The system forced me to be a scumbag [Quick Transmigration]

late at night.

Shen Siyang covered his nose and got up from the bed with small movements.

He took away the hand on the waist of the person beside him, and was about to walk from the end of the bed.

In the next second, he was pulled by the arm.

"What's wrong?" Lu Yan's sleepy voice sounded.

Before Shen Siyang could think of a response in the dark, the bedside lamp came on.

Seeing the blood oozing from between Shen Siyang's fingers under the warm yellow light, Lu Yan instantly woke up.

He quickly took a tissue from the bedside, and asked anxiously, "Where is the bleeding?"

Shen Siyang took the tissue and covered his nose, and got out of bed with his head slightly raised: "Nosebleed."

Lu Yan turned on the headlights, frowned and led Shen Siyang into the bathroom.

After the nosebleed stopped, he washed Shen Siyang's face, went back to the bedroom and looked for the car keys: "Let's go to the hospital."

Shen Siyang pulled Lu Yan back, took the phone and showed him the time: "It's three o'clock in the morning, and I have to get up early tomorrow. I just got angry, so I don't need to go to the hospital."

Lu Yan still frowned.

Shen Siyang had no choice but to lie on his back and confessed: "I was too hungry at night, so I took out the crayfish from the refrigerator and steamed them. After steaming, I wanted to ask you if you want to eat. Seeing that you slept too soundly, I couldn't bear to call you."

As he spoke, he put his arms around Lu Yan's neck, leaned forward, and opened his lower lip to show Lu Yan: "There is still a blister."

Lu Yan's gaze swept over the vesicle on the inner side of Shen Siyang's lips, and finally put down the car key.

But after putting down the car keys, he still went out.

Shen Siyang hung on him, moved out with him, and asked, "Where are you going?"

Lu Yan responded warmly: "Make herbal tea."

Shen Siyang smiled, and pressed his face lightly against Lu Yan's neck.

Lu Yan directly carried him on his back.

The air-conditioned bedroom moved away behind the two of them.

"It's still too hot these days." Shen Siyang murmured softly while lying on Lu Yan's back, "Obviously it's almost October."

Lu Yan supported the humanoid koala on his back and went to the kitchen to make a cup of herbal tea.

The koala took the steaming herbal tea and couldn't help sighing, "Even the herbal tea is hot."

Lu Yan smiled and took him to his body, then turned off the kitchen light and walked upstairs: "You can drink it after cooling it under the air conditioner."

Back in the bedroom, the cold air from the air conditioner instantly drove away the heat.

Lu Yan put the herbal tea in a place facing the air conditioner.

Then she hugged Shen Siyang and sat down beside the bed.

Shen Siyang moved back a little and looked at Lu Yan: "Go to sleep first."

Lu Yan shook his head lightly, lifted Shen Siyang's chin again, and took a closer look at Shen Siyang's nose that was bleeding just now: "I'm not too sleepy, wait until you finish drinking the herbal tea."

"Not too sleepy."

Shen Siyang's thumb brushed against Lu Yan's black eyes: "You have pushed yourself too hard these days."

There was a brief pause between the words.

The air conditioner in the room rang for a while.

Shen Siyang lowered his voice and continued: "Are you worried about the day after tomorrow? Do you still have to ask for leave this year?"

Lu Yan looked up at the person in his arms slightly.

After a long time, there was no answer, and finally she just put her face on Shen Siyang's chest and listened to Shen Siyang's steady heartbeat.

Waited for more than ten minutes for the herbal tea to cool down.

Shen Siyang drank it all in one gulp, and then lay back under the covers with Lu Yan.

Lying in Lu Yan's arms around Lu Yan's neck, Shen Siyang said in a quiet voice: "If you are fine the day after tomorrow, can you take me to meet your parents?"

Lu Yan raised his hand to wrap Shen Siyang's arm gently.

After a long silence.

"it is good."

-

The next day, the two of them went about their business as usual.

Luyan's new company is on the rise recently, and the office area has been expanded from the original one floor to two floors.

During the year, the two seldom ate at home.

On rare weekends, I can cook at home by myself, and the rest of the time is basically settled in the company.

Because of Lu Yan's double work in the past few days, the two were able to go home early today.

It was a rare day when I got off work and it was still light.

Shen Siyang got into the car and suggested: "Let's cook by ourselves in the evening, cook some heat-clearing and detoxifying dishes."

