The random me and Dazai HE with the ability

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"—Master President! Use your 'superhuman not to create' to save me!"

President Fukuzawa: ...

As someone who had been with Ayase Yui when he was young, he actually didn't quite believe what she said now.

but--

"Since you have a reason for wanting to join the detective agency," Fukuzawa Yukichi stood up and walked to the window, the rising sun from the sky covered Yokohama with a layer of golden mist, "then... I agree. "

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"Huh?!—" A cry of surprise flowed out from the detective agency, startling the perching birds on the branches of the old tree.They flew in all directions, and one even landed on the window sill of the detective agency, looking curiously with its soybean-like eyes and its head tilted.

A strange man whose whole body was covered with bandages bared his teeth and claws, and moved to the door almost with his hands and feet, his face full of horror.

It didn't understand what was going on, so it wanted to take a closer look.But as soon as it flapped its wings, it was pushed away by a gentle force, no matter how hard it tried, it couldn't move forward.So it can only go away resentfully.

Dazai saw the spectacle of the chick flying upside down with sharp eyes, but he silently remembered it in his heart without saying a word.

He continued with his exaggerated performances.Holding Kunikida like a tree, he said loudly in an aggrieved tone, "Why does Yui-chan have to partner with me? Isn't this kind of errand of bringing in newcomers always reliable Kunikida's job?"

Kunikida wanted to drag him down, but when he heard the praise from behind, he couldn't help pushing his glasses to hide his embarrassment.

"Well, Kunikida must be thinking something like 'this guy can even praise others'?" Osamu Dazai's expression fluctuated ︿(￣︶￣)︿, "It's normal~ After all, I'm so perfect that I'm so perfect. The people adore and admire a man. It's normal to feel embarrassed when being praised by me like this."

"Worship and admiration?! You bastard will only be called and complained by others!" Kunikida threw him a stack of mission orders angrily, and pushed him out of the door with a yell.

Facing Yui Ayase who was still standing in the room, Kunikida was a little embarrassed and stumbled to explain, "I'm sorry, it's not that I don't want to take you on a mission, it's...it's..."

"I asked him to do this." Edogawa sat leisurely on the swivel chair with his legs raised up against the corner of the table, shaking a bottle of bozi soda in his hand, listening to the "crash clatter" glass beads inside. The sound of rolling, the expression is satisfied.

Previously, it was rare for him to quietly pay attention to the development here, and the upside-down flight of the chicks was also included in his eyes.

"You two have something to talk about?" Luanbu kicked the table with his feet, and slowly turned in circles on the chair, with a childlike displeasure, "Hurry up and settle the matter, so that the president won't worry about it." You guys!"

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The streets of Yokohama are still very quiet and peaceful when the dawn is rising, and there is no arrogance and glaringness of the mafia fighting in the street during the day.

Osamu Dazai crossed his hands behind his head, seemingly leisurely, but actually walked in front with big strides, with a skillful smile engraved on his face.

Obviously angry.

Ayase Yui silently followed behind him.For a moment, silence spread again.

After a long time, when walking through a remote street, Osamu Dazai suddenly pushed her against the wall and put one hand on her ear.The expression is gloomy, the iris-colored eyes are darker and deeper in the shadows, and there is an indelible obscurity in the pupils.

coming.

Ayase Yui twitched inwardly.She knew that Nao's sudden request to join the detective agency would cause Dazai Osamu's "rebound".But she didn't expect it to be so soon—this was different from the Osamu Dazai she knew.

However, this is not difficult to understand.

After all, Osamu Dazai is unpredictable.No one can really know his thoughts, and I have only had a few years of association with the immature juvenile body, and I have studied under a great detective before, so I can speculate part of his thoughts.

Just like at this moment, she knew that Osamu Dazai was escaping again.Although his method of evasion is very different from ordinary people——

"Don't you think it's ridiculous?" He whispered a word into Yui Ayase's ear.

He smiled, something tangible like the dignity of blood, or the difficulty of life.This smile is full of skills, but it is really different from ordinary people. This smile is not like a bird, but like the light feathers of a bird.He smiled, like a blank sheet of paper, making people feel that everything about him was false. ①

"Didn't you run away in the past? Since you have given up, why do you choose to repeat this meaningless action again now?" Dazai's expression was almost nihilistic, and his tone was indifferent, as if he was talking about something unimportant.

They all knew that what Dazai was talking about was his farewell when he was eight years old.

"No! No!" Ayase Yui immediately refuted him, trying to explain something, but finally stopped.

In Tsushima-kun... no, now Dazai-kun.After the young Dazai-kun had a heart-to-heart talk with her, Yui Ayase subconsciously wanted to "save", to bring back the child who was about to step into the abyss, and to become his friend.

But... the established thinking, how can you willingly step into the light before seeing the real light with your own eyes?

However, she did not give up on this friend!

She was adopted by Moru Ayase, who she had met at home before, and was forced to settle in Yokohama because of her enemies.She kept trying to contact him, but there was no news.

Although there are sufficient reasons, this does not change the fact that she gave up Osamu Dazai.

Now she has applied to join the detective agency, and her partner with Dazai has also clearly stated the fact that she wants to continue to "save".

And that's what Dazai hated.He never thought he needed such a hypocritical "rescue".

But Yui Ayase knew that she was not saving, but making up for their past friendship.No matter whether she had reason or not, the sudden disappearance at the beginning was not fake.From Dazai's point of view, she was escaping like that.She is not the cause, but the turning point, a turning point that turns sharply.

