The system forced me to be a scumbag [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 23 The Little Boy Outside the Glass Sugar Bowl 23
"What Ge Jiabao?"
"Who are you going after?!"
The two people who staggered the channels each reacted for a while.
Shen Siyang finally understood what it meant, and his face burned even more immediately after getting off the heat.
Shen Siyang looked at Sang Xiaoshi in shock: "Why me?"
Sang Xiaoshi showed doubts: "Who else but you?"
Seeing that Shen Siyang seemed to be a little out of his mind, and thinking of the person Shen Siyang mentioned just now, Sang Xiaoshi was also surprised: "Why did you think of Ge Jiabao?"
Shen Siyang blushed.
He is also very curious now, which nerve in his mind was wrong in the first place to think that Sang Xiaoshi likes Ge Jiabao.
Seeing that Shen Siyang couldn't answer, Sang Xiaoshi didn't feel embarrassed, he looked at Shen Siyang nervously, and put the question back on track: "Brother Siyang, you haven't answered my question just now, can I chase you?" ?”
"No, why are you chasing me..."
Shen Siyang responded subconsciously, and saw the ripples in Sang Xiaoshi's eyes when he finished speaking, he immediately explained: "I don't mean you can't chase after me, you don't have to...I..."
Shen Siyang was at a loss for words for a long time.
He sighed in his heart: "Xiao Shi, do you like me?"
Sang Xiaoshi looked at Shen Siyang with a serious and firm expression, and nodded in response: "I like you."
Shen Siyang heard his own heartbeat.
Louder than the wind and rain in a typhoon.
He lowered his eyes, trying to calm down a little.
Not at all.
Sang Xiaoshi should have just taken a shower not long ago, and there is a very faint fragrance of shower gel on her body.
The taste is a bit like the aroma of jasmine and green tea after brewing.
When Shen Siyang was carried into the house by Sang Xiaoshi, he smelled it up close once.
Shen Si Yang thought over and over again, and then asked a question: "Is it the kind... that you want to kiss?"
Sang Xiaoshi blushed.
In an instant, Shen Siyang went back to the hot springs when the two of them were in a trance a few days ago.
At that time, Sang Xiaoshi was also like this, her beautiful face was so red that she could bleed, and because of the nosebleed, he lifted her chin, her bright eyes were foggy, and her long and dense eyelashes trembled uncontrollably, but Always keep an eye on him.
No matter how insensitive Shen Siyang is to love, he would not continue to ask questions after seeing this reaction.
He fell silent again.
Probably because Shen Siyang was silent for too long, Sang Xiaoshi spoke up again.
His voice was soft and gentle: "Brother Siyang, you don't like me?"
Shen Siyang responded subconsciously: "How can I not like you, I love you like a baby bump."
Sang Xiaoshi looked at Shen Siyang softly, and softly filled in the remaining words for Shen Siyang: "But I don't like the one who wants to kiss."
Shen Siyang looked at Sang Xiaoshi.
The moment they looked at each other, Shen Siyang felt as if his heart was being held tightly by an invisible big hand, and even breathing became difficult.
He confirmed an idea.
If this was the world he originally lived in, if he didn't have a system like a time bomb in his mind, he would definitely agree to Sang Xiaoshi immediately.
It's not about agreeing to pursue, but agreeing to communicate.
Shen Siyang really didn't know what kind of liking could be classified as love.
He also doesn't know what kind of liking is enough to qualify for a relationship.
He doesn't know if he likes it, but he knows he can't refuse Sang Xiaoshi.
From the bottom of his heart, he was willing to accommodate all the requests made by Sang Xiaoshi.
At least in the past 35 years, no one except Sang Xiaoshi has ever had such a privilege with him.
Shen Siyang raised his hand and rubbed his face, and finally gave a response: "Xiao Shi, give me some time to think about it."
Sang Xiaoshi thought about Shen Siyang's rejection.
Even in the expectation, the possibility of Shen Siyang refusing is higher than agreeing.
Therefore, Shen Siyang's response was a surprise to him.
The disappointment in his eyes gradually faded, and a little light floated on his eyes. Looking at Shen Siyang, he asked softly, "How long?"
Shen Siyang froze for a moment, then laughed: "Student Sang Xiaoshi, do you know what you are doing now?"
The corners of Sang Xiaoshi's mouth gradually raised, his eyes slightly curved, and he replied honestly: "Yes, push your nose to your face."
Shen Siyang temporarily put aside the question just now, stepped forward and strangled Sang Xiaoshi's neck: "Knowing that you still kick, I will punish you to send me home."
Sang Xiaoshi was pulled down by Shen Siyang, raised his head slightly to look at him, and said softly, "You slept at my house last year."
Shen Siyang was shocked and laughed: "Have you ever seen someone who just confessed his love and immediately invited the person he confessed to sleep with?"
Sang Xiaoshi thought about it seriously: "Can I be the first one?"
Shen Siyang was speechless, and walked downstairs directly according to the person.
Walking out of the yard, he caught a glimpse of a gap in the wall, and pointed at it: "Tomorrow, I will tell Aunt Xuan that there is no need to use cement to fill up the gap, just use your face, and take care of it."
Sang Xiaoshi was also polite, and nodded with a smile: "Okay."
Shen Siyang couldn't help laughing out loud.
The two passed by Ge Jiabao's door.
In September, the peach trees bear fruit, and the trees are covered with fruits.
Ten years ago, Sang Xiaoshi gave up the idea of setting fire to escape, squatting in his yard at a loss and exhausted, because he called an ambulance for Ge Jiabao, and Shen Siyang, who was worried about him, was attracted by accident.
That night, Shen Siyang put his shoulders on his shoulders, and he looked up at Shen Siyang intently, and the two passed under a peach and plum tree.
Tonight, ten years later, neither the person nor the tree has changed.
Sang Xiaoshi looked up at Shen Siyang intently as he did ten years ago, with an extremely soft light in his eyes.
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It only takes 3 minutes to walk from Sang Xiaoshi's house to Shensi Yang's house.
Three minutes later, the two stood at the door of Shen Siyang's house, and Shen Siyang let go of Sang Xiaoshi's neck.
He seriously answered the question raised by Sang Xiaoshi at Sang Xiaoshi's house just now: "Let's wait until the monthly exam is over."
Sang Xiaoshi reacted for a few seconds, realized which question Shen Siyang was answering, and his eyes lit up: "Okay."
Shen Siyang educated seriously: "During this period, don't think too much about this problem. You should eat, sleep, and study, understand?"
Sang Xiaoshi bent his eyes and nodded obediently: "Understood."
Shen Siyang looked at Sang Xiaoshi's well-behaved appearance in front of him, and his heart felt numb and soft.
He held back his palpitations and waved his hands: "Go back."
Sang Xiaoshi didn't move, but looked at him: "I'll see you go in."
Shen Siyang insisted: "I see you go."
The two faced each other in silence for half a minute.
"Okay, let's go together, don't play tricks on me." Shen Siyang suggested.
Sang Xiaoshi accepted the proposal, and Wen Xiao responded, "Okay."
Three steps and one turning back is impossible.
But after entering the door, Shen Siyang still couldn't help turning around to look at Sang Xiaoshi.
Just in time to see Sang Xiaoshi stop and look at him.
He waved his hand up.
Sang Xiaoshi obediently turned around and left.
Shen Siyang locked the door and went back to the bedroom, the smile on his face disappeared completely.
Usually at this time, he would have been sleepy for a long time, but today he was exceptionally sober.
He sat on the edge of the bed with a blank mind, and sat quietly for a long time without any movement.
In the past ten years, Shen Siyang has thought about it countless times.
Between friends, what kind of tragic way of breaking up can make a person grow rapidly.
Now that Sang Xiaoshi's love has been added to the balance of this relationship, he doesn't need to think about this issue any more.
Because no matter what kind of way of leaving, no matter how light and peaceful it is, it will cause irreparable harm to Sang Xiaoshi.
