After kicking my ex I became his canary

Zhou Ning opened his eyes, but was not asleep, and his dark pupils were hidden under the blanket.

Ming Sihan didn't dare to disturb him, so he didn't make any noise, and sat quietly on the edge of the hospital bed, extremely quiet.

There was silence in the ward.

After a long time, Zhou Ning got up slowly, raised his beautiful pupils to stare at Ming Sihan, and said softly, "Go back, I can't sleep because you are here."

Ming Sihan looked at him deeply: "I just look at you quietly and don't say a word. Ningning, don't drive me away." After finishing speaking, his eyes became pleading, "Please. "

Zhou Jing turned his head away quietly, Ming Sihan would never use the word "begging", and now he is a top rich man, a top figure in the business and political circles, with great power, no one is worthy of Ming Sihan using the word "begging".

"Mr. Ming, you don't need to ask me for words." Zhou Ning said, "I'm just an insignificant person who works in Fengyue place."

Hearing this, Ming Sihan immediately said: "Ningning, you are not a small person. In my eyes, you are my most important person and the only partner I recognize. Ningning, you should remember our relationship."

He was referring to the beautiful youthful love time on campus six years ago, using these to play the emotional card was the only way Ming Sihan could think of.

He can't leave Zhou Ning, he must do everything possible to keep Zhou Ning.

The beautiful and delicate man on the hospital bed raised his head and gave Ming Sihan a quiet look, then lowered his head gently, and said in a very soft voice, "Mr. Ming, you don't need to give me too much value. I know myself."

"I am a plaything bought by you, a prostitute who can be given away casually, I am just a canary raised by you, I have nothing, only my body has some value."

"Mr. Ming said it all yourself." Zhou Ning's tone was humble and respectful, "I am insignificant and dare not cling to me. I dare not call myself your partner."

"No." Ming Sihan suddenly hugged him tightly, his whole body trembling, his heart ached, and his voice choked with pain, "Don't think that way, no, Ningning, I admit that it was all for anger at you, for revenge , I don't know the truth of the matter, if I knew, I would not say so."

"Ningning, I have never loved anyone before. The only person I love is you. Back then, I thought I could keep you if I treated you gently and carefully. Six years later, I thought that imprisoning you would break your pride, and I would be able to keep you." Keep you, but... that can't keep you."

"Ningning, what I want is to be with you from beginning to end, from beginning to end."

Ming Sihan's tone was remorseful and choked with sobs, tears kept dripping, he hugged the person in his arms tightly, as if he was terrified that the person in his arms disappeared all of a sudden.

Whether it is breaking up, or running away, or dying of a heart attack.

Parting from life to death—that was not what Ming Sihan wanted.

Zhou Ning didn't resist, he raised his head slightly, his beautiful eyes were slightly absent-minded: "After so many years, we have all changed a lot."

"However, broken mirrors cannot be reunited, and our relationship is not what it used to be—"

"You shit can't be reunited!" Ming Sihan sat up straight, firmly grasping Zhou Ning's shoulders, his red eyes were angry and aggrieved, "We can be reunited, Ning Ning, we are in love, and we separated because of a misunderstanding. As long as the misunderstanding is resolved, we can be together again."

"In love?" Zhou Ning murmured, his eyes slightly lost, "Do you really love me?"

"Or, do I still love you?"

Zhou Ning couldn't answer these two questions, and he couldn't tell him the answer in his heart.His question seemed to be asking Ming Sihan, but he also seemed to be asking himself.

"I mind that on the ship, you humiliated me like a bitch in front of the children and Qin Se. At that moment, I lost all dignity." Zhou Ning held his head, thinking of that scene, he His whole body was on fire, and the pain of losing his dignity made him sore.

His voice was choked up, and Ming Sihan felt the same pain in his heart, so he could only keep saying, "I'm sorry..."

Zhou Ning lowered his head, his eyes flushed: "And you made me have a big belly and humiliated me in front of acquaintances. I can't forget the feeling at that moment."

"Ning Ning, Ning Ning, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I did something wrong." Ming Sihan hugged Zhou Ning tightly, wept bitterly, choked up and apologized, "I will make it up to you, Ning Ning, you give me a chance, I will definitely make it up to you."

Zhou Ning seemed to have calmed down for a long time. After his heart disease was cured, his mental illness was also slowly recuperated. Although he still had negative emotions occasionally, at least he was able to fall asleep peacefully and maintain a good mood most of the time. .

But occasionally thinking of the scene where his dignity and arrogance were shattered to pieces, he still couldn't help having nightmares.

He dreamed that he was domesticated by the devil and became a plaything cat with only animal desires, no thoughts, and only wagging its tail to beg men to love him, and became an eternal taboo in the hands of the devil.

Endless humiliation, and a life without dignity.

Every time he woke up from his dream, Zhou Ning's sweat wet his clothes.

"No need." Zhou Ning's voice was very soft, and he looked at him seriously with pitch-black pupils: "We are no longer people in the same world, and there is no way to reattach a broken mirror. If you still love me, let me go. "

Ming Sihan's expression became more and more painful, "Ningning, are you planning to break up with me?"