As he said, he put down the mirror in front of the car, pulled his lower lip, and watched the vesicles that had obviously grown bigger overnight.

"I confess, I will never eat crayfish in the middle of the night in the future."

After thinking about it, I decided to add a sentence: "Single refers to Xia Tian."

After chanting, he was about to touch the medicine, but the medicine arrived in Lu Yan's hand first.

Lu Yan signaled Shen Siyang to turn to him.

He took a cotton swab and dipped it in the medicine, and applied it gently for Shen Siyang.

After painting, he threw the rubbish into the small trash can on the car, pulled Shen Siyang to kiss his soft face, and asked softly, "Go to the supermarket near home?"

Shen Siyang thought for a while: "Let's go to the market we went to last month. I remember there are bitter melons there."

Lu Yan couldn't help laughing when he heard the words: "On the last plate of bitter gourd, you just took a bite and said it was your natural enemy."

Shen Siyang was amused, and immediately loosened the seat belt that was about to be fastened, leaned over to the driver's seat and strangled Lu Yan's neck: "You still have a chance to organize your speech."

Lu Yan gradually smiled, with a soft starlight in his eyes: "I believe you will definitely improve this time."

Only then did Shen Siyang return to the passenger seat in satisfaction, and fastened his seat belt: "Let's go!"

After dinner is the usual off-duty time.

Today's weather is cooler than yesterday.

Cool breeze blows at night.

The two walked around the river.

After returning home, with nothing to do, Shen Siyang rummaged through to find the bath ball in the supermarket shopping lottery a month ago.

A total of three, three colors of pink, green and blue.

He lay on Lu Yan's lap, spread out the instructions and read softly: "Blue for refreshing skin, pink for water-oil balance, and green for nourishing skin."

As soon as he finished reading, he met Lu Yan who was looking down at him.

The moment their eyes met, Shen Siyang put down the manual, held up the bath ball, and smiled: "Do you want to soak?"

Pale blue water rippled in the bathtub.

Water splashed on the tiles outside the tub.

Shen Siyang rested his powdered hands on the tiles of the wall, and turned his head to look at Lu Yan unbearably.

Lu Yan's body proportions are very standard, with a thin layer of muscle on his fair skin.

Her pretty face was reddened by the heat from the bathroom, and there were drops of water splashed on her cheeks from the action just now.

Noticing Shen Siyang's gaze, he stopped moving.

The hand that was originally pinching Shen Siyang's waist lifted one and landed on Shen Siyang's face, gently stretching Shen Siyang's slightly frowning brows.

He asked in a gentle voice with a little difficulty in breathing: "Uncomfortable?"

Shen Siyang shook his head.

The hands that had no strength simply withdrew from the wall, and circled around Lu Yan's neck instead.

Accidentally rubbing against each other during the movement, he almost fell back into the bathtub with his legs so weak.

"I was just thinking."

The voice that came out was uncontrollably hoarse: "Will you grow up again when you're 25?"

Lu Yan was stunned for a few seconds, and noticed where Shen Siyang's eyes were fixed, his pretty face instantly flushed red as if it could smoke.

He took Shen Siyang into his arms.

Shen Siyang couldn't twist it, so he could only loosen the hand around Lu Yan's neck, and added in a cold voice: "It's still long."

Lu Yan pinched Shen Siyang's face and kissed him, preventing him from saying anything worse.

After zero o'clock, until the two of them lay down on the bed and got ready to sleep, Lu Yan didn't show any abnormal reactions.

Shen Siyang endured sleepiness and waited. After confirming that Lu Yan had fallen asleep normally, he finally let go of his heart that had been hanging for a day.

Unfortunately, the good times are not long.

Shen Siyang was awakened by the movement beside him at around five o'clock in the morning.

Because he was worried that he didn't sleep deeply, Lu Yan only made some slight movements to make Shen Siyang wake up quickly.

At that time, the sky outside the window had just turned pale, and there was only a faint light in the room.

Exactly the same as what Shen Siyang saw when he broke into this room a year ago, Lu Yan curled up into a ball, breathing fresh air rapidly due to the extreme lack of oxygen.

Shen Siyang got up instantly and turned on the warm yellow bedside lamp.

He knelt down beside Lu Yan and patted Lu Yan's face lightly.

no response.