Shen Siyang fell on his back on the bed, stared at the ceiling above his head, and asked the question that he was about to ask again.
"When and how am I going to leave?"
same answer.
Asked again and again is the same answer.
In the past, Shen Siyang asked two or three times and then waited for another day to ask.
Today he is obsessed, like a critically ill patient who longs for the one in ten million chance of a miracle to happen to him, and always feels that if he asks again, he will be able to get a different answer.
Facts have proved that miracles are extremely unlikely events.
However, he asked all night and it was not completely fruitless.
In the middle of the process, he was so angry that he scolded the system a few times, and then he was shocked to find that this little thing didn't know what to ask, and it would answer back when he scolded it.
It was so shocking that under such a sad situation, Shen Siyang could hardly spend 3 minutes thinking about what kind of thing could make such a thing.
No sleep for one night.
Looking at the morning light shining into the room from the window, Shen Siyang took a deep breath and changed the question.
"Sang Xiaoshi's talent and potential that meet the system's capture criteria, what exactly do you mean?"
After asking questions all night, one of them finally got an accurate answer.
"Proportion of existing assets: 10% The proportion of current development track: 30%;
Proportion of business talent (including untapped potential): 60%;
According to the system calculation, Sang Xiaoshi's current rating: A+, that is, there is a 75%-85% probability that he will create a new business model that will lead the change of the times. "
The morning light fell on the edge of the bed, shining on Shen Siyang's light-colored pupils.
He stared fixedly at the floating dust in the light beam for a long time, half closed his eyelids, and fell into deep thought.
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"Shen Siyang, what are you worried about recently?"
Ge Jiabao, who had just finished the physical test, sat down beside Shen Siyang with a bottle of ice water.
Class [-] and Class [-] have been taking physical education together. Although the physical education teachers are different, the content of the class is basically the same.
For example, today, it is unanimous to take a physical examination.
Shen Siyang's student number was at the front, and he sat on the viewing platform of the playground after the test early.
Sang Xiaoshi was at the back, still queuing in the crowd.
Shen Siyang stared absent-mindedly at Sang Xiaoshi who was queuing up in the distance, and replied casually, "No worries."
Ge Jiabao didn't believe it at all, and directly raised his hand to grab Shen Siyang's hair, and spread his hands in front of Shen Siyang: "I'm worried about losing my hair, what can I do."
Shen Siyang was pulled back to his senses by the hair in Ge Jiabao's hand, and was so frightened that he sat down two seats beside him: "Stay away from me!!"
Ge Jiabao didn't look far away but was near, he crossed two seats and sat back beside Shen Siyang, and asked in a low voice, "Have you been in a relationship recently?"
Shen Siyang turned to look at him, but said nothing.
Ge Jiabao smiled very politely: "I am familiar with this process. Before I fell in love a while ago, I was also in your state."
Shen Siyang was about to ask what kind of state this state was, when he glanced somewhere out of the corner of his eye, he stood up abruptly.
On the playground in the distance, Sang Xiaoshi was still lining up in the middle of the line, waiting to measure 50 meters.
A tall figure familiar to Shen Siyang walked up to Sang Xiaoshi with a bottle of water and talked to Sang Xiaoshi.
Sang Xiaoshi responded briefly to the boy, and suddenly looked in the direction of Shen Siyang on the viewing platform.
Shen Siyang leaned on the back of the front seat and was about to jump off the viewing platform.
Ge Jiabao, who didn't know why, held him back: "Why are you going?"
"That kid has bad intentions for Xiao Shi, I'll go and drive him away."
"Wait, wait," Ge Jiabao looked puzzled, "Who are you talking to Sang Xiaoshi now? Doesn't he like Sang Xiaoshi?"
Shen Siyang paused, turned his head and stared at Ge Jiabao dead: "How do you know he likes Xiao Shi?"
Ge Jiabao felt inexplicably guilty when he looked at him, and he let go and smiled awkwardly: "He asked me about Sang Xiaoshi many times, it seems that he fell in love with Sang Xiaoshi not long after the first year of high school, but he always felt that Sang Xiaoshi Shitai is so immortal that she dare not approach her, and she is not sure that Sang Xiao Shixi doesn't like boys, so she must go out for training this semester to muster up her courage."
Shen Siyang smiled: "Brother Jiabao, why didn't you tell me about this kind of thing?"
Shen Siyang's laughter made Ge Jiabao feel chills behind his back: "It's only been a few days since I found out, and...why did I tell you?"
This rhetorical question stunned Shen Siyang for a moment.
Before he could answer, Ge Jiabao realized by himself: "I understand, you are dating Sang Xiaoshi!"
Shen Siyang was surprised: "No."
Ge Jiabao was certain: "That means you like Sang Xiaoshi!"
Shen Siyang's first reaction was the kind of liking he was accustomed to, and he was about to respond, "What do you think? How could you not like it."
Suddenly recalling Sang Xiaoshi's confession a few nights ago, he immediately swallowed back the words he was about to say.
He turned his head to look at where Sang Xiaoshi was, and found that the tall boy had already left.
Sang Xiaoshi didn't have anything in his hands, and he was already standing on the runway waiting to start running.
Seeing this, Shen Siyang simply sat back on his seat and asked Ge Jiabao, "Why do you think I like Sang Xiaoshi?"
This was the first time Ge Jiabao was asked by Shen Siyang. He was so proud that he tried his best to analyze it to Shen Siyang: "If you don't like Sang Xiaoshi, why are you so nervous when you see someone who likes him approaching him?"
Shen Siyang explained naturally: "I'm worried that he will suffer. Is this not normal among friends?"
Ge Jiabao's black face with a question mark: "Of course this is not normal. A normal friend should be like me, sitting by the side watching a show, or heckling happily. Ask yourself, is this normal?"
So Shen Siyang questioned himself shallowly.
He thought about the way he got along with his former buddies.
Well, it's not normal.
Seeing that Shen Siyang didn't respond for a long time, Ge Jiabao said again: "Or use the simplest method, you imagine Sang Xiaoshi kissing others, and use my ready-made classmate, are you angry?"
There is no need to fantasize, as soon as Ge Jiabao said this, Shen Siyang felt furious, and he showed his standard eight teeth at Ge Jiabao: "Brother Jiabao, do you want to fight?"
Ge Jiabao hastily raised his hands in surrender: "Calm down, calm down. It's really impossible, you can imagine yourself kissing Sang Xiaoshi to calm down."
It's like magic.
Shen Siyang didn't have time to react at all, and the image had already consciously appeared in his mind.
His face burned, and he immediately raised his hand to stop Ge Jiabao from saying something more serious: "Stop, stop this topic."
After thinking about it, he asked again: "Then do you think Sang Xiaoshi likes me?"
"You don't need to think about it?" Ge Jiabao blurted out, "It's no wonder he doesn't like you."
Shen Siyang was puzzled: "How did you see that?"
"It's still worth looking at?" Ge Jiabao blurted out again, "It's so obvious, there are only two kinds of people in Sang Xiaoshi's eyes, you and others. Others are automatically mosaic in his eyes, no matter who they are .”
Shen Siyang once again experienced the feeling of his heart beating.
He calmed down for a while, and couldn't help feeling: "Brother Jiabao, you suddenly understand a lot."
Ge Jiabao looked at the sky at a 45-degree angle: "This is probably the magic of love."
He looked back at Shen Siyang after sighing with emotion: "So what are you worrying about? Do you know how low the probability of two being happy in this world is? Unrequited love doesn't worry about you. What are you worried about?"
At the other end of the playground, Sang Xiaoshi had already stood in front of the starting line, waiting for the physical education teacher to swing.
Shen Siyang watched the person run out, bent down, and buried his face in his knees.
After a while, he asked aloud: "Should we talk about a relationship that we know we will part with each other?"
Ge Jiabao reacted for a while, and automatically understood this passage: "Do you think that if you fail to enter a university, you will be separated if you fall in a long-distance relationship?"
