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"Hoshino, you... what do you mean?"

Zhou Xuyan's voice was trembling, he opened his eyes wide and looked at Lu Xingye in disbelief, his heart clenched tightly, as if someone would snatch him away and throw him into the hot oil if he didn't pay attention.

What do you mean without that layer? What is it?

This is my first time?

How could you not care?

Lu Xingye didn't dare to look Zhou Xuyan in the eye at all. He could imagine the disappointment and bewilderment in Zhou Xuyan's eyes, but he couldn't accept it for a while?

He thought about it for a day, but he couldn't figure out what to say to Zhou Xu in the future. On the contrary, the more he thought about it, the more confused he became, and the more he thought about it, the more scared he became.

He didn't want this kind of thing to happen, how did he know that he had gone to Zhou Xuyan by accident last night, he could make it up to Zhou Xuyan, he could do whatever he wanted, but he couldn't do it by himself.

He even selfishly thought that if Zhou Xuyan wanted to, he could choose to let him be his underground lover, and he could satisfy Zhou Xuyan with all the needs of his lover, as long as he wanted.

But after thinking about it, he felt that it was unfair to Zhou Xuyan, and he couldn't say that, but he couldn't do it, really couldn't do it, to make him accept Zhou Xuyan in the open.

He wants face and reputation. Everyone who knows him since he was a child knows that he cares about face more than anything else.

"I...I mean, what happened last night was just an accident, you...can you not take it to heart?"

"I can give you compensation, you can do whatever you want, except for me, I can really do anything for you, Yanyan, I know I'm an asshole, but... I'm really sorry, don't worry, this matter I will keep it a secret, no one will know except you and me, as long as you don't tell, no one in this world will know that we have done... that kind of thing."

"Yanyan, I... from now on, I won't stop you from finding a boyfriend. If... I mean, if, if you have a crush on Qin Huaiyu, he is actually pretty good. I... .”

"Lu Xingye!"

Zhou Xuyan made a sound suddenly, and a pair of blood-red eyes stared at Lu Xingye in disbelief, his heart throbbing with pain, as if being pierced by thousands of arrows.

He really wanted to question Lu Xingye, scold him or beat him up, but when the words came to his lips, he was still so useless that he couldn't help himself.

Zhou Xuyan closed his eyes in pain, never felt that he was so embarrassing, even if he gave up his body, he still couldn't get even a little bit of love he wanted.

He used to be self-righteous and thought that he would be an exception, but in the end he found that everything was just his own wishful thinking. From the beginning to the end, he was never an exception for anyone.

Zhou Xuyan, you really failed!

How can you be so bad?

"Can you stop talking? I...I don't want to hear it now. My head hurts so bad. Can you let me sleep for a while?"

Lu Xingye was stunned for a moment, looked at Zhou Xuyan and said oh, he could feel Zhou Xuyan's disappointment in him, and he was ready to bear all the punishment from Zhou Xuyan, but the result seemed to be a little different from what he thought.

Let him be her underground lover, even more so, she can't say it no matter what.

However, should Zhou Xuyan agree by default?

"Then you have a good rest. Call me if you have anything to do. I'll be at home and I won't go anywhere. By the way, are you hungry? You've been sleeping all day. Can I order you takeaway if you want to eat?"

Zhou Xuyan shook his head with a wry smile, and looked at Lu Xingye with a smile that was uglier than crying: "No, I'm not hungry, you go out, I'm sleepy."

"Okay, then you have a good rest. I have already asked for leave from the school for you. I will find someone to make up for the missed homework. Remember to tell me if you feel uncomfortable. Don't bear it by yourself, okay?"

Zhou Xuyan nodded, tears were rolling in the circles of his eyes, but he stubbornly refused to fall again.

"Hoshino, when I'm fully recovered, can you tell me what you didn't finish just now, I... I don't want to hear or think about those things for the time being, is that okay?"

Lu Xingye nodded, looking a little embarrassed.

"Of course, I'm too anxious. You have a good rest. I'll buy you something to eat. It says on the Internet that you can't eat too greasy food these days. I'll buy you something light. Wait until your injuries are gone." When you're done, I'll take you to eat delicious food."

"okay!"

After Zhou Xuyan finished speaking, he closed his eyes. He didn't want to look at Lu Xingye again, because if he looked at him more, his heart would hurt a little more. How could Lu Xingye be so cruel to him?

Helping Zhou Xuyan tuck in the quilt, Lu Xingye opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but seeing Zhou Xuyan's weakness, he couldn't say anything.

He knew that he had gone too far, but he really had no choice but to make up his mind in his heart, and try to be nicer to Zhou Xuyan as much as possible in the future.

The moment Lu Xingye went out and closed the door, Zhou Xuyan's tears rolled down uncontrollably. He covered his mouth with a quilt and tried his best not to cry out.

But the more depressed he was, the more he cried. The whimpering sound overflowed from the bed, and it lasted for more than an hour before it stopped slowly.

Zhou Xuyan was tired from crying, and fell asleep crying with tears on his face.

Zhou Xuyan's injury was so severe that he was unable to get out of bed after lying on the bed for three whole days, especially the part behind him, which hurt even more when he went to the toilet. He wanted to die.

The relationship between Zhou Xuyan and Lu Xingye also became a little awkward because of what happened that night. Zhou Xuyan could clearly feel that Lu Xingye was alienated from him. When they touched each other, Lu Xingye would quickly dodge, with an extremely unnatural expression on his frightened face, as if Zhou Xuyan was some kind of scourge.

The two agreed to be friends, the best friends in the world, but both of them could clearly feel that their relationship could never go back to the way it was because of what happened that night.

A week later, Zhou Xuyan returned to normal.

The atmosphere at the dinner table was a bit depressing. Lu Xingye kept his head down and ate seriously. Zhou Xuyan hesitated to speak several times, but immediately lowered his head when his eyes accidentally bumped into Lu Xingye.

Maybe because he thought the atmosphere was too weird, Lu Xingye suddenly picked up a piece of braised pork and put it in Zhou Xuyan's bowl.

"Eat more meat, you can see that you are almost skinny."

"Thank you!"

Zhou Xuyan bit his chopsticks and opened his mouth, but he was still a little reluctant to speak.

"Yanyan, um... I... I have something to go out tonight, and I may not come back tonight. Remember to lock the door when you go to bed at night, and call me if you have anything to do."

"Are you going out again? Where are you going?"

"I made an appointment with Tang Jin to play an all-night game. He bought a new game controller and called me for several days. Isn't tomorrow just Saturday? I'll go play."

While talking, Lu Xingye finished the rice in the bowl in twos and twos, got up and picked up his schoolbag and planned to leave.

"Hoshino, can you not go tonight? I want to have a good talk with you."

"Ah, this!"

Lu Xingye's heart beat a little too fast, and he stood at the door feeling helpless, "Tomorrow... can tomorrow be okay? I really have an appointment with Tang Jin and the others today, I'm sorry! What do you want to say, can we talk slowly tomorrow night?"

As Lu Xingye said, he pushed open the door, and when he was about to escape, Zhou Xuyan said, "I'm moving out tomorrow, and I don't want to do part-time jobs."