The beautiful and miserable male supporting role in the abuse novel

Probably I didn't expect this ending.

Having survived so many times, the inferiority and anxiety that he has been desperately trying to get rid of, it is clear that his world has fallen into ruins, but his expression is unusually calm.

Swallowing a box of pills into his stomach, Xu Zhixing turned his face slightly, and looked at the handsome face of the sleeping man through the moonlight. His eyebrows were deep, his nose bridge was delicate and straight, and he had a very standard thick face. No one could bear it when he saw it. Let's take a few more glances, the innocent look who opened his eyes when he just woke up seems to be acting like a baby, and he is always very good at using his appearance advantages to achieve his goals.

In fact, Shen Ang didn't take too much precaution against him, there was a glass half filled with water beside the hospital bed, there was a fruit knife in the drawer besides the medicine, Xu Zhixing's eyes were dim.

Suddenly, the sleeping man subconsciously reached out to his side with his palm until his arm touched Xu Zhixing's soft waist again, and whispered like a nightmare, "...Brother Xu."

Xu Zhixing's mind was blank, he thought Shen Ang had woken up.

But Shen Ang just hugged him in his arms and fell into a deep sleep.

Dark clouds covered the stars, and the window was dark. In the silent and empty night, one could only faintly hear the sound of even breathing in the air. After a long time, only someone gasped as if suffocating.

He didn't have the strength to move, and he couldn't take any real revenge on Shen Ang.

He wasn't fit to be a villain after all.

In Shen Ang's warm and broad embrace, time seemed to return to the past briefly. Xu Zhixing recalled that non-existent person, who used to like to kick his fingers into his arms because of his cold hands and feet. A hot spring that he melted finally submerged him here.

He has always been careful about pennies and pennies, but at the last moment of consciousness, he thought of the word "forget it".

From now on, there will be no traces of Shen Ang in his life.

He will no longer have to worry about where to go during the holidays, he no longer needs to be sad about why he is different from others, and he no longer needs to carefully please the family that does not belong to him.

Really letting go and not caring, maybe even hating is not willing to hate.

The drawer was tightly closed, no one knew what kind of thoughts he had been thinking about, and the man lying next to him almost unconsciously tightened his arms towards his chest, as if he wanted to rub him into his body.

Shen Ang's biological clock is always on time, but today he woke up an hour earlier than usual.

Probably because he was shocked by him yesterday, Xu Zhixing became obedient, the eyes of the person lying in his arms were closed tightly, his pale face remained the same as before, and the sharp and thin chin made him feel uncomfortable.

He thought, Xu Zhixing had to grow up a bit, otherwise he wouldn't be able to hold him easily.

Shen Ang didn't care too much, anyway, Xu Zhixing has always looked so sick in front of him, and this situation has lasted for half a year, ever since he asked Xu Zhixing to quit his job, it has been like this since then, getting worse day by day At first, the thin body was covered with a thin layer of muscle, and it felt good to the touch, but no matter how much he supervised Xu Zhixing's diet, his physique would never return to the past.

He lifted a corner of the quilt and got off the bed, inevitably making some noises. Looking back, Xu Zhixing still maintained his original posture and showed no reaction.

It wasn't until six o'clock in the morning, but because it was still summer, it dawned earlier, and the air conditioner was turned on in the room. Shen Ang suddenly shivered, and found the remote control to increase the temperature by a few degrees.

But after adjusting the height, he still felt a chill, so he turned off the air conditioner, and then opened all the windows in the ward.

Probably because the temperature is not hot in the early morning.

It's just that after this movement, the man lying on the hospital bed was still the same as before, not even a slight movement.

After staying with him, Xu Zhixing's sleep became extremely light. At that time in Xu Zhixing's room, he only needed to open the bedroom door, and the man on the bed would wake up. His eyes were closed tightly, but the slightly floating eyelids could tell him that the other party had woken up.

Shen Ang walked closer, and called out in a low voice, "...Brother Xu."

No one answered him.

"...The weather outside today is very good. I'll take you out for a walk later."

The person on the hospital bed was still silent, with a dry lip cracked, and the bruise on the left side of his face could still be seen when he got closer.

"……Are you awake?"

Gradually realized something in his mind, and only then did he realize that his arm was trembling violently. He put his finger on Xu Zhixing's breath, and he could hardly feel it. His heart stopped suddenly, and he reacted quickly, and quickly pressed the He used the call button before getting out of the hospital bed to call the hospital staff on duty, but it was too early, and no one came after waiting for 30 seconds. Every second of this was like a year for him.

Shen Ang ran out like crazy to find someone. The person who was guarding Xu Zhixing outside the door was dismissed after he took Xu Zhixing out of the hospital. He was like a headless chicken in such a big hospital. He finally met one, and there was no time to talk. They dragged the person into the ward.

"Doctor Xu doesn't come until seven o'clock." The person caught by Shen Ang was terrified. He saw that the other person's face was serious, and his eyes seemed to be bloodthirsty.

Although Shen Ang was a star, the hospital protected Shen Ang's privacy very well, and they only vaguely knew that he was accompanying someone in the hospital, but the other party was not terminally ill, but had more skin trauma.

It wasn't until I got to the ward that I realized that the man lying on the bed even had an extremely weak pulse.

Shen Ang used to think that it was normal to get sick and be hospitalized, and he would be discharged every few days. He was only in his early 20s, and the most serious illness he ever had was probably just a cold. He didn't even need to take medicine, and it would happen naturally every few days. After he recovered, he didn't have much idea about first aid and ICU. The last time Xu Zhixing bit his arm, it was just a faint caused by excessive blood loss. After dressing the wound, he would lie on the hospital bed and infuse a few bottles of fluid, and his condition would improve.

This time, he saw many medical staff coming to the ward and pushing Xu Zhixing into the emergency room. This was the first time he knew death so closely.

In a hurry, he saw a familiar face, grabbed Dr. Xu's hand as if grabbing a life-saving straw, and asked awkwardly, "He... how is he doing?"

Dr. Xu's face was solemn, no matter how many warnings he gave before, it was futile, but Shen Ang still made things take the worst step.

"It was discovered too late, and the patient didn't seem to have much desire to survive. You should be mentally prepared first."

"...What do you mean?" There was a hint of cruelty in Shen Ang's words, but his eyes were covered with bloodshot eyes, his voice suddenly became hoarse and choked, "How could... how could he be so cruel..."