"It can be understood in this way." Shen Si Yang responded.
Ge Jiabao scratched his head: "My girlfriend and I were also worried about this issue. Later, we agreed to create happy memories first and talk about it later. Anyway, I don't quite understand it. The kind that is often played in TV dramas, Because I found out that I didn’t have a few days left, I lied to my lover to hate me. If this kind of thing happens to me, and I know the truth one day in the future, I will regret it so much that I can’t wait to accompany my dead lover right away. Conversely, I can relax a little bit by creating the last good memories before parting."
As Ge Jiabao spoke, he expressed emotion, for a moment it seemed that he was about to say goodbye to his girlfriend.
He sniffed and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and raised his hand to pat Shen Siyang's shoulder: "Brother, if you want me to tell you, don't worry about yourself, you can ask Sang Xiaoshi to see what he thinks, and then do it together." Decided. I think you have always treated him too much as a child. You can’t do this when you are in a relationship. A relationship is a matter between two people. The best solution is to discuss it together.”
Shen Siyang's eyes were reddened, and when he heard the words, he straightened up and looked at Ge Jiabao.
He raised his hand to pat Ge Jiabao's shoulder, and said seriously: "Brother Jiabao, you will be happy."
When Ge Jiabao heard this, his eyes turned red, and he patted Shen Siyang twice again: "Brother, you will be happy too."
After thinking about it, I added another sentence: "I also wish you less hair loss in the future!"
Shen Siyang said silently, "Then I thank you very much."
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Ge Jiabao didn't stay long before leaving.
After Sang Xiaoshi finished all the physical tests, he went straight to the viewing stand.
After Ge Jiabao left, Shen Siyang kept paying attention to Sang Xiaoshi's movements.
Seeing the person walking towards him without a single pause, Shen Siyang's memory unconsciously dialed back to a few years ago.
When he first came to this world, Shen Siyang treated Sang Xiaoshi mostly with the aim of making children happy.
The biggest characteristic of children is their great forgetfulness.
Happy or unhappy, or even brooding, may turn around and forget in a few days.
So he made a lot of promises to Sang Xiaoshi without hesitation.
Until the day he was injured by Luo Qifeng with a beer bottle because of protecting Sang Xiaoshi, Shen Siyang began to realize something when he saw Sang Xiaoshi crying and saying that his dead parents had promised not to leave him.
Sang Xiaoshi is different from ordinary children.
He encountered the death of his parents when he was young, and was brought into an extremely harsh living environment after his parents passed away, and was forced to live cautiously and arduously.
So he couldn't achieve great forgetfulness at all.
He cherishes every kindness in life as a treasure, no matter how small, he holds it tightly in his heart and refuses to let it go.
After Shen Siyang realized this, he tried to tell Sang Xiaoshi why he came to this world.
Not only was he unable to speak out, he was even severely warned by a pain that was like pulling out his soul.
I can't tell the reason for coming, and I can't tell the reason for leaving.
Shen Siyang was in a daze, and Sang Xiaoshi had already walked to him and sat down.
A bottle of water suddenly appeared in front of him, Shen Siyang was taken aback, and subconsciously asked, "Where did it come from?"
As soon as the words fell, a chuckle was heard.
Shen Siyang turned his head.
The afternoon sun fell on Sang Xiaoshi's face.
Sang Xiaoshi's face was flushed from exercising, and there was a thin layer of sweat on his forehead, shining in the sun.
Her rosy lips raised slightly, and she responded to Shen Siyang with a light smile: "I just went to a small shop to buy it."
Shen Siyang belatedly realized the double meaning in his question just now, and blushed all of a sudden.
He quickly took the water from Sang Xiaoshi's hand and poured it down for two gulps.
After drinking, hand the water back to Sang Xiaoshi.
Sang Xiaoshi took it, unscrewed the bottle naturally, and took a few sips.
Shen Siyang suddenly felt that the cold water he had just swallowed turned into boiling water in seconds.
He looked away, calmed down a little, and then said, "Xiao Shi, if..."
After thinking for a while, he turned his head and looked at Sang Xiaoshi again: "I mean, if we stay friends forever, do you think it's okay?"
Although the system didn't say that once they fell in love, the time he would stay in this world would be shortened infinitely, nor did it say that if they didn't talk, he could stay in this world for a long time.
This task was very ambiguous from the very beginning.
Only one thing is certain from beginning to end.
There must be a day when he has to leave Sang Xiaoshi.
On that day, the deeper Sang Xiaoshi's feelings for him, the more hurt he will be.
Shen Siyang has been a decisive character since he was a child.
For the first time, he raised his foot but dared not step down.
He can't find the optimal solution.
There is no solution that can make his little ten completely unharmed.
Sang Xiaoshi's expression froze for a moment.
He blinked lightly, and his eyes fell on Shen Siyang's.
Ge Jiabao is right, Shen Siyang has been really worried recently.
People who used to feel uncomfortable if they didn't sleep enough for eight hours a day, but now they are faintly black.
Sang Xiaoshi saw it, and slowly lowered his eyes.
After a while, he replied softly: "Yes."
Hearing this answer, Shen Siyang was taken aback.
Although Sang Xiaoshi's personality has always been very gentle, he is not someone who does not know how to express his preferences clearly.
Therefore, Shen Siyang was somewhat surprised by such a willing answer.
Just thinking about it, I heard Sang Xiaoshi say again: "But I don't want that."
Sang Xiaoshi looked down at the reflection of the two of them in the sun, and said in a clear voice, "You said that day, after we graduated from university, we would be separated because of our different places of work. Families are on the go, less connected and separated. I don't want that."
"I want to go to the same university and work in the same place as you. I want to start a family with you. I want to keep you busy because of the family. I want you to wake up every day and see it at first sight. It's me who wants to hug you and kiss you. I want everything about you to be about me."
Sang Xiaoshi finished speaking firmly and gently, before finally looking at Shen Siyang again: "But if that will make you sad, it doesn't matter if it's not me."
Shen Siyang stared blankly at Sang Xiaoshi, and when he blinked, tears rolled out of his eyes.
Sang Xiaoshi's expression instantly became panicked and bewildered.
This was the first time he saw Shen Siyang crying in so many years, he nervously raised his hand to wipe Shen Siyang's tears, although he tried his best to restrain himself, his tone was still low: "Brother Siyang, did I make you sad? "
Shen Siyang grabbed Sang Xiaoshi's hand and shook his head, wanted to speak but couldn't make a sound, only tears kept rolling out.
It's not you who make me sad, Xiao Ten.
I'm just sad that I didn't get to meet you in the real world.
If you can meet in the real world, even if you are 30, 40 or even 50 years old.
It's not like now, I don't know when I will leave suddenly, and then go to 9 worlds without you, and then live the rest of my life without you.
Even if I failed to learn to love you well, I have already started to learn to forget you.
It was the first time for Shen Siyang to lose control of his emotions.
I couldn't hold back my tears at all, so I could only bury my head and wait for time to buffer.
I don't know how long it has passed, but feeling the blockage in his throat disappeared, Shen Siyang wiped away his tears, and said seriously to Sang Xiaoshi: "Just now I just assumed it wasn't the answer I wanted to give you, don't take it seriously, when the monthly exam is over the day after tomorrow, I will I will give you an accurate answer."
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Shen Siyang handed in the paper 15 minutes earlier.
The seats for this monthly exam were all disrupted, and he and Sang Xiaoshi were not in the same classroom.
As October approached, the weather in Xianxi Town finally turned cooler.
Wearing an autumn school uniform, Shen Siyang wandered to the school shop to buy a popsicle.
Habitually, I want to get popsicles in sugar water. I suddenly caught a glimpse of the cantaloupe lying in the corner, which tasted much cuter. When I came back to my senses, people were already paying the bill.
