't help knocking on the side of her bowl with chopsticks. She held the steamed buns in one hand and picked up vegetables with the chopsticks in the other, and turned her head to look at me.

"When I invite you to eat, can you...don't make any noise. ’ I thought it was disrespectful to speak to my mother like that, but I couldn’t stand the sound of “Pa Chi Bia Chi” ringing in my ears.

"Why, let's have a meal, not in front of outsiders.You are my son.Tsk, at first glance, you look like that hypocrite Xia Qinghang, you have to pretend wherever you go. 』

From that day on, I didn't expect too much from An He, and I even had a faint feeling of understanding Xia Qinghang from the bottom of my heart - no wonder Xia Qinghang wanted Aunt Lan instead of her.

I like Aunt Lan very much, that woman is very kind to me, she is not as cruel to me as the stepmother in TV series, on the contrary, she is very kind, even sometimes, when I grow up and get angry with Xia Qinghang, she will come to enlighten me , will speak well for Xia Qinghang.

She always speaks very sweetly, which is a joy to listen to - but An He said that it is also an artifact.

Later, I realized that if it was really a false image, it would not be easy to have been false for so many years. Everyone has their own difficulties, and I just want to be safe for the rest of my life.

One life...to me, it was too long, and at that time I knew that I couldn't wait.

Because I am still a secret that the Xia family cannot disclose, so even if I go to the elementary school of the military and political family, I am still a person who cannot have a name.

Xia Qinghang told me not to say anything, with a very serious expression, and told himself that if he did, he would never take me out to play again.

I don't care about this, I mean, I don't care about the name, I think it's a code name, you can call me Blank, you can call me Xia Ning, whatever, as long as you tell me, this is what you call me Meaning, I can remember, but please——don't come to me.

The teacher has never called himself, and everyone has a tacit understanding.

At that time, I learned to keep a distance from others, because there are always people who don't open their eyes and like to come up to say hello to me, even if I look like I reject people thousands of miles away.

Especially a big, stupid guy named Cheng Zhifei.

And at that time, the stupid big man violated the two most intolerable taboos in just a few words, and then he was beaten up by himself and did not dare to fight back.

The second day, the third day, the fourth day...every day after that, I saw that moaning idiot following me.

"Why are you following me?Don't you know I'm annoying you? 』

"I let you fight, why don't you be friends with me, my mother said, let me be friends with every classmate in school. 』

I remember hitting him with everything I had around him—including a paint box I just got.

It was too late to save him, colorful things spilled all over his body, and then I remember crying in disbelief.

The stupid big man came over and poked me awkwardly: "Well, I don't hurt, don't cry. 』

"Who cares if you hurt or not!I haven't started using that box of paint yet! 』

Xia Qinghang bought it for me.

This sentence was not said, and the word Xia Qinghang could not be mentioned, let alone the word Xia.

"I, I just need to compensate you, but, but you have to be friends with me, otherwise I can't tell my mother that I really did it and be friends with all the children." 』

"good.It's a deal, you're not allowed to lie to me. 』

"Um. 』

The next day the big fool really brought a new box.

So I agreed to be friends with him.

Then he started to cling to me extraordinarily, I hate people being so close to me, especially when he took my hand and took me to the playground.

The school requires every child to plant a flower, to cultivate the seeds of kindness and love, to water them carefully every day, and when they graduate, the flowers will bloom.

I shook off his hand—even though they were all childish, they still reminded me of Xia Nuo for a moment.

Xia Qinghang would occasionally lead me into that luxurious gate, and I saw that little boy running down the beautiful spiral staircase, he happily grabbed my hand, and yelled crisply: "Brother. 』

I wanted to shake it off, but Xia Qinghang's big hand fell down, wrapped our two small hands, and said in a very gentle voice: "You two have the same blood on your body, remember to love each other, come on, Xia No, kiss your brother. 』

When I was smacked on the cheek, I still felt disgusted with saliva. I just saw a new world through those beautiful furniture and window decorations - a world with no people and only still life, and I, Is the master of that world.

At that moment, I loathed any further contact with other people.

I like cold, emotionless things.

I am crazy.

The moment I got rid of Cheng Zhifei's hand, I was knocked away by a child who happily rushed down from upstairs to plant flowers.

In the crowded crowd, he suddenly panicked. Fortunately, Cheng Zhifei was very tall, but Cheng Zhifei was far away from him...far away again...

