Zhou Yu was very calm, even if Shi Wangyan said so, his expression was clean.He didn't avoid it, and he didn't try to be calm, he just pretended to listen to Shi Wangyan seriously.

Did you listen to it?Shi Wangyan couldn't grasp it.This is also Zhou Yu's sense of mystery to him, he doesn't know what Zhou Yu is thinking, his next move, he is full of curiosity about everything about Zhou Yu.

Shi Wangyan sat forward a little, looked at Zhou Yu and said, "I'm not saying there's anything wrong with your thinking, I believe you have such a thinking, there must be a reason, maybe it's because you have experienced more things slowly, Formed self-protection psychology."

Zhou Yu looked at him and smiled, "Psychiatrist?"

Shi Wangyan made a gesture of surrender: "Don't, I definitely didn't mean that - well, there are, but what I want to express is that sometimes, when you look at me, if you can abandon your gender, just put I look at it as a normal person. What I am, not an Alpha of what I am."

"I understand what you mean," Zhou Yu saw that he was anxious to explain, and couldn't help but said, "You are doing well this time, and you spoke English to me in a short while, so you talked a lot, and I also do not understand."

Shi Wangyan was amused by his words, his eyes were squinted, he took a sip of rice wine, looked at him and said, "...I won't do this in front of others."

Just for you.

This sentence was actually a bit nasty, and Zhou Yu had already connected him with the sentence he hadn't said.

Eh.Zhou Yu couldn't help but glance at Shi Wangyan, this man has learned to be cunning recently, he only speaks half of what he says, but you can completely imagine the meaning of the second half.

If Zhou Yu wanted to get angry, he would be fooled by Shi Wangyan instead.

Shi Wangyan added, with a clear smile in his eyes, "I feel that you have a good temper with others and are very polite..."

"No." Zhou Yu had no choice but to interrupt his nonsense. The more he said, the more outrageous he was. Zhou Yu suspected that Shi Wangyan had been emboldened by drinking too much.

After thinking for a while, Zhou Yu said, "Actually, I have a bad temper...I always get angry easily, but no one in my family cares about my emotions, so it doesn't matter if I have a good temper. If I show that I am about to get angry, Maybe I will be beaten up. My brothers and sisters are all strong and strong, and I can't beat any of them. Because I can't beat them, I learned to pretend and behave harmlessly, so no one will care about you."

"Do you still... care about them?" Shi Wangyan asked.

Zhou Yu shook his head and looked down at his fingers: "It's not that I don't care about them, it's that they don't care about me. I'm the one who was abandoned. Although my elder brother and elder sister don't get along well with my parents, I can tell at a glance It's a family, but I... can't integrate into them. Sometimes I tell myself that I want to get rid of them and leave them alone. But I know very well in my heart that I can't get it, so I can only say that I don't want it, A kind of self-consolation."

After saying it, Zhou Yu felt a lot more relaxed.Yes, whoever is unfeeling and unrighteous at birth, no one wants to, choose to live alone.It's not because you have been hurt many times that you learn not to try to get what you don't have.

How can some children have warm family affection without hard work, but no matter how hard he works, he is only used again and again. This world is really unfair.

"I..." Shi Wangyan was silent for two seconds, and as soon as he opened his mouth, Zhou Yu raised his head and said with a smile, "Don't talk, and don't comfort me, it's not to that extent."

And to be honest, Shi Wangyan is the kind of child with a happy family that Zhou Yu envies. Hearing his past, he knows that his biggest worry is that he may not have the talent to become a football player, or that his mother does not love him enough. trouble.

At his age, Zhou Yu encountered life choices that could almost break him.He didn't have a step back, and he didn't have a chance to choose, so he was pushed on a path that could destroy him.

Shi Wangyan looked at him, moved his lips, but finally said nothing.

In fact, he wanted to reach out and hug him, the muscles in his arms and shoulders were tense all the time, but before he could make a move, Zhou Yu told him in advance not to do anything.

No need to speak, no need to comfort.Zhou Yu could handle these negative emotions by herself.

But let Shi Wangyan say that he still doesn't think that Zhou Yu is a bad-tempered person, and his family has not fulfilled any responsibility to raise him.

Zhou Yu was a victim, and the victim was always asked to reflect on his own mistakes, which was something Shi Wangyan couldn't understand.

He looked at Zhou Yu again, and felt that the person in front of him might be stronger than he imagined.

Good at emotional management and firm willpower, these are all charming things about Zhou Yu, but at this moment, Shi Wangyan hopes that he can be a little more vulnerable.

This way he could drag Zhou Yu to his side.

With Zhou Yu by his side, can he stay away from his previous life forever?Just like now, Zhou Yu is lively, straightforward, and will lose his temper with him.

Shi Wangyan's heart was slightly astringent, but at the same time, he especially hoped that Zhou Yu could show his weak side in front of him. This expectation filled his body with infinite courage, and he raised his eyes to look at Zhou Yu.

"Can I ask you a question?" Shi Wangyan said.

Um?Zhou Yu blinked, his thoughts were interrupted by him, he nodded hesitantly, and said, "What's the problem?"

"Personal matters." Shi Wangyan looked at him with burning eyes, maybe because he had been drinking, his eyes were brighter than usual, and the temperature inside made Zhou Yu a little nervous.

Zhou Yu sat back and straightened his body. Rationally, he should have said to Shi Wangyan at this time, you drank too much, so let's do it tonight, but I don't know why this sentence has not been said.

Seeing that he was silent, Shi Wangyan said with a smile: "...Are you afraid that I will ask you something, do you have a little affection for me now?"

You see, you see, you confessed as if nothing had happened.Zhou Yu looked at him angrily and amusedly.

"It doesn't matter if you don't answer, I just want to ask you - are you still afraid of me?" Shi Wangyan asked, his eyes fixed on Zhou Yu's expression.

It seems that those words last time had a profound impact on Shi Wangyan.Zhou Yu thought.

He picked up the menu, stood up sideways, avoided his gaze, and said softly, "What do you think? Will I eat with my scared Alpha?"

After Zhou Yu finished speaking, he went to the front desk to pay the bill, and agreed that he would treat the meal.Shi Wangyan sat on his seat and looked at his back, then slowly lowered his head and smiled.

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