Under the light, the man's beautiful eyes were empty.

After the breathing gradually stabilized, Shen Siyang showed the feeling of losing his soul when he saw it.

The one-year span didn't help Lu Yan out of the accident at the age of seven.

Another day of suffering.

It was only after the early morning of the next day that Lu Yan closed his eyes and gradually became calm.

Shen Siyang and the others were sound asleep, they left the room lightly, went downstairs to the kitchen and took out the electric cooker to cook porridge.

The two did not eat all day.

Wash the rice and put it into the electric cooker.

During the waiting time, Shen Siyang randomly took two breads from the refrigerator to satisfy his hunger.

Cold food is a little irritating to the stomach.

After eating only half of it, he put the bread back into the refrigerator uncomfortably, took a glass of warm water in his hand, and drank it absentmindedly.

The 20-minute alarm bell rang.

Shen Siyang lifted the lid of the electric cooking pot again, put the red dates and wolfberries in, switched to automatic, and went back to the second floor.

Lu Yan didn't wake up.

It's just that he didn't sleep well, holding the quilt with his hands and frowning.

Shen Siyang lay down beside him.

Taking the quilt away, he stuffed his hand into Lu Yan's palm.

The sleeping person finally stretched his brows.

Lu Yan woke up at 05:30 in the morning.

Shen Siyang was still awake when he woke up.

Noticing that the people beside him slowly opened their eyes, Shen Siyang asked softly, "Are you hungry?"

After Lu Yan's eyelashes fluttered a few times, he gradually woke up.

He didn't immediately respond to Shen Siyang's words.

After staring at Shen Siyang for a moment, he leaned over and put him in his arms.

"sorry."

Shen Siyang patted Lu Yan on the back: "It's not your fault, you don't need to apologize."

His eyes fell on the white wall behind Lu Yan.

After a while, he lowered his eyes and asked softly, "Lu Yan, let's see a psychiatrist, okay?"

-

Shen Siyang sat on a bench in the hospital corridor.

After drinking the water in his hand, Lu Yan still didn't come out of the consulting room.

He turned on his phone and checked the time.

Lu Yan has been in the consultation room for 10 minutes.

The tension made the throat dry again.

Shen Siyang got up, intending to go downstairs to buy another bottle of water, when the opposite door opened.

Lu Yan walked out of the consultation room, if it wasn't for his pale face, there was almost no difference in his usual expression.

Seeing Shen Siyang, he smiled as softly as usual.

Shen Siyang stepped forward to inquire about the situation, when the doctor's voice came from the house: "The family members come in."

Shen Siyang paused and looked at Lu Yan.

Lu Yan took the initiative to step forward, took the empty water bottle from Shen Siyang's hand, rubbed Shen Siyang's hair, and said softly, "Go in."

After speaking, he took the empty water bottle and walked to the nearby trash can.

Shen Siyang's gaze followed Lu Yan for a moment, then he retracted and stepped into the consulting room in front of him.

Sitting in the consulting room was an elderly female doctor.

The female doctor wore a pair of rimless glasses on the bridge of her nose. Although she frowned slightly as she stared at the records in her hand, she couldn't hide her gentle and tolerant aura.

From the corner of his eye, he noticed that someone was sitting across from him, so the doctor put the document aside and looked up at Shen Siyang.

"Are you his friend?"

Shen Siyang explained: "Love."

The doctor looked normal, nodded and continued to ask: "How much do you know about his childhood experience?"

"Generally clear."

The doctor raised his glasses with a serious expression: "His situation is a typical survivor's guilt. It stands to reason that as long as he accepts positive human intervention in time after the incident, it will not affect normal life, let alone become the present situation. Such a serious situation."

While speaking, she took the document again and looked through it: "I was too young when I was thinking qualitatively, and I haven't received formal intervention and correction for many years. Family members should be prepared to fight a protracted war."

"The only effective way to treat festering old wounds is to cut open the wound with a knife, cut off all the necrotic carrion, and then apply medicine. But the process of cutting the wound with a knife and cutting off the carrion is extremely difficult for the patient. , There is even a very high possibility of failure. The most important thing in psychological treatment is the patient's own wishes, the doctor can only play an auxiliary role in dredging, and the family members must actively cooperate in this process."

Putting down the form in his hand, the doctor printed the case: "Go and pay for the medicine, and come back at this time next week."

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