The beautiful and miserable male supporting role in the abuse novel

If Xu Zhixing knew something, he wouldn't be unable to restrain his temper.

He still blames others.

Even others couldn't stand it anymore. Xu Zhixing wasn't as indestructible as he looked. The doctor wasn't a nosy person, but he still mentioned, "You should ask him to see a psychiatrist."

Shen Ang frowned, he felt that seeing a psychiatrist was hypocritical and not necessary.

What's more, Xu Zhixing served him delicious food and drink every day, but Xu Zhixing still had a relationship with Jiang Chengcheng behind his back, so what could be wrong with that?

Shen Ang took it for granted, he had never really experienced the feeling of being on the verge of despair, nor had he ever experienced being regarded as redundant since he could remember, let alone relying on others to live by watching people's faces every day.

Although his father's private life is messy, he is the only son anyway, and he is treated as the heir, and he has been the leader of the school since junior high school. No one would dare to find trouble with him. He has never been short of money, and it is because of his superiority With his handsome appearance and lovable personality, people came to him in an endless stream. He was favored by people in the circle during high school, and he made a micro movie that became popular, and his life went smoothly.

The only thing that made him feel slightly uneasy was probably Xu Zhixing.

Logically speaking, Xu Zhixing is 33 years old, an old man, so there are not many choices, and he is far more popular than Xu Zhixing, he doesn't care about these differences anymore, what is Xu Zhixing still messing around with?

Shen Ang still asked a psychiatrist to come over, and after the man had talked with Xu Zhixing, he came out of the ward with a slightly dignified expression.

"What's the matter, can a bad mood be considered a disease?" Shen Angjun raised his eyebrows.

"He has severe bipolar disorder. I prescribed Paxil for him. Remember to take the medicine on time every day."

"En." Shen Ang responded.

Shen Ang rarely cared about other people's emotions, so he didn't take these words seriously.

He thought that when he really confirmed his feelings, Xu Zhixing should also be grateful for continuing to be with him. He knew that this time, he was not tired of playing with him, and he really wanted to live with Xu Zhixing for a long time.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, the assistant delivered the dinner on time.

The eyes of the man on the hospital bed were slightly closed, the blue blood vessels on his arms were clearly visible, and his dry lips were drawn into a line.

As usual, Shen Ang lifted the lid of the food box and wanted to feed Xu Zhixing, but when someone raised his hand, he overturned the food in his hand and spilled it all on him.

After taking care of him for so many days, Xu Zhixing's attitude towards him has not improved at all, on the contrary, he has become more and more ignorant.

Shen Ang subconsciously raised his hand and slapped it.

His strength was not light, Xu Zhixing's face was thrown to one side by the gravity, and then he opened his gray eyes, the thick black eyelashes made his complexion pale.

"..." His palms were burning hot, and Shen Ang's anger at being watched by Xu Zhixing was gradually replaced by panic, and he felt a little regretful.

"Brother Xu..." Shen Ang called him in a low voice, and turned into that look of being at a loss, "If you didn't make me angry just now, I wouldn't..."

The corner of Xu Zhixing's mouth twitched into a faint smile, even if it was fake, but the person deep in his heart would not be willing to let him get hurt. At that time, he accidentally cut his finger while chopping vegetables, and the other party was so anxious that he almost wanted to hurt him. Take him to the hospital for treatment.

He had entrusted the house to Jiang Chengcheng a long time ago, and it should have been sold only recently, and he himself has not received any news, all his communications have long been supervised by Shen Ang.

The memory of being pressed by Shen Ang on the engine of the vehicle in the underground garage is still vivid. Although it was only a few minutes later, Shen Ang carried him into the car, but the process made him extremely tormented, and someone would come to find him at any time. In such a nasty picture, his panic was even regarded by Shen Ang as interest.

And the memories that made him hate it were far more than that.

Xu Zhixing valued his self-esteem more than anything else, he only lost face once in his life, and it was probably to please his boyfriend who was more than ten years younger than him.

Because I have never been truly loved by anyone, I especially want to keep this kind of treasure.

To Shen Ang, he had nothing to say, he had already shown the most humble begging for mercy, but in the end, how could he get a trace of pity from the other party.

His cheeks were red and hot, Shen Ang asked the assistant standing at the door to clean the room, and he took a basin of cold water to apply to his face, but how could the bright red palm prints fade away completely in a short while.

Xu Zhixing turned his face away, and said in a hoarse voice, "Shen Ang...give me a good time."

Xu Zhixing obviously didn't have the slightest expectation of him anymore, his words were full of determination, his hands trembling as he held the towel and placed it next to the man's cheek, in fact, Xu Zhixing was extremely repulsive to contact him now.

"I didn't mean it just now... Brother Xu... As long as you don't have any contact with Jiang Chengcheng, don't be so indifferent to me, I really want to live a good life with you, this is what you have always expected..."

Xu Zhixing was silent.

Shen Ang said again, "When you take care of your body, we can also go abroad to get a certificate. Don't you like this job very much? When we confirm our relationship, I will post on Weibo that we have always been a couple , before I accidentally fell down and you sent me to the hospital, as long as we are together, the rumors will disappear, and then you can come to my company to continue working."

"..."

"You can also be my assistant. You are more familiar with these workflows. I have not been in China for a long time, and I need you to help me with many tasks."

Shen Ang talked a lot, as if it really became their future.

But Xu Zhixing had heard similar words too many times.

On the first day of confirming the relationship, Shen Ang said that he had never liked someone so much and wanted to spend his whole life with him. At that time, he really thought that he was the only one, a special case, but later he realized that Shen Ang had said this to many people .

Shen Ang also said that he would never make him sad in the future, but all his subsequent pains were brought to him by this person.

I have told too many lies, no matter how true they are, no one will listen to them.

Xu Zhixing had a tendency to be depressed very early. At that time, after school, he would find a part-time job to distract himself. After he was busy with work, his mood gradually stabilized.

Because at that time he still had a future worth looking forward to.

Later, Shen Ang intervened in his life, and quickly pulled away from his heart like a sharp blade, making his shattered wound bloody and bloody. After Shen Ang ruined him, he still held his last breath and wanted to get through it, but he was only a human being of flesh and blood, and there would always be a day when he couldn't make it through.