"Hey, Cheng Zhifei, hold on to me!"I'm about to get hit! 』

"I thought you didn't need me to hold you. 』A pair of hands stretched out and lifted his collar firmly, and I saw clearly that Cheng Zhifei was still holding another classmate with his other hand.

So I decisively shook off his hand again.

I was just a little depressed for a moment.

I only have Cheng Zhifei, but he is not the only one, and I don't know why I am angry.

While poking the dirt angrily with a small shovel, Cheng Zhifei dawdled over again: "Hey, Prince Elegant, why are you so angry?" 』

Yes, I don't have a name, so Cheng Zhifei keeps calling me Prince Elegant.

I was sure that Cheng Zhifei must have read too many comic books at that time, but I found out later that he only liked to read extracurricular books about mathematics in elementary school.

How should I put it, why did you not only pull me, but also others?

"Why did you pull me just now?" 』

As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I wanted to bite my tongue off, obviously... obviously I wanted to ask another question.

"The teacher told me that I am tall and protect you. 』

"Cheng Zhifei, you are an ass. 』

"I... what's wrong with me... Hey, you, don't leave... You haven't planted any flowers yet. 』

"I think dirt gets my hands dirty. 』

"What about the teacher's inspection?" 』

"Aren't you my good friend?Aren't you going to do me this favor? 』I looked down at the stupid big man squatting on the ground, and felt taller in an instant.

"Yeah... But, but the teacher said to do his own thing... well, I'll plant it for you, anyway, I don't care about these things, you, don't get your clothes dirty, um... stand away , don't poke the dirt on you for a while. 』

I stood aside and watched for a while, and I felt that I wanted this person to be mine alone.

No one to share, no one...can take my place in his heart.

"Cheng Zhifei," I walked over, hugged his head suddenly, and said in an almost begging tone, "My family doesn't want me anymore, I'm an orphan... Can you, can you be nice to me? A very good friend, that is... just do you understand, I just want you to be nice to me alone. 』

"ah?But my mom told me to be nice to everyone. 』Cheng Zhifei raised his head blankly.

The moment I hugged him, I wanted to jump away. He didn't have Xia Qinghang's light scent, but a scent mixed with the fragrance of earth and the smell of sweat.

"You haven't showered for a few days? 』I let go of my hand, intending to turn around and leave.

Suddenly he jumped up to me, wanted to grab me with his hands, looked at the dirt on his hands and gave up, just blushed and said, "Don't be angry... I didn't know you were so pitiful." Yes, I, I can be very, very, very nice to you, and then generally nice to everyone else. 』

So in the following days, the 1.5-meter-one me was very handy in calling and drinking Cheng Zhifei who was already 1.7-meter-[-]—and I was not moved by him at all.

I'm just taking advantage of his special kindness to me alone to satisfy my vanity.

Things turned around in junior high school, when I met an old man who was very good at drawing.

He was bereaved, had no spouse, and was lonely.

I saw him when I was sketching in the park, and then I skipped classes for a long time to find him and learn to paint from him. Sometimes he would tell me some very philosophical things, I think, confused Meeting a sea of ​​people is a great fate in itself.

Because I didn't make progress in my studies, I was quickly warned by Xia Qinghang.

Immediately, I expounded my idea of ​​becoming a designer in the future.

Xia Qinghang was completely furious - do you still want to enter Xia's house with that face?

It seems that the original words are like this. It has been a long time since these things, and I don’t remember clearly.

I also don't want to live a life like a lonely ghost wandering in the world. I need a name, an identity, and get rid of Xia Qinghang's money and power to pursue what I want.

I will prove to him that he is the wrong one.

So, my name is Jian Jian, and I have finally become a person living in the world.

I rolled the floor of the park for two days, and then was led home by the old man.

It was at that moment that I became more certain of the dark and crazy thoughts in my heart - getting old is a terrible thing for me, more terrifying than the exhaustion of talents.

I stayed in a room full of a decaying smell for one night, and I couldn’t stay any longer. The old man’s intermittent coughing and heavy breathing made me feel that there would be a bone lying next to me at any moment—a death without dignity. bones, but he himself was the one who witnessed his last moment.

The beauties are late, the generals are old, and the talents of Jianglang are exhausted.

Either one is reason enough to make me tremble with fear.

So I ran away, even though his paintings were enough to attract me.

After attending class in school for a day in a daze, I went to the gate of Cheng Zhifei's school.

That stop attracted a lot of people's attention, and then I saw Cheng Zhifei exchanged a few words with the people around him