Black Basket - The World's No. 1 Idiot's Guide to Growing a Man

"As long as Wei Ye is willing to smile at me, no matter what, I will do it." Kise stopped, with a bitter voice: "...Even if I don't like you..."

"...I'm afraid to be with you... because you will continue to be blamed by other people. That...that's a very terrible thing, and it makes me more angry than they blame me." Kise didn't dare to look at Yui With Ye's expression on his face, he just lowered his head and continued to say to himself: "Obviously I was afraid that you would be sad, so I kept rejecting you...but you are still so sad. In this way...I didn't achieve my goal at all. I'm stupid Right? It's hopelessly stupid."

"When you left Japan, I said that I didn't regret making that choice... But in fact, I was just convincing myself that I did nothing wrong. To be honest... I regretted so much that I almost gritted my teeth Yes. Those two months... no matter who you look at, you are not pleasing to the eye, work is not going well, basketball is not going well, when you are alone, as long as you think of you, you will stare at your room... because of the curtains in your room I'm still pulling, so although I still can't see you, I can hypnotize myself, you are still by my side... But even so, I can't make up my mind to say I like you.

Later, my mother gave me the keys to your house, and I often went to your room to stay...there is your smell, as long as I stay there, I will feel relaxed.Writing to you every day is actually a despicable idea.I'm afraid that you will forget me, and that if you stay in Australia for a long time, your love for me will gradually fade... That's why I keep writing to you, wanting to remind you, 'I'm still here, the person you like it's me. '

And then... and then you started a blog to store photos, and seeing pictures of you with other people drove me crazy.

"Why is it not me who took the photo with you?" "Why is it not me who is by your side?" These thoughts kept turning in my head, many times... I even bought a plane ticket to Australia, with The teacher took a few days off work...but held back every time it got to the airport. "

Kise tilted his head to look at Weiya, his golden hair covered his eyes with his movements, and Wei couldn't see his expression clearly, but felt that Kise's tone was indescribably flat: "I'm worried... When it comes to you, I will definitely not be able to control myself and do things that hurt you. I will definitely take you back to Japan, find a room, and lock you in... In this way, you will be mine alone, no one else , things, things, will disturb us, I don't have to worry about the rumors outside, you will never be hurt again, you can only look at me, you can only think of me... This kind of thought fills my head... let I feel terrible."

"Fortunately... I held back." From Yuiya's point of view, only Kise's lips curled into a smile, "Yesterday...what I did to you yesterday...I'm sorry."

Wei also heard Kise mention what happened yesterday, and he finally reacted - he reached out and brushed the hair in front of Kise's eyes behind his ears, and what he saw was Kise's red eyes, with a stern look on his face , but it was quickly covered up, leaving only guilt - Yui couldn't tell whether Kise was guilty for what he said earlier, "I want to fuck you to death", or for what he did to him yesterday... ...But after all, Kise is introspecting.

Kise continued: "I... always dream of you coming back to me... So, when I saw you suddenly yesterday, I thought it was a dream, so I did that to you." Kise said in a low voice: "It's not intentional, it's just involuntary...just involuntary."

Wei also lowered his head, seemed to squeeze Kise's hand helplessly, signaling him to continue.

Encouraged by Huang Lai, she took a few deep breaths to cheer herself up again: "Then...it's today."

"Xiao Heizi told Qihai and me a lot...things that I hadn't noticed before, but after being pointed out all of a sudden, I realized that I had done so much useless work.

My reasons for rejecting you were all overturned at once.I was terrified...and delighted.

Because... I can finally make up my mind.

Now that I think about it... Yuiya, you are really amazing.In order to achieve the goal, I will move forward without hesitation, and face public opinion and harm without evasion... But I shrink back, worried about unreasonable rumors, unable to take a step...even a step?

Clearly...obviously - I like you so much. "Kise stopped and faced Yuiya.

"Yui, I really... like you so much."

Kise's last words also made Yui stop, and raised his eyes to look at Kise beside him.

Under the dim streetlights, Kise's handsome silhouette was imprinted with a hazy orange halo, but because his back was facing the light source, he couldn't see it clearly.

