The beautiful and miserable male supporting role in the abuse novel

Xu Zhixing's voice was morbidly hoarse, and he found it a bit difficult just to have a few simple conversations with Yu Jing.

Yu Jing sensed something was wrong, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong with you?"

He never liked to expose his vulnerable side to others, let alone the kind of dirty things he experienced.

His chest rose and fell slightly, Xu Zhixing slowed down for a moment, his dry lips parted and said, "I'm fine, you have to take care of yourself in the crew, I'm looking forward to seeing you on the screen."

"Yes... the people in the crew are very good, but you... are you sick?" In Yu Jing's impression, Xu Zhixing has always been strict with them when he is so weak, but Hard-spoken and soft-hearted, although he was said to be in love before, there was never a time when the mess was not cleaned up for him.

Yu Jing himself hadn't gained a firm footing yet, and Shen Ang was originally Xie Xinglan's cousin, there were too many uncertainties in the middle, he coughed a few times, and said, "The seasons have changed recently, you must have caught a cold."

"Are you alone now?" Yu Jing asked. He knew that with Xu Zhixing's temperament, he definitely didn't want to ask him for help, but since Xu Zhixing resigned, he had cut off contact with many people, and most of the people in the circle were very realistic. , can take advantage of fashion and are friends, but once down and out, there are not many people left around, let alone at this juncture, they are afraid of getting a little bit of right and wrong.

Yu Jing said again, "Brother Xu, how can I help you..."

Shen Ang turned on the loudspeaker, and was standing by the side listening. His face was already very gloomy, so he snatched the phone directly and hung up.

It turned out that it wasn't because of physical discomfort. Xu Zhixing could talk a lot with others, but when he came to him, he was like a mute.

Seeing him take the phone away, Xu Zhixing's face was as calm as usual, as if he was used to it, but he closed his eyes slightly, pursed his thin lips, and his pale cheeks became thinner and thinner, completely lost the alienating vigor before. , Sometimes Shen Ang feels uncomfortable when holding it.

In the beginning, Xu Zhixing was really unwilling to return to China to look for him. Why could he get rid of him easily, why did he meet other men before he said it was over, why was he not as good as a stranger who was indifferent.

But after the revenge, it seemed that there was no bottom in my heart.

That medication left Xu Zhixing with serious physical sequelae, he couldn't go to a public hospital for this kind of thing, so he could only call a private doctor.

The Sanwu product that Sun Haohai bought was not for his own use anyway, and he didn’t even control the dosage well. The doctor said that Xu Zhixing’s physique is not good, so it’s better not to use this kind of product in the future, otherwise the damage to the body will be irreversible. Severe possible death.

Although Shen Ang had weak moral values, he never really thought about letting Xu Zhixing lose his life.

Sun Haohai's time was an accident.

He thought, as long as he takes good care of himself, it will be fine. In fact, it is not impossible to recover. Xu Zhixing has had more than one man, so he doesn't need to feel guilty about it, not to mention he didn't let Sun Haohai touch Xu Zhixing in the end.

Seeing that Xu Zhixing and Yu Jing were chatting enthusiastically, his few guilty consciences were replaced by a burst of jealousy.

"Why, you pretended to be in front of me?" Shen Ang asked sadly.

Xu Zhixing still didn't make any movement, as if his words didn't exist, only his thick eyelashes trembled, and a furrow formed between his brows.

When he no longer pretends to be old-fashioned, he looks weak visually and has no majesty at all.

Shen Ang said again, "Sun Haohai that time, I didn't expect that he would give you medicine, and you didn't seduce him, and he wouldn't always miss you. Don't tell me that I haven't done this kind of thing with others."

I didn't want to blame myself for the fault, so I gradually found many reasons.

Where did Shen Ang receive such cold treatment? Almost from the time he could remember, with his delicate face, he never stopped being with the opposite sex around him. Later, when he became more sensible, he realized that same-sex relationships are also okay, and those who are courteous to him There are more and more people. He has seen plump, gorgeous women, pure and pleasant girls, and many boys who are more beautiful and soft than Xu Zhixing. He has condescended to look for Xu Zhixing. What else does this old man have Pretentious?

Although he approached with ill intentions at the beginning, it is common for love not to last long, and Xu Zhixing is not at a loss if he can be happy during the short time together.

"Xu Zhixing, what exactly do you want?" Shen Ang gradually became impatient, "If you look like you are dying in front of me, will you take the initiative to show courteousness in front of others? Sun Haohai was agreed by you yourself, don't Said that you didn't feel good when you were with me, but you still pestered me that day and refused to let go."

"..."

He doesn't want to think about it again, but Shen Ang will always repeat it in his ears over and over again.

