The honeysuckle of online games also has spring

The room was well heated, so Lin Lei took off his overcoat and hung it up, and glanced at Lu Rendong, who was still standing at the door behind his butt and refused to come in.

"Come in, don't waste my heat."

boom.The door was closed mercilessly, and Lin Lei searched for a long time but couldn't find the second pair of slippers. He was still looking for it, so Lu Rendong could only stand in place, and took a look at Lin Lei's rather exquisite single apartment: Minimalism The overhead light emits soft white light, and the living room is more like a study room. There is a huge L-shaped workbench. On one side is a desktop computer, which has entered the screen saver mode. On the other side is a black laptop computer. Stacks of papers and magazines, pressed by something.

Light gray wallpaper, dark gray curtains, pure black furniture...

Lin Lei couldn't find any slippers, so he could only dig out the sandals he wore in the toilet, and returned the dark brown cotton slippers to Lu Rendong, "Put these on, and buy them tomorrow." Lin Lei crossed his arms and carefully After thinking for a while, he thought brokenly, "Fortunately, there are spare towels and toothbrushes..."

"Thank you..." In a low voice, in fact, Lu Rendong didn't know what happened so far, why did he look like he was going to live with Lin Lei for a long time?I really can't look at the word "cohabitation" directly.

"This is the toilet, don't come in while I'm inside."

"Kitchen, don't go in if you don't know how to cook."

"Here in the study, don't touch my manuscript paper."

... gray and white sheets...

"The upper bedroom," Lin Lei dragged Lu Rendong and introduced him all the way, "Okay, tell me how to sleep."

"Ah?" Lu Rendong was about to say "I sleep on the sofa", but after turning around, it seemed that there was no such thing as a sofa in Lin Lei's house.

"I'm fine, just go home..."

"Being brave is not a quality worthy of praise. If you are not strong enough to face it, it doesn't matter if you are cowardly." Lin Lei pointed to the bed and motioned Lu Rendong to sit down first.

Lu Rendong sat on the bed for a while, Lin Lei had already brought out a cup of hot milk from the kitchen and stuffed it into Lu Rendong's hand: "Let's rest."

"Is everything in the gang turned upside down..." From just now, Lu Rendong's voice was lower than that of a mosquito.

Lin Lei didn't answer him immediately, but turned around and went downstairs, leaving a sentence: "Get your emotions in order first, you can't control what others think."

The hand holding the mug finally trembled violently after Lin Lei turned around.

Lu Rendong knew that he was never a strong person, afraid of blows and setbacks.Unlike the indomitable Lonicera in the game, in reality Lu Rendong's first choice has always been to escape.When I saw my boyfriend had a new love, my first reaction was to escape from the awkward coffee shop. After being deported, my first choice was to hide in my hometown where no one was there. Behind the door, I dare not see anyone or make a sound...

When Lu Rendong was young, when Lu Rendong didn't understand anything, his parents were away from home all year round, and he followed his grandfather by himself.It was the first time I had fun with a little girl in the same class. I called my parents excitedly and said, "I found a wife, she is super cute." go to school.But I still don't have a long memory. When I found out that I like boys, I said to my parents even more excitedly, "I like a super handsome little brother. I am going to confess to him tomorrow. From then on, you can have two sons." !”, his arm was broken and he was put in a plaster cast for several months.

From now on, I know the pain, and if I have something in my heart, I can tell my friends on the Internet with a light and playful smile, with a naive, optimistic and stress-free appearance, but I never dare to let my parents, friends, neighbors and other people around me know.

That kind of pain is something that Lu Rendong will never want to recall.

In order to numb himself, Lu Rendong once looked for a lot of information, trying to convince himself that there might be a possibility of straightening.But after reading a lot of information on the Internet, and reading a lot of comments from netizens, Lu Rendong feels that there is nothing wrong with homosexuality.

"My dad, probably will know soon..."

Just as Lin Lei went down the stairs, he heard Lu Rendong's murmur behind him, and he didn't look back: "What age is it? If you know it, you will know it. Is it possible that he wants to break your leg?"

he will...

"Either be strong, or compromise." Lin Lei dropped these words, returned to his workbench, lit up his computer that had been screen saved for a long time, the apartment was small, and Lu Rendong could even see the little beauty in the picture, The lonely one is still in the guild league venue and has not been sent out.

[Xiao Meili]: It's okay, Lonicera may not participate in the next few games.

[Brother's style]: Okay, it's okay, comfort him well, we don't think he's disgusting, really!

[Xiao Meili]: Don't mention it to him, and pretend nothing happened when he comes back.

[Brother's style]: Well, but he put in so much effort today, it's a pity that he didn't get the league victory reward in the last 2 minutes.

[Xiao Meili]: It's not important.

It was very late at night, and this was the second time the two had been lying on the same bed.

"Not awkward?" Lu Rendong asked tentatively.

"It's not awkward, I'll sleep with you." Lin Lei turned over and fell into a deep sleep.

The heating made the room warm, but Lin Lei didn't mind, and it warmed Lu Rendong's heart.

Up to now, Lu Rendong is almost convinced. From the beginning, he told Brother Xiaomei that he was gay, because he knew that he would not take it to heart, and he would probably not believe it when he was joking; he did not hesitate when he mentioned it later. , probably because I didn't want to lie to him.But now, I don't mind letting him know that I like men, it seems that because I know myself, I like this man a little bit.

Looking at Lin Lei's not very generous back, Lu Rendong smiled bitterly, his heart was agitated, but miraculously he slept in a rare and peaceful sleep.

The next day was very calm, Lin Lei got up early to go to work, Lu Rendong stayed at home alone, and he missed work because he didn't want to see anyone in the Wang family.The blueprint design of Lin Lei's table is still something, anyway, it is something that he can't understand and can't touch. Lu Rendong dared not glance over there. He read magazines and newspapers all morning, and then took his own battery The computer has been damaged and can only be plugged in. I found an American TV show to watch it.Lu Rendong's cooking skills are not very good, but it's okay to cook noodles and dumplings. It just so happens that Lin Lei has these in the refrigerator, so he can't starve himself.But this guy didn't leave a key for himself, and he couldn't go out...

After a few days of this kind of life, the two have always maintained the state of "although we live under the same roof and sleep in the same bed, but we are not very familiar with each other". When Lin Lei was playing Dalong and talking to people in the gang , Lu Rendong sat watching American dramas and gossip while wearing earphones.Lin Lei also knew that he put some things in the refrigerator to ensure that the little shou kept in captivity would not starve to death.

One day, Lu Rendong finally made the request to Lin Lei that he wanted to ask from the first day he moved in: "I have to go to work...you don't give me a key like this, it feels like being under house arrest..."

"Finally know you're bored? I also said how long will you be bored?" Lin Lei smiled when he heard this, got up and took out a shiny key from a drawer of the workbench, "Nong, here's the key. But you don't want to do those two jobs, people just think you are their employees, so they will call you like this. I will go to work with me tomorrow, and I will arrange a odd job for you. "

Again, he cut first and played later, and Lu Rendong slandered him.But I quite like Lin Lei who thinks about himself in this way, happily took the key, and happily continued to watch his American dramas.

"By the way, how is the league going?" Lu Rendong looked at the people around him playing games like this every night, and his heart was already itchy.

Lin Lei turned to look at him: "What? Don't be shy, sad, or sad? You played very well, and you've already won three games."

"Oh..." Continue to hold the mug and drink water, don't you mean you have to be stronger, if you don't even have the courage to face the rumors on the Internet, you may never be able to take a step in reality, "When is the next game?" ?”

"Friday, come or not?"

"Come!"

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