The beautiful and miserable male supporting role in the abuse novel

Jiang Chengcheng tugged at his skirt, looked at his sluggish appearance, and felt unworthy of Xu Zhixing in his words, "Shen Ang, you are such a beast, when you broke up with him, It was the psychiatrist I asked him to see. He took medicine for half a year before he got better, but you still refused to let him go. Now he has even involved himself for you. Do you think he will not accept your despicable means? Do you know how to deal with it? To the end, he still misses your old relationship. He doesn't want to ruin your future, but it's not enough for you to ruin him. You have to kill him to be willing."

Xu Zhixing is not some fledgling Xiaobai, he has experienced storms, if it were someone else, he might be able to counterattack in time, but the word love is the most difficult to understand.

At that time, Jiang Chengcheng said that he could know that he did not stay too long in the prosperous world by calling the monitoring. As long as the public relations are in time, the crisis can be resolved. Spark Entertainment has raised more than 100 marketing accounts to create momentum together, no matter how much it leaves stains It's not like you won't be able to get mixed up in the circle.

This kind of clarification will definitely step on one side, Xu Zhixing wants Shen Ang to clarify, this is the least affecting both parties, he only went to the hospital to find Shen Ang in consideration of that little old relationship, and in the end he lost everything.

"... What did you say?" Shen Ang asked hoarsely, his words were filled with a trace of astonishment.

Jiang Chengcheng's eyes were dark red, and he said, "If he really doesn't want to talk to someone, then no matter what, this person can't get close to him."

"..."

"He always speaks hard. In fact, a heart is softer than anyone else. You have lied to him, but he still can't be cruel to you."

"..."

Shen Ang looked slightly dazed, he was always too eager for results, but if he had a little more patience, he would find that Xu Zhixing still cared about him, and he often found excuses to meet Xu Zhixing, although he couldn't get anything from words. Okay, but the evil deeds that he forced Xu Zhixing to teach him a lesson from a man who usually counts pennies and pennies, but the other party just looked extremely sad, and then wanted to draw a line with him.

Thinking about it now, Xu Zhixing was really stupid. He actually ruined his reputation so as not to affect him as the perpetrator. But what did he do during that time?

Crushing the other party's self-esteem into the dust, knowing that Sun Haohai was knocking on the door, but ignoring the other party's pleading and only trying to be refreshing, probably because of his heart, it's no wonder Xu Zhixing said that kind of thing at that time.

And he intensified, using this as a threat.

He actually thought that Xu Zhixing was letting him figure it out. In fact, apart from not wanting to trouble others, Xu Zhixing also thought of him, so he came up with the solution he thought was the best, and he was still thinking about him to this extent.

What did he miss...

Shen Ang raised his head slightly, the corner of his mouth twitched into a smile, and he laughed like crazy. It turned out that what he thought of regardless of the consequences was once so close to him, if he worked a little harder, instead of Always eager for a result, then Xu Zhixing would not rather die than leave him now...

Jiang Chengcheng didn't know when he let go of him, Shen Ang seemed to have lost his senses, and stood there dumbly, his chest hurt as if being stirred by a knife blade, and his eyes were suddenly covered with mist, he was for real this time I knew I was wrong, and I knew where I was wrong.

When the doctor allowed him to visit, Shen Ang walked to the hospital bed and said with a choked voice, "Brother Xu, I won't force you anymore..."

"I know you hate me very much. I really lied to you before, but what I said later that I like you is true. In fact, I often think of the time we were together... how good it was then, we will be together Go home to make dinner, you don’t like to eat green peppers, but you will finish what I give you, and when the weather is good at night, we can go to the river to watch the fireworks. I promised you that we'll be here for a long time..."

He really hasn't slept much in the past few days. As long as he closes his eyes, the past scenes will automatically appear in his mind. Just being kissed by him will make Xu Zhixing's ears turn red from embarrassment. Sometimes he buries his face in the Xu Zhixing sniffed the familiar scent on his neck as if confirming the territory, and the man would stretch out his hand to stroke his hair dotingly, there was no repulsion or rejection, there was always only a response.

If they knew each other not because of a scam, it would be fine to continue living as before, but there are no ifs in everything.

"...I know that I have done many things to hurt you, even if you want to leave me, I will admit it..." At this point, his eyes have become hot, he has never felt so deeply about a thing Even if he wanted to keep Xu Zhixing, the other party probably didn't want to look at him anymore.

"Wake up, please..."

But how could the haggard man lying on the hospital bed hear his words? Back then Xu Zhixing gave up his last bit of self-esteem to beg him, but he turned a deaf ear to him. He forced the man to stay by his side, and then looked at the other side The body is getting worse day by day.

The fog in his eyes gathered into hot tears and rolled down. Now he can't care about any face, even if there are other people beside him, he only has eyes on the man lying quietly on the hospital bed.

It has been three days.

In the past three days, the infusion in Xu Zhixing's arm was almost unbroken. During the time when he was unable to visit, he looked at the people in the ward through the thick glass. He was always afraid that this would be the last time he saw Xu Zhixing.