Except for the hard outer shell, he is an absolutely conservative person. At that time in the hospital, Shen Ang knew that someone was knocking on the door, and knew that what they did would be clearly peeped by the people outside the door, but Shen Ang did not Half cared about the humiliation he would suffer.

He insisted, he didn't show sadness in front of others, and he didn't want people to feel how pitiful he was, thinking that he could hurt the enemy eight hundred and himself one thousand, but he didn't know that he was always the only one hurt.

Being touched by a man who is not familiar, saying those foul words, being suppressed by others, and then reduced to the obscene character they said in their mouths.

Just recalling that scene at the beginning made him tremble all over.

Perhaps he also had a soft heart towards Shen Ang, but this soft heart killed him.

The sharp and thin chin was held between the fingers, and Shen Ang's tone was almost commanding, "Speak, is it possible that you are really dumb?"

"..."

Xu Zhixing opened his gray eyes, looking at Shen Ang like a pool of stagnant water.

Shen Ang's heart was startled suddenly, as if the things he cherished originally, like two intersecting lines, were within easy reach and then became farther and farther away from him.

He only saw a man crying sadly after he was drugged that night, but he was clearly awake today, but he had a vague feeling that the man was also crying.

Shen Ang let go, it was clear that Xu Zhixing didn't drive him away, and he didn't argue with him about the past, but he didn't like to see the man's weak appearance, and he didn't want the man to look at him with such eyes. he.

Sun Haohai has been in touch with him for the past few days.

He saw it but didn't eat it. He was so aggrieved that he almost broke up with Shen Ang. Sun Haohai has a weird habit. Several young masters from the previous prosperity were sent to the hospital.

People who have been with him in the past found a new partner later, and he didn't feel much in his heart, but now when he came to Xu Zhixing's place, his mood was weird and complicated. He thought that Xu Zhixing's hospitality belonged to him alone.

In other people's descriptions, Xu Zhixing is cold and ruthless, and even has the title of Tie Mian Guanyin, which was true when he first saw him. Seeing that he wanted his contact information, Xu Zhixing only politely handed him a piece of paper. Business card, unless there is news about work, he will hardly talk to him.

It was he who found Xu Zhixing's residence later. At that time, he had hardly seen such a poor person. He went home after work, like a wooden man.

One day, he unexpectedly discovered that Xu Zhixing's expression was not right.

In the name of discussing cooperation, he entered the room, and finally went to the kitchen to cook a bowl of steaming ginger soup for Xu Zhixing. In fact, all the raw materials were ready-made in the kitchen, and it only took him 10 minutes. It took him more than 10 minutes to play a game.

He still remembered Xu Zhixing's expression when he saw him coming out of the kitchen that day.

She was surprised, and then a trace of emotion appeared on that old-fashioned face, and she even asked uncertainly, "You...made it for me?"

"Yeah." He nodded and said nervously, "You have caught a cold, and you don't want to go to the hospital or take medicine, so I have to try the cheapest way... You won't dislike me, will you?"

Xu Zhixing was extremely cautious, and asked in confusion, "Do you need me to help you with anything?"

"Ah... help me?" He didn't realize it, brought the ginger soup in front of Xu Zhixing, scratched the back of his head, smiled shyly on his deep and handsome face, and said harmlessly, "I just Seeing that you are sick... Besides, you are quite busy with work, what if you fall ill?"

"..."

Sick people are often fragile, how can it be possible to reprimand a person who rarely cares about himself.

And his words were enough to make Xu Zhixing right.

Sure enough, Xu Zhixing accepted his kindness, and after drinking a whole bowl of ginger soup to the bottom, he no longer rejected his approach so much, and even later he wanted to make an appointment with Xu Zhixing. I will also make time for appointments.

On Xu Zhixing's body, he didn't spend too much time. The seemingly incomparably solid city wall only needs a crack to collapse in an instant.

The relationship was confirmed after a week of acquaintance, and he was at Xu Zhixing's house, refusing to leave.

Xu Zhixing asked, "It's so late, don't you go home yet?"

He replied, "...I want to spend more time with you."

This is not a confession, not even a qualified love speech, but Xu Zhixing's ears are red. A man in his 30s behaves quite innocently, which surprised him a little.

"You..." Xu Zhixing lost his coherent speech when he was rarely nervous, "You...don't talk nonsense."

"I didn't talk nonsense. It would be nice if my house lived closer to you, so that I could spend more time with you."

"..."

Xu Zhixing knew how popular Shen Ang was, but actually hesitantly thought about it, thinking that they were both of the same sex, and Shen Ang was still too young, but he didn't even have any experience in love, so Shen Ang took his hand and let go. Kissed his lips lightly, and the warm and soft lips touched his skin, and he felt like his whole body was electrified, and he didn't even know how to move.