But Weiye clearly saw Huang Lai's expression at the moment in the dim light.

Nervous, shivering, but holding on, making a sacrifice like sacrificing one's life.

……Fool.

What are you doing showing this expression now, begging for mercy?Show weakness?

it's useless.Because of what you said, I know everything.

What are you thinking, what are you doing, what are you thinking about, and how bad your character is, you are actually not that stupid, and...you like me, it is also very clear.

How many years do you think I have been with you?

Do you think... How long have I loved you?

You said you liked me...Obviously I already knew that.

I knew it a long time ago, you just said it now-it's too late.

It's too late.

Are you kidding me for replying what I wanted to hear a year after my confession?

Fool.

fool.

idiot.

...It actually took me so long to wait.

Wei also stood where he was, with all kinds of thoughts in his head mixed together, finally.

His palms also began to sweat like Kise.

Heart, beating fast.

Breathing becomes disturbed.

Eyes become blurred...

"Wei Ye?!" Kise was startled, at a loss, he pulled up his sleeves to help Wei Ye wipe the tears off his face: "Why, why are you crying?"

why?

Yeah... why?

Wei Ye was stunned for a moment, and then realized that she had actually shed tears.

Warm water droplets slid across the cheeks, and the place soaked by tears became more and more obvious when it came into contact with the chill in the air.

He blinked a few times, and more tears fell.

Even Yui herself didn't expect to cry.

How many years have you shed tears?

Probably since the first and second grades of elementary school, thinking about becoming stronger and protecting Kise, I never shed tears again.

Not when he was bullied by his classmates, not when he was isolated by former friends, not when he was questioned by a trusted teacher, not when he separated from Kise and went to Australia, not even when Kise rejected his confession several times... Now, just because of the person in front of her...a sentence of 'I like you'...and shed tears uncontrollably.

How many years have I been waiting for this "I like you"?

Wei also can't remember clearly.

In fact, his mind is blank now, and he can't think of anything else.

Probably because, from before to now, Aoki Yuiya has his heart and eyes full, only Kise Ryota is there.

The result of getting what you want is the uncontrollable joy and sorrow, all fused together, and it becomes tears.

I'm happy, I want to laugh, but I can only cry.

Wei also couldn't speak, and stared blankly at Kise, but transparent tears kept rolling down from her dark eyes, which made Kise feel distressed, holding Weiye's face in his hands, lowering his head cautiously, and kissing her. Ye's eyes, cheeks, after kissing away the tears one by one, he comforted clumsily.

"Yui...don't cry..."

I don't want to cry either... just can't stop.

"Although Yui looks good when she cries...but I feel so sad when you cry."

Stupid, where does it look good?

"If you cry again, Weiye, I will cry too."

You are not allowed to cry.

"You know, I've been a crying bag since I was a child..."

Fool.

"Yuiya...you can't seem to stop crying."

Yes.

"Do you like me so much?"

Ok.

"Yui...you like me too, right?"

like you.

"...I'm so glad you didn't deny it, Yui."

Will not deny it.

"Wei Ye..."

Because I like you so much.

"Don't leave me again..."

Want me to stay?

"I like you……"

me too.

"……I love you."

……I love you too.

"Stay with me...huh?"

In the end, Yuiya still couldn't say a word, but squeezed Kise's fingers tightly, put them to his lips, and kissed.

Kise was a little dazed by the little gesture of intimacy, and finally wanted to say something, but was blocked by Yui with a kiss.

Two people who are still new lovers, even kiss carefully.

First, the tip of the tongue to test each other.

After lingering on the lips for a while, go deeper.

As if the other party is a fragile object made of glass, even the small movement of opening the mouth is very cautious, afraid of scaring the other party, but can't restrain the desire to exchange love with the beloved.

It was a gentle and long kiss - when it stopped, Yui couldn't help leaning against Kise, gasping for breath.

On the contrary, Huang Lai was fine, she hugged Wei Ye's waist, and leaned against the wall on one side, and after Wei Ye had recovered her breath, she asked tremblingly, "Wei Ye...do you...promise me?" ?”

Wei didn't answer either, but after resting on Kise's shoulder for a long time, she looked into Kise's eyes and said a word.