The random me and Dazai HE with the ability

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【Yyase Yui jumped onto the sofa and sat down beside him, staring at him with bright eyes without blinking.

Dazai held the poisonous mushrooms picked from the back mountain in his hand, his original high-spirited mood was stared at by his scorching eyes, and disappeared in an instant, so he could only helplessly say: "What do you want to do again?"

Ayase Yui shook his arm, smiled flatteringly, and immediately said: "I made a love list!"

Dazai could only take out the paper full of writing from her hand, only looked at it for a while, then raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Are you sure?"

"Hmm!" Ayase Yui was full of expectation.

Dazai raised his eyebrows again full of deep meaning: "Then let's start now."]

"--what did you say?"

Zenyuan Wei repeated his words intermittently, almost in astonishment, "... you want to take, me to the amusement park?"

She never expected that Osamu Dazai would throw such a big thunder on her.

Could it be that he - really likes himself?

This idea flashed through Zenyuan Wei's mind, and was quickly rejected by her.

How can it be?How many days has it been?As the leader of the port mafia, how could he fall in love with him at first sight?

But why did he do this?

Are you trying to win over yourself?

Although Zenyuan Wei guessed that he came with bad intentions, a surge of enthusiasm from the heart made her agree regardless of what she wanted.

She paused, then asked again and again, "Really? Are you sure?"

Osamu Dazai sat on the side of the bed, his iris-colored eyes deeply reflected her emotions of surprise and bewilderment that turned to guard, he lightly bit the soft flesh in his mouth, and endured it for a long time before letting the corners of his mouth droop— - In that case, it will only be misunderstood.

But even if there was only a slight flash of negative emotion on his face, it was still captured by Zen Yuanwei.

——Are you angry at yourself for transgressing the rules?

The monastery can only speculate.That's right, after all, I obviously didn't believe what he said in those two questions just now.

Now, as the leader of the mafia at the port, he naturally speaks his mind, and no one can refute him.

Thinking of this, Zenyuan Yui immediately softened, and tears welled up from his dark blue eyes, as if he was extremely moved: "Master Dazai...do you really want to take me to the amusement park? I have never been there before." Pass……"

Dazai gently supported her, sighed: "Of course it's true."

Dazai Osamu of the main world can play tricks on this list to tease Yui Ayase, this is their taste.

But he can't do this, it will only push Zenyuan Wei further and hurt him deeper.

She had a hard time.

He stroked her long hair, and could only say affectionately, "Change your name."

"—Call me, Dazai."

……

Only when the Chanyuan arrived at the playground did he find that it was completely different from what he had imagined.

First of all, the playground is full of people, and they all seem to be ordinary people.

He didn't book the venue?The monastery was stunned.

Although Osamu Dazai changed into a camel-colored windbreaker, he even took off the bandage wrapped around his right eye.

But she didn't expect that, as the leader of the mafia at the port, he is now a thorn in the side of countless people, and he dared to run directly in front of the public without making any disguise or arranging anyone.

She thought for a while, but said out loudly: "You, aren't you afraid of being assassinated?"

"It's too dangerous for you here, let's go back." The monastery only wanted to kill him and replace him, but not when she had no roots—that would be making a wedding dress for someone else.

Osamu Dazai understood what she was thinking, and only patted her hand reassuringly: "Don't worry."

Zenyuan only thought, could it be that he arranged someone here?

Before she could think too much, Wei Wei's mind was attracted by the child who was bouncing all the way and looking very happy.

They are followed by their relatives, coming and going between various amusement projects, and their faces are full of ripples of happiness and joy.

She straightened her lips, and in her dark blue eyes, she saw the colorful playground and countless joyful sounds... she saw the ordinary joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of ordinary people in their lives.

At this moment, Zenyuan Wei only felt that he was a gray bird that didn't fit in, struggling to break into the gorgeous peacocks, and he felt in vain fear amidst the colorful peacocks.

She rubbed the soles of her feet involuntarily, but still froze.

Osamu Dazai held her hand tightly, his tongue collided with the roof of his mouth, but he still didn't say anything in the end.

say what?Say she is no worse than others?Or will he protect her?

No matter what he said, she would not believe it, but would think it was his conspiracy.

Osamu Dazai's impression of the Zenyuan family was even worse, so he could only bite the soft flesh around his lips, and half-strongly pulled the only one in the Zenyuan to play with them.