He took the cute lot to the old teaching building that was converted into a laboratory building a few years ago, and sat on the stone bench at the back of the old teaching building to dismantle the cute lot.
a bit sweet.
The crispy skin is delicious.
He gnawed on the crispy skin, leaned against the wall behind him and looked up at the sky.
Very blue, very clear blue.
Two days was not enough time for Shen Siyang to come up with the optimal solution.
Not to mention two days, even if he was given another two years to solve this difficult proposition, he still wouldn't be able to solve it.
What Ge Jiabao said that day made sense, but it didn't apply perfectly to him and Sang Xiaoshi.
The task that Shen Siyang is carrying on his back may not be able to touch the right time point mentioned by the system in a few decades. At worst, he may still be with Sang Xiaoshi at any moment. Talk, and disappear in the next second.
Because so far, the system has never clearly stipulated the time, nor has it clearly defined the so-called abandonment method.
The biggest watershed in a person's life is entering social work after finishing his school days.
This period is like drawing a separator between two kinds of life. Before it is carefree, and later it is full of life.
Having tasted all kinds of life, and then facing parting, you must be able to accept it.
So Shen Siyang can ask Sang Xiaoshi's opinion at the age of 28 and think about whether to start a relationship, but he can't.
You can’t go out of Xianxi Town to see the great mountains and rivers of the motherland, taste the special delicacies with huge differences between the north and the south, and have no contact with people who are very different in the world.
The love is warm and sincere, and every extra point will turn into a sharp knife that penetrates an inch deeper into the body when parting.
He can't let Sang Xiaoshi be trapped forever because he loves him;
Even if it is only a one in ten thousand possibility.
Shen Siyang ate the last corner of the ice cream, threw the wrapping paper into the trash can, clapped his hands and got up.
The bell rang for 5 minutes too soon at the end of the exam, and if he didn't go back, Sang Xiaoshi should be in a hurry.
Probably because of the ice cream just eaten, Shen Siyang suddenly felt a little cold.
He zipped up his autumn jacket to the top, walked into the quiet old school building, and planned to leave.
If he was lucky enough to stay by Sang Xiaoshi's side for a few more years.
When he was 25 years old, Sang Xiaoshi had no one else around him, and he still liked him, so he would no longer have any scruples.
After explaining the situation, as long as Sang Xiaoshi is willing, one year can be counted as one year, and two years can be counted as two years.
Shen Siyang thought so, and let out a sigh of relief.
As he walked out, he thought about the words he would speak later.
How about going to the small shop to buy some ice cream for Sang Xiaoshi before going back.
Eating something sweet should make you a little happier.
While thinking about it, he turned the stairs and just saw the light when he was suddenly pulled back by a hand.
With his mouth covered, Shen Siyang felt his neck go cold just as he was about to move.
He lowered his eyes, and his eyes caught the sharp tip of the knife.
At the same time, a lowered voice came from behind: "Don't make any noise, go upstairs."
The heart was beating wildly due to nervousness.
Shen Siyang tried his best to calm down and breathe, his eyes quietly swept across the monitor in the upper left corner, and then fell to the bright place outside the corner.
The old teaching building of the school is not empty on weekdays.
Because it has been converted into a laboratory building, there are always classes taking experimental classes here every day.
But today is an exception, because it is a monthly exam for the whole school.
Even so, the old teaching building is near the new teaching building. Even if there is no one in the building, there will be no shortage of students passing by the main entrance during school hours.
From time to time, there were noises of fighting from outside the building.
Shen Siyang walked up the stairs in slow motion according to the orders of the people behind him, while thinking about the countermeasures in his mind.
At this moment, the two passed by the broken mirrors piled in the corner by the stairs.
Shen Siyang swept his gaze and saw clearly the appearance of the person behind him.
The man behind him was wearing a hat, and the cloudy eyes under the hat were full of insidiousness.
It was a face that Shen Siyang would never forget no matter how long he had seen it.
The moment he saw the face, Shen Siyang changed his mind and obediently followed the man's instructions and walked upstairs.
The old teaching building is not high, with a total of five floors.
Because few people usually come, the roof door on the top floor is not locked.
The two entered the rooftop smoothly.
The wind on the roof was a bit strong, blowing Shen Siyang's wide autumn school uniform bulging.
Go to the edge of the fence.
Shen Siyang glanced down, and there was no one there.
The location of the two is the back of the old teaching building.
The back of the old teaching building faces a forest, and few people pass by on weekdays.
After making sure that no one was around, the man let go of his hand covering Shen Siyang's mouth.
A gloomy voice sounded behind Shen Siyang: "Shen Siyang, guess who I am."
Shen Siyang didn't play charades with him, and smiled lightly: "Uncle Luo, long time no see. I don't know if you are released from prison, otherwise I will go to pick you up."
Luo Qifeng's hand holding the knife suddenly tightened, and his tone was vicious: "You can still speak sarcastic words at this time! Do you really think I dare not kill you? Anyway, I have been in prison for so many years, so I might go in a few more times. Year!"
There was a pain in the neck.
Maybe it was because the rooftop was too quiet and the wind was too cool, Shen Siyang could even clearly feel the moment when the blade cut his skin.
Shen Siyang's expression remained unchanged: "Of course I'm afraid, otherwise I wouldn't obediently go upstairs with you. After all, I have excellent grades and I'm handsome. The future is bright. I regret my life."
"It's best to save your life." Luo Qifeng said viciously, "Call Sang Xiaoshi and ask him to come here to find you."
Before Shen Siyang could speak, the cell phone in his pocket rang first.
He couldn't help but sighed in his heart.
This is too coincidental.
Luo Qifeng ordered: "Take out your phone and see who is calling."
Don't even think about it, the only one who will call Shen Siyang at this time is Sang Xiaoshi.
It must have been waiting too long for him after returning to the classroom.
Shen Siyang slowly stuffed his hands into the pockets of his coat while lowering his eyes in thought.
Luo Qifeng's warning sounded: "Don't play tricks!"
Shen Si Yang narrowed his eyes and smiled lightly, and took out his phone from his pocket: "Uncle Luo, your knife is already on my neck, what else can I do."
"You better be honest!"
After Luo Qifeng finished warning, he went to see the caller ID on Shen Siyang's phone.
Shen Siyang's note to Sang Xiaoshi was his name.
Luo Qifeng's laughter came from behind: "Whatever you want, pick it up! Turn on the hands-free!"
Shen Siyang didn't deliberately slow down this time.
He picked up the phone and switched on the speakerphone.
Sang Xiaoshi's voice quickly rang out from the rooftop: "Brother Siyang, where are you?"
Luo Qifeng walked halfway in front of Shen Siyang, staring at Shen Siyang with warning eyes.
Shen Siyang replied truthfully: "I'm on the roof of the old teaching building."
Sang Xiaoshi was quiet for a while, and a soft voice sounded: "Are you still going back to the classroom? Your schoolbag and homework are still in the classroom."
Luo Qifeng hit Shen Siyang with a knife.
Shen Siyang said: "I can't go back for the time being, Luo Qifeng and I are on the rooftop."
There was a ringing on the phone.
Sang Xiaoshi's voice instantly became tense and hurried: "I'll be there right away."
Accompanied by the sound of running and the sound of wind pouring into the handset of the mobile phone.
Sang Xiaoshi's voice sounded again, this time completely put away his usual gentleness, full of warning: "Luo Qifeng, if you dare to touch him before I arrive, you don't want anything from me, honestly don't Move, I still have room for discussion with you."
Shen Siyang raised his eyes, seeing that Luo Qifeng was about to speak.
Before Luo Qifeng could speak, he quickly said: "Don't come here, call the police immediately. If the police let me see you on the roof before the police arrive, I will never talk to you in the future. Sang Xiaoshi, I will do what I say."
After speaking, the moment Luo Qifeng was about to snatch the phone, he threw the phone downstairs, then raised his hands, and smiled at Luo Qifeng.