Ayase Yui stared into his eyes, with a rare expression of indescribable seriousness, and stood erect in a somewhat sloppy stance, "Dazai, I won't be leaving this time."

Dazai sneered, and said sarcastically, "It's ridiculous—didn't you witness your adoptive father commit suicide?"

"Didn't you still choose to give up?"

"You like this, what qualifications do you have to say that there will never be a second time?"

Dazai's words indicate that he has investigated Ayase Yui's matter in depth, and may have used intelligence-like abilities.After all, only she knows about this matter.

But she wasn't surprised.

After all, Yui Ayase knew from an early age that Dazai was not a child who conformed to the public's perception.In the Dragon Head War a few years ago, she even saw how this helpless person immersed in darkness brutally destroyed an entire mafia organization.

And it was one of the culprits who almost caused her death from overwork!Yui Ayase felt aggrieved.

Osamu Dazai let go of his palms that were supporting the wall, and put his hands in his pockets, with a cruel smile, "Quickly give up those ridiculous ideas of yours."

She did witness the suicide of her adoptive father, but that was different.She vaguely remembered that her adoptive father came back covered in blood that day, with a relieved smile on his face, and died with a smile on his face after handing her a complicated spell.

She knew that her adoptive father loved his real family more than herself.He said that his heart had long since died, and that his last remaining breath was only for the sake of great strength and revenge for his family.

He was going to be with his family.

This is different from Osamu Dazai.

The Dazai in front of him seemed to overlap with the figure of a child many years ago——

"Shuji-kun." The little Yui Ayase tried to attract the figure sitting on the rock, "Shu~ji~kun!"

The black curly-haired child blinked, his iris-colored pupils filled with a confused and gloomy expression.He supported his baby-fat cheeks with his bandaged palms, and echoed in a drawn-out tone, "Hi~Hi~"

"Hey, I heard from my father that Mr. Xiu Zhi often committed suicide. Why?"

"To attract other people's attention?" The black-haired child replied casually, "Or is it for fun?"

— After all, all adults who know about this must think so.A mocking smile flashed across his immature face.

"Huh? Really?" Little Ayase imitated him and held his cheek with his small hand, "I feel that Shuzhi-kun has been thinking about something absent-mindedly all day, and his whole body is gray."

Unexpectedly, little Ayase was so sharp. The black-haired child was silent for a while, then lowered his head and confided, "Why do people want to live?"

It never occurred to Shuji Tsushima, who was two years younger than him, to think about such a profound and philosophical question. Little Ayase opened her eyes wide in surprise, and unconsciously made a questioning voice, "Huh?"

"Or, what's the point of being alive?" He stretched out his hand and stroked the seaweed-like hair on his forehead, his voice was ethereal as if he was about to fall into the bottom of the sea, and the endless grayness and loneliness weighed heavily on him against the sea breeze Go, "Everyone I see is like a boring ant, living conscientiously all day long-but just living, without thoughts, goals, or even a life of their own, and is controlled by others."

"The people around them control their behavior, their goals, and even their lives. Is such a controlled and boring life really worthwhile? Even so, those people still don't want to commit suicide or go crazy , without yielding, without despair, and still go on battling life?—are they really content with that?"

The pattering raindrops fell and hit his slightly curly hair.As if overwhelmed, his slightly frizzy curly hair was wet against his cheeks, and raindrops snaked down his jaw.

"Ugly, too ugly." His iris-colored pupils trembled, without the calm and inorganic texture of the future.It is full of a child's fear and helplessness towards the world.

"Human beings with complex and terrifying hearts are like a mess of desires."

……

No, can't think anymore!

Yui Ayase rolled her eyes quickly, and gradually became anxious in her heart.

If you follow Osamu Dazai's thinking, you will definitely be led astray by him!She is an energetic and beautiful girl, how could she keep thinking about such pessimistic things!

She needs to find another way!

Think about it, think about what is Dazai Osamu's weakness!Kill him with one blow!Let him forget about it for a while!

... with it!This man is an emotional coward!

Love words that sound like lies are definitely not acceptable, and they can't fool Dazai at all.Then there is only-

Ayase Yui hugged Osamu Dazai fiercely, put one hand on the back of his head, and pressed his head firmly on her shoulder,...well, I can't press it.

Seeing Dazai Osamu's dark and dangerous smile, Yui Ayase gave up the last plan and went straight to the point, "I want to be with you. As long as you still long for happiness but fear it... as long as you Still like this, I will never be able to leave you."

With a sweet smile, Ayase Yui said something that even felt nasty to herself.I felt a little uneasy in my heart, wondering if my half-concealed words could make Dazai lose his ability to think.

but!She is not lying!

Working together is also being together!After becoming a good friend, I will never leave him!

When Osamu Dazai heard this, he knew intellectually that it must not be her sincere words, but his pupils shrank suddenly, and then trembled violently, "What, Wei-chan is acting like this...you must be cheating."

It's almost like being coquettish.

He quickly broke away from Yui Ayase, and left here quickly.

Yui Ayase compared herself excitedly after he turned around.Solved successfully!

Sure enough, Dazai seems to be flamboyant now, but he is actually a restrained person.

Thinking of his uncontrollable expression just now, Yui Ayase felt as if she had caught him.

She can laugh at this thing for a year!No, two years!

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The author has something to say:

Yui Ayase: Hug him!kiss him!Kiss him to forget about it!

Dazai: laugh~

①From "Disqualification in the World"