The pirate ship swings high, dragged only by a thick iron cable, flying up and down from time to time, making waves of sound; the merry-go-round is hung with colorful ornaments, as if walking into fairytale dreams one after another; here The children seem to have no troubles, no nightmares, light above their heads, and warmth around them-everyone of them is free.

The only ones in the monastery sat down without saying a word, their faces were flat, and they couldn't see anything.

But her heart was ignited with a raging fire, the desire for freedom and power, like moss growing in the gaps between the stone slabs on a rainy day, growing crazily.

Only power can give her absolute freedom, not from the favor of Osamu Dazai, nor the illusory bubbles of happiness that can be broken at any time.She no longer wants to be like a rootless duckweed, being sent around at will.

She thought about her plan carefully, and once again strengthened her determination to replace him.

—Yes, this is what she needs.

A gust of cold wind blew by, bringing the autumn cold wave. Not only did Wei Wei not feel cold in the monastery, but the fire burning in her heart ignited her whole body, and she felt very happy and refreshed.

Osamu Dazai took out a woolen coat from nowhere, and gently put it on her shoulders, awakening her from her own world.

Zenyuan Wei trembled at first, and then put on the false face that hurt Dazai Osamu again, his eyes were filled with moved tears: "Dazai..."

Dazai's heart was full of bitterness, but he just gently held her face with both hands, and rubbed his fingers, as if he wanted to touch her heart from the shell.

After a long time, he sighed: "Go to the Ferris wheel, it's warm inside." He said to himself, this is the most appropriate way he can find and won't make her think too much.

This is the tallest ferris wheel in Yokohama, and Osamu Dazai didn't use any power at all, standing in the wind and blocking the line for her.

It wasn't until night fell that the two got on the Ferris wheel.

The sling above the head made a creaking sound, leading the two of them up slowly.Zen Yuanwei touched the glass with his hand, looking at the stars in the sky with wandering eyes.

The ferris wheel rose to the top, and she felt in a trance that she could touch the stars with her hand.The moment her fingertips hit the glass, she quickly withdrew her hand as if she had been scalded.

She didn't know why she just thought of the stars to Dazai Osamu's shining eyes at night these days, and the sweat dripping from his lean body.

But this association made her terrified——

The deepest memory is the seriously ill mother lying on the dilapidated bed, with a stinky smell from the erosive wound on her body. She tightly squeezed her hand, difficult but firm: "Don't trust men...they promise Your happiness...is like the stars in the sky..." Her eyes were loose, she seemed to be crying, but also seemed to be laughing: "Stars...can you touch the stars?"

That's right, no one can touch the stars.

Only the Chanyuan struggled to keep from showing sadness.

Osamu Dazai didn't ask her what she was thinking, and didn't say anything, but when the Ferris wheel reached the top, he gently stroked her hair, hugged her, and dropped a barely audible kiss on the top of her head .

The kiss was very soft, but very long, as if it wanted to kiss her whole life.

Wei Wei of the Zen Academy didn't move, as if he didn't notice it at all, he just watched all the living beings below.

The Ferris wheel spins to bring the two of them to their peak, whether they're laughing...or crying.

The two returned to the port mafia, tacitly did not say anything more about the matter on the Ferris wheel.

But Osamu Dazai knew that she had already made up her mind.

He raised the corners of his mouth with difficulty, looking half-smile, half-cry, half-cry.That's fine, when he... She won't be sad anymore.

The night shrouded the mafia building at the port, and even Dazai Osamu's office did not reveal a ray of light.There was only a dim halo in the unknown room at the back, except for the ticking of the alarm clock and the rocking sound of the foot of the bed, there was almost silence.

Zen Yuanwei touched the sweat on his body, looked at his iris-colored eyes, and thought again of the dots of stars he saw today.

This tiny starlight is inlaid in the boundless night sky, like dazzling, but also like quiet and silent.

Only the Chanyuan let out a soft panting sound, and the black mud of freedom and power in his heart became more and more high, covering the originally silver-gray starlight with a layer of black mist.

——The stars in her heart... Annihilated.

Afterwards, Osamu Dazai embraced her, pain and sorrow bubbled up from his heart, and he even forgot to smile in the dark night.

He said softly: "Do you know, Wei?"

"...you are the only motivation for me to wake up tomorrow."

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