The author says:
Don't worry, nothing will happen, just refill the cup for Luo Qifeng who has served his sentence;
Together in the next chapter——
"Who are you going after?!"
The two people who staggered the channels each reacted for a while.
Shen Siyang finally understood what it meant, and his face burned even more immediately after getting off the heat.
Shen Siyang looked at Sang Xiaoshi in shock: "Why me?"
Sang Xiaoshi showed doubts: "Who else but you?"
Seeing that Shen Siyang seemed to be a little out of his mind, and thinking of the person Shen Siyang mentioned just now, Sang Xiaoshi was also surprised: "Why did you think of Ge Jiabao?"
Shen Siyang blushed.
He is also very curious now, which nerve in his mind was wrong in the first place to think that Sang Xiaoshi likes Ge Jiabao.
Seeing that Shen Siyang couldn't answer, Sang Xiaoshi didn't feel embarrassed, he looked at Shen Siyang nervously, and put the question back on track: "Brother Siyang, you haven't answered my question just now, can I chase you?" ?”
"No, why are you chasing me..."
Shen Siyang responded subconsciously, and saw the ripples in Sang Xiaoshi's eyes when he finished speaking, he immediately explained: "I don't mean you can't chase after me, you don't have to...I..."
Shen Siyang was at a loss for words for a long time.
He sighed in his heart: "Xiao Shi, do you like me?"
Sang Xiaoshi looked at Shen Siyang with a serious and firm expression, and nodded in response: "I like you."
Shen Siyang heard his own heartbeat.
Louder than the wind and rain in a typhoon.
He lowered his eyes, trying to calm down a little.
Not at all.
Sang Xiaoshi should have just taken a shower not long ago, and there is a very faint fragrance of shower gel on her body.
The taste is a bit like the aroma of jasmine and green tea after brewing.
When Shen Siyang was carried into the house by Sang Xiaoshi, he smelled it up close once.
Shen Si Yang thought over and over again, and then asked a question: "Is it the kind... that you want to kiss?"
Sang Xiaoshi blushed.
In an instant, Shen Siyang went back to the hot springs when the two of them were in a trance a few days ago.
At that time, Sang Xiaoshi was also like this, her beautiful face was so red that she could bleed, and because of the nosebleed, he lifted her chin, her bright eyes were foggy, and her long and dense eyelashes trembled uncontrollably, but Always keep an eye on him.
No matter how insensitive Shen Siyang is to love, he would not continue to ask questions after seeing this reaction.
He fell silent again.
Probably because Shen Siyang was silent for too long, Sang Xiaoshi spoke up again.
His voice was soft and gentle: "Brother Siyang, you don't like me?"
Shen Siyang responded subconsciously: "How can I not like you, I love you like a baby bump."
Sang Xiaoshi looked at Shen Siyang softly, and softly filled in the remaining words for Shen Siyang: "But I don't like the one who wants to kiss."
Shen Siyang looked at Sang Xiaoshi.
The moment they looked at each other, Shen Siyang felt as if his heart was being held tightly by an invisible big hand, and even breathing became difficult.
He confirmed an idea.
If this was the world he originally lived in, if he didn't have a system like a time bomb in his mind, he would definitely agree to Sang Xiaoshi immediately.
It's not about agreeing to pursue, but agreeing to communicate.
Shen Siyang really didn't know what kind of liking could be classified as love.
He also doesn't know what kind of liking is enough to qualify for a relationship.
He doesn't know if he likes it, but he knows he can't refuse Sang Xiaoshi.
From the bottom of his heart, he was willing to accommodate all the requests made by Sang Xiaoshi.
At least in the past 35 years, no one except Sang Xiaoshi has ever had such a privilege with him.
Shen Siyang raised his hand and rubbed his face, and finally gave a response: "Xiao Shi, give me some time to think about it."
Sang Xiaoshi thought about Shen Siyang's rejection.
Even in the expectation, the possibility of Shen Siyang refusing is higher than agreeing.
Therefore, Shen Siyang's response was a surprise to him.
The disappointment in his eyes gradually faded, and a little light floated on his eyes. Looking at Shen Siyang, he asked softly, "How long?"
Shen Siyang froze for a moment, then laughed: "Student Sang Xiaoshi, do you know what you are doing now?"
The corners of Sang Xiaoshi's mouth gradually raised, his eyes slightly curved, and he replied honestly: "Yes, push your nose to your face."
Shen Siyang temporarily put aside the question just now, stepped forward and strangled Sang Xiaoshi's neck: "Knowing that you still kick, I will punish you to send me home."
Sang Xiaoshi was pulled down by Shen Siyang, raised his head slightly to look at him, and said softly, "You slept at my house last year."
Shen Siyang was shocked and laughed: "Have you ever seen someone who just confessed his love and immediately invited the person he confessed to sleep with?"
Sang Xiaoshi thought about it seriously: "Can I be the first one?"
Shen Siyang was speechless, and walked downstairs directly according to the person.
Walking out of the yard, he caught a glimpse of a gap in the wall, and pointed at it: "Tomorrow, I will tell Aunt Xuan that there is no need to use cement to fill up the gap, just use your face, and take care of it."
Sang Xiaoshi was also polite, and nodded with a smile: "Okay."
Shen Siyang couldn't help laughing out loud.
The two passed by Ge Jiabao's door.
In September, the peach trees bear fruit, and the trees are covered with fruits.
Ten years ago, Sang Xiaoshi gave up the idea of setting fire to escape, squatting in his yard at a loss and exhausted, because he called an ambulance for Ge Jiabao, and Shen Siyang, who was worried about him, was attracted by accident.
That night, Shen Siyang put his shoulders on his shoulders, and he looked up at Shen Siyang intently, and the two passed under a peach and plum tree.
Tonight, ten years later, neither the person nor the tree has changed.
Sang Xiaoshi looked up at Shen Siyang intently as he did ten years ago, with an extremely soft light in his eyes.
-
It only takes 3 minutes to walk from Sang Xiaoshi's house to Shensi Yang's house.
Three minutes later, the two stood at the door of Shen Siyang's house, and Shen Siyang let go of Sang Xiaoshi's neck.
He seriously answered the question raised by Sang Xiaoshi at Sang Xiaoshi's house just now: "Let's wait until the monthly exam is over."
Sang Xiaoshi reacted for a few seconds, realized which question Shen Siyang was answering, and his eyes lit up: "Okay."
Shen Siyang educated seriously: "During this period, don't think too much about this problem. You should eat, sleep, and study, understand?"
Sang Xiaoshi bent his eyes and nodded obediently: "Understood."
Shen Siyang looked at Sang Xiaoshi's well-behaved appearance in front of him, and his heart felt numb and soft.
He held back his palpitations and waved his hands: "Go back."
Sang Xiaoshi didn't move, but looked at him: "I'll see you go in."
Shen Siyang insisted: "I see you go."
The two faced each other in silence for half a minute.
"Okay, let's go together, don't play tricks on me." Shen Siyang suggested.
Sang Xiaoshi accepted the proposal, and Wen Xiao responded, "Okay."
Three steps and one turning back is impossible.
But after entering the door, Shen Siyang still couldn't help turning around to look at Sang Xiaoshi.
Just in time to see Sang Xiaoshi stop and look at him.
He waved his hand up.
Sang Xiaoshi obediently turned around and left.
Shen Siyang locked the door and went back to the bedroom, the smile on his face disappeared completely.
Usually at this time, he would have been sleepy for a long time, but today he was exceptionally sober.
He sat on the edge of the bed with a blank mind, and sat quietly for a long time without any movement.
In the past ten years, Shen Siyang has thought about it countless times.
Between friends, what kind of tragic way of breaking up can make a person grow rapidly.
Now that Sang Xiaoshi's love has been added to the balance of this relationship, he doesn't need to think about this issue any more.
Because no matter what kind of way of leaving, no matter how light and peaceful it is, it will cause irreparable harm to Sang Xiaoshi.