Zhou Ning didn't speak. There are some words that don't need to be said too clearly.

Ming Sihan looked at him in pain and despair, his heart was cold, and his body was also cold.Somehow, he had already knelt down in front of Zhou Ning, and Zhou Ning looked at him in shock.

The tall and handsome man knelt in front of his lover on the hospital bed, and he didn't mind the strange looks from the patients and nurses who were coming and going outside.

"What are you doing? Get up quickly...!" Zhou Ning hurriedly lifted the quilt, sat up, and wanted Ming Sihan to get up.

Ming Sihan put his hands against Zhou Ning's, preventing him from getting up.

Ming Sihan's face was pale, his eyes were blood-red, his pale lips trembled and murmured: "Ning Ning, I kneel down and beg you, give me one more chance, give the two of us a chance to do it again."

"Don't break up, don't leave, you promised me, no matter what the reason is in this life, you will never be separated from me. You promised me."

Ming Sihan held Zhou Ning's hand tightly, lying at his master's feet like an abandoned and stray giant dog, begging him not to leave him forever.He looked up at his beautiful lover, his voice was choked, and he was so pitiful.

Seeing Ming Sihan's embarrassing appearance, Zhou Ning couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart. He turned his head away and said uncomfortably, "You...were crying."

Zhou Ning had never seen Ming Sihan look so pale, fragile and pitiful.

He admitted that at that moment, he really felt distressed.

Ming Sihan himself didn't even notice that he was already in tears, his bloodshot eyes were filled with tears, which condensed on his chin drop by drop and dripped onto Zhou Ning's trouser legs.

"Ningning, give me another chance to make up for your chance, another chance."

After crying, Ming Sihan rested his chin on Zhou Ning's thigh, looked at Zhou Ning with eyes full of tears, "I beg you."

"Don't ask me." It took a long time for Zhou Ning to find his own voice. He took out a piece of paper, handed it to Ming Sihan, and said softly, "Wipe your tears."

Crying like a dog in the water doesn't look like that powerful Mr. Ming anymore.

Ming Sihan didn't take his paper, but knelt down at Zhou Ning's feet crying and rascally, hugging Zhou Ning's waist: "Then wipe my tears."

Zhou Ning couldn't help sighing. The paper towel in his hand didn't matter if he wiped it or didn't wipe it. There were two dilemmas and he didn't know what to do.

"Can't you even wipe my tears away?" Ming Sihan hugged Zhou Ning's waist tightly, not letting him go, and raised his head, those eyes that were usually dark and prey were sad and wronged at this moment.

"Don't do this, you get up first." Zhou Ning didn't know how Ming Sihan became such a rascal and shameless.Even six years ago, Ming Sihan had never been like this.

His face was completely red, and he was so embarrassed that he didn't know how to treat Ming Sihan well.

"I won't get up. My wife doesn't want me anymore. She doesn't want to give me a chance. I won't get up in my life." Ming Sihan hugged Zhou Ning's leg and rubbed against Zhou Ning's leg, which made Zhou Ning even more unsure what to do. good.

He looked down at Ming Sihan's head lying on his lap, took a deep breath, handed the paper to his face, and wiped it carelessly. Ming Sihan's tears were all on the paper. Put it into the trash can, and said softly: "It's finished, you...don't cry, get up quickly."

"It's not good to be seen by others."

Zhou Ning's voice was very soft, and he was also very embarrassed.

He has always been soft and not hard, but Ming Sihan's attitude will make Zhou Ning at a loss.

"If you don't take pity on me and promise me, I won't get up." Ming Sihan grabbed Zhou Ning's leg and played like a rascal.

Zhou Ning did not know how to reply.

Ming Sihan raised his head, his eyes were scarlet: "Still, Ningning, don't you believe that I still love you?"

Zhou Ning's eyes drooped: "I just don't dare to believe it..."

Ming Sihan grabbed Zhou Ning's leg tightly, his face turned pale: "I can't believe it, it means there is still a possibility that I would like to believe it."

"Ningning, ask yourself how good our relationship was six years ago. You left me because you were sick, but now that your illness is cured, we still have many, many possibilities."

"Do you mind what I have done to you in the past few months, and you mind that I humiliate you. I can make up for you."

As Ming Sihan said, he held Zhou Ning's hand tightly and said word by word, "Ning Ning, I love you."

He looked at Zhou Ning's beautiful face with a little distracted, and said softly: "Ning Ning, as long as you are willing to give us another chance, I will definitely love you well and give you, Xiao Jinlin, a home. Okay? "

Zhou Ning's mind was blank, and he asked suddenly: "You don't mind, little Jinlin is..."

Ming Sihan didn't dare to lie anymore, he said in a low voice: "I checked the events back then, and I know the whole story of Miss Jin's matter, I will keep my mouth shut and keep it a secret."

"Little Jinlin will be our common child from now on, it's also good for us to be his father together and let him be loved by one more person."?