Hearing his words, Jiang Chengcheng frowned deeply, but there was no commotion in the ward.

After he got out, Jiang Chengcheng said coldly, "Don't be hypocritical, if it wasn't for you, he wouldn't have let himself go to a dead end."

I'm used to hearing flattery, but Jiang Cheng accepted ridicule with a downcast face.

He saw Dr. Xu coming out of it, and he pulled Dr. Xu's hand in a daze and asked, "Is he awake?"

Dr. Xu shook his head, and said solemnly, "If this situation continues, I'm afraid..."

Dr. Xu didn't finish his sentence, but the meaning behind it was already clear to others, Shen Ang's face suddenly turned pale, and he couldn't help but lose strength in holding Dr. Xu's fingers.

Shen Ang muttered to himself, "No...you will definitely wake him up, aren't you the top doctor in the country? If you need anything, you can tell me, he might be angry with me, wait Once it’s gone, you’ll wake up.”

Seeing Shen Ang's lost soul, Dr. Xu sighed, what did you do long ago?At that time, he tried to persuade Shen Ang to have a good conversation with Xu Zhixing, and stop always hurting people all over his body. No matter how good his body is, he can't withstand this kind of torture. Only when you recover will you know regret.

Jiang Chengcheng looked at the person lying inside through the glass with a heavy expression. The last time we met was probably when he went to Xu Zhixing's house and found that the other person was sick and sent him to the hospital.

At that time, although Xu Zhixing was much thinner than usual, he still looked normal. It had only been a few months, and Xu Zhixing's body had deteriorated to such an extent that his cheeks were as pale as paper, and his sides were even pale. Slightly sunken inwards, the body is also frighteningly thin, and there is no trace of a living person.

He turned his face sideways and glanced at Shen Ang. Shen Ang was muttering something, and there was no sign of Dr. Xu beside him.

There is only no medicine for regret in this world. How many people wish for it? Shen Ang felt uncomfortable everywhere in his body, as if he had endured all the evil deeds he imposed on Xu Zhixing in just a few minutes. Everything has become his unattainable dream.

He originally thought that Xu Zhixing hooked up with Jiang Chengcheng to blackmail him, but it turned out that Xu Zhixing had a hard time at that time, because the aggravated depression could only be relieved by taking medicine. Constant entanglement, in fact, there is always a process of admitting mistakes to be forgiven. He didn't have this process, he just wanted the result. He even framed Xu Zhixing's private life as a mess, so as to find more excuses for himself to hurt the other party.

But in fact, Xu Zhixing had been in love with him from the beginning to the end.

The only stain that could be considered a stain was caused by his own hands. If something happened to Xu Zhixing, he would live in pain for the rest of his life.

Shen Ang pulled his hair with his hands in pain, and he seemed to be in a state of madness. Xu Zhixing had just returned from the hospital that day and was still sick. Even if he was furious, he shouldn't ask others to do that to Xu Zhixing.

The assistant came over at some point, and still advised him to eat.

The assistant said consolingly, "If you don't eat and you collapse, he won't be able to see you for the first time when he wakes up."

"Will he want to see me?" Shen Ang asked bewilderedly.

"...Hmm." The assistant nodded in a flustered expression.

Hearing this answer, Shen Ang did not have the elegance of the past, he almost gobbled up the food brought by his assistant, and he had to take care of Xu Zhixing every day, so he couldn't fall down.

Originally, Shen Ang was worried every day, but the words Jiang Chengcheng said to him ripped his heart open. The crimes he concealed had no so-called perfect excuses, and they were completely exposed before his eyes for his trial, and he could not live in peace.

Shen Ang's condition was so bad that Dr. Xu advised him to go back first.

But Shen Ang was unwilling, he wanted Xu Zhixing to be able to see him when he woke up, and to hear his most sincere apology and atonement.

Perhaps because he heard his prayer, after a few days, the skinny fingers lying on the white hospital bed moved slightly. When he heard the news, Dr. Xu went in first and shut the two men guarding the door.

During this time, Xu Zhixing seemed to have had a long dream.

In his dream, he was only in his teens, and there were parents who loved him and a good family atmosphere. He no longer depended on others, but lived in his own home. He met the person he liked, and the other person also fell in love with him. He, like the plain life that many people have, is his ideal state of life.

He was intoxicated by this dream, never thinking that he would wake up again.

Seeing that his eyes were half-closed and his vital signs gradually returned to normal, Dr. Xu looked pleasantly surprised.

Xu Zhixing only felt extremely tired, he closed his eyes, and didn't have much desire for real life, because he had been asleep for too long, his head also had a dull pain, and his whole body was uncomfortable with waking up.

When he opened his eyes again, he had already been transferred to the general ward, and there was a familiar figure beside the ward.

The joy of regaining what was lost made Shen Ang almost want to hug the man in front of him tightly, but he couldn't do it now, so he could only admit his mistakes in front of Xu Zhixing, praying for some forgiveness from the other party.