Shen Siyang fell on his back on the bed, stared at the ceiling above his head, and asked the question that he was about to ask again.
"When and how am I going to leave?"
same answer.
Asked again and again is the same answer.
In the past, Shen Siyang asked two or three times and then waited for another day to ask.
Today he is obsessed, like a critically ill patient who longs for the one in ten million chance of a miracle to happen to him, and always feels that if he asks again, he will be able to get a different answer.
Facts have proved that miracles are extremely unlikely events.
However, he asked all night and it was not completely fruitless.
In the middle of the process, he was so angry that he scolded the system a few times, and then he was shocked to find that this little thing didn't know what to ask, and it would answer back when he scolded it.
It was so shocking that under such a sad situation, Shen Siyang could hardly spend 3 minutes thinking about what kind of thing could make such a thing.
No sleep for one night.
Looking at the morning light shining into the room from the window, Shen Siyang took a deep breath and changed the question.
"Sang Xiaoshi's talent and potential that meet the system's capture criteria, what exactly do you mean?"
After asking questions all night, one of them finally got an accurate answer.
"Proportion of existing assets: 10% The proportion of current development track: 30%;
Proportion of business talent (including untapped potential): 60%;
According to the system calculation, Sang Xiaoshi's current rating: A+, that is, there is a 75%-85% probability that he will create a new business model that will lead the change of the times. "
The morning light fell on the edge of the bed, shining on Shen Siyang's light-colored pupils.
He stared fixedly at the floating dust in the light beam for a long time, half closed his eyelids, and fell into deep thought.
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"Shen Siyang, what are you worried about recently?"
Ge Jiabao, who had just finished the physical test, sat down beside Shen Siyang with a bottle of ice water.
Class [-] and Class [-] have been taking physical education together. Although the physical education teachers are different, the content of the class is basically the same.
For example, today, it is unanimous to take a physical examination.
Shen Siyang's student number was at the front, and he sat on the viewing platform of the playground after the test early.
Sang Xiaoshi was at the back, still queuing in the crowd.
Shen Siyang stared absent-mindedly at Sang Xiaoshi who was queuing up in the distance, and replied casually, "No worries."
Ge Jiabao didn't believe it at all, and directly raised his hand to grab Shen Siyang's hair, and spread his hands in front of Shen Siyang: "I'm worried about losing my hair, what can I do."
Shen Siyang was pulled back to his senses by the hair in Ge Jiabao's hand, and was so frightened that he sat down two seats beside him: "Stay away from me!!"
Ge Jiabao didn't look far away but was near, he crossed two seats and sat back beside Shen Siyang, and asked in a low voice, "Have you been in a relationship recently?"
Shen Siyang turned to look at him, but said nothing.
Ge Jiabao smiled very politely: "I am familiar with this process. Before I fell in love a while ago, I was also in your state."
Shen Siyang was about to ask what kind of state this state was, when he glanced somewhere out of the corner of his eye, he stood up abruptly.
On the playground in the distance, Sang Xiaoshi was still lining up in the middle of the line, waiting to measure 50 meters.
A tall figure familiar to Shen Siyang walked up to Sang Xiaoshi with a bottle of water and talked to Sang Xiaoshi.
Sang Xiaoshi responded briefly to the boy, and suddenly looked in the direction of Shen Siyang on the viewing platform.
Shen Siyang leaned on the back of the front seat and was about to jump off the viewing platform.
Ge Jiabao, who didn't know why, held him back: "Why are you going?"
"That kid has bad intentions for Xiao Shi, I'll go and drive him away."
"Wait, wait," Ge Jiabao looked puzzled, "Who are you talking to Sang Xiaoshi now? Doesn't he like Sang Xiaoshi?"
Shen Siyang paused, turned his head and stared at Ge Jiabao dead: "How do you know he likes Xiao Shi?"
Ge Jiabao felt inexplicably guilty when he looked at him, and he let go and smiled awkwardly: "He asked me about Sang Xiaoshi many times, it seems that he fell in love with Sang Xiaoshi not long after the first year of high school, but he always felt that Sang Xiaoshi Shitai is so immortal that she dare not approach her, and she is not sure that Sang Xiao Shixi doesn't like boys, so she must go out for training this semester to muster up her courage."
Shen Siyang smiled: "Brother Jiabao, why didn't you tell me about this kind of thing?"
Shen Siyang's laughter made Ge Jiabao feel chills behind his back: "It's only been a few days since I found out, and...why did I tell you?"
This rhetorical question stunned Shen Siyang for a moment.
Before he could answer, Ge Jiabao realized by himself: "I understand, you are dating Sang Xiaoshi!"
Shen Siyang was surprised: "No."
Ge Jiabao was certain: "That means you like Sang Xiaoshi!"
Shen Siyang's first reaction was the kind of liking he was accustomed to, and he was about to respond, "What do you think? How could you not like it."
Suddenly recalling Sang Xiaoshi's confession a few nights ago, he immediately swallowed back the words he was about to say.
He turned his head to look at where Sang Xiaoshi was, and found that the tall boy had already left.
Sang Xiaoshi didn't have anything in his hands, and he was already standing on the runway waiting to start running.
Seeing this, Shen Siyang simply sat back on his seat and asked Ge Jiabao, "Why do you think I like Sang Xiaoshi?"
This was the first time Ge Jiabao was asked by Shen Siyang. He was so proud that he tried his best to analyze it to Shen Siyang: "If you don't like Sang Xiaoshi, why are you so nervous when you see someone who likes him approaching him?"
Shen Siyang explained naturally: "I'm worried that he will suffer. Is this not normal among friends?"
Ge Jiabao's black face with a question mark: "Of course this is not normal. A normal friend should be like me, sitting by the side watching a show, or heckling happily. Ask yourself, is this normal?"
So Shen Siyang questioned himself shallowly.
He thought about the way he got along with his former buddies.
Well, it's not normal.
Seeing that Shen Siyang didn't respond for a long time, Ge Jiabao said again: "Or use the simplest method, you imagine Sang Xiaoshi kissing others, and use my ready-made classmate, are you angry?"
There is no need to fantasize, as soon as Ge Jiabao said this, Shen Siyang felt furious, and he showed his standard eight teeth at Ge Jiabao: "Brother Jiabao, do you want to fight?"
Ge Jiabao hastily raised his hands in surrender: "Calm down, calm down. It's really impossible, you can imagine yourself kissing Sang Xiaoshi to calm down."
It's like magic.
Shen Siyang didn't have time to react at all, and the image had already consciously appeared in his mind.
His face burned, and he immediately raised his hand to stop Ge Jiabao from saying something more serious: "Stop, stop this topic."
After thinking about it, he asked again: "Then do you think Sang Xiaoshi likes me?"
"You don't need to think about it?" Ge Jiabao blurted out, "It's no wonder he doesn't like you."
Shen Siyang was puzzled: "How did you see that?"
"It's still worth looking at?" Ge Jiabao blurted out again, "It's so obvious, there are only two kinds of people in Sang Xiaoshi's eyes, you and others. Others are automatically mosaic in his eyes, no matter who they are .”
Shen Siyang once again experienced the feeling of his heart beating.
He calmed down for a while, and couldn't help feeling: "Brother Jiabao, you suddenly understand a lot."
Ge Jiabao looked at the sky at a 45-degree angle: "This is probably the magic of love."
He looked back at Shen Siyang after sighing with emotion: "So what are you worrying about? Do you know how low the probability of two being happy in this world is? Unrequited love doesn't worry about you. What are you worried about?"
At the other end of the playground, Sang Xiaoshi had already stood in front of the starting line, waiting for the physical education teacher to swing.
Shen Siyang watched the person run out, bent down, and buried his face in his knees.
After a while, he asked aloud: "Should we talk about a relationship that we know we will part with each other?"
Ge Jiabao reacted for a while, and automatically understood this passage: "Do you think that if you fail to enter a university, you will be separated if you fall in a long-distance relationship?"
