Rebirth: Did Top Stream cause trouble again today?

Ji Yixian worked hard to keep himself calm, he didn't want to lose his composure in front of Yan Jinyun, and he didn't want Yan Jinyun to see his fragility.

"I went to the room to pack my things." In the end, Ji Yixian still had no choice but to face Yan Jinyun calmly, and he walked to the second floor as if he had fled from the desert.

"Ji Yixian..." Yan Jinyun stood up and called out to Ji Yixian.

Hearing that Ji Yixian stopped, but didn't look back: "What's the matter?"

"..." Yan Jinyun didn't say anything.

Ji Yixian waited for a while, seeing that Yan Jinyun hadn't spoken, the faint expectation in his heart instantly turned into a joke.

"Don't worry, I'll pack it up soon." After Ji Yixian finished speaking, he went upstairs three steps at a time.

Yan Jinyun stared at the direction of the stairs, hesitated again and again, and finally went upstairs.

The door of the master bedroom on the second floor was not closed, and the furnishings in the bedroom were exactly the same as before Ji Yixian went to film, there was no difference.

Even the position of the slippers by the bathroom door has not changed, and the wedding photo of the two of them at that time is still on the bedside table.

The color of the bed sheet is also his favorite. Ji Yixian thought he was strong enough, but when he saw all the familiar things, he realized that he was not as strong as he imagined.

Standing at the door, he didn't have the courage to step in, let alone pack his things.

Hearing footsteps behind him, Ji Yixian wiped away his tears and mustered up the courage to go in, but before he entered the cloakroom, Yan Jinyun hugged him from behind.

With the familiar body temperature and familiar smell, all of Ji Yixian's psychological defenses were defeated at this moment.

Tears are like beads with a broken thread, uncontrollable at all.

"What do you want me to do?" Yan Jinyun hugged Ji Yixian tightly, "Compared with your self-esteem, do I really not have your self-esteem?"

"I..." Ji Yixian just wanted to open his mouth to explain, but found that his reason might be too unimaginable for Yan Jinyun.

Ji Yixian was originally an extremely egotistical person. With this kind of egotistical person, he would love himself a little more. That's what Ji Yixian was like, and when he was reborn into this strange world.

When he came to this world, apart from Yan Jinyun, he didn't feel a little bit of kindness in other places, so he became more defensive, and he felt that he must love himself very much.

Even if he felt so sad that he was going to die, even if he couldn't sleep every night because of the pain, he was still unwilling to let go of his self-esteem, because he felt that if he discarded all his self-esteem, then he would really have nothing.

But can all this be told to Yan Jinyun? : You must think he is talking nonsense.

"Is it that difficult to give me more trust? Am I really someone who is not worthy of your trust?" During the past 20 days, Yan Jinyun was also suffering, entangled while busy with company affairs.

Every time in the dead of night, he was thinking about a question, could he really accept Ji Yixian's divorce from him, could he really accept Ji Yixian's leaving him?

The answer is no.

He couldn't accept it, but he also had his own pride and self-esteem, as well as his own persistence. He just wanted an equal relationship.

"Do you know where the problem between us is?" Yan Jinyun slowly let go of Ji Yixian, with a decadent tone, "That is, I put you in the most important position in my heart, more important than myself, and In your heart, I am not the most important."

What Yan Jinyun said was right, Ji Yixian couldn't refute it, he turned to look up at Yan Jinyun: "So... I asked you for a divorce and you agreed immediately."

"Correct."

"Then what are we now?" Ji Yixian didn't mind Yan Jinyun seeing him cry, "Are you still going to divorce me?"

"Do you want to divorce me?" Yan Jinyun threw the question to Ji Yixian again.

Ji Yixian was still silent, and after a while he said: "Let's all calm down to each other, I can't give you an answer now, because my own brain is like a mess."

"Calm and calm?" Yan Jinyun seemed to have heard some joke, "Isn't it calm enough for more than 20 days? You don't know the relationship between two people, the more calm you are, the more you will be finished."

"Then what exactly do you want me to do?" Ji Yixian pushed Yan Jinyun away, choked up and speechless, "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

"..." Seeing Ji Yixian like this, Yan Jinyun sighed, and took a step forward to hold Ji Yixian in his arms, "Forget it, I've fallen into your hands, I won't force you, we won't divorce, I shouldn't test you, and I shouldn't argue with you, I'm sorry, don't cry, I feel sorry for you crying."

"Woooooo..." At the moment when he heard Yan Jinyun's soft words, all Ji Yixian's grievances and sadness burst out. He held Yan Jinyun's clothes tightly, crying out of breath.

Finally tired from crying and fell asleep, Yan Jinyun put him on the bed.

"What am I going to do with you?" Yan Jinyun stretched out his hand and touched Ji Yixian's forehead, "You are simply a variable in my life, knowing that you are an uncontrollable existence, I still keep you By my side."

"I know that you have many things that you haven't told me, but compared to these, I don't want to lose you, Ji Yixian, when will you open your heart to me."

……

Highly nervous and always in a sad mood, Ji Yixian has not had a peaceful night's sleep for more than 20 days.

At the moment when Yan Jinyun said that he would not divorce, all the tense strings on Ji Yixian's body were broken. This time, Ji Yixian slept very peacefully until 3:30 in the afternoon.

After waking up, Ji Yixian found himself lying on the bed with Yan Jinyun sleeping deeply beside him.

Yan Jinyun also hasn't slept soundly for a long time. Ji Yixian arrived at the airport at 3:00 in the morning last night, and Yan Jinyun also passed by. He just watched from a distance, and then followed Ji Yixian's nanny car, and saw Ji Yixian He didn't go home until he entered the hotel.

Then another night without sleep, the whole person was exhausted.

Looking at Yan Jinyun who was sleeping soundly, Ji Yixian felt very lucky. If Yan Jinyun opened his eyes now, maybe he would be embarrassed.

"Look at your sloppy look." Ji Yixian slowly stretched out his hand and touched Yan Jinyun's chin, "The dark circles under your eyes are so heavy, and you have an unshaven beard, what do you think the two of us are arguing about?"

"Actually, I know in my heart that you and Gu Qingcheng will have nothing to do, but I just want to wait for you to take the initiative to tell me." Ji Yixian began to talk to himself, "That's my personality, if you like me, you can't Can you forgive me a little more?"