He really knew that he was afraid, and he also knew that his feelings for Xu Zhixing wanted to last as long as a lover, not to occupy him like a one-man show.

Jiang Chengcheng didn't interrupt Shen Ang, but felt that these so-called apologies were too ridiculous.

Xu Zhixing passed the critical period, and his body was gradually recovering. The first thing he could say was to Jiang Chengcheng.

"Take me away..." Xu Zhixing's voice was extremely weak.

Shen Ang said a lot of words of repentance, but the man's eyes did not stay on him for a second, his expression was almost frozen on his face, he still had a lot of things he wanted to apologize and admit, but he hadn't agreed with Xu Zhixing yet. finished.

It wasn't long before she woke up clearly, but she didn't even care about her life. Could it be that she didn't even want to look at him more...

Considering Xu Zhixing's physical condition, Jiang Chengcheng looked hesitant, but Xu Zhixing struggled to get up from the hospital bed regardless of his weakness, and the needle on the back of his hand went away, and the white bedding was stained in an instant. Bloody, Shen Ang's eyes stabbed.

Dr. Xu just came in, heard the movement, and hurried to deal with it.

After calming Xu Zhixing's emotions, he looked at Shen Ang and said, "The patient is agitated, otherwise you'd better not irritate him."

Shen Ang looked helpless, "...but he just woke up, I still have a lot to say to him, I..."

Dr. Xu interrupted him and said, "You said you would not force him. If he wakes up, he is free to choose what to do."

"..."

Hearing Dr. Xu's words, Shen Ang remained silent on the spot for a while. He thought of many remedial measures in his mind, but Xu Zhixing didn't want to give him any more chances.

His eyes were on Xu Zhixing, and he left the ward reluctantly.

After Xu Zhixing's physical condition recovered a bit, Jiang Chengcheng went through the discharge procedures. Shen Ang knew that this should be Xu Zhixing's wish. He followed the man's back and watched the man get into Jiang Chengcheng's car, but he just Stand still and keep silent.

Doctor Xu came to his side and said, "Forget it, Shen Ang."

Shen Ang looked sad, he was 1 unwilling, but so what, he didn't want to hurt Xu Zhixing again.

He helped Xu Zhixing thoroughly clarify the past scandals, as if there had never been any boycotts or insults. Many people began to discuss the only variety show that Xu Zhixing had appeared in. He was slender, and he looked out of place among the slightly overweight middle-aged men. Some people were missing Xu Zhixing and wished that Xu Zhixing would show up more in the future, but Xu Zhixing's news on the Internet was nothing but old news.

The house that he regarded as a birdcage, but filled with their memories, was bought by him at a high price. The decoration inside changed a little, and he restored it to its original appearance. He lives in it alone every day. , lying on the bed that Xu Zhixing had slept with before, as if the other party was still by his side.

He thought that Xu Zhixing should be with Jiang Chengcheng, but later he learned that Xu Zhixing left Star City, and he didn't know where he went.

Xu Zhixing changed all his contact information, as if he wanted to say goodbye to the past. He knew that Xu Zhixing didn't want to see him, so he didn't bother him all this time, but he was really afraid that Xu Zhixing would disappear into the crowd, so he changed his number Dial the string of numbers that he later learned.

If it wasn't him, Xu Zhixing would answer.

"May I ask who you are?" Xu Zhixing still held a strange and distant manner.

Hearing the man's familiar voice, Shen Ang's eyes gradually turned red.

The man on the phone sensed something was wrong, and said, "Shen Ang."

Shen Ang responded, "En."

Immediately afterwards, the phone was hung up without even a brief greeting.

He called again a few days later, and it showed that the other party was on the phone, and the man had already blocked him.

Xu Zhixing returned to his hometown county, and the wealth he accumulated in Xingcheng is enough for his future expenses. He didn't have much material desires, but now that he has walked through the ghost gate, he is even more bearish.

During the time when Jiang Chengcheng was with him, he knew the other person's thoughts for him, but he could no longer get close to anyone calmly. Shen Ang made him extremely afraid to bear it. If he was a partner, how could he always be like a stranger? Respect each other as guests.

There is an orphanage in the county town, and he found a job in it. Although the salary is not high and the payment is often reversed, he is content to see those children who lack the love of their parents and get some psychological comfort from him.

One day, a young volunteer came to the yard and brought a lot of gifts. A group of children surrounded him, making a lot of noise.

A few young girls from the orphanage also followed, with a look of spring on their faces. Xu Zhixing was not interested in these things, and was only busy with his current affairs. As the buzz got closer and closer to him, he He raised his eyes slightly and saw the familiar face in the crowd.

The handsome young man also saw him, forcibly restrained his desire, and walked towards him eagerly without crossing the crowd.

There is no possibility for them to get back together, just take a look at it from a distance, not disturbing too much, it is the last love that Shen Ang can give.

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