"It can be understood in this way." Shen Si Yang responded.
Ge Jiabao scratched his head: "My girlfriend and I were also worried about this issue. Later, we agreed to create happy memories first and talk about it later. Anyway, I don't quite understand it. The kind that is often played in TV dramas, Because I found out that I didn’t have a few days left, I lied to my lover to hate me. If this kind of thing happens to me, and I know the truth one day in the future, I will regret it so much that I can’t wait to accompany my dead lover right away. Conversely, I can relax a little bit by creating the last good memories before parting."
As Ge Jiabao spoke, he expressed emotion, for a moment it seemed that he was about to say goodbye to his girlfriend.
He sniffed and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and raised his hand to pat Shen Siyang's shoulder: "Brother, if you want me to tell you, don't worry about yourself, you can ask Sang Xiaoshi to see what he thinks, and then do it together." Decided. I think you have always treated him too much as a child. You can’t do this when you are in a relationship. A relationship is a matter between two people. The best solution is to discuss it together.”
Shen Siyang's eyes were reddened, and when he heard the words, he straightened up and looked at Ge Jiabao.
He raised his hand to pat Ge Jiabao's shoulder, and said seriously: "Brother Jiabao, you will be happy."
When Ge Jiabao heard this, his eyes turned red, and he patted Shen Siyang twice again: "Brother, you will be happy too."
After thinking about it, I added another sentence: "I also wish you less hair loss in the future!"
Shen Siyang said silently, "Then I thank you very much."
-
Ge Jiabao didn't stay long before leaving.
After Sang Xiaoshi finished all the physical tests, he went straight to the viewing stand.
After Ge Jiabao left, Shen Siyang kept paying attention to Sang Xiaoshi's movements.
Seeing the person walking towards him without a single pause, Shen Siyang's memory unconsciously dialed back to a few years ago.
When he first came to this world, Shen Siyang treated Sang Xiaoshi mostly with the aim of making children happy.
The biggest characteristic of children is their great forgetfulness.
Happy or unhappy, or even brooding, may turn around and forget in a few days.
So he made a lot of promises to Sang Xiaoshi without hesitation.
Until the day he was injured by Luo Qifeng with a beer bottle because of protecting Sang Xiaoshi, Shen Siyang began to realize something when he saw Sang Xiaoshi crying and saying that his dead parents had promised not to leave him.
Sang Xiaoshi is different from ordinary children.
He encountered the death of his parents when he was young, and was brought into an extremely harsh living environment after his parents passed away, and was forced to live cautiously and arduously.
So he couldn't achieve great forgetfulness at all.
He cherishes every kindness in life as a treasure, no matter how small, he holds it tightly in his heart and refuses to let it go.
After Shen Siyang realized this, he tried to tell Sang Xiaoshi why he came to this world.
Not only was he unable to speak out, he was even severely warned by a pain that was like pulling out his soul.
I can't tell the reason for coming, and I can't tell the reason for leaving.
Shen Siyang was in a daze, and Sang Xiaoshi had already walked to him and sat down.
A bottle of water suddenly appeared in front of him, Shen Siyang was taken aback, and subconsciously asked, "Where did it come from?"
As soon as the words fell, a chuckle was heard.
Shen Siyang turned his head.
The afternoon sun fell on Sang Xiaoshi's face.
Sang Xiaoshi's face was flushed from exercising, and there was a thin layer of sweat on his forehead, shining in the sun.
Her rosy lips raised slightly, and she responded to Shen Siyang with a light smile: "I just went to a small shop to buy it."
Shen Siyang belatedly realized the double meaning in his question just now, and blushed all of a sudden.
He quickly took the water from Sang Xiaoshi's hand and poured it down for two gulps.
After drinking, hand the water back to Sang Xiaoshi.
Sang Xiaoshi took it, unscrewed the bottle naturally, and took a few sips.
Shen Siyang suddenly felt that the cold water he had just swallowed turned into boiling water in seconds.
He looked away, calmed down a little, and then said, "Xiao Shi, if..."
After thinking for a while, he turned his head and looked at Sang Xiaoshi again: "I mean, if we stay friends forever, do you think it's okay?"
Although the system didn't say that once they fell in love, the time he would stay in this world would be shortened infinitely, nor did it say that if they didn't talk, he could stay in this world for a long time.
This task was very ambiguous from the very beginning.
Only one thing is certain from beginning to end.
There must be a day when he has to leave Sang Xiaoshi.
On that day, the deeper Sang Xiaoshi's feelings for him, the more hurt he will be.
Shen Siyang has been a decisive character since he was a child.
For the first time, he raised his foot but dared not step down.
He can't find the optimal solution.
There is no solution that can make his little ten completely unharmed.
Sang Xiaoshi's expression froze for a moment.
He blinked lightly, and his eyes fell on Shen Siyang's.
Ge Jiabao is right, Shen Siyang has been really worried recently.
People who used to feel uncomfortable if they didn't sleep enough for eight hours a day, but now they are faintly black.
Sang Xiaoshi saw it, and slowly lowered his eyes.
After a while, he replied softly: "Yes."
Hearing this answer, Shen Siyang was taken aback.
Although Sang Xiaoshi's personality has always been very gentle, he is not someone who does not know how to express his preferences clearly.
Therefore, Shen Siyang was somewhat surprised by such a willing answer.
Just thinking about it, I heard Sang Xiaoshi say again: "But I don't want that."
Sang Xiaoshi looked down at the reflection of the two of them in the sun, and said in a clear voice, "You said that day, after we graduated from university, we would be separated because of our different places of work. Families are on the go, less connected and separated. I don't want that."
"I want to go to the same university and work in the same place as you. I want to start a family with you. I want to keep you busy because of the family. I want you to wake up every day and see it at first sight. It's me who wants to hug you and kiss you. I want everything about you to be about me."
Sang Xiaoshi finished speaking firmly and gently, before finally looking at Shen Siyang again: "But if that will make you sad, it doesn't matter if it's not me."
Shen Siyang stared blankly at Sang Xiaoshi, and when he blinked, tears rolled out of his eyes.
Sang Xiaoshi's expression instantly became panicked and bewildered.
This was the first time he saw Shen Siyang crying in so many years, he nervously raised his hand to wipe Shen Siyang's tears, although he tried his best to restrain himself, his tone was still low: "Brother Siyang, did I make you sad? "
Shen Siyang grabbed Sang Xiaoshi's hand and shook his head, wanted to speak but couldn't make a sound, only tears kept rolling out.
It's not you who make me sad, Xiao Ten.
I'm just sad that I didn't get to meet you in the real world.
If you can meet in the real world, even if you are 30, 40 or even 50 years old.
It's not like now, I don't know when I will leave suddenly, and then go to 9 worlds without you, and then live the rest of my life without you.
Even if I failed to learn to love you well, I have already started to learn to forget you.
It was the first time for Shen Siyang to lose control of his emotions.
I couldn't hold back my tears at all, so I could only bury my head and wait for time to buffer.
I don't know how long it has passed, but feeling the blockage in his throat disappeared, Shen Siyang wiped away his tears, and said seriously to Sang Xiaoshi: "Just now I just assumed it wasn't the answer I wanted to give you, don't take it seriously, when the monthly exam is over the day after tomorrow, I will I will give you an accurate answer."
-
Shen Siyang handed in the paper 15 minutes earlier.
The seats for this monthly exam were all disrupted, and he and Sang Xiaoshi were not in the same classroom.
As October approached, the weather in Xianxi Town finally turned cooler.
Wearing an autumn school uniform, Shen Siyang wandered to the school shop to buy a popsicle.
Habitually, I want to get popsicles in sugar water. I suddenly caught a glimpse of the cantaloupe lying in the corner, which tasted much cuter. When I came back to my senses, people were already paying the bill.
He took the cute lot to the old teaching building that was converted into a laboratory building a few years ago, and sat on the stone bench at the back of the old teaching building to dismantle the cute lot.
a bit sweet.
The crispy skin is delicious.
He gnawed on the crispy skin, leaned against the wall behind him and looked up at the sky.
Very blue, very clear blue.
Two days was not enough time for Shen Siyang to come up with the optimal solution.
Not to mention two days, even if he was given another two years to solve this difficult proposition, he still wouldn't be able to solve it.
What Ge Jiabao said that day made sense, but it didn't apply perfectly to him and Sang Xiaoshi.
The task that Shen Siyang is carrying on his back may not be able to touch the right time point mentioned by the system in a few decades. At worst, he may still be with Sang Xiaoshi at any moment. Talk, and disappear in the next second.
Because so far, the system has never clearly stipulated the time, nor has it clearly defined the so-called abandonment method.
The biggest watershed in a person's life is entering social work after finishing his school days.
This period is like drawing a separator between two kinds of life. Before it is carefree, and later it is full of life.
Having tasted all kinds of life, and then facing parting, you must be able to accept it.
So Shen Siyang can ask Sang Xiaoshi's opinion at the age of 28 and think about whether to start a relationship, but he can't.
You can’t go out of Xianxi Town to see the great mountains and rivers of the motherland, taste the special delicacies with huge differences between the north and the south, and have no contact with people who are very different in the world.
The love is warm and sincere, and every extra point will turn into a sharp knife that penetrates an inch deeper into the body when parting.
He can't let Sang Xiaoshi be trapped forever because he loves him;
Even if it is only a one in ten thousand possibility.
Shen Siyang ate the last corner of the ice cream, threw the wrapping paper into the trash can, clapped his hands and got up.
The bell rang for 5 minutes too soon at the end of the exam, and if he didn't go back, Sang Xiaoshi should be in a hurry.
Probably because of the ice cream just eaten, Shen Siyang suddenly felt a little cold.
He zipped up his autumn jacket to the top, walked into the quiet old school building, and planned to leave.
If he was lucky enough to stay by Sang Xiaoshi's side for a few more years.
When he was 25 years old, Sang Xiaoshi had no one else around him, and he still liked him, so he would no longer have any scruples.
After explaining the situation, as long as Sang Xiaoshi is willing, one year can be counted as one year, and two years can be counted as two years.
Shen Siyang thought so, and let out a sigh of relief.
As he walked out, he thought about the words he would speak later.
How about going to the small shop to buy some ice cream for Sang Xiaoshi before going back.
Eating something sweet should make you a little happier.
While thinking about it, he turned the stairs and just saw the light when he was suddenly pulled back by a hand.
With his mouth covered, Shen Siyang felt his neck go cold just as he was about to move.
He lowered his eyes, and his eyes caught the sharp tip of the knife.
At the same time, a lowered voice came from behind: "Don't make any noise, go upstairs."
The heart was beating wildly due to nervousness.
Shen Siyang tried his best to calm down and breathe, his eyes quietly swept across the monitor in the upper left corner, and then fell to the bright place outside the corner.
The old teaching building of the school is not empty on weekdays.
Because it has been converted into a laboratory building, there are always classes taking experimental classes here every day.
But today is an exception, because it is a monthly exam for the whole school.
Even so, the old teaching building is near the new teaching building. Even if there is no one in the building, there will be no shortage of students passing by the main entrance during school hours.
From time to time, there were noises of fighting from outside the building.
Shen Siyang walked up the stairs in slow motion according to the orders of the people behind him, while thinking about the countermeasures in his mind.
At this moment, the two passed by the broken mirrors piled in the corner by the stairs.
Shen Siyang swept his gaze and saw clearly the appearance of the person behind him.
The man behind him was wearing a hat, and the cloudy eyes under the hat were full of insidiousness.
It was a face that Shen Siyang would never forget no matter how long he had seen it.
The moment he saw the face, Shen Siyang changed his mind and obediently followed the man's instructions and walked upstairs.
The old teaching building is not high, with a total of five floors.
Because few people usually come, the roof door on the top floor is not locked.
The two entered the rooftop smoothly.
The wind on the roof was a bit strong, blowing Shen Siyang's wide autumn school uniform bulging.
Go to the edge of the fence.
Shen Siyang glanced down, and there was no one there.
The location of the two is the back of the old teaching building.
The back of the old teaching building faces a forest, and few people pass by on weekdays.
After making sure that no one was around, the man let go of his hand covering Shen Siyang's mouth.
A gloomy voice sounded behind Shen Siyang: "Shen Siyang, guess who I am."
Shen Siyang didn't play charades with him, and smiled lightly: "Uncle Luo, long time no see. I don't know if you are released from prison, otherwise I will go to pick you up."
Luo Qifeng's hand holding the knife suddenly tightened, and his tone was vicious: "You can still speak sarcastic words at this time! Do you really think I dare not kill you? Anyway, I have been in prison for so many years, so I might go in a few more times. Year!"
There was a pain in the neck.
Maybe it was because the rooftop was too quiet and the wind was too cool, Shen Siyang could even clearly feel the moment when the blade cut his skin.
Shen Siyang's expression remained unchanged: "Of course I'm afraid, otherwise I wouldn't obediently go upstairs with you. After all, I have excellent grades and I'm handsome. The future is bright. I regret my life."
"It's best to save your life." Luo Qifeng said viciously, "Call Sang Xiaoshi and ask him to come here to find you."
Before Shen Siyang could speak, the cell phone in his pocket rang first.
He couldn't help but sighed in his heart.
This is too coincidental.
Luo Qifeng ordered: "Take out your phone and see who is calling."
Don't even think about it, the only one who will call Shen Siyang at this time is Sang Xiaoshi.
It must have been waiting too long for him after returning to the classroom.
Shen Siyang slowly stuffed his hands into the pockets of his coat while lowering his eyes in thought.
Luo Qifeng's warning sounded: "Don't play tricks!"
Shen Si Yang narrowed his eyes and smiled lightly, and took out his phone from his pocket: "Uncle Luo, your knife is already on my neck, what else can I do."
"You better be honest!"
After Luo Qifeng finished warning, he went to see the caller ID on Shen Siyang's phone.
Shen Siyang's note to Sang Xiaoshi was his name.
Luo Qifeng's laughter came from behind: "Whatever you want, pick it up! Turn on the hands-free!"
Shen Siyang didn't deliberately slow down this time.
He picked up the phone and switched on the speakerphone.
Sang Xiaoshi's voice quickly rang out from the rooftop: "Brother Siyang, where are you?"
Luo Qifeng walked halfway in front of Shen Siyang, staring at Shen Siyang with warning eyes.
Shen Siyang replied truthfully: "I'm on the roof of the old teaching building."
Sang Xiaoshi was quiet for a while, and a soft voice sounded: "Are you still going back to the classroom? Your schoolbag and homework are still in the classroom."
Luo Qifeng hit Shen Siyang with a knife.
Shen Siyang said: "I can't go back for the time being, Luo Qifeng and I are on the rooftop."
There was a ringing on the phone.
Sang Xiaoshi's voice instantly became tense and hurried: "I'll be there right away."
Accompanied by the sound of running and the sound of wind pouring into the handset of the mobile phone.
Sang Xiaoshi's voice sounded again, this time completely put away his usual gentleness, full of warning: "Luo Qifeng, if you dare to touch him before I arrive, you don't want anything from me, honestly don't Move, I still have room for discussion with you."
Shen Siyang raised his eyes, seeing that Luo Qifeng was about to speak.
Before Luo Qifeng could speak, he quickly said: "Don't come here, call the police immediately. If the police let me see you on the roof before the police arrive, I will never talk to you in the future. Sang Xiaoshi, I will do what I say."
After speaking, the moment Luo Qifeng was about to snatch the phone, he threw the phone downstairs, then raised his hands, and smiled at Luo Qifeng.
The author says:
Don't worry, nothing will happen, just refill the cup for Luo Qifeng who has served his sentence;
Together